On Oct 2, 2015, having been through 3 months of cleansing myself of everything that fucken Saturn had thrown at me for 29 fucking years, I died. After a massive heart attack, I was dead for 20 minutes. I had tubes in every orifice, medical staff doing CPR and was zapped eight fucking times with electricity.
The thing I recall about being dead for 20 minutes was not being an entity (such as a human shell), but that of a quark or sub atom particle, drifting in the eternity of the cosmos. I was part of everything and connected to the awesomeness of the universe (that is the only label I have that will allow people to perceive the space I was floating/drifting in).
It was so peaceful and calming.
I believe it is the way it goes when we die, that our awesome conscious is all connected. We return to that valued source. The trouble is in this world, people have to block this out and travel down the complex road of human society with all the other non ‘seeing’ humans.
Finally, I was alive yet again. It took Jesus three days. It took hospital staff 20 minutes. So here I am wondering what the fuq.
I am the same but not the same. So why am I here? Is it going to be different?
Will I become a better Scorpio? Will I still be the violent warrior? There are so many Qs and so few visible A’s. Answers take time. It has only been a month, this 2nd time around. I am now seeing a shrink and my doctors are amazed at my recovery. I know that with the right guidance of my Spiritual Ancients, allies, and guides I will be on a better path.
Mystic will know as she is an ally to me. I am sure she has CCTV watching my every move as her readings are so fucking accurate.
Thanks for your insight and valued input to my life. The questions I have for you ‘Mystic Medusa’:- After a traumatic event like death, then resuscitation, does a person stay in the same horoscope profile?
Or would it change? There are so many questions I have been seeking answers for after this event. Do I have two astro charts now that I died and come back? Lol.
Love ya Mystic
Okay, you win the award for the most mindblowing email. Welcome back and thank you for the compliments. Your astrology at the time of this event was sensational. It was your second Saturn Return AND it was on your North Node. What happened with the first Saturn Return/North Node scenario? That would have been November 1985.
They say North Node in Sagittarius people like travel but you’re one-upping everyone with your astral trip. And you got eight electricity zaps, eight being the number of Saturn.
But to answer your actual question, I don’t think that you get a new birth chart, as such. But that if you can get the exact time of your revival, that chart would definitely hold many a clue as to your next direction. Especially the Moon, Midheaven and Rising Sign degree.
The most significant factor of this near-death experience, at least astrologically, is Saturn on your North Node. That is your North Star, your very life purpose. There is something distinct you were bought back to do. Saturn is not exactly nebulous. And if you get the chart for the revival moment and see where Saturn was in that chart, voila an answer.
Also, Pluto exact squares your North Node – this event was Saturn on your North Node square Pluto. Pluto rules you. This is not your first Plutonic situation. Additionally, your South Node is in the 8th House – You’re accomplished at transitions and comfortable in the indigo realms.
What does everyone else think?