Salutations to all, from the Eternal Gyre-blather that is my so-called Zap Zone life. I’m vibrating MYSTIC, yet again, from high upon some pointy concrete crag in some sprawling metropolis, howling through the glass across the mists All these letters to PUCA requesting my flash-spiralling view of your blessed lives and questioned careers and underplayed art and unseen prospects can no longer wait. To boot, I just can’t enjoy MM’s new site-tightening without fulfilling the oath I took to provide free career-reading-skewed-prose-morsels, or being a part of this magic thing, and so, Saturn begs address, Neptune begs surrender, and the other 50 celestial bodies in the mix beg something in their turn, and I will complete the 50 or so emails that I did very nicely organize a few months back on queue in my gmail. This is me doing Merc/Mars in Gemini. I am not taking new requests just yet.
I’ve made a feature length film that is an immersion into the Ecuadorian Amazon in the spirit of raising love for this very special place because it is under threat of oil drilling in 2016. Life gave me some amazing opportunities to achieve this and this creative offering is my initial response. I’ve just completed two weeks of showing it in a gallery here in my home base town of xxxxx xxx Australia. It went well but some of my autistic artistness has been exposed, I need to keep this growing and would like some help on the marketing support. I didn’t cover costs and feel like I need to get clearer about being okay with receiving money. I’m going to start instagraming, a festival exposure opportunity has just shown up, and my next move is to upload it for selling as a downloaded file. The more money I can make the more I can get myself back to Yasuni. At the moment that has me a tad confused as I’m not sure whether I need to be back in the jungle to help save it or be out here. I don’t want to block the monetary flow by being a nong about this decision. I trust the universe in all this and am super grateful that you are up for hearing this. Really I think it’s the freedom of independence with money that I’m seeking in order to clear the thought processes around it.
There are some seriously intense oppo’s and squares but here is the kicker in your chart – North Node conjunct Chiron rising at ZERO ARIES. That’s THE hyper-poignant tungsten needle I-know-exactly-wtf-I-gotta-do-in-this-life aspect. When confused, focus on THE NEEDLE and all that might mean symbolically to you. Pluto opposes Venus now in the sky, and that axis aligns over your natal Ceres/Orcus opposition, close to your Cap MC, that’s power potential RIGHT NOW in career but bear in mind that things may be bigger than you, utterly beyond your compulsion to control them. Filter out the self-defeating impulses in order to better value promises to yourself, be affixed rather than fixated, and Venus will attract, and you will be comforted, not consumed, by your surrendering. Forget about what dress to wear, just get to the party. I have traveled Ecuador four times – as far north as Ibarra, south to Cuenca, and I’ve hit La Costa as well and I do see the changes since petro-dollarization a decade or so ago. Last trip, I returned to NYC with every last piece of clothing reeking of diesel fumes, rather than precious chunks of palo santo. The government may be a rotating cabal of narco-puppets and petro-marionettes, with just new flavors of vanity, but that’s not about you. You are serving humanity. Do keep in mind, that “you vs. the Global Petro-Industrial Complex” is not quite “David vs. Goliath”, but more like “Woman vs. Mile-Wide Asteroid”. You need allies, you need artillery, you need political oomph, or you need to subside and re-assimilate your many accomplishments and coast on the gleam.
I have mainly only had a few casual jobs in hospitality, except my brief full time stint in a call centre. As a child I aspired to be a singer/ actress before it was the career d’jour. I basically decided to day-dream my way through school, until my brilliance was discovered. Thus, I haven’t had a great deal of formal education, but I can be quite articulate. I seem to alternate between super confident nonchalant boss heroine/ super scared anxious emotional wreck! Err. In my personal/ family / romantic realm, Saturn has kicked my ass v hard the last few years. I would be very interested to get your astro take on some possible paths that I might tread career wise, so that I may get my life moving upwardly again!
Call Center Casual
Dear Call Center Casual,
You fill gaps in other people’s discomfort, you care for them, you want to brighten them, you charge forward to fix their problems. It wouldn’t surprise me if you were actually quite firmly confident in yourself and your ability to serve, but tend to internalize / channel-back / reflect / empathize the confusions and insecurities of others. This is normally the case with empaths (your Crab MC’s ruler, La Luna, is in your natal twelfth, in perceptive Virgo, so I would say you have at least some latent empathic ability there). Your astro is culminating to a deep inflection point at the end of June (NN transits conjunct natal NN-tipped Yod) and you must be sure to weigh your pains thoroughly and mark your measurements, then, to better navigate that rather fateful pivot point. Keep sober, but do be dreamy. I have rediscovered imagination lately as the best tool to push me into a good sleep. I fully recommend a career in helping others but with a clearly defined physical boundary between yourself and your clientele. Even a metaphorical wall of plexiglass would lend you a self-separation that you, perhaps, require to keep out contaminants.
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