I know you are ALWAYS busy so I never expect a reply of course, but I’m a writer and astrological nut as we know, so I sometimes feel compelled to share.
This Gemini Full Moon could not have been weirder, even with some level of expectancy going into it. Ran into the ex-lover of ALL ex-lovers who came into my life LITERALLY as Saturn finally dipped into Sagittarius for real in 2015. We had an on and off and god-awful affair which I will not detail, but it for some reason left me completely shell-shocked and broken for an unusually long period of time considering the breadth of the whole ordeal. I blame the Pisces contacts in our charts, The Saturn-Neptune squares and the fact that within a few months of us parting ways he Pisces’d his way into an entire different lifepath, equipped with new exotic locale and exotic BRIDE to go with. I could barely get a date!
Long story short, I saw him this weekend which killed me at first OF COURSE since we have gnarly karmic ties… but at the same time this encounter called attention to the fact that I have grown so much in the past two years, I would never tolerate or participate in the checked out non-committal sleezebag shit that went down when he was in his pre-Bridal restaurant owner stage. Get this- I recently created these one word Oracle cards with a planetary symbol to accompany the word and the one I pulled Saturday? KARMA
Anywho…I’ve written numerous poems basically all centered around this Saturn Saggi shitshow relationship and this is my last, thought I would share. Well, last for now – I’m hoping ever LOL
Thanks for reading, and being the queen of EVERYTHING
The Last Days of Saturn in Sagittarius
For ten minutes I waited by the door
Last night, Hovering
Halfway in – Halfway out
Fifteen minutes Before closing
I couldn’t think straight after seeing you
And the moon was in Gemini
Counting on two hands all of the reasons
I wanted to say goodbye one last time.
None of them made sense but I came pretty close.
Last I heard, you were married at Burning Man and living in Mexico
I said to my friend Paul “Do you think I should say Something?”
But I knew the answer. I left still wanting to see your face,
Also praying I’d never see you again. One foot at a time Crawled out
To the street Lingering awhile, I heard the music from outside still playing
And thought about going back.
Tried so hard not to look behind me
To see if you were leaving but of course- I failed, looked back four times,
And said to myself, “Is this really it?” while lighting up a cigarette on the curb.
Sitting in the cold, I realized I don’t love you anymore.
Hailed a taxi to another club and had a cocktail to celebrate.
WOW – brilliant perspective and i think those moments when time collides and someone whose very presence was once upon a time SO poignant re-manifests but in a different dimension are SUPER Saturnine.
And i feel like these last days of Saturn in Sagittarius (for another thirty years) will present us with many such moments. And i am also happy to be dubbed Queen of Everything – thank you!
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