An Aquarius-Capricorn-Gemini woman asks what the hell sort of strange planet cycles are going down? It’s jittery, existential and well, weird. The Ask Mystic questions are usually more concise and single-issue than this one but it’s so now, we’re going there.
What is this Deja-WTF?
I can’t help but feel drawn to this time five years ago. Perhaps it is the impending Family reunion that was scheduled for this Easter five years ago. We were then walking into the first zap of the existential zap zone, of which I am sure we all emerged transformed.
When I draw a side by side comparison of Then to Now – I see radical movements forward, in all areas. But I don’t know why I feel so jittery (and it’s not caffeine, I haven’t had any of that for 18 months now).
Five years ago, my father had finally come out of the hospital having been suddenly taken very ill, and ending up in surgery. He woke up with a colostomy bag. At 77, he always looked 50. He’d preached about eating porridge every morning for good gut health. It was weird and unexpected.
At the family reunion, I spoke with my maternal relatives about his new alternative medicine regime, which three months later he stopped, as he claimed he felt super well and ‘healed.’ Two months later he passed. It happened to a man who had never stayed still long enough to watch a movie.
Healing Is Not So Much A Fix As A Path That You Choose To Walk
I went on a significant journey after that. It was a confirming experience on so many levels. At the time I developed various mysterious health issues, which I’m still resolving today. However, I’m now so much further forward. Healing is not so much a fix as it is a path that you choose to walk.
The ‘food I choose to eat’ paradigm has changed, and after my last boyfriend turned out to be a high functioning alcoholic, I haven’t had any desire to drink, not even just a little. I left him three years ago, and have had no desire to make friendly with another potential mate.
Everyone has baggage, and most Muggles also have an agenda. I wouldn’t mind some ‘sacred sex’ now and then, maybe with a little ‘sex magick‘ thrown in. But I’m not interested in playing house or pretending. I’m a self-employed single mum, so I’ve enough on my plate.
Our family reunion has been a tradition ever since I was old enough to drink underage. I’m a first generation Australian, my maternal family line having arrived here post WW2 from Germany. My Uranian Astrologer Grandfather, Otto (Also a biochemist/veterinary compounding chemist) and his eldest son have a secret ASIO file, which I am unable to access. It was the thing the Australian Government did to all German immigrant men. Everyone was a suspected war criminal.
Most Muggles Have An Agenda
I’ve read the letters from my Grandfathers archive, where he describes a profound spiritual experience he had, lying wounded in a field of dead bodies. His deceased grandmother came and sat with him for the three days and three nights he lay there until some soldiers came through to do the ‘kick test.’
I have wanted to write a book about him, my family’s experience, and his Uranian astrology work. He was the Secretary for the refounding group (post-war) of the Uranian School. It’s still going today and is now worldwide. He never wanted to go to war but was sent off as a medic. In my book, I’d write about it as a choice between life or death, with Nazi’s burning the books from the astrology school, and asking each member point blank – did they want to die today, or fight for their future? Some chose to die.
My grandmother, with her three children at the time (she ended up with 8) was also rescued by Gypsy’s while my grandfather was off in the war. We often celebrate that with a ‘gypsies, tramps and thieves’ theme during our reunions, as obviously without that intervention, the rest of us wouldn’t be here.
Someone usually has a guitar, and there’s often a fire pit under the night sky. However, I am acutely aware that I’m the black sheep in the family who holds similar ideas to my Grandfather. Conversations can often be challenging.
Strange Planet Cycles Or Zombie Resurrection
What is it that is making me feel that we’re on the precipice of something large, much like we were back then in 2014? Is it the same planet cycles re-occurring?
Is there another cross forming? The Uranian tango into Taurus? Is it a subconscious worry that my aging Aunts and Uncles may be the next to pop off the perch? I’m going to try and record some stories at this reunion if I can. I can’t shake the feeling that it’s ‘now or never’ to capture history.
The house I live in is up for sale, having been on the market since before Christmas (Uranus is in the 4th house for me). There’s been one failed contract so far, and another just went on the house a few days ago. I learned my Uranus lesson in 2015 when Uranus crossed my IC – I moved into the ex-boyfriend’s house, only to discover he’s an alcoholic, and jumped straight out again. I feel uncertain as to where we might land this time, or whether it’s just Uranus fuqing with me.
And I recently lost both my familiar’s after 15.5years. I still hear them, and if I’m half asleep when I get up, I go to the back door to feed them. I’ve since discovered two water dragons hanging out in the backyard, feeding daily on my compost. There’s a whole ‘return’ story with my cats; it was already their second time around.
Is there any connection between now and then, Mystic? Perhaps an echo or shadow? Or a zombie resurrection?
Thank you for your fantastic site. I think I’ve been a member now for years. I know I’ve followed you since I was in high school, stealing the ‘Weekend Magazine’ just to get me a weekly dose of ‘sense.’
Feng Shui The House Up For A Fast Sale And Scram For Your Uranian Sanctuary
Well, the Full Moon this Friday is a Zap Zone of a Moon. It’s making aspects to Pluto + Uranus (see the Horoscopes for more on these) that evoke the Grand Cardinal Cross of April 2014. It was also an Eclipse and strongest flash point of Uranus square Pluto, aka the Zap Zone.
But you’re also no doubt tuning into the Saturn-Pluto Conjunction. In January 2020 but forming now, it’s got similar deep Earth magic feel to it. I did an Mp3 rant re it here.
It’s not an energy to fuq with. But respect it and reap the rewards. My feeling is that you’re in transition between two phases and you’re really Pluto-sensitive. So you’ve felt the last four weeks of Pluto on the South Node with every fiber of your psyche. And that you’re not in the house you live in is adding to the restlessness. I say Feng Shui it up for a fast sale, by the next New Moon in Taurus and scram for your Uranian sanctuary.
And congratulations on the standards re food, lovers and all! The sharp end of the April 2014 evocations will be done by the Full Moon on Friday. And then, we lurch into Saturn on the South Node. That’s just an aspect of the Capricorn Convergence, nothing to worry about so long as you have a coherent plan! But yes, this is a fantastic example of strange outer planet cycles.