* High Voltage Mars-Uranus Vibe Control

Welcome to High Voltage Mars Uranus Vibe Control HQ.

It’s a surreal week, like a gigantic, psyched up Mercury Retrograde.

The high Uranian vibe volt is surging through everything – machines, Muggles with Attitude, animals and us.

Short Version, if you don’t care about the astro-guff below: stay supernaturally calm even as you ignore/dismantle/transcend legacy aspects of an economy and culture that is in rapid morph mode.

Channel the acute restlessness into a new long-term paradigm, not a short-term solution, rebellious gesture or escape.

In Mutable signs, this intensity would be enough to provoke a swift evolution. The urge to directly down tools/obligations and bolt is intensifying.

But this is playing out in Fixed Signs, so there is no speedy way out or in.  And it’s underscored by complexity.  It began in mid-May, when Uranus in Aries was squared by Mars, the ruler of Aries and exalted in Capricorn. It repeated in early August, this time with Uranus established in Taurus, and Mars in Aquarius, the sign ruled by Uranus.  So Uranus is stronger in this exchange. And now – until the 22nd – comes the final stanza of this astral-reboot. Uranus Vibe is rising.

It is all prep for the piece de resistance – a Mars Uranus Conjunction from Feb 12 to 15 next year.  That will be in late Aries, a farewell to the era that began in June 2010. So this is a fantastic week to get the measure of Uranus in Taurus, to feel how it is likely to play out in society and position yourself accordingly.

Notice how, in many cases, you reached for the sureties of old-era goals or loves in the weeks since mid-May. It felt like safe ground but it wasn’t. With this high voltage Mars-Uranus vibe making Uranian energy SO strong, it is brazenly obvious what’s legacy/ analog and what’s Uranian/new era.

Get on it. Unconventional is the new convention. Uranus in Taurus = new styles of sex, shopping, food, and money. A new currency is coming and it’s not just financial.

Thoughts?

Image: Swordfish

 

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escapistMM Member
escapist

I am going through huge changes in my beliefs about appropriate assertiveness in my personal and professional life. I am a Pisces with a Taurus ascendant at 7 degrees. Coincidence or not, but I have had a marvelous rebirth over the past couple years with huge events at the time Uranus visited my Aries Venus at 28 degrees. Actually , the transforming process started in 2012 . Things are culminating for something .. God , I hope it’s good .

gbsMM Member
gbs

It feels like this dynamic is at the very core of the Supreme Court hearings currently taking place in the US.

ÁNLEIFRMM Member
ÁNLEIFR

This is my strategy esp today as I woke up with things/person on my mind:

Mars, lashes out and confronts.
Saturn, keeps busy working and improving.

My technique is to ask myself “what would Saturn tell me to do” and my answer was this:

Concentrate on work, focus on getting things done at work, keep your mind on work. Outside of work get healthy, keep your mind on working out, go workout and do yoga, focus your mind on this.

So my conclusion, please try to tame your Mars urges and stay busy instead, stay busy working and working out instead.

saturnplutofluxMM Member
saturnplutoflux

Thank you for that reminder!

birdMM Member
bird

This is wonderful; thank you!

saturnplutofluxMM Member
saturnplutoflux

Have been dealing with twitchy muggles ( members of public and colleagues) all day… ermagerrrrrd…it’s like everyone has a stick of Uranus lightning up their ass ( there could be a dodgy pun there if I looked hard enough). Please let this be over soon, before someone gets shot at any rate..

Aqua-cap-GeminiMM Member
Aqua-cap-Gemini

Who remembers when Swordfish was the hottest shit? “There exists a world within our world. A world beneath what we call cyberspace. A world protected by firewalls, passwords and the most advanced security systems. In this world we hide our deepest secrets, our most incriminating information, and of course, a whole lot of money. This is the world of “Swordfish.” The world’s most dangerous spy is hired by the CIA to coerce a computer hacker recently released from prison to help steal $6 billion in unused government funds.” unused government funds.. lol I still remember the first time I saw… Read more »

sphinxMM Member
sphinx

Thanks for the review I haven’t seen this movie and will definitely seek it out! Good luck manifesting your new romantic or creative era 😉

PiMM Member
Pi

Oh whoa wait June 2010 was the exact timing that I re located to the current City. Inshallah I move somewhere happier

dark starMM Member
dark star

Yeah. TBH I’m wondering if I can spend more time on not my Pluto line (you live on yours as well if I remember correctly?)

PiMM Member
Pi

Yeah. Born and raised hahaha

milleunanotteMM Member
milleunanotte

What keeps you there? A whole tapestry of threads, i would imagine. And yet Pluto is the great unraveller. Gem Rising could work with that, i have no doubt…short trips and journeys, for sure. Longer ones might frighten, but you just never know xx They need not be forever 🙂

dark starMM Member
dark star

Yeah I think that’s a good point Mille- little expeditions to see what other vibes could be like. I’m hitting up the us east coast this week and am putting on my astro spectacles to see if the Venus / nn line is all it’s cracked up to be. It’s been a few years

AnniMM Member
Anni

Thank you Mystic. Great relief to know 2010 has an end date at last. Super Glad!

emgMM Member
emg

Mystic thanks for the dose of huge ! Sorry, mr Jackman

socialgraffitiMM Member
socialgraffiti

I trade stocks as a hobby and my crypto currency trading account just went through. How fitting

dskredsMM Member
dskreds

This feels like a wild question, but any suggestions on how to mitigate the Uranian zaps with regards to their effects on animals? I have two cats and one of them is especially twitchy tonight. Wild eyed, fixated by shadows, and also, like, randomly shaking his back legs when he walks—as if he’s trying to shake out a pins and needles feeling. He’s definitely the more sensitive of the two of them—an excessive groomer with sensitive skin that requires bonkers dietary restrictions—so this isn’t that much of a deviation from his regular coo-coo behavior, except for the limb shimmying. That’s… Read more »

PiMM Member
Pi

fwiw i am feeling strung out and jumpy, although that has an emotional aspect too. i just want to walk out the door and not stop until i get to Russia or something. my limbs need to just MOVE

birdMM Member
bird

Oh my gosh, me too! So jiggly.

skarabMM Member
skarab

Hi dskreds, a neighbour’s cat had this happen all of a sudden and it was due to an allergy it had towards chemicals in a flea treatment which affected it’s nervous system. If you don’t use anti flea treatment could kitty have eaten something toxic somewhere when/if he strays from home? It sounds neurological if its both legs. Maybe it’s just a temporary reaction but If it continues you might want to see a vet.

dskredsMM Member
dskreds

Ooh good point about the flea meds. He’s not on them now, but now that you’re mentioning it, I do remember that he had a similar twitchy leg reaction the last time we dosed him. The twitch subsided in a day or two, but it freaked me out so we quit using them altogether. He’s an indoor baby so I don’t know what he could’ve gotten into that would be comparably neurotoxic, but imma keep my peepers on him and take him to the vet if it gets worse//continues much longer.

Thanks for the tip!

LiliMM Member
Lili

We added nutritional yeast to our kits’ food- never had fleas.

PiMM Member
Pi

I think I’m going to employ the Leo / Libra Facade this week i.e. EVERYTHING IS SO NICE AND FINE RN ALSO COME AND SEE HOW GOOD I LOOK

PiMM Member
Pi

Self esteem is crashing through the floor again today. I have such mixed messages from the world I honestly don’t get what kind of person I must come across as from one person to the next. I’ve not encountered one social group in this city that doesn’t close ranks as soon as I cross some threshold. Making friends here is Not An Option, and yet i am the friendliest mf around. The general advice is “stop trying just be at peace” but all this means is that the world passes you by. Fuq perma-solitude. I’ve been doing that for years.… Read more »

GemyogiMM Member
Gemyogi

I’d say nothing, you just need to find your people. It can take a while. Where do you live?

emgMM Member
emg

I’m finding the same thing. I’ve stepped out of my world into one that’s so completely alien to me. Driven by mysogynistic negativity to such an extent I’ve laughed out loud ! I’ve had a chance to talk to my captain regarding his behaviour and although he looks bemused I think it’s resonated on some level. All they do is blame the young members of staff and totally undermine the women. Where the fault lays firmly at the lack of any management or ability to direct positively then build trust with that individual or the team you’re working with. It’s… Read more »

Jokerman
Jokerman

I don’t understand ppl behaving like this. Doesn’t it take less effort to be honest and fair?

Jokerman
Jokerman

What? You too?
Different frustrations but frustrations nonetheless.
Rome wasn’t built in 274 years.

PiMM Member
Pi

It’s life on the Pluto line. Never do this.

Jokerman
Jokerman

When l worked out west I was on my Nep / IC line. Fine if you want to be a monk. But if you want to earn material gains, I can tell you it is not so good. USA / Canada and Scandinavia / N Europe is where l should be.

PiMM Member
Pi

Go do America and come back after the mars Uranus thing in Feb. Sell Kombi here, get other van over there. Pick up some cash work in a workshop somewhere sometime. Meet a pretty lady who wears double denim and has those eyes you like. Whaddaya know, she’s the workshop owner’s sister back in town after 20 years in NY. A Capricorn, pisces rising. She sold the diamond ring, bought some boots and faded jeans. Helluva Neptune asc transit she had. Your own Springsteen (ok, Waylon) song and a new life to boot.

Jokerman
Jokerman

Ha. I read this story of a woman who restored a 403 (late 50s) Peugeot in Sweden. She was rocking denim. I thought I should’ve commented on what a good job she did.
I got money coming. I’d go overseas but l suffer from inertia.

PiMM Member
Pi

I totally rewrote your life in the most awesome way possible and all I get is a Ha.

*Sheesh*

Jokerman
Jokerman

Well, I’m thinking about it. You know considering all the shit going down the last thing I need is to make a rash decision whilst Venus is Rxing over my IC/Nep. Esp as its lighting up ‘that’ T Square.

PiMM Member
Pi

I definitely understand. The Tao would also counsel a pause..

dizzarinaMM Member
dizzarina

I was gonna say, Pluto line! Ask me how I know (uh, don’t).

Jokerman
Jokerman

Ok, l won’t.

skarabMM Member
skarab

I wanna know i wanna know now …… (just joshin).
My view of mankind changed while staying on the Pluto line and not in a good way.

PiMM Member
Pi

It’s crazy because this is just not how I am. Like, social anxiety. I’ve always been a bit shy in some respects but fuq, it’s almost like a prolonged Saturn transit through my 11th or something. Or 3rd house. Anyway. Maybe Uranus getting out of Aries is a thing.

PiMM Member
Pi

Seriously how the fuq do I get off it. It’s Pluto IC. It’s like some kind of clingy toxic codependent relationship that is turning me into a paranoid misanthrope. UGH

skarabMM Member
skarab

Yes, been there in your situ – it eats away at your soul. You *must* make an escape plan. I am incapable of writing anything more profound because this insomnia is disintegrating my cogni… brain. But i do urge you to not worry – it’s not you.

PiMM Member
Pi

Thank you Skarab <3 vastly appreciate x

sphinxMM Member
sphinx

You are an iceberg Pi! You are so much bigger beneath the surface and I think you are knocking into things in the depths that distance you on the surface? You want to make contact but what goes on underneath inhibits. Like two bobble headed sumos trying to kiss but their tummies get in the way.
Is your 11th house Aries ruled?

PiMM Member
Pi

it’s Toro ruled, which is nice(?). yeah you might be right? Pisces senses structural issues. it’s only the most raw and honest, flexibly real people who I can truly be myself around. Multi scorps, Arieses, Cancerians, caps. I just overthink fuqing everything. Libra node?? makes me goddamn neurotic about treading on toes or – more likely – making a good impression, then all the heat goes out of my MO [and i turn into some hideous sugary simulacra of myself] but gives me no solutions about how to coexist better

milleunanotteMM Member
milleunanotte

Taurus ruled should be nice but URANUS. Girl, don’t forget that Uranus! I have Uranus natal in Libra 11th and that is…well, offputting, electrifying, helpful to groups and not so much me, or is it, and generally change crisis and bang-love of new friendships and groups while being hyper sensitive to even a person’s body smell, which i can read like a psych undertow book. Pretty sure Taurus would be less airy but similar about bodily clues, yet also a bit more easygoing where you need not be, as a Pisces/Gem. Tribes you find will DO/ENJOY stuff together and you… Read more »

ChrysalisMM Member
Chrysalis

Hey just a quick one here as I am in transit /not around much right now BUT just wanted to say it sounds to me like you are in the phase we Cap moon/Plutonic types go thru just before we are about to make a massively big decision/move. Hang in babe and I will pop back in later this weekend once I have pondered more deeply. Also, outer planet on the IC, it is a heavy thing to lug around but being Pluto it must also be a superpower in some way. Not sure I’ve helped much but a big… Read more »

Jokerman
Jokerman

Just a thanks for that referral to that book Chrysalis. I’m reading it voraciously.

And Pi, do you live in the city where, on a clear day, you can see the smog?

ChrysalisMM Member
Chrysalis

I’m so glad. I had a feeling it would resonate big time. Reading it, my life made sense for the first time.

AlouettaMM Member
Alouetta

Come to Brisbane and haaaang. It’s hot here ALL THE TIME. It makes people too tired to be uptight, and there’s always lots of flesh on display. Plus sunshine makes you happy before it makes you tired.
From what you’ve described I’m imagining Sydney.

PiMM Member
Pi

I’m currently reverting to some base / orange alert level of Venus in aries sun in pisces functioning. I distract myself using “first principles” … Beers and cheeseburger. Spliff. Phone mates. Take the scenic route. Flirt with some ppl (doesn’t matter who). Etc. Wait, am I just basically doing my sun??
Constant reminders from Sadge friend to chill on this. basically I revert to 1990s California surfer and suddenly I can manage my life

Just had the horror thought. What if *I* am someone else’s Venus retro problem? Yikes :/

PiMM Member
Pi

That’s not a bad idea alouetta 🙂 x

Lux Interior Is My Co-PilotMM Member
Lux Interior Is My Co-Pilot

I feel that this has a lot to do with (fixing) my metatarsals and intrinsic foot muscles in ballet…and suddenly wanting to be the next Kenneth Macmillan.

Jokerman
Jokerman

The word ballet hurts my metatarsals. My marsupials are at risk as well.

Saoirse KirkeMM Member
Saoirse Kirke

Although I recognize the huge capacity for true growth as well as the possibility of transcending levels of old consciousness,
I just got into an argument with a seven year old and it was deeply surreal.

“I’m not even a jerk”

Saoirse KirkeMM Member
Saoirse Kirke

Oh 2010 me. Have a big cup of self esteem, love, 2018 me.

GemyogiMM Member
Gemyogi

This is so interesting. In 2010 I left my safe boring corporate full time well paid job to go to art school at the age of 45… Eight years later I’m still scraping around for work earning half what I was earning then bit thanks to an inheritance I’ve now spent managed to do my art travel overseas for the first time since the 1990s, upgrade my wardrobe and renovate my bathroom so my apartment is now my dream home! First solo show coming up in November, I have the possibility of a 6 month full time contract doing my… Read more »

tw:leoMM Member
tw:leo

whoa, nelly! is all i can muster atm

RubentMM Member
Rubent

“It is all prep for the piece de resistance – a Mars Uranus Conjunction from Feb 12 to 15 next year. That will be in late Aries, a farewell to the era that began in June 2010.” I’m curious, why or rather what makes this connected to the era that began in 2010? when Uranus first went into Aries? My solar return next year is smack dab in the middle of that Mars Uranus Conjunction – it will be what highlights my MC, g’lawd (which is actually my natal IC – G’Lawd!!?) The era that began in 2010 was me… Read more »

Tawnymoon
Tawnymoon

This just quite literally excited me! ⚡

LibrariusMM Member
Librarius

Yesterday I met with 3 friends and discussed three premises for the next story that I’m going to write; I’ve done my work on them and needed to hear which of the 3 ideas seemed the most relatable/interesting to others. They are all super down-to-earth, realistic, and rather pragmatic people, so they really knocked me out of breath when all of them, one after the other, voted for the craziest idea of the three, even saying, “I looove sci fi!”, “I love futurism! You need to do that one”. I also love that one, but you people are acting out… Read more »

LunaGreenMM Member
LunaGreen

OMG! This is fantastic. I am currently studying for a huge Computer Science test. Been channeling my rebellion toward learning to code in order to realize a creative-nature-art-tech-quantum physics concept that was scoffed at while I was in graduate school doing research. Since May, I received the highest honor for my work from that institution and am continuing to push forward on my own to realize my over all goal. LOVING this Swordfish scene…will definitely watch this periodically for extra oomph while I hack through this matrix/jungle new era. So far, it’s felt like a mash up of Ex Machina… Read more »

LunaGreenMM Member
LunaGreen

…and for some extra synchro…today marks the 2 year anniversary of the official start of my research which, despite scoffing from old white dudes looking on from their ivory towers, was awarded a distinction. (It’s taken me 6 months to recover from the oppressive pressure and accept that my work is valid and so am I. Please excuse the seeming bravado…just celebrating here with kindred.)

ÁNLEIFRMM Member
ÁNLEIFR

Good job and congrats! Keep up the hard work!

PippaFortMM Member
PippaFort

Happily riding the Uranian wave man! Unconventional is now my middle name. It is as if everything I secretly dreamed and longed for, crossed over into this dimension, right now. 2010 who?

MissDeeMM Member
MissDee

“A farewell to the era that began in June 2010” as in the era I ended my marriage and started a very lonely time, I was financially and work wise unstable (and emotionally too) and felt the less rooted I have felt in my whole life?
Well then I won’t be the one to complain. 😀

LibrariusMM Member
Librarius

A “Farewell to Arms” then! Cheers, bottoms up!
I started a new era as a single jobless idealist now, though… good luck to me, haha!

MissDeeMM Member
MissDee

My best wishes to you. Truly. When it’s a choice I think it can be exhilarating. For me it wasn’t a choice: it was sudden, painful and truly upsetting. I am loving this earthly vibe a lot.

Leo-Scorp GrrrlMM Member
Leo-Scorp Grrrl

July 2010 my divorce was final and I was a single stay at home mom at the time. It has been a strange and wonderful time. And I’m glad to move on!

Leo-Scorp GrrrlMM Member
Leo-Scorp Grrrl

Hmm. 2010 was the beginning of an era for me. I am making a major change this week (hopefully more prosperity) at the the culmination of that era. Much work stuff ,paying dues and My Satrurn is in late Aries. Maybe be this new era will be less painful. I love an earth vibe. I am healing from burning waaaay too much fire for years.

LOVED Hugh in Sworsfish, btw.

ÁNLEIFRMM Member
ÁNLEIFR

Do you have any earth elements in your chart? We are getting ready to have a Grand-Earth-Trine in a few months that is going to be magical!

Leo-Scorp GrrrlMM Member
Leo-Scorp Grrrl

Ooh, yes, I do- Good point! My chart is much fire and earth. 2010 to now has been a lot of growth, and a shit ton of lessons/punish/hard work.(Granted a lot of the hard work has been internal as well) I am out of town training right now for a new job and am, so far, quite impressed by the firm’s updates tools and overall culture.

PiMM Member
Pi

maybe that conjunction in my 10th sextile my moon is a nice time for a li’l brand launch.

PiMM Member
Pi

Square. SQUARE my moon.

Maybe my unstable times with the Libran is simply a manifestation of the extended Uranus moon square by transit.

AriesPiscesLibraMM Member
AriesPiscesLibra

Yes, Queen. In mid-May I realized teaching high school was a futile endeavor detrimental to my well being. I stuck it out because of the economy. This past week I have realized the situation is untenable and I cannot do it anymore. Now I am strategizing my escape route.

AriesPiscesLibraMM Member
AriesPiscesLibra

ps–the timeline makes perfect sense too because in 2010 I was applying for my graduate program/teacher prep. If I could turn back time…

ÁNLEIFRMM Member
ÁNLEIFR

If I were you I would strategize a way to migrate over to a college teacher, be it adjunct for now and full time later as a segway to determine what it is you want to do. I personally would rather teach people who are buying their education and who are a tad bit more mature (although I am finding out 20 somethings aren’t much more mature than high school kids but still) your classes are in a different setting, time schedule is better and all in all a lot less stress (seems like). I would shoot for a community… Read more »

AriesPiscesLibraMM Member
AriesPiscesLibra

Hey–thanks for your input. I do adjunct already, and I have submitted an app for another institution. If this other institution picks me up, I will drop this gig like a hot potato.

ÁNLEIFRMM Member
ÁNLEIFR

Awesome, good luck with the other institution! So, will that get you out of high school teaching full time?

Jokerman
Jokerman

I like the combative aspect of teaching high school kids (Mars cj Pluto tr Saturn) and where I can use my Uranity to get them to think for themselves. It’s the constipated executive / management types I can’t stand. I’d find teaching tertiary boring and I wouldn’t have the patience to teach little kids.

PiMM Member
Pi

You need to teach in a progressive school with enlightened management … but I can’t help but think we’ve had this convo before. And it’s not like you don’t already know

AriesPiscesLibraMM Member
AriesPiscesLibra

It’s not the kids. It’s the administration

Jokerman
Jokerman

Why do they do things, that they call “world’s best practice”, where in actual practice ii is so bloody counterintuitive. I don’t accept a lot what they say at staff meetings. You know the sort where they gloss over poor student, and parent, behavior. Then talk about the latest bs which kids see thru quicker than cheesecloth. To implement some artsy fartsy theory. We don’t need bs Gonski money. We need teachers who are prepared to come down the track and put it over the bowler’s head; a cricket meta4.. (Non-Aussies: Gonski proposed to pour 256 gazillion dollars into the… Read more »

milleunanotteMM Member
milleunanotte

Yep, tertiary or adult edu. Parents are not such a guiding/misguiding force. Most workplaces have admin that gloss over the depth issues because they are under the umbrella of their funding/investment masters. Best ones do the time and do the borings, but quietly get on with what is best. If you can get on with what is best AND be quieter about it, let your actions speak, it can work. No worries about your electrified prof hair, your kombi, your blunt manner: just let all that be as it is and see if you can find a place that will… Read more »

saturnplutofluxMM Member
saturnplutoflux

Hmmm, does this astro support an “upgrade” mentality? Or does the urge to move house count as merely an escape? I just went to look at a cool Little appartment walking distance to work and where I plan to study next year, but almost double the dollars of what I pay now …admittedly my current rent is fantastically (literally) low but my flat lacks a number of amenities, is the size of a shoe box and has a burgeoning black mould problem. I feel like the move would be an up grade but at the same time my Toro ASC… Read more »

dark starMM Member
dark star

Get out of there! You deserve it and black mold is not playing around…

PiMM Member
Pi

It’s not cheap if it is costing you in other ways…

Kim SMM Member
Kim S

This makes a lot of sense–the vibe and timing all playing at warp speed in slow motion–that April 2010 era has come up a lot–so this Mars-uranus bolt flips the switch for a definitive–new more commodius phase of creative transfigurations with lashings of next level mojo minus the baggage of yesterdays parties

JacquiMM Member
Jacqui

This clip is me doing yr 12 school reports and marking yr 11’s -two sets of artworks for 24 students and their VAPD’s (sorry- visual arts process diaries) and getting ready to mark their essays then reports then a job application. Crazy crazy times. I’m blazing and get emails like, “Are the others putting their marks in? what? since when was that my gig? But hey I’m on a roll so why the hell not BBBOOOOOOM! The week of Feb 12-15 sounds intttteeeerrrresting (Tuesday to Friday) Am I speedy? I think yes…where’s the Reishi

JacquiMM Member
Jacqui

All that action in Feb is 1 degree from my IC. and MM what will the south node do when conjunct Pluto? More weekend research for me

sooshyMM Member
sooshy

Hi MM, yeah right, so true. I’m a Leo, with Acqua rising, moon in Scorps. I have been in this strange pulling energy of “I want.my.own.home” and it’s driving me nuts! At times, it feels almost there, 111 showing up as the home address everywhere, fluke calls to say, yes the place is available for you, come and see it and just when I think I have it, Bam! the energy vibes weird. Now agents playing me up for more $$$, owner not accepting my offer, a similar place in the building sold right under my nose. Darn! Today, I… Read more »

JacquiMM Member
Jacqui

My daughter paid deposite but couldn’t exchange contracts bc it had to go to supreme court for probate. They said you can mow and when it goes through in Dec. it will be yours. Pffft

UniversaliMM Member
Universali

Holy Gaia I don’t know where to even start commenting, my mother died very unexpectedly and totally naturally in an instant 3 weeks ago… prior to this I left and subsequently divorced the narcissistic sociopathic alcoholic who had been the wrecking ball in my life since 2005, I can’t begrudge or regret as due to him was gifted with my amazing little girl… a very imaginative, creative Aqua rising Leo who wanted to be able to wear the blue polo shirt the boys are allowed to at school whereas the girls have to wear white. She is in kindy. Blue… Read more »

sooshyMM Member
sooshy

Universali, sorry to hear about your mom. But you sound strong. Do everything you wrote you want to do, sounds like a plan!

UniversaliMM Member
Universali

Thank you Sooshy. The reality of Mum not being here is going to be a slow and painful one. My darling and I have a routine dance off most nights. Tonight was to “Brick In the Wall” she loved it.

GwendolynMM Member
Gwendolyn

Sorry about your mum…
Mine left this plane last December quite unexpectedly
Losing your mum is tough
Add to the trauma a narcissist…
I know about them…have a malignant narc for a sibling

If I could offer advise…
You are raw and in shock please don’t make any BIG decisions yet

Let yourself process

Love and light

Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

Please just take one day at a time. The counsellor sounds like an annoying zealous idiot, she can’t see the complexity of the situation. Idiots are everywhere, believe me, and they always pop up when you are in crisis.

Please don’t turn your life upside down because of her.

God when I was 6 I wanted to be a cat, but I still had to go to school.

I’m so sorry about your dear mother.

Be gentle and kind with yourself. x

UniversaliMM Member
Universali

Lol you wanting to be a cat. Yes the counselor is a zealous idiot but this is last in a string of issues/value differences with me and that school. I would like some time to quietly process my grief and rediscover the ordinary in life. But what’s best for my little darling comes first. She now dreads school. It’s holidays in 2 weeks. Gives me some time now to think, be quiet, deal with all the business of death and grieve then holiday time camping by the beach to restore my child’s spirit. I’ve been avoiding making rash decisions since… Read more »

Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

Only you know best, and hey I’m feeling the Mars thing and I l now agree. The energy is friendly and easy . Dreading school is not a good thing. I hope the holiday brings you consolation and room to think. Bless x Take what I say today with a grain of salt as I am unwell and a bit scattered. I just didn’t want to not reply.

AlouettaMM Member
Alouetta

So sorry about your mum, but to second sooshy, yes, you do sound strong. I don’t understand why children can’t be just left to be children – imaginative, bright, strange lights doing their own thing. Your darling has the perfect mother for her.

Lux Interior Is My Co-PilotMM Member
Lux Interior Is My Co-Pilot

So sorry to hear what you’re going through. You sound very strong and clear headed. This vid opened my eyes to the gender non-conformity being over-diagnosed in kids, might be helpful for you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqm36seHkyc

UniversaliMM Member
Universali

Thanks Lux that’s an excellent video x

HeleneMM Member
Helene

I am a jewellery maker and try for weeks to make a website with a 8 years old laptop which has none of it…and I bought this laptop in summer 2010. I also change career the same summer. Jewellery has been a hobby. It is becoming a job since last year. Time for change…but I need a new computer! Mars is doing is dance in my 8th/9th. Thank you Mystic.

GwendolynMM Member
Gwendolyn

“The urge to directly down tools/obligations and bolt is intensifying”
Yes I am quad Virgo mutable as all fuq

I don’t bolt, I stand firm and do my duty and honour my obligations regardless of the personal price…

I am like atm the cartoon character running on the spot and getting nowhere due to no traction

I WANT to bolt real bad…

NEVER understood this until now

dark starMM Member
dark star

feeling oh so zappy. Just fired off a stop motion vid for a more aligned with the zeitgeist job prospect.

Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

I understand what was legacy/analogue and what’s new Uranian/Taurus energy.

The restlessness is working for me, I’m systematically cleaning and tidying my home which previously looked like a bomb site.

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