Thank you for everything that you do. I hope this finds you well. I’m not sure if this is a viable question for the site, but just in case…
I have Sun, Venus, Mercury and Mars in Leo and an Aquarius moon. My ex is a full-on Taurus and Leo Moon guy. He is amazingly sensual, strong, sensitive, thoughtful.
I’ve been o/s for a few months (living monk-like, celibate and channeling everything into my art practice) and came back a 3 days ago. This afternoon- at the time of the solar eclipse new moon- we met up at a cafe, which turned into watching the sunset on top of a hill and then into my bed for an intense, tender and playful non-penetrative extended cuddle-wrestle session followed by delicious pumpkin soup.
Since we broke up for about the fifth time 6 months ago I had been committed to NOT reconnecting with him (even though I still fantasise about him sometimes). Why now? Is their any correspondence astrologically? Or I am just very weak willed? (We broke up for legitimate reasons, and I don’t see him as being a potential father of my child, not that I am ready to have one).
I’m feeling confused, nervous and very turned on.. Isn’t this time all about letting go?!
Thank you xxx
Well in the genre of unscheduled hook-ups with your (five times) ex, this sounds very wholesome, don’t you think? Pumpkin soup, sunsets etc. And in the canon of male behavior, HIS sounds like he is trying to win you back. This is not DoucheCore conduct. I would say that the Solar Eclipse is about letting go of the past but also about starting something.
And if you start something with the Solar Eclipse, it’s going to be big. Maybe it is just because you mention ‘father of your child’ but quite apart from anything astrological, I feel like this is ALL about children/babies. Also, it is totally two-fixed-signs-together to find it very hard to move on even if you can’t commit. And it’s very Aqua-Moon to flip between monastic celibacy on remote island temple doing art and drifting around all goo-goo endorphin.
You are also describing this Taurus as “sensual, strong, sensitive and thoughtful.” I am ALL for letting go and moving on when apt but this does not seem like that situation. Your core question is “why now?” and you are a multiple Leo – there is a huge array of energy in Leo at the moment and i think something major has been sparked. I also don’t think he thinks he is your ‘ex’. #Taurus
Am i missing something? What does everyone else think?
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