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I started wishing on the stars in the sky instead

 

I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang

 

The sun said, ‘It hurts to become.’

 

Andrea Gibson -From  I Sing The Body Electric – Especially When My Power’s Out

So NOW…

 

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Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

Second Saturn return…

Every thing demolished…

Serving as psychopomp for my palliative father…

House full of recently crossed over family spirits…

Malignant narcissist sibling WONT cease trying to get the families attention…

Ex fiancée still stalking and TRYING to intimidate me…

Defending boundaries like a Ninja on speed…

Finally realised the wiser you become the less people want to know…
(This site the exception)

Finally learning to keep my visions to myself…

Embracing silence for the first time in my life…

It hurts to become, it hurts to be

emg
emg

But you’ll fill the space with those who appreciate you. The real you. They’ll marvel at you. Finally we get to be ourselves.

Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

Thank you EMG
Was feeling a tad overwhelmed when I had my rant..
Love this forum, people here are amazing, Mystic has drawn to her all these wonderful people that give comfort to strangers xxxx

Jokerman
Jokerman

5 x Jup and 2 x Sat surely is most unusual experience. Travelling Wilburys said it best” “Well it’s all right, riding around in the breeze Well it’s all right, if you live the life you please Well it’s all right, doing the best you can Well it’s all right, as long as you lend a hand You can sit around and wait for the phone to ring (end of the line) Waiting for someone to tell you everything (end of the line) Sit around and wonder what tomorrow will bring (end of the line) Maybe a diamond ring Well… Read more »

Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

I hear you and that song….
Thank you for making me feel a little more accepting xxxx

Jokerman
Jokerman

I might be strange but I’m no stranger

Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

Didn’t mean to offend…
Stranger as in not formally introduced
Virgo quad, very strong ideas about etiquette
I too like strange

Jokerman
Jokerman

No offence taken just me playing with words

Pi
Pi

The wiser you become the less people want to know. Oh yeah. I liken this to one of the I Ching hexagrams. I can’t remember its number but its vibe is The Well is replenished but no one comes to drink. Or something similar. It’s not meant to be self pitying but it is an interesting contemplation.

Handling narcissistic behaviour when you’re dealing deeply with palliative situations UGH I’m so sorry.

Pi
Pi

I guess if we can be super-Tao about it, the well exists irrespective of whether it is also a source for others or not.

Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

Thank you Pi xxx
I will survive, wondering if I could drown narc in said well?
But that would just feed her…

Always action through no action with narc, they unravel by themselves.

I am so grateful to Mystic for this site, her wisdom and clarity are astounding, and the other like souls here are equally amazing.

The love and compassion I have experienced and witnessed from people here humbles me.

Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

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Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

Hi Gwendolyn, I’m sorry to hear about your father. I am 51 and I totally get “embracing silence for the first time”. But being a natural introvert I find this space beautiful. Isn’t it funny as a child I instantly ” got” things but didn’t express them as I knew it would spoil the magic. Then I went through adulthood with it’s ups and downs, trauma, losses, death of both parents to finally arrive back to this place of knowing and silence. I get along with babies, and children very well because the are pretty much in that state and… Read more »

Gwendolyn
Gwendolyn

Thank you Star. I agree about therapy. Dragged myself to psychoanalysis in my late 20s ( hello Saturn for the first time) Healed that little girl that unfortunately didn’t have an ideal childhood Go back when I need to learn more tools or sadly get abused again and need to get that objective point of view and Phoenix myself…. Mother crossed over 6 months ago as well. My therapist is “holding my hope for me” as I am fighting too many battles at the moment. Will take it back when there is room. Interesting comment about little ones, I agree.… Read more »

Wish Upon a Star
Wish Upon a Star

Oh Gwendolyn my heart so goes out to you. I don’t presume to know how you feel but if you are connected to spirit maybe you are in some sort of elevated state. This is a special time, accept help from the other side, I feel you are protected.

I see special, vibrant loose gems. I think this relates to your soul? Red and green.

Also eat well, get plenty of vegies, especially root vegies. Lots of water, fish and fruit.

Just one day at a time.

Love. xox

PenelopeRevelry
PenelopeRevelry

Spent the day housewitching my bedroom and offloading almost 20% of my belongings… my massage therapist this morning said past trauma was the answer to my current health woes. I am at a loss as to the big picture but the small stuff I can groove with. Can’t wait for the cosmic pressure to come off!

MissDee
MissDee

Happy New Moon to everyone here. The weight is lifted. Finally.

dark star
dark star

“It hurts to become” beautiful

Happy dark moon eclipse trippers. It’s got me kondo shuing, reading old HP + googling chic sea grass hampers 😉

BLISS WITCH
BLISS WITCH

Ask The Oracle

CHECK OUT ANY TRANSITS TO YOUR THIRD HOUSE RULER (THE PLANET THAT RULES THE SIGN ON THE CUSP) – CRITICAL COMMUNICATION

Roger that Oracle. I’ve got Sag on my 3rd house cusp and natal Jupiter at 15 Aqua. What’s transiting? Sun/Mercury retro opposing, Jupiter herself squaring my Jupiter.

What’s the meaning? That I couldn’t tell you….. I keep finding dead hummingbirds and seeing a cat out of the corner of my eye that isn’t there. Does that count? I have a love/resistance of these mad eclipse times. Nice to have this site to fall back on when I’m feeling it.

skarab
skarab

I love this all.

skarab
skarab

Pure alchemy.

HellaHeka
HellaHeka

I actually remembered a past life the other day. Not that this is particularly weird for me (for a lot of reasons). And once I realized who I was, I was floored to realized the multitude of clues that had been in my life since I was young. The strange thing was, a psychic had told me I was on a different side of that social issue when I was much younger, and some part of me oscillated between feeling extreme guilt to choosing not to believe it. (Think a very big war). But when the memory flood gates broke… Read more »

emg
emg

Wow. I’ve not had dreams but I knew I put my first hubby to death. Shame I didn’t do it this time too! This time was his chance for revenge. He took it.

PlutoMoon
PlutoMoon

Massive insomnia last night. Restlessness. Moon entered Leo just after midnight so the eclipse is beginning (energetically). Woke up with the word Whole in my mind going over and over again. Also the numbers 22 and 14. I get it now: the eclipse will be squaring my Saturn at 22 Tau and my Venus at 14 Sco. Remain whole; don’t fragment. It’s imperative. The curtain is about to rise and the show must go on. Here we go…

ÁNLEIFR
ÁNLEIFR

I took a Himalayan salt bath while burning some sage-like incense last night for the first time and it was simply amazing! I was so zapped afterwards, but a good zapped and slept really good all night! (except for that stupid snake dream, I always have snake dreams).

emg
emg

I’m always doing things in my dream. As in organising and directing. Always houses and lots of people. Usually good tempered but I’m busy. Often I’m going in and out of the house via windows ?!

PlutoMoon
PlutoMoon

Houses in my dreams signify my self, often at different stages or different periods in my life. So things that go on in specific houses mean different things but it’s always one of three houses. Your busyness might be just you organizing your inner life, as dreams are designed to do. Using a window instead of a door might just be utilizing all your options, being resourceful – or just being unusual. Or finding a different way to accomplish the same thing, moving between worlds or states of consciousness, showing you there are lots of ways to change your scenery… Read more »

emg
emg

I never know the properties. One was a hotel others homes but multiple occupancy. And yes uranus is big in my chart so it’s a wonder I’ve not climbed down a chimney yet.

PlutoMoon
PlutoMoon

Yeah in plain terms, the body is the house of the soul, so since dreams are metaphors I always feel (in my own dreams at least) that a house represents some part of me, and especially so when it is a childhood/family home – there’s just no doubt for me at that point. But strange houses or unfamiliar ones, it could just be representative of you traveling to new things or new thoughts, trying on different things for size, exploring. Strong Uranus would show an affinity for that sort of thing. All dreams are subjective after all. No one may… Read more »

LotusFlower
LotusFlower

Ahh I’ve been wondering what the meaning of windows could be. Yesterday was super stormy here and a large part of my bedroom window blew out !! I often get signs around eclipses and was wondering whether this may represent the sudden opening of eyes / vision / perspective. An opening, never mind a thinning, in the veils? It would certainly fit with the other eclipse signs this summer pointing at metamorphosis.

PlutoMoon
PlutoMoon

Explosive change, ready or not, is how I would read that. Metamorphosis, yeah. As I mentioned earlier ^ the body is the house of the soul in quite literal terms, so the brain, while dreaming and processing all the events it has taken in during the day, organizes the data and plays it back in film format in a primitive-reptilian/alien/fantastical way so it can understand and integrate the data, so to speak. The eyes are the windows to the soul (and the body/house) so they are synonymous with perception.

Pi
Pi

Yes , I had meant to take a bath but couch sloth won! So it was a late night shower instead while burning two candles. One warm and lush and the other Byredo’s Vanquish. I figured that these addressed both sides of the equation. Lots of skin- care juice and then a slightly too late night trawl through the Mystic archives. A lot of wisdom to be found. Realised that Along with libran energy, the triple vibes of gemini-cancer-leo is a recurring theme for me right now. It’s such a nice combination. Come to think of it, it’s sort of… Read more »

LotusFlower
LotusFlower

Apt – for everything that is ready to leave now, forming us to become the stars we truly are. Watch as those layers of encrusted shadow fall off. And feel the sorrow – the ruement – as you wake from yet another dream where you were in the arms of your (now distasteful) past. And forgive..

Leo on the Rise
Leo on the Rise

Not scared though….. so ready

scorpiodawn
scorpiodawn

solar eclipse on my Venusian birthday…earlier this year, it was oct last yr…

emg
emg

‘it hurts to become’. A truism if ever I heard one.
All this eclipse action is in my 6th so still waiting…

baristagem
baristagem

Stunning.

NMSE will conjunct my Leo True Node 20 degrees in the 5th house.

Wonder what my Leo True Node Muse is up to? Oh, just covering Vogue’s September Issue… no biggie!

dark star
dark star

Beyyy

Boogeywookiie
Boogeywookiie

I really adore this poem, and have been a long time admirer of the artist you illustrated this post with. And it is thanks to you, erudite, lovely and esteemed Mystic Medusa, that I was led to discover them both. Thank you from the very pinnacle of my soul!

FireTryin'
FireTryin'

I’m interested to find out what an eclipse does on a progressed ascendant? The eclipses last August were on my natal Sun and other solid natal points (too lazy to look right now)…but also, I’m doing an …allllllmost…. Chiron return…wherein Chiron came right up next to my natal Chiron and then turned right back around. Am I coming or going? Or speed of light traveling through time and space and whatever happens in between? Check back on Monday.

Pi
Pi

Sure hope that my current giant swirling chaos life status is in fact a precursor to being the sun. Also hope it doesn’t take a few hundred million years. Let me check that all the laws of physics remain intact, or is this irrelevant in these accelerated times? Managed to avoid a public sulk yesterday, was secretly proud of self. Just have to keep that up for another 48 hrs. Maybe, this relentless push is in fact the development of the force of gravity itself as the molecules coalesce into something manifest. I was just thinking yesterday: there’s a real… Read more »

Silver Huang
Silver Huang

“Maybe, this relentless push is in fact the development of the force of gravity itself as the molecules coalesce into something manifest.” Absolutely Pi, that’s exactly how I feel. It’s like the opposite of the movie screen scene chaotic aftermath of an explosion with molecules and atoms flying-swirling out into infinity… I always thought the formation of stars and planets to be orderly and serene even, am thinking of all those documentary animations of bits of matter languidly swirling their way into a gravitational centre but nooo… the reality is the I is at the centre of that swirling pool… Read more »

Pi
Pi

Yes. Re-forming. We’re not here in a vacuum, right? I do have trouble understanding why everything feels so slow motion though.

I’ve really appreciated the clarity with which you’ve described your experiences over the past couple years Silver.

Rubent
Rubent

‘Tried to be as strong as the sun that pulls the dawn
Thought I had to be as strong as the sun that pulls the dawn
Ain’t ever gunna be as strong as the sun that pulls the dawn
But I’m done
crumbling under the stars.’

Electro
Electro

Exact on my Saturn. Do I get a special prize for that?

emg
emg

Yeah but Saturn will deliver it !

VenusRules
VenusRules

Pluto on my moon – exact with the new moon. I need a miracle, please.

PlutoMoon
PlutoMoon

That is the miracle 🙂 Let it show you the way.

geminirising
geminirising

Pluto squared my moon all year last year. I survived. It was more anxiety than anything. It gave me some sort of emotional intelligence.

Unicorn Sparkles
Unicorn Sparkles

the oracle today told me: what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger

FireTryin'
FireTryin'

Thanks, Oracle! Sending hugs.

Jacqui
Jacqui

18°18′ even

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