Your Own Personal Resurrection

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After 42 days of being Retrograde, Venus is now not only direct but back in her role as the Morning Star.  Her Retro is always 42 days, the whole cycle is eight years and – if you did not know this – the Venusian orbit forms a pentagram.

There are those who equate Venus with Ishtar, Inanna, Astarte and other Ancient Babylonian Love Goddesses.  All  of these most potent of female deities went on mysterious under ground journeys/rescue missions/consciousness raising exercises that are linked to the Venus Retrograde.

So who of you have emerged from the last 42 days with totally fresh optics on your values, money, sex, beauty, romance, aesthetics and style of living? Not to mention the more spiritually informed and empowering perspective on previous relationships? Yes? No? Thoughts?

(The trip is correctly completed once Venus is out of shadow, on May 19 – that is back to the degree of Aries where she first went Retrograde, on March 4. But this current phase is significant, for other factors that i will be talking about in the Daily Mystic email + the Horoscopes)

I personally think this is Venus Direct is operating – potentially – like our own personal (psychic) resurrection. And you?

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StarKeep
StarKeep

This was an intense one. Interestingly, it kissed my natal Pisces sun just as it moved direct again. After a lifetime of feeling inadequate and going on nutso diets, only to regain weight because I am a fat woman, I got into the fat acceptance/body positive movement and am feeling LIFE and MYSELF so much more. Also, had deep, passionate sex with an old lover who came back for more. This was a heavy, but very very good Venus Rx for me.

Mercurius
Mercurius

This Venus Retro has been bloody awesome. First, I lost my old job, which was making me miserable, and then promptly found a new one within two weeks that aligned much more with my values, my interests, with better pay, working with friends, and better working conditions ! I felt a weakness and urge to get back in touch with a French dude I had been pining over for years. But I resisted and once that passed, I’ve been over him ever since. I was soooo sexually frustrated during the Venus Retro however. I felt deeply unattractive and like no-one… Read more »

Invicta
Invicta

All I want in life is that fluffy pink hooded onesie though

Jokerman
Jokerman

Onetime I rode 75kms with a pink rabbit onsie on my black BMW. The cops pissed themselves at the lights. Well it was better than doing a nudie run. It was ‘punishment’ for not scoring a goal that season. I should check that day’s astro.

Kel
Kel

Venus retro for me has been magical and ouchy and sensual in an every day kind of way. Ended a long distance relationship scenario because the energy spent in maintaining that is required in the present at all times right now. We are still great friends and it feels so good to be making choices that benefit us both. Since the break up we’ve both had major level ups in energy flow and manifestation in our lives… Hehe sometimes if you love someone ya really do gotta set em free. Venus in my tenth house…I weirdly went back to a… Read more »

Pi
Pi

yeah, i hear this. that timing and the swampfunk. and realising that you are starting to understand what the strange cut marks in the bark of some of the trees actually mean: navigational aids.

Kel
Kel

Ooo i love that tree reference you brought in there. Yes yes!

dizzarina
dizzarina

This has been the most unforgettable Venus retro ever. My dream of intimacy is coming to life, in the best way possible. Resurrection indeed.

Pi
Pi

super nice.

Gemricorn
Gemricorn

What started off innocently enough became huge at the end there when venus backed right up to square my sun and my boyfriend’s rising sign, squaring saturn which is currently opposite both of us. … I mean… that kind of says it all really. Added to jupiter/sun squaring our composite moon and mercury. I got to a point where I just can not live with certain things anymore and so now we start therapy and either shift some things or that’s it. The crap has just became black and white.The deal breakers. Life is just too short. In work I… Read more »

Catherine
Catherine

I feel this Venus retro was very useful for me after years of dramatic illness, last year being the worst, then my wonderful dog died. I have been punch drunk with it all, but now am being kind enough to say no to things that I would have forced myself to do. My natal Venus on my descendant between 6 /7 houses Aries going into Taurus.also conjunct Medea. I have done lots of lucid dreaming and ceremony and seem to be learning a lot about other peoples choices in relationships. Currently am trying to make real ” yes” choices, no… Read more »

MissDee
MissDee

Tge Venys + Mercury Retro has been very tough. Aesthetics: I have stopped putting elegant and sexy clothes. Only “nice” moment was when I bought my first lace leotard and thought “My god I look hot in this”. I met a way too young and not single guy who made me remind of how I really want to feel with someone (but I haven’t stalked or pursued him. I fancied the evening, I think of that moment every now and then to harbor the feeling but this is it. Then I have had news about my ex-husband that I really… Read more »

MissDee
MissDee

THis Venus + Mercury Retro*

Stella Polaris
Stella Polaris

Went back into the office today and realised, ‘nope, don’t want this’. Not obvious from the outside but from the inside, a definite sense of ‘there’s gotta be another way to THIS’ (feeling a lack of respect and hostility towards me).

NinthHouse
NinthHouse

I freakin LOVED this retro! Finally got the courage/freedom to end a 15yr relationship that should have ended a long time ago

ScorpintheSky
ScorpintheSky

I have a lot more commitment to the depth of soul I want from a man from this Venus retro. Concomitantly I am much clearer about the profound things I have to offer within that kind of a relationship. I know my own weaknesses and am willing to face my fears and do something about them. I expect the same in return.

PiscesPheonix
PiscesPheonix

Holy crap yes. Venus retrograde definitely affected me in the direct line of LOVE, as in the typical re-evaluation of all my relationships, but especially in regards to myself. The full letting go of one relationship, the sputtering start of another that seems to be getting stronger now Venus is direct (though communication and thoughts has been iffy since Mercury is retro), but also starting listening more to my own damn self and drawing up new boundaries has been one helluva challenge. Definitely having spiritual “ah-ha!” moments amongst the swirlving vortex of murky emotions, but clarity definitely came through in… Read more »

Lux Interior Is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior Is My Co-Pilot

YES

YES

and YES

Aesthetics and self image—huuuge morph—relationships too!

Growing out my fringe….seems like this retro is very fringe related-LOL.

Invicta
Invicta

Amazing how cleaning up my diet and focusing on microbes and gut health has resulted in die off symptoms less than a full day into it. I’m not drinking any detoxifying herbs yet as I’m essentially still preparing for the cleanse. Just cutting out the sneaky sugars that had crept in – organic dark chocolate and a few foods I’d normally think of as being really healthy has made an incredible difference. The itching is all over my skin and noisy popping stabbing pains in abdomen is freaky. Hello Hexamer reaction, how you doing over there? Wow, this explains the… Read more »

emg
emg

You’re just super sensitive ! You really know about you. I am so in need of a gut overhaul. I mean a huge big gut overhaul but for that I feel the need to get out to India or some way out camp where Green and Blacks doesn’t exist and food comes in through sunlight. I did my deepest cleanse about 20 years ago now and my goodness what a difference. But it’s all slipped over the past 6 years and I need a damn good clean out. Keep going and let us all know the results.

Kel
Kel

These parasites and tummy bugs, once their population gets to a certain point they take over a post of our consciousness and decision making. Well done for telling it like it is and solstice through this phase 🙂 You’re probably already doing this but upgrade to the highest quality spring water you can afford and get 3 litres flowing through your body daily. Are you into essential oils? Ingesting capsules with oregano oil in them can help with killing off parasite populations really quickly and it’s pretty gentle too. Lemon oil in your water mmmm. Flower essences for your higher… Read more »

Kel
Kel

Oh geez autocorrect city. Sorryyyy

cynthia
cynthia

Also got natal Neptune 18 Libra conjunct trans Jupiter; and natal balsamic moon 24 Libra opposite trans Uranus and a few other things but I don’t want to overwhelm and create eye-glazing in our readers!!

cynthia
cynthia

I have a lover with whom I die daily. It is literally a case of “out of sight, out of mind.” But in the present he is so much presence and depth and connected awareness. He has sun at 1 Aries. His beam of fire penetrates to my utmost depths and darkness. Little does he realise (tied up in his ego as he is) that the sun shines indiscriminately everywhere and at all times, even the Sun at Midnight penetrates the darkness. Any talk about reincarnation and past lives and all that old stuff becomes a reality in each and… Read more »

Kel
Kel

This is so yum 🙂 reading it feels like stroking the velvet pelt of a baby rabbit.

ajwalker
ajwalker

This Venus retro was brutal for me ala relationships. I realized the relationship that I recently left was highly abusive and I finally don’t have love zombie goggles on clouding my vision of that. Also realized that I am a codependent person which was a big hit to the ego but made a lot of sense in regards to my relationships.

Invicta
Invicta

The codependent thing is a bitter pill to swallow isn’t it?
I was so totally grossed out by it too at first.
Better to be aware though and to read a bit about NDP to understand the influence from formative years and start unraveling the knots.

PiscesPheonix
PiscesPheonix

Oh man I feel ya there! Codependancy was a word I avoided at all costs but this Venus retro made me swallow that bitter pill and put my big girl pants on to look it dead in the eye and go “fuck.,….. lets start dealing with this now”.

However, it hurts but it’s useful, yes? But yay for you not having love zombie goggles on! That in and of itself is a HUGE step.

flowerchild
flowerchild

I’ve been battling my codependency issues since I learned what that was when I was about 18…..now I’m 49. It’s amazing how I’ve definitely made progress, and gotten ‘healthier’ around those issues, but not as much as one would think after that long amount of time. Kind of depressing……but growing up with an alcoholic parent ingrained the codependent personality trait into me and it’s been really REALLY hard to overcome. It can be quite insidious…..in other words, covert, not always obvious what’s happening in an interpersonal dynamic until it’s too late…. A very long time ago, when I first went… Read more »

emg
emg

I have a different angle on this co dependent issue. Having tried for a long while to not be. I had a reading which really got to the bottom of things for me and spelled me out. By nature, by design, by genetic coding I am a person and there are many of us out there who really do perform best when in relationship, be it a work colleague or a lover or a close friend. We are literally connected up to work, function best in company. We are group humans if you like. Some of us are also very… Read more »

dizzarina
dizzarina

Thank you for this alternative view. Makes a lot of sense.

flowerchild
flowerchild

“Do not deny yourself your deeply sensitive and relationship based tendency but do make sure your service is good for you too.”

Lovely, except that this is just the thing codependent folks have a hard time discerning, otherwise, it wouldn’t be a problem, would it..? Anyway…..

emg
emg

Because we are made to feel that we are wrong for getting into the situations that actually can be our most useful place. It is about finding what you need from which ever relationship and mine is service. I should have been born with a silver tray and the words “what do you need?’ on that tray. If I am in a place where I can deliver a service, be that cook a meal, lend a listening ear, push a car etc it can be so good. But equally I now know, having taken the time to understand myself that… Read more »

Invicta
Invicta

Actually that’s funny and refreshing to hear. I have recently accepted the label of codependent as almost a badge of honour and with some old fashioned humour too. There are some relationships that would give label-y self help gurus a heart attack or at least an income which bring me joy and that’s not something I can afford to be too picky about ATM. I’m not taking about romantic or sexual relationships and I wouldn’t be talking to people who didn’t respect me or who hurt me either. But I have come to a stage in life where I’ve learned… Read more »

emg
emg

Oh I am totally codependent and now very happy to be that way rather than try to be this single self sufficient creature which just hurt to be frank. I know I need relationship and friendship, Go me and will let them come to me. Then I decide if what I can offer is useful and what I get is also useful. And very often for me, that is a cycle. Step in, do the work and then step away. Like you I could not be alone full time. Like you I will not be beaten or hurt, like you… Read more »

flowerchild
flowerchild

Being in service to others is not codependency. I think we’re talking about two different things here.

Also, the end goal and result of healing from codependency is not to be single centered and not needing others. I think the goal would to be to learn how to be inter-dependent, with good boundaries, being able to have your needs seen and met, too, as well as help others with theirs….and to learn not to sacrifice yourself to your own detriment.

emg
emg

Agreed but the take that I have always had is that we are encouraged to be single units, capable of living life simply for ourselves, not in a detrimental way for others but that we should be able to function well and at our best alone first and foremost. I cannot do that! Or rather I can but I feel like nothingness without drive and desire. Now that I do know this about myself I have much better boundaries although they are still minor if anything, I have improved understanding of my own comfort. It has been amazing to state… Read more »

bosslady
bosslady

Venus retro in mi casa (literally in my 4th house) = LICE. Fighting the fight for 1 month now. Still finding little nits in my 3-year-olds hair. I thought I was immune to them, until I finally had to face the fact that I was itchy as HELL. So in the last few days, I researched some very effective, natural solutions to lice that are really working (henna left on for 3 – 4 hours, and every 2 days shampooing with 10 drops of pure tea tree oil). No more itchies! Lice suck, but I feel the end of their… Read more »

escapist
escapist

I just made an appointment with an attorney. I am filing for divorce and I got a new haircut.

emg
emg

Those two just go so well together. Go for it and may life blossom for you

Kel
Kel

Haha you go grrrl!!!

I got a new haircut and a break up too over this time. At first i had my new hair but it’s growing on me slowly 😉

emg
emg

So after the last eight years of real crapola on most levels, having played the waiting game and learned a vast amount about me and acceptance, today I actually filled out a degree application hoping to goodness that this is a fresh start at the rest of my life. Fingers crossed. Seems very much driven by desires, Venus is hanging about over my Asc and Saturn is stopped on my Mc so I better get on with something. Feels so right

Invicta
Invicta

That is so exciting.
I have been analysing my desires recently too and hadn’t connected it with astrology at all. Makes perfect sense though. May the force be with you!
Xx

Jokerman
Jokerman

Venus Rx has been a shit. She finally revealed an extensive family armada has been gunning me down furtively. She only came clean after l showed her the Water Scopes of the past week. (She is Pisces mit Scorp Asc).

(All because of state-based bureaucratic bs has hindered me gaining employment as a teacher. They bloody well lost my application but kept telling me “it is in the process of being assessed”. Then when pressed they finally told me it was lost. Fuqwits!!!)

A real 8th – 2nd house axis shitfight.

Invicta
Invicta

Eish!
My north and south node are buzzing now. That is creepy.

Jokerman
Jokerman

The crazy thing is they’ve never met me. 3 of the 5 are overseas.

Marcella
Marcella

Right on cue Venus retrograde brought back a time machine of my exes to just say hi and bye to, a repressed childhood memory, alopecia areata, and a huge resolve to say “no thank you and goodbye” to an old family dynamic. So overall a very thorough and fast track way of getting the point. HA!

Invicta
Invicta

Profound

FlyingFox
FlyingFox

Nothing actually seemed that remarkable (Taurus sun/Leo Rising/Aquarius Moon – Taurus in Mercury/Venus/Mars), but I’ve felt like I’m on a sudden emotional rollercoaster for the last two days…like the footing I’ve worked so hard to stabilize just instantly disappeared. Anyone else?

Invicta
Invicta

Need to read comments and think about this but I was compelled by the title and then obviously the text of this post to raise both hands and say “Aye!” Rebirth is exactly the feeling I’m in touch with. It almost feels creepy being Easter and all but the metaphor is powerful. I really feel like a huge part of me has been awol and it has felt super scary getting used to not knowing if it would ever return and not feeling like “me” but not knowing how to be this more authentic and cope with other people and… Read more »

emg
emg

You’re doing so well in getting to grips with letting it all go.
Acceptance is an amazing place to be.

Invicta
Invicta

It’s a more convenient address than that river in Egypt.

emg
emg

Hahahaha yup and I also gave up living in the village of Hope! I moved to France and live in C’est la Vie

Pi
Pi

Hahah omg yes indeed invicta you are a vein of golden wisdom

I ching tells me same thing lately. Whoa back.

The inner journey is worth 1 zillion outer journeys I think, once we get how insanely nourishing it can be (for those so inclined)..

Lili
Lili

Working the Venus square Saturn- in my 5th still weeding stuff. The Galactic Center in Saggo falls in my 2nd. So pondering sacred time/space/activity and where how to honor create with kids-family. Pluto square to Sun from 3rd so no faux, low or fake words.

Back to running after slothful winter.

Jupiter on Libra Sun- focus on ????

Happy Moon Day!! xx

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

An interesting retrograde to say the least, through my 7th/8th houses. Ongoing themes of solo v partnerships, what with my chart ruler the sun in my 7th house. Building a relationship with myself, asking other people in. Understanding just how important some people are to my sense of wellbeing. Kind of the opposite to weeding out Qi vamps. Hopefully moving towards more of a NN Gem vibe than a solo SN Sagg vibe.

Pi
Pi

I like the idea of welcoming the right people and populating our circle that way, instead of locking out the ones we are not so comfortable around. Kind of like mulching. You know. Mulch our life with good friends to keep the not so good ones from flourishing haha haha

marsbar
marsbar

Since we are on the topic of venus and pentagrams, jazz lovers take note of coltrane’s drawing of notes:

http://www.openculture.com/2017/04/the-tone-circle-john-coltrane-drew-to-illustrate-the-theory-behind-his-most-famous-compositions-1967.html

Secret pentagram in music y’all!

Electro
Electro

Holy shit! I love this!!

Jokerman
Jokerman

That’s amazing but it’s only jazz. Lol.
Real music is done by Patti Smith, Paul Kelly, and the other usual suspects.

marsbar
marsbar

Don’t tell my Gemmy-man-friend that! But he is a Bob Dylan fiend too….

Pi
Pi

As in, all the white people.

Jokerman
Jokerman

I didn’t know chuck berry and jimi hendrix were white.

Pi
Pi

I remain miffed that you just totally sidelined jazz. JAZZ. jazz in insane. In fact I propose that Jazz is Uranian.

Jokerman
Jokerman

Some parts of Urania I don’t visit. It makes skin on my back want to leave. I even skip Van Morrisons jazz songs. I actually have 2 jazz albums but they are Neil Young’s so that’s ok.

Pi
Pi

suitably infused with NY’s fuzzy aura…

dark star
dark star

Super cool

flowerchild
flowerchild

Ah, yes! I saw this on FB last week and reposted it because it is so amazing, tying it all together!

I often say ‘music is the sound of math’…. 😉

Pi
Pi

There’s a very dense but interesting book called “Gödel, Escher, Bach” which talks about this sort of thing

flowerchild
flowerchild

Ah, I know about it! My super smart techie Tesla employee housemate was reading it. I don’t know if I could get through it, but I want to check it out..

Invicta
Invicta

Amazing- but I agree that Patti Smith is missing from that article

ScorpintheSky
ScorpintheSky

So cool Marsbar. Thank you for posting!

12th House Virgo
12th House Virgo

Actually, a lot happened in this Venus retrograde (in addition to the dog news); found out I’m severely anemic and have a plan for getting better (involves lady parts – so Venus); learned some new woodworking skills that I am putting to use building benches for my deck; survived a round of layoffs at work; discovered my new AC isn’t working before the hot season starts and scheduled repair; reorganized my closet; have an idea for a work uniform/capsule wardrobe I am starting to test. I’ll wait until Mercury direct before committing to it.

Unicorn Sparkles
Unicorn Sparkles

I feel like I’ve gone in a circle and ended up in the same spot except everything has been tossed around and damaged.

helloise
helloise

What are the associations between Venus and Persephone? Ok so the Greco-Roman Aphrodite was a different entity but if we’re talking about underworld journeys (and the transformation from maiden to queen THROUGH the underworld) then it’s Persephone isn’t it? I loved this Rx. It coincided with a withdrawal from Facebook and social media (didn’t time it deliberately) and with a clear intention to clear up my mental space and commit to investing in daily actions that nourished and grounded me. 42 days later and I have built up a pretty steady daily routine of journaling-meditation-HIIT workout within 2 hours of… Read more »

moongoat
moongoat

Yeah i withdrew from FB too. Reading good stuff. Back on the poetry.

helloise
helloise

Poetry > Facebook! So very Venusian.

Invicta
Invicta

I noticed this morning that there’s a connection between my Facebook abstinence and my still distinctly suboptimal but steady incremental improvement in circadian rhythms. Oh fuqit, I sleep better without social media. But I hadn’t realised that the dates coincided with VR I just decided to respect the fact that I’m allergic to Facebook instead of forcing myself to maintain a presence there. Twitter and Instagram too. I didn’t “decide” as such or have to ban myself because it wasn’t as deliberate as that. I just had mercy on myself for a change. That nonsense was adding jarring noises like… Read more »

helloise
helloise

“I just had mercy on myself for a change” – Venus and Chiron, yo

Invicta
Invicta

Word

Pi
Pi

Ahhhh lightbulb

dizzarina
dizzarina

Same for me, and now it makes me kind of nauseous!

Lisa
Lisa

Yes, the retrograde has most definitely felt like a journey through the psychic underground. Insights have been profound. Need to work in integrating them into my daily life.

Jan
Jan

This https://imgur.com/a/BF4dl opened as Venus stationed direct. I was sitting on my lover’s couch, watching as it opened rather unexpectedly: a fist sized bloom with the most Venusian smell filling the entire room in pulsing bursts of scent. I have never experienced any other scent like this. I was drunk with it. It only lasted 36 hours but the timing was remarkable. I will never forget this rx for a massive list of reasons… but this flower absolutely tops that list.

scorpiodawn
scorpiodawn

left a job i hated and where i was being bullied.
they don’t know ive left yet tho….

AngelicVCali
AngelicVCali

Definitely an underground journey. I just found out at Venus Direct today that my ex-fiancé was diagnosed with schizophrenia and is in a mental hospital. I went from hating him, being selfish thinking only of me and my experience and pain… to totally having empathy symothay for him. He’s a wounded bird at this time and him having a complete mental breakdown Shoukd be treated like any other chronic illness or hospitalization. True love is unconditional. It’s a big lesson for me, I felt like I died and came back to life. My love for him goes beyond his illness… Read more »

12th House Virgo
12th House Virgo

That’s really powerful. Its really hard to maintain healthy borders with someone who is mentally ill. You have to be extra strong. Good luck.

marsbar
marsbar

Thank you for sharing! I had this happen to me in 2006-2008. I am no longer with that aqua man, still love him to bits and we are still friends, but i can’t nest the way i need to in this life. If he responds to medicine and can eventually be released, i recc the once a month injectable kind assuming docs ok that for him. It stops the whole….i feel better..so i will stop taking medicine b.s..with subsequent spiral down cycle. But make sure you are getting support from family, friends and paid therapy. The worst part i found… Read more »

Angelica
Angelica

Yes I love this man and we have a 2 year old daughter together so he will be in my life whether I want to or not. Before his psychotic episode he was the best man I have ever met. Right now he is fighting his demons, thankfully not with me around but on his own and he is getting help. I am choosing to support him though. I know its my choice to do so or not.

Angelica
Angelica

Sorry for the bad grammar by the way. I wrote this at 3am :/

Subby
Subby

Oh wow, I’ve just ended a relationship with someone with schizophrenia. He says he’s ‘cured’ but it’s been a painful existence with him, especially he’s treatment of my 12 year old son (not his child). Our child together is still a baby but he’s so damaged that he’s abusive. I hope your situation works out but please beware of how psychologically dangerous he could be.

12th House Virgo
12th House Virgo

They only eventful thing to come out of the Venus retrograde for me is knowing my dog has cancer. We did the initial consult, biopsy, and now…I can’t see putting my dog (he is about 11, and a big, 70 pound guy) through more surgeries and radiation therapy. The only time I heard him cry was after the surgery for the biopsy. That was my Venus direct insight – I have to let him go. We all turn to dirt. Like the poem goes: “April is the cruelest month..” I guess that’s what you get when Venus and Chiron are… Read more »

Catherine
Catherine

So very sorry to hear that. It happened to my dog just before Christmas I had to have him put to sleep. Devastating. But he brought me so much love. Sending love to you

Unicorn Sparkles
Unicorn Sparkles

I had to make the same decision for my boy. It tore me up inside. Still does thinking about it. They’re not with us long enough.

12th House Virgo
12th House Virgo

Thank you both. I asked for a dream to give me guidance on how to make his last days the best days and death easier for him. All I remember of the dream is dogs wandering a city at night. All shapes, colors, and sizes of dogs. No people were around except me. And I realized I could take care of any of them. There are so many dogs to love. I wish knowing that made this easier. We don’t cry when hyacinths die. But I will never have him again, but I will keep loving dogs forever. Its hideously… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

So sorry to hear this, 12HV. It is a heartbreaking situation. When this happened to me with my two I told them I would let them decide when they were ready to go. One fought until the very last breath, the other asked to go much sooner. In both cases it was a look they gave me, that told me they wanted to go. It was so painful yet so profound. x

Aquanuts
Aquanuts

…your words just made me cry. (I have been through the same situation about a year ago).
no many words to tell, you said it all. beautifully.
my love and prayers for you both

xoxo

Lilian
Lilian

Just be there for him, your presence is what he needs, show that you are ok because if you despair or get to sad he will know it and he will suffer. I love dogs so much and already love yours. Last December the vet took a x-ray of my dog lungs and found something, she already had breast tumors, it had spread, he said to me that this was going to be ugly, to prepare myself and the rest of my family. I cry in secret, didn’t tell anybody, but didn’t despair, I was determined to take care of… Read more »

12th House Virgo
12th House Virgo

I’ll try to do that

gogengo
gogengo

I had to send my best pal to the rainbow bridge on winter solstice in 2015 – ripped me apart but forced me to grow up in so many ways. Bless you 12th House Virgo ?

Alouetta
Alouetta

I’m so sorry to hear that. You’ll do the right thing and it’ll rip your heart out but they never leave us. That puppy is deep in your heart forever.

Invicta
Invicta

Oh no, that is so sad. I’m sorry .

Invicta
Invicta

Venus – Chiron is right.

Invicta
Invicta

Pure love that involves sacrifice
I’m familiar with the Venus Chiron dynamic
It hurts and heals

Taurus Vixen
Taurus Vixen

I’m so sorry to hear about your dog. My heart goes out to you.

quintile
quintile

Hi 12th H – here in Sydney the vet will come to your house to do it as they did for my cat. A good friend on mine recently had to do it and she and her son took their lovely dog for a swim and an icecream then brought her home and made it nice and peaceful inside and then the vet came. I know my friend tried to find out about end of life for animals but couldn’t find much. All the best, heartbreaking.

filogirl15
filogirl15

The retrograde completely ruined my life. I liken it to a house fire where I lost everything and I’m now sleeping on the floor of a woman’s shelter of an inner city.

Catherine
Catherine

Good grief! Time to phoenix. Hope you’re getting support

moongoat
moongoat

Gosh thats a rough retro. Hope the worst of it over and you get some good support to start again. You will. Sending you strength and love tonight x

moongoat
moongoat

This was like a 12 House retro for me. Lots of old family issues. I even had an argument with my mum and i NEVER argue with. I’m very protective and loyal towards her. Especially durung a family crisis which we are having again (my dads mental health) But I felt i was being manipluated into an old mothers-helper role. I just couldnt do it again. Not at 56 years of age. I became inredibly anxious because I never want to hurt her or let her down. She’s a nice kind petsin. Weirdly, things ok with us now. I think… Read more »

moongoat
moongoat

Sorry for the typos. I oops-posted. Was meant to be s separate comment not a reply. Damned mobile key pad. Must be mercury fooling around 🙂

ScorpintheSky
ScorpintheSky

I’m sorry for all your loss. Ditto above comment please ask for help if you have someone.

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