You Don’t Have To Go Home But You Can’t Stay Here

Remedios Varo

Dear Mystic,

I have been following the blog and my scopes so it’s fair to say I have some idea of what’s happening in the astro right now, but I also feel like I have no idea at all!

I’m a Libra/Taurus rising and right now I am trying to stay suave and cool on the outside, but inside my mind it’s like a theme park complete with fun mirrors distorting everything, a haunted house of old relationships, emotional and mental roller coasters and merry-go-rounds to boot, not to mention fireworks, nostalgia and all the anxiety. Like I’m meant to be having fun but am just overwhelmed and wondering if I can go home yet.

Is this a regular sign of the times? Does everyone have creepy fun park music playing (metaphorically) in their dreams of late?

I am reeling.

Can one still make major decisions during Mercury Retro and all the other kinetic astro energy? Do I buy the sofa, do I take the financially secure but artistically limiting job, can I do anything about the dragging out relationship drama with my also Libra ex partner?

Help! How do I navigate the merde while honoring myself and the astro climate? Is there a rainbow on the otherside of this storm?

xx Libra Lady (currently resembling Libra mess on the floor)

Dear Libra Lady,

No i don’t have creepy fun park music playing in my psyche with this Mercury Retrograde – mine is more like the soundtrack from The Omen movies.  But yes i get you.

The vibe is Saturn on the threshold of Scorpio/Sagittarius, amplified by the Mercury Retro.  So nostalgia yes, but the poisoned barb kind but we KNOW the solution to Saturn – you work/scheme/plan/sort/clean/work again your way out of it. Without trying to numb, booze or carb the feelings away.

It sounds like you are letting it all flow through you, staying aware and doing it brilliantly. I was doing an existential in the dark stroll the other night and went past street drinks, full of people i vaguely know and i pulled up my hoodie ( Aquarius Rising, i know) and sort of sidled past trying to be invisible. But as i did, i heard this woman cackle drunkenly but it sounded SO fake – not like happy boozy laughing but more like “i’m trying to show i’m having fun here and i am right, RIGHT?” – her hand was gripping her wine glass so hard it looked like she was brandishing a blade in battle. The hot wired  neurotic tension beneath the faux joie de vivre was intense.

My point? Staying real and feeling these awkward feeling IS the most brilliant strategy for Saturn back into Scorp. For anyone. But especially a Taurus Rising.

As for the other questions – no sofa with Mercury Retro unless it is somehow urgent and I suppose for Taurus Rising it might be. I am not sure about the job – that would take a consult to answer, it’s big. Sort the Ex-Libra a.s.a.p. before the zappy Mars-Pluto-Uranus crap of July. I’ve been not mentioning that because i know we are all zapped out.

Also, remember we are moving into The Existential – Saturn square Neptune till the end of 2016. That’s always kind of austere and poignant.  GREAT for artists thought. Also true romance, music, perfume and boundary recreation.

Play some amazing music (not creepy fun park or hysterical hymns), plan like a mo-fo, devise a new hair/fashion vibe in honor of Venus in Leo and monitor your dreams for guidance because Mercury is still in aspect to Neptune until June 23.

We are all lucid dreamers now.

What does everyone else think?

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GwendolynMM Member
Gwendolyn

Hi fellow bloggers, have lurked for long enough….I’m Virgo sun with Capricorn rising, Mercury, Venus and Pluto in Virgo also. Survived 2013 and 2014 – barely! Moved in with aged parents to help out, mother lost it big time and had to finally get her a place in a dementia ward. Father had major surgery, died, revived, survived. Major mess with schitzoid Gemini sister. Malignant narcissist (truly) enjoying the peace of no contact. Thought ok 2015 HAS to be better… My little sister passed away 7th January! WTF! Had to go to Port Douglas and get my poor 14 year… Read more »

Sphinx
Sphinx

Keep reading this and thinking, “but MM where will I go?” 🙂 .

bluesky
bluesky

Amazing dream last night! It felt completely real, lasted a long time and…it was actually really comforting. Haven’t been able to say that in a long time! Whew. Hoping for same tonight.

Pegasus
Pegasus

After reading about the unease many are going thro’ atm, my thoughts a couple of weeks ago was here is the real ZZ effects coming through, when all quietens enough to see the results of it all the changes subliminal and in your face. I know i’m in a sort of paralysis or denial-delay about designing my future. (Saggo’s happy with one hoof in the future), i know any action taken now will need to be long term serious for income security, if there is any with being self employed! And i question if i’m past my use by date,… Read more »

sphinxMM Member
sphinx

Past your useby date Pegasus?? For what? Being a joyful, valuable amazing woman? Never.
2015/16 is coming up and I am nervous too I suppose. The Solstice in Winter I am always feeling is pivotal in some death/rebirth way that is hard hitting, it’s a good point to meditate on it I think.
Also I think the world population rising creates a kind of psychic pressure, not just a physical concern for resources, where we are sensing each other more immediately?
Many blessings hoofed one!

jhb
jhb

I am
Scorp/Scorp and can I just say this is the most relevant thing I’ve read .. Right now I am existential-img like mad! Said it yesterday and the day before- I’ve never said it before! Fun(not so fun) park themed mirrors in my head everywhere- job – contract ending June 30 – anxiety maxed. I am feeling the libra/Taurus ten fold .. Help

esw
esw

Serious query:

I’ve had to secure a job and an apartment in the past week and am scared at the mutable aspect of the astrology in question… So if I just resign all documents and resubmit (claiming I didn’t sign right or something) after the 11th, but before Saturn in Scorpio… Am I good?

supakaliMM Member
supakali

my dreams are off the charts too. i got a dream pillow and it’s full on amazing. in one i dreamt a hummingbird flew straight at me and hit me with it’s beak right in my 3rd eye.

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Hummingbirds are little war gods! The ruby throats represent the blood of their victims! :p

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Perhaps a message to look more closely at something or beware a rival! Trust your inutition! Maybe tap dat 3rd eye?

supakaliMM Member
supakali

thanks Prince, I will tap it and evoke the warrior 🙂

Sphinx
Sphinx

Omg! The recent comments are back!
Thank you MM!! Xoxox.

sphinxMM Member
sphinx

Oh, gone again…?

LadyLehMM Member
LadyLeh

FIVE ex-lovers rearing their heads.
WTF?!!

rachel
rachel

I just finished the second weekend of the yoga for trauma training. The first one was so hard, I had to leave two hours early the second day and skipped the third altogether. Here I am at this thing communicating that “I want to be healthy” and then I’m living this anxiety-ridden existence at work and completely numbing out and not engaging in any self care. The death of my amazing artist friend (suicide) the week before was a wake up call about a lot of stuff. We had an altar at the training and I pasted up his picture.… Read more »

hermesloveMM Member
hermeslove

Trusting ones authenticity

Jokerman
Jokerman

“Badlands” by the Boss – the MultiLib (&Air off the top of my head) sums up ppl’s posts.

It seems very apt/resonate for what you guys are saying. The song played in my head reading this stuff. (Dunno how to put utube link on a mob ph.)

ChrysalisMM Member
Chrysalis

Uggh. Zap aftershocks alright. Weatherbeaten Virgo went on a Neptunian bender IN MY HOME resulting in my chucking him out at 4am. Feel so let down. Shocked but if I’m brutally honest, not surprised. Engaged all blocking/deleting/boundary protocols which he is of course not respecting, but I’m tougher than him. Tried to push through but fell in a heap yesterday, every physical ache and pain rising to the surface, so I took to my bed and carb-soothed. Any other Pisceans feeling like this at the mo? I am just so sensitive the slightest thing tips me over. Still having horrible… Read more »

aquasunbird
aquasunbird

Hi, its sounds very neptune raging, the bender of your awol companion, the pain of a grief, loss to another plane…Please I ask you have faith in your dreams… I am reading “you can understand your dreams” written by the late Professor David Fontana (I just bought a 2nd copy for my multiple gemini mother)…Its brief, accessible, helpful. So simplistically insightful. I really enjoy these trips into the mind (scorpio neptune 3rd house sextile pluto 1st (conjunct uranus too), mars conjunct chiron (al my life) pisces 7th is almost in exact trine to neptune opposite pluto / uranus,, never mind… Read more »

aquasunbird
aquasunbird

May I also say, with saturn in sagittarius now regressing, returning to scorpio I think detachment becomes a challenge, emotional trauma is raw, (my friend suicided under the last saturn in scorpio/ early sagittarius transit), however fortitude points to one’s road to a new philosophy, to use as a structure, parameters through new scope, visions…

Pi
Pi

Oh chrysalis..witnessing your friend’s experience, that must have been traumatic for all…not least him but of course that would stay with you..oh dear oh dear 🙁 xxx hugs

Carb soothing is king. If it’s what gets you through the night.
also do not underestimate the peace that a creative process might also bring… I just spent my evening OCD-ing the finishing touches of a pastel drawing and my brain blissfully tuned out ething else for a short while.

There is no harm in hermiting. Sometimes it is a survival strategy as much as a spiritual strategy. Whatever it takes, angel x

ChrysalisMM Member
Chrysalis

Yeah I am craving under-the-doona solitude at the mo. Is it dark moon? I never remember until I’m neck-deep in it.
You are right about artistic endeavours. I got my instruments out the other day, looked at them and located my song notebooks. I’m craving music as much as I’m craving solitude, perhaps that’s my answer. Pluto is bang on my 5th house moon/Lilith, perhaps I’m feeling that. x

Charley
Charley

I think the energy is a little disjointed right now. I almost feel like everyone is on a Zap Zone come down, like that astroscape was so intense and unrelenting that now it’s dissipated there’s an air of what now? What next? It’s certainly been a pretty full on mercury rx, even for me and I really don’t feel them much. I’m a disgusting ball of negativity at the moment, hyper aware of it and trying to work on it as much as possible, last night when I undressed for bed 5 crystals fell out of various pieces of clothing… Read more »

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Woke up this morning in tears to a horrible dream before receiving note from doosh. In my dream i was riding my bicycle along side a dog i had found. The dog was tawny in colour with some longer strands, the face was deformed and had some human characteristics mixed into it. The dog looked like it had been abused severely in a lab or something. The top if the left portion of the skull had been cut open and flapped back with wires sticking out all over. The right front leg had a metal hollow insertion through part of… Read more »

Veronica
Veronica

*Hugs* :/

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Hugs! Thanks!

skarabMM Member
skarab

🙁 …. Hope you feel better Pr Stolas. … that is one weird but interesting dream.

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Thanks! And this is one of the few i put online. The ones i don’t talk about are much weirder. Lol.

Pi
Pi

O 🙁 doggies = love, unquestioned loyalty. Who has been cruelly experimenting with your loyalty and devotion? a bicycle is perhaps an alternative to the car – your life, drive, direction. Bike = simple, humble, effective, independent. = how you get around and do your thing. It’s not this so much as the happy but clearly very exploited pooch who meets their timely end. Your loyalty and happiness can live on with a new embodiment – maybe some creative visualisation, a free meditation on what this ‘killing off’ means for you. I’m remembering your comments about That Guy, but not… Read more »

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Probably me. Ultimately we are responsible for ourselves. Vet killing off dog ? probably saturn-manifested me. Which guy? The one in the comments further up? Mr. I just paid $6oo for your artwork where is my blow job guy? Or mr. Yoga new age hipster i rub the clits of random women while we meditate in public so i can call myself spiritual guy from the other day? I don’t know if it makes a difference but i have never had a pet dog before. I have had a pet just about everything else… So crying about this dog i… Read more »

Pi
Pi

Oh… Hang on! Sorry p.Stolas – I may have confused you with another regular.. maybe it was cosmic Phoenix. About the guy. A couple of you somehow have similar ‘voices’ when I read your comments. X

(Wtf was up with that artwork buyer ?! Eergh..awful.)

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

It’s cool. I hardly have given any details lately because it just seems so rote no matter how shocking or weird the exact details are. It’s always the same story: Prince Stolas fucks up possible relationship before it even start. Different small details. Essentially the same story. I really want a different ending though some day, one where I am not rejected in a painful way that scars for life. Art guy is just a left over of a prev era that has no hold over me now. Really he has kind of ruined art for me. Him and this… Read more »

LadyLehMM Member
LadyLeh

O my good loving lordess, just when i was starting to think the astro-talk was not resonating at all. Ex-lovers everywhere popping up like some video game traps, some being passive agressive whiny douchey [*muggle*] and another luring me out to Hawaii, and another going off edge with bipolar nuttiness. And during it all, my first week of knowing, dating, and fast getting involved with a really, nice, caring, wonderful guy who thinks I’m terrific. I am pinching myself over him. Yet being with him at moments makes me feel like i want to burst into tears….fear, vulnerability….after a few… Read more »

ElectroMM Member
Electro

I loved Saturn in my first house of Scorpio!

sania
sania

Let me join the club. Taurus rising here as well.
Lately my dreams have been horrible. First I dreamed that my crush is giving me the cold shoulder. I know it is without hope but I woke up torn. Now I keep dreaming that I am losing my pet – a canary – he is flying away from me.
And to think Jupiter is transiting my 5th house and soon Venus will join.

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

I’m a Taurus Sun and Rising and this week I dreamt my former LZ crush was giving me the cold shoulder, too. I met him in late 2013 and everytime I’ve dreamed of him, say, 20 times he is ALWAYS cold. Guess that is why nothing happened – behind closed doors it wasn’t as good as the fantasies 🙂

Maxene Schreck
Maxene Schreck

I agree with everyone that these past few weeks have been trying to say the least. But for me I have noticed a significant shift in energy recently. I’ve noticed that the most horrible, nerve-grating irritants have become so much easier to just accept and ignore all of a sudden. Which is saying a whole hell of a lot considering it is my M.O. to obsess over shit and daydream about burning my enemies to the ground. I really needed this. REALLY needed it. Also some events that seemed fated and synchronized: One of my closest friends and I hadn’t… Read more »

Pi
Pi

I am glad that you have your friend back too. X

ElectroMM Member
Electro

Feeling the awkward feelings is so hard. Gotta just ride it out the best way you can. Change is always afoot, sometimes more abrasive and sometimes more elusive than others.

I’ve got doses of merde from every crevice of my life right now, so in three days when this school year is over, I plan on changing some habits and starting some new ones. Venus is on my leo sun and I’m just loving it. The only thing that may be dangerous is this urge to shop myself a new wardrobe. I’m feeling flashy, hahaha.

misskismet
misskismet

Libra, cap rising. 1. Totally LZing over hot one night stand Leo and contemplating flying six hours to see him. (Good friends have all said no! But I am going to mix in work and throw in 3 days of yoga in Bali at the end of it..) 2. Broke up with Gem bf befoee the one night stand. I love him and he does me, but he doesn’t get me at all. 🙁 We have something pure but it doesn’t work at all on a daily basis.. He can’t do the banter, interest in contemporary stuff I hanker for.… Read more »

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

Condolences for you loss. Energy for releasing the LZ’s past and present <3

Starlush Libra
Starlush Libra

Ok so fellow Libra and Taurus moon so woman I hear ya loud and clear. I too feel like I’m on this roller coaster ride at the circus except I’m the main attraction. Like some freak show of emotions and superhuman half of the time and this raving Lilith character the other half of the time although mind you I have learned that if you want to be in this ride with me or even watch me as entertain you are gonna have to pay for it…. I am profiting for sure…. Thank yo Saturn in Scorpio. Anyways about the… Read more »

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Snakes are usually good omens for me. Were you scared of the snakes on the pole? So many phallic symbols but at least you were moving upwards. Cookies besides being a euphemism for female parts, are a food but like a luxury food and not a nourishing food. Maybe giving attention to something that is taking up all your time, but giving little back to you.

Jokerman
Jokerman

I just saw the Cookie Monster say, “Cookies!”
Chuckleworthy.

Starlush
Starlush

Ha! I haven’t thought of Cookie Monster in awhile!

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Classic! Love CM with all my <3!

Starlush
Starlush

Yes the cookie interpretation resonates! The snakes were more seen as obstacles as opposed to something I feared.

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Maybe find out what snakes represent to you? If say snakes represent the female divine, maybe rebalance your relationship with that? If snakes represent untrustworthy people, figure out who those are and stay away? Etc… Snakes can be so many good and bag things…

Ms.
Ms.

Yes. Crazy I had a barely blogable last 3 days but apart from that this whole theme post zap has been eerie and full of many shifts and questions about everything that I felt because the zap was so intense it had a purpose, now it’s just possibilities and choices between the two worlds. Coupling this with learning a new language. I just met a Libra. Intense. The universe is being very strange with delivery. Neptune def at play I have uranus trine my venus too so its brining in all kinds of crazy on the uranus weirding as well… Read more »

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

*bagel falls out of mouth* July zapp mars pluto uranus crap? Tell me more. As a Libran i do not appreciate this year at all, but it was better than last year. It is like getting beaten with sticks instead of bricks. Still hurts. I still have to keep armoring and moving. Money is better. Family is better. It is almost July, half way into the year, and still no dates, def no sex or love realms advancement. Wtf? Now Venus Claus gets a turn, but i am skeptical as she has not delivered anything since fall 2006 for me.… Read more »

Jokerman
Jokerman

Reminiscing about Nostalgia is a thing of the past. I cant recall how to do it.
UnKatSun / UnKatAsc.

Jokerman
Jokerman

Astro has just played a huge joke on me. I had huge retroinfused dream just now. A sorta mosaic of things that’ve happend to me. So piecemeal l am having trubs working it all out. The chrono is to hard to workout.

My post above bit me on the bum. Lol

fishgirlMM Member
fishgirl

Libra lady, we are all feeling it. Mystic gives good advice. I HAD to get a new phone against all my wishes (gemini rising, virgo moon — WHO with those aspects gets a new phone when merc retro?) and lost all my numbers in the transition but it’s been strangely cathartic, like people who talk of losing all their belongings in a fire. I had been holding onto hundreds of texts and now they are all wiped. I also applied for a job and sent off a manuscript, only to learn the truth, that the lady i sent it to… Read more »

fishgirlMM Member
fishgirl

Also why is this saying my name and not my moniker? Mercury you bugger!

Elementalia
Elementalia

Oh lorddddd, yes been feeling intense and fuqiwit. Have had to move back in with parents as lost job, and relationship. Been majorly sick for last 2 weeks, laying about in bed with zero energy watching my mother more than double my age be a action hero warrior every day with work/house/garden. Feel a complete sap of everything. Went to doctor a week ago who said to see how it goes, just rest. I know that mind body soul is connected and I need to be positive to heal but thoughts getting depressive, and for te first time everrrr my… Read more »

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

My period was two weeks late a few months back and it was totally stress related.

PiMM Member
Pi

rship and job loss are a big deal. not to mention moving back in with folks. it’s ok to flake out for a while. keep an eye on your own wellbeing tho, in the next couple of weeks. you’ll be back. X

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

Yeah ‘m with Pi here..Those are some heavy losses.
You’d be a cyborg if you didn’t feel depressed or else you’d be in major denial and have to deal with it all further on down the road. Rest up. Cut yourself some slack.

elementaliaMM Member
elementalia

you guuuuyyyss! thanks! though it has been a few months now, getting frustrated with myself for not moving on with this. and funny how the stressing about my stressing is getting me more stressed! bleurgh, power on! ive got some mantak chia books im excited to get into, gona take control on this mind-body-soul thing xxx

Calli GMM Member
Calli G

I totally get the nostalgia thing. Memories and creative works I put aside in the late 90s are coming to my mind these days. I’m trying to honor them and move along, rather than get bogged down, but it’s so tempting to pull out that unfinished novel, old playlist, etc. Gotta stay strong and in the now. And yes on the lucid/significant dreaming. I need to get a notebook and pen next to the bed so I can capture these things upon waking.

Ms.
Ms.

Yes. Had big shifts on nostalgia also. But all the gemini is making it feel like you can’t sit in it for long. Just intense pangs.

GMM Member
G

Lib Lady Mess, I’m with you on this too.

Lib-Sun/Aqua-Asc/Crab-Moon. Happiest I’ve ever been but there is an undeniable, nebulous undertow happening at the mo. Yes to deep concerns about financial security, yes to nostalgia re: past relationships, yes to ‘I have no fckn idea where any if this is going’ with three Object d’Affection; past, unlikely and unavailable.

The present feels real, logical, practical, but even the very near future is a haze. Anyone else feeling this?

Taurus VixenMM Member
Taurus Vixen

Hum, wonder if this is why I have been obsessed with getting my former lives from various many years ago packed up and out of the house. Had a full car load of clothes and books that left the house yesterday. Earlier in the week, 7 large bags went to the trash. I am also getting rid of tons of costume jewelry from the past 20 years which is rather odd for a Leo Rising.

And I feel like I’ve only just begun to scratch the surface of my pillaging.

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

Sounds great. I want to get rid of every single breton stripe I see in my closet. Its been bugging me for a while now. Last year I thought they were cool if I mixed them with hip hop bling. This year there is just no justifying the naffness of the breton stripe. They are just all around me. The underground is packed with them, everywhere I go I see that stupid “classic” look and I do not want it in my wardrobe. Oxfam it is then.

MutableMabel
MutableMabel

Hahaha. I had a breton stripe breakdown in ’09 and couldn’t wear one again until very recently. Sad cause I am a French New Wave junkie from way back and felt I’d earned my stripes. Then suddenly… get em off me.

Ms.
Ms.

I have this with breton. I actually hide them in my closet when I am over it, I only do this with certain garments I have a love hate love thing with.

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

My friend Karl once called me an Ivy League Groupie. He said “honey, you are never going to be their girlfriend. You might love those guys and you can read all the novels but you are not from their tribe so stop falling for these guys because you keep getting hurt in the same way and frankly its tragic to watch.” I hate to admit it but Karl was right. I was in love with what those guys represented and while i wouldn’t say I was totally punching above my weight all those years, I was being unrealistic and I… Read more »

Ms.
Ms.

lol. ivy league groupie.
wow, what a loaded symbol for breton.

I just laughed thinking about this because my french friend is in the most preppy of breton sends a pic of him and another friend hanging out at the port drinking wine and all I could think was what a fucking national stereotype this is.

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

Up until 5 years ago I noticed I ‘dressed’ for men in my life to ‘appeal’ to them further. When I moved back to Australia 5.5 years ago I bought this whole ‘rockabilly’ wardrobe with items I haven’t worn ONCE. Selling that ish online as we speak. My longest Australian friend married a guy 7 years younger and does the whole ‘cute’ thing for him and always wants me to ‘pretty up’. But that’s not me. Nope. I’m elegant and edgy – Goth Couture. Lots of black and gold, with a fierce walk. But the all black is never boring… Read more »

Fiona
Fiona

I have been doing the same – still find it hard to get rid of some stuff, so hired some storage space as a temporary limbo, till i can face sorting through some of the emotionally loaded possessions. Just need my home to be free of stuff, and be unburdened by past lives. But plenty more to do too, I’m a bit OCD about my stuff, so its possible the thought of it is bigger than the task ! (moon, vertex, uranus, pluto & psyche in Virgo, 6th)

Pi
Pi

I hear you. Physical and psych distance from emotionally loaded possessions is a good idea. I can’t just “chuck something out” unless my business with it is physically, mentally, spiritually complete/finished. I’m talking jewellery and objets, not pegs and jam jars.

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

Do it! Last July I instigated a MASSIVE cleanse and the abundance coming in was epic. I thought I was done but I have transitioned further and know that though my wardrobe halved it is about to halve even more. Only the best. I’m in super Haute vibe. What I wear daily is quality, not cheap sweat-shop produced labor. Buying less but quality. Leather Italian boots. Beautiful European lingerie. Epic alternative clothes produced in Europe and US. About to do another epic CLEANSE. Washing everything down, donating further bags (donated 50 or so since last July). Let it ALL go.… Read more »

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

These last 6 weeks have been horrible – and the last 2 weeks a living hell. This depression, anger, boiling hot irritation and negativity has a SERIOUS grip on my psyche. That one month virus was a fucker but the two weeks since it has fucked off has been replaced by this strange sensation – I think I said in another post I feel my bones have been replaced by splinters which are holding up my body. This sharp, prickly feeling, my throat closed up, wanting to SCREAM energy. The past 48 hours I even had two brief suicidal thoughts… Read more »

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

I know what you mean about the past two weeks. While I can’t empathise with your specific physical symptoms and won’t pretend to comprehend how rough they must be except, seriously fuqin awful! – I do feel that although logically it doesn’t make sense..like why specifically the last two weeks? I keep rolling it over in my own head too. Why have the past two weeks felt so damn hard? I think its just Mercury retrograde burnout. I don’t know what else to say except I’m feeling so over this retro fuq up myself. Nothing tech related seems to work… Read more »

The Venus FlyMM Member
The Venus Fly

Last night around 10:30pm everything just SNAPPED – boom, work mode. Woke up – boom, organized work mode. Yes, the self-ranting gene is there but not suffocating the air out of the room. I think being sick for that month, and being good for nothing except ‘Arrested Development’ marathons and incessant FB’ing got me caught up in a mental rut. And just being uninspired by my current place of work prompted a deep nose dive into the Underworld. Well, Persephone’s back! Social media detox was good. The only shit that shit is good for is SOME news media and winning… Read more »

Lux Interior Is My Co-PilotMM Member
Lux Interior Is My Co-Pilot

Oh god my dreams have been nuts. Yeah the vibe is WEIRD right now.

fishgirlMM Member
fishgirl

Good dreams though? I dreamt my car was a horse last night. It was so sensitive to gear changes i could ask it with my thoughts. It was hard though as it had an accident on the freeway so i couldn’t call the RACV i had to call a Vet.

LibGem
LibGem

Love the car being a horse; that’s gorgeous! Bummer about the vet!
I was gifted a chainsaw in my dreams last night, just the size is been wanting!
😉

Pi
Pi

Hi Libra lady, I hear you. I think this is energy that you have to ride out. The intensity and pure strangeness is something that maybe you can use to fuel strange / intense movements in your own life at a less-than-public level (maybe). It’s during this exact couple of weeks that I have to act in a totally-real-logistically-sound way to make the next few months happen. But the allure of a choc-chip-biscuit-coma on the couch while watching 80s French films is OVERPOWERING. I indulged a little bit… only a fistful of liquorice allsorts this time, plus some bludging on… Read more »

Pi
Pi

I missed commenting about a thing. YES to the nostalgianxiety thing. The Japanese idea of “mono no aware” occurred to me but I am not quite referencing it properly. This feels so strongly like is a time of ‘ending’ and shifts – everything slips in then out of reach, grasp and thought – energy-intense nervy peaks but kind of capped by some kind of “can’t act-out” limiting process so it fries the wiring a bit. Kaleidoscopic but you just have to get through it and hopefully appreciate or at least live with / accept the tumult as a part of… Read more »

supakaliMM Member
supakali

yes, this is my situation exactly (without the art sauna – enjoy that!) but the getting shit done now to set up for future (next few months and forever).

I also get the shifting stuff – it’s like a literal transition period, can scare the fuq out of you if you experience transition as a time of insecurity, I just realised the trick is to see it alternatively as a time of growth. lots of luck, let’s work this Sun/Uranus/Mars/Jupiter/Merc/Venus party! xx

Pi
Pi

🙂

Skye
Skye

Hmmm interesting. My partner has been having vivid crazy dreams this week. Precarious situations, talking in his sleep. Me? Well my dreaming seems to be wasted on the mundane. Like seriously boring I’m in the supermarket and remind myself to buy the not awful toilet paper. I was hoping for insights. All I seem to be finding is that box of junk that was meant to be thrown away years ago but somehow got taped up and hidden in a corner of the garage. And why is it that all the best sales are at the worst Astro times??? (Been… Read more »

InvictaMM Member
Invicta

I know who I want to take me home. I know who I want to take me home!

Willowwolf
Willowwolf

I so get this right now.
Libra, scorpio rising.

akapluto
akapluto

Me, too!

Also a Libra, Scorpio rising!

benetti444
benetti444

Same same, creepy stuff going on. Libra, Scorpio rising.

Jokerman
Jokerman

Please go on about the Mars/Plut/Uran crap….Saturn says so

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

I just finished a retrograde mixtape & posted it to my google+ yesterday. Sounds for which retro planet? Any & all 🙂 I’ve been painting to it. Dries spotless 😉

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

(Straight from source link)

Saoirse KirkeMM Member
Saoirse Kirke

Oh my god
Gardening to this today.
Yassss

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Yassss

AbsintheDragonflyMM Member
AbsintheDragonfly

Thanks for posting this, cause I didn’t realize this is what I needed until I listened to it 😀

You’re amazeballs!

Holiday
Holiday

Beautiful!!! And the painting, art painting or room painting? More details!

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Thank you, Holiday! Art painting: festival is next Saturday & I have much work yet to do. Rock on, babe 🙂 x

skarab
skarab

Maybe you’re just psycho, psycho
oh oh oh
Is this why you understand ….

Love it, thanx Ankh!

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Lol Awesome!

ElectroMM Member
Electro

Loved this, Ankh!

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

So glad you enjoyed, CP!

susan said so
susan said so

Fabulous! Didn’t know that’s how I’d been feeling until I heard it. Thank you for sharing! xo

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Wow I’m so happy to help fuel your Awesome 🙂 Thank *you* xo

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Witchy women & PIABs, if you like this mix join me on Google+ ! More of the same but with visuals added 😀 Always astro relevant & I post at least one new nugget a day for your reverie. Thanks for listening! xx
https://plus.google.com/107389385724979339603

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