For When The Moon Is Your Therapist

Poul Anderson

This Full Moon is important. It’s not just because it is Artemis in the sign of her ruler-ship.  Nor even is it just intense because of the Pluto involvement.  Yes, the Sun lines with Pluto and Fire Goddess Vesta in the sign of structure – Capricorn – just as Saturn signals a new era.

Yes Cancerian Full Moons are ALWAYS about an extra dimension of emotional awareness. And yes, this Full Moon squares/challenges/activates destiny a.k.a. the North & South Node.

But the real reason this Moon is your Therapist?  It’s at 14 degrees of the Cardinal (Aries, Libra, Capricorn, Kataka/Cancer) – so near to the Grand Cardinal Cross of April 2014 and also nearly exact with the final Zap Zone zinger of mid-March.

THIS is when whatever emotional re-synch  you need to make happen to align with the Awesome of 2015 will be abundantly clear. Lucid insights re feelings and relationships to the max.  None of this emotional evolution is flimsy or hypothetical – this is practical, full-on, liberating lunar magic.

EPIC for analyzing your psyche, dis-entangling the complicated knot of some long-standing emotional pattern.  Circumstances tend to evoke all this. See your Scopes for more and/or share HERE.

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brigid37
brigid37
January 6, 2015 5:36 pm

Classic!!! Yes march/april last year was when I realised that wanting love from my family was a dangerous desire. That true freedom could only come from accepting that as reality right now. That the best way forward was to thank them for illuminating how people can use each other to justify inner bad feelings they don’t want to deal with. Sounds so dramatic writing it down but I felt like I was in a horror movie, a runaway train that I was a passenger in, it was a mega terror. Funny thing is that I am now holding an exhibition… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 7, 2015 3:24 pm
Reply to  brigid37

I too had the exact same realization re my family last march/april only to have it resurface just recently. The first time was painful and the second time i got fairly emotional – but i also knew that i was finally free – and now i feel so much lighter and empowered.

Aries gal
Aries gal
January 6, 2015 4:24 pm

I feel quite… Free 4 days before Saturn entered saggitarius I found out that my dad had passed away. He is a late Scorpio sun with saggi moon. He was a very destruction and poisonous person in our family. Very violent and emotionally abusive. As I and my 2 brothers grew older we began to understand his behaviour He was very demandi of our time even as we entered adulthood he sti called all the time Making us feel bad for not spending time with him etc He was .. Very toxic He also was very controlling of my mother,… Read more »

Kataka on Fire
Kataka on Fire
January 6, 2015 4:35 pm
Reply to  Aries gal

That moved me unexpectedly.

Your father is free now too from his demons.

TripleL
TripleL
January 6, 2015 5:26 pm
Reply to  Kataka on Fire

Me too. How wonderful your Ma and brother can be with you at the birth of your son! Life must move on.

May your father RIP, and your family move forward together, in peace and love. xx, AG

seagoat
seagoat
January 7, 2015 5:16 am
Reply to  TripleL

Good luck Aries Gal, a complex scenario but everyone seems to have been set free. It’s amazing the havoc that one key person can have on so many connected lives. May he rest in peace, and may you all live in peace! cheers for this brave post x

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 7, 2015 8:53 pm
Reply to  seagoat

Heart wishes across the waves to you Aries gal.

I found my Mother dead…it will be five years ago come this first day of Spring.

Day before we had joked and I said “if I find you dead I’m gonna have to call the paramedics”.

Four am I was calling 911. That has always eased the heartache. She was my best friend in so many ways. Her Leo stuff was in my 3rd house and we never were at a loss of things to yak about. Good and bad, happy or sad

x

pi
pi
January 6, 2015 5:30 am

Is it too far past the full moon to do another goddess ritual. I did it last month when it was the full moon in my 12th house. But insomnia and a ridiculously renewed exercise drive just seems like a really lame way to work with this energy. The moon was in my 1st house conjunct Vesta. Sure I could clean the oven, modern vesta styles but I won’t have time to dedicate to that til the weekend.. plus of all the things etc.. anyway I mean I do love the Artemis thing so leaping across sports fields and plunging… Read more »

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 6:32 am
Reply to  pi

Never too late! Her lines are open 24/7 😉 I do hope some restorative sleep comes your way soon, Pi x

pi
pi
January 7, 2015 1:09 am
Reply to  AnkhRising8.0

Thankh you… I think I need to have a nice clear-hearted conversation with me myself and I… And the higher selves. A committee meeting of the Self. Just what Saturn opposing my 12th house would like… Ooh I wonder is there an asteroid Thoth … I need a brilliant scribe…

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 5, 2015 9:36 pm

Didn’t realize it had been a full Moon, square mid Aries points. All I can say is that ever since Xmas when Pisces son in law said “in a year or two life will look nothing like this” because of the looming financial collapse – which he said is absolutely coming because you cannot fix nearly twenty trillion dollars of debt, I have run the gamut of total survival mind set mode. And had a couple of cries as well so, was totally in the Zap Zone for several days in a way I had not been before. On another… Read more »

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 10:38 pm
Reply to  Sweetpea

Hi Sweetpea,

What are your son-in-law’s credentials to be declaring this collapse?

I’m really curious… ’cause your post scared the daylights out of me.

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 11:17 pm
Reply to  DP

Try this one DP. It’s an interview with Catherine Austin Fitts who I rather like. She would disagree with the above conclusions but for unexpected reasons.

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 11:42 pm
Reply to  sphinx

Thank you, Sphinx. Just started it, will finish tomorrow… good to have different points of view.

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 5, 2015 11:23 pm
Reply to  DP

Hi DP, how are you doll? Yes, I have been scared too. I feel some cherished dreams have died and yet what will be born in it’s wake? My son in law has an MBA (Masters of Business Administration) in finance. He helps run a multi billion tech company. Their welfare is his business and so he is on top of what is going on in the stock markets, etc. I trust him implicitly and yet I had poo pooed him since several years back. Not to his face of course but I was all spiritual “rah-rah”… Now with Saturn… Read more »

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 11:44 pm
Reply to  Sweetpea

Hi Sweetpea, I’m good! Well actually really on edge, looking for a place to live.

Thanks for the follow-up. I certainly hope he’s wrong. Of course, this would account for the rapid militarization of the police…

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 4:41 am
Reply to  Sweetpea

“For time being, go underground… pray… like hell.” Just another day for me 😛

Your ZZ/full moon epiphany is full on, Sweetpea! I don’t think it’s bats in the least. My alarm bells went off when Obama took back the bank regulations a month or so ago… combine that fact + history with so many other onerous societal developments, and it equals Ugly. It’s not rocket science.

Taking it day by day, yes. And counting blessings every step of the way 😉 xx

Scorpbot
Scorpbot
January 6, 2015 5:42 am
Reply to  AnkhRising8.0

hmmm, very interesting. Check out Mikey Lutin’s piece for this week. His website isn’t as pretty as Mystic’s but he’s on the ball and freakin hilarious! He’s my other go-to astrologer

http://www.michaellutin.com/nextweekreview.html

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 6:30 am
Reply to  Scorpbot

Yes, that’s it in a nutshell, isn’t it 🙂

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 6, 2015 10:59 am
Reply to  AnkhRising8.0

Thanks guys, for the support. I was almost afraid to come back and look for fear of being attacked. But it is my truth gdi (god damn it lol). The pieces just fell together but not without help. In an email to my Gem daughter said “he (Pisces son in law), may have just well saved my life” Leave the rest to Uranus to fill in the blanks eh? Yep, I lived that Scorpbot in an emo sense for several days. Felt like I was in a whole nother world. Thank you for sharing that x Yes, son in law… Read more »

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 6, 2015 11:20 am
Reply to  Sweetpea

Luckily we deduced it was only some disgruntled gardeners because she has made some complaints.

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 6, 2015 11:39 am
Reply to  Sweetpea
DP
DP
January 6, 2015 12:22 pm
Reply to  Scorpbot

Wow, that guy is really interesting, thanks Scorpbot! (You’re right though, his website is so 1998)

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 6, 2015 1:39 pm
Reply to  Scorpbot

I like him too and end of 2014 plus this recent one together I <3

Centaurus

Anon
Anon
January 7, 2015 3:08 pm
Reply to  Sweetpea

Hi sweatpea – i went through exactly the same phase about 3-4 years ago. Just saw how the whole world economic order was about to tumble and how many heinous laws were being passed by govs – with the excuse of fighting terrorism – and so many other sleazy activities by our govs. Maybe i was a bit premature – but i still think that it could happen. Apply this time to figure out what is really important in your life and ditch the rest – we have been told to do this continually on this site – no? lol.… Read more »

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 7, 2015 8:36 pm
Reply to  Anon

In Texas accent:

You wanna them “nons” now, eh?

lol,,,

Thanks. It is a strange mix of the things noted on that link Bot provided.

When at the height of the astro energetics I was nearly desperate to talk to my son in law. I had so many questions. It has subsided and yes, you are right, step by step, no rushing.

Thank you. x

Rosieumbrellas
Rosieumbrellas
January 5, 2015 9:30 pm

Relate very much to what people are saying. I have an 8 degree kataka sun in 7th house and have been purging two old loves all weekend and also did the fire ritual. One was lz style and have gained some beautiful clarity on it and some new found detachment. Hurrah! I wouldn’t call this full moon fun but it has been helpful and healing and beautiful. Love to get pulled into lunar magic.

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 8:07 pm

oh how very powerful indeed! just saw this post and it explains the wild 24 hours I’ve just had: 1) woke up from a deep nights sleep and realized the source of my insecurities in the workforce: repressed emotional and self expression in my childhood. just like that. like I was shouting the answer to a math problem in class, clear as day. I wrote out my thoughts on this for hours. this never happens to me. it made brilliant sense and what a timely manifesto to wrote since Saturn is in my career sector 😉 2) went home to… Read more »

Kataka on Fire
Kataka on Fire
January 5, 2015 9:11 pm
Reply to  lady j

That resonated…gave me heart yearning chills (3)

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 10:25 pm
Reply to  Kataka on Fire

I never felt such a merging of chemical and spiritual life force pulsing through my body …. it felt like a stove flame turning on, with flames of grief and “I finally found you…”

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 10:39 pm
Reply to  lady j

It was also one of those moments where you feel strangers looking at you – like they noticed it too. I want to cry and run to him. When the train pulls out from that station, it gors at a high speed for 15 minutes in an underwater tunnel – so symbolic.

I just recalled he had a sweatshirt that said “Montauk” on it. I guess I’ll have to meet him in Montauk ….

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 10:40 pm
Reply to  lady j

(eternal sunshine of the spotless mind reference). my dumb phone is submitting unfinished posts! so sorry.

Scorpbot
Scorpbot
January 5, 2015 9:55 pm
Reply to  lady j

Wow. 🙂

#3 – Can you keep us posted?

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 10:36 pm
Reply to  Scorpbot

I most definitely will when the stars align! I have been dreaming of this moment for years but would put it aside. I love him, I always have. We never said goodbye. We never admitted our feelings. We were highly psychic to each other. We could sense the other one. I left our mutual friend’s party and after barely saying a word to me all night, the last thing he said with such an all knowing gaze was, “I guess I’ll see you around some other time.” He knew. We spent the next year just missing each other by a… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot
January 6, 2015 2:34 am
Reply to  lady j

Oh stop it. You’re activating my Venus in Libra love zombie tendencies *sigh* 😀

What’s your astro – sun/ moon/asc/ venus/ mars ?

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 6, 2015 8:34 am
Reply to  Scorpbot

;-)!

My sun, Venus, Mercury and chrion are in gem, 4th/5th house. moon in cancer 5th house. Aqua rising, Mars jn Pisces. :O

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 6, 2015 8:53 am
Reply to  lady j

Ay yi yi – all cinematic and shit. Giiiiirl.

So many folks got such a good response from that letter ‘thang MM suggested last month. I did it myself but mine stayed quiet, lol. My intention was to let go of LZ vibes but I ended up dreaming about him too much, 5 times in 3 weeks. It just wasn’t meant to be! May 2015 be good to you 🙂

lady j
lady j
January 6, 2015 6:24 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

^___^ guhhhhh

my heart was pounding so fast when i had to take the train to and from work today. of course, he wasn’t there. it was that strange feeling as if time hadn’t changed. i was mad that the passersby around me didn’t feel the remnants of the magic of the night before. it made me wonder for a moment if it was even real….!

Kataka on Fire
Kataka on Fire
January 6, 2015 6:32 pm
Reply to  lady j

I’ve had this with someone, never anyone else and never more intense…it finally “evolved”, it didn’t make either of us happy but that terrible yearning is still there if we happen to pass,
Strong nodal connections in this case.

Kataka on fire
Kataka on fire
January 6, 2015 6:36 pm
Reply to  Kataka on Fire

Oh yes and lots of Neptune
Plus despite age difference (9yrs) our Junos conjunct exact and that sits right on my Moon/Venus

lady j
lady j
January 6, 2015 6:25 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

appearance in dreams is a big deal! i think our dreams can serve as a big spiritual voicemailbox … so treat those dreams well 😉 may 2015 be good to you too! xox

Fauness
Fauness
January 5, 2015 7:16 pm

Had an intense dream Saturday night and typed it all out in a comment only for it to go wonky and disappear. However, as I was deciding whether or not to retype, I realized that two main players were cancers! May not have realized it otherwise. Short version dream: I found a (new? secret?) door in my parents house that led to an enormous attic the size of a barn. It was filled with bats and guano, neither grossed me out cause I like bats. It was sparse but a wooden padlocked trunk caught my eye. I knew it had… Read more »

Fauness
Fauness
January 5, 2015 7:22 pm
Reply to  Fauness

Oh and my dad is a cancer too, same birthday as my uncle. Crazy synchro.

pi
pi
January 6, 2015 5:12 am
Reply to  Fauness

In your dream, was there a particular sense that accompanied the burning down of the attic box? Eg. Freedom, regret, remorse, relief? A car part is a pretty obscure object for a dream to throw in there.is there something about your husband’s way of ‘getting around’ or (cars being our own direction) his direction which ignited this data? And the attic space you discovered! All that higher mind and spirit space for you. Maybe a visual meditation where you climb back in there and walk around, see what else you can see? Start cleaning it up, in your minds eye,… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 6, 2015 9:54 am
Reply to  pi

When the box burned, I didn’t have a huge emotional reaction, just thought I should put it out and I knew I would never get to read what was inside. I went to a crystal healer a few times this fall, and she felt as though there was a link between my brother and husband somehow. We have been transformational in each others’ lives, so I thought of the car part burning as part of that.

Fauness
Fauness
January 6, 2015 1:57 pm
Reply to  pi

Thx, Pi. That was me above, just forgot to put my name in. I might try revisiting the space. That would be excellent for my 12th house North Node!
xx

pi
pi
January 7, 2015 1:02 am
Reply to  Fauness

Ooh cool…
I only suggest such an activity because from time to time I have done it and it is super interesting, gently revealing. X

amongstars
amongstars
January 5, 2015 4:51 pm

I did a little full moon ritual last night and made a list of all the things that no longer serve me and that I want to rid myself of, set the list on fire and threw it in the ocean. I’ve been trying to cut off an energy link that I know I still have with my qi vamp ex fiancé as I can still feel him/it and always know feel when he’s troubled or doing bad (he’s picked up a dope habit in the three years we’ve been split up). I’ve tried mediating and picturing the link being… Read more »

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 6:19 pm
Reply to  amongstars

I hear this one thousand percent. Last night I spoke out what I wish to release from my subconscious and my body cells. Writing things down, burning it and flushing it away doesn’t work for me, and with how time consuming it is it should, lol.. People who have been deeply vindictive towards me for decades (over things I never did, interestingly enough) instead of being the ‘bigger’ person I finally called them a whole bunch of disgusting names and I thought my heart was going to BURST from the energy build-up. But than poof – it was gone. Clean.… Read more »

lady j
lady j
January 5, 2015 10:43 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

I love this and this really resonated with me when j realized the source of my frustrations in the workplace. May you find Rebirth and healing!

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 6, 2015 8:50 am
Reply to  lady j

Back at you. Sometimes you just have to leave toxic work/school situations. All the wishing in the world sometimes will not change a place that is bad for you to be in 🙂

Amongstars
Amongstars
January 7, 2015 2:36 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

Glad you got some release as well! I totally related on the honesty sting. I seem to get myself in trouble sometimes because I tend to be brutally honest or blunt. I don’t mean to be at all but sometimes the words just spew out of my mouth.

kattysagg
kattysagg
January 5, 2015 4:42 pm

Jupiter and northnode at 13 and 16 degrees Cap, and Im a Sagg. Must be something in this but I can’t work it out….I’m feeling very independent at the moment, going totally in instincts, and kind of feel in control and the master….this is not actually a usual thing for me…..i mean there is stuff going on in my life I can’t control but Im going with it….mmm… ill have to find some time to think about this.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 1:53 pm

I mentioned this on another thread awhile back, but I will mention it again. This is for everyone: There are several Anonymous peeps here, and maybe some of you are aware or unaware, but not all of us are here to cause trouble or be mean. Or join the flame wars. I’m a relatively newer subscriber but Ive been disturbed by the quarreling and various levels of harsh comments and dare I say, a bit of bullying(?) by some of the longer time personas towards Anons in general. I just don’t see how someone’s bad behavior can be justified by… Read more »

Gemyogi
Gemyogi
January 5, 2015 2:05 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I think what the long time commenters object to is the name anonymous. We’ve been here a few years now and got to know each other despite the fact that’s ‘its only online’. Personally I find the fact that there’s 3 or more anons a bit annoying because its hard to get a sense of who you are. Pick a handle and use it. The other thing is if you’re going to criticise or be snarky you can expect a negative response. Sometimes long time commenters are critical but as we ‘know’ each other and are friends, possibly ppl respond… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 2:22 pm
Reply to  Gemyogi

You’re projecting onto me.

Ho’oponopono.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 2:26 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Do you even know what “projecting” means?

Gemyogi
Gemyogi
January 5, 2015 2:07 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

So if you’re saying ‘I’m a *nice anon and not trying to cause trouble’ then for pity’s sake, don’t call yourself anonymous. It has negative connotations, because history.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 2:25 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I agree with Gemyogi on all she said. Just pick a user name. I have heard anon(s) argue that we are all anonymous here. Fine. Whatever. Just pick a name so we can use it when we praise/shame you. And if you don’t want to interact and risk either praise or shame, don’t. But don’t try to set rules on how people will respond to you. I’ve been a regular commenter for years and I’ve taken plenty of love and hate for that. Step up or off.

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 3:22 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Well firstly, welcome! I don’t have trouble with peeps going anon or not, but just personally, I don’t like the word anonymous being used by several people because it is not very ORGANISED. If I wanted to go to a library without a system I would check out my living room.

Perhaps all the anons can make up a name for a particular conversation otherwise it is hard to read the thread. Thx.

Mars

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
January 5, 2015 3:29 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

If you are a new subscriber then you will be unfamiliar with the damage and destructive nature of the scourge of Anonyzombies that infect this blog. I understand why it may take you awhile to feel comfortable in giving yourself a name so that we can identify you – perhaps you feel exposed and unsure if you’re willing to go there? We all felt like that at the start … pretty normal reaction. Generally if an anonymous shares stuff about themselves and their own life it doesn’t bother me at all. However I am less likely to pay attention because… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 5:09 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

“these fuqwits who are clearly too goddamn lazy and/or incompetent to go through the normal process of relationship building that everyone else has to go through in order to gain acceptance.”

Ha ha! Love this.

I’ll support the effort. Its my nature to call bullshit bullshit, but I honestly haven’t been reading the comments that closely for awhile. Remember when AquaLeoScorpMoon threatened to take everyone down? Ha ha! Haters got one thing to do: hate.

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:27 pm

I have astro embarrassment when fixed signs and Leo’s with Scorp Moon’s go off.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 5:34 pm
Reply to  sphinx

Ha ha! Seems easy to name yourself by your astro signature. Just throwing the idea out there, anons! You don’t have to be creative about it.

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:36 pm

Yeah, the whole idea of being Anonymous on a site that actually is ABOUT your identity via the planets seems incongruous.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 6:08 pm
Reply to  sphinx

Yeah, and you can change your name per thread if you want to the planet position or aspect you want to express. Like, be your sun sign one day and your moon the next. I know I was caught off guard when members of the community, such as mille e una notte (where is she?), knew my chart. Like, they not only listened to my opinion, but tried to understand me, where I was coming from, how I was wired, and tried to share that back with me. You can’t get that straight anon. And that’s so powerful to share… Read more »

Veronica
Veronica
January 5, 2015 7:05 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

Thanks very much for saying your piece so succinctly Prowln, because that is exactly how I’ve been feeling for quite a while now, unsafe to just say whatever in response to others etc. I felt very trolled and unsupported back on the last Madonna thread because I challenged anonymous. Have long been So annoyed by seeing anonymous nasty comments on regulars, singling out their vulnerabilities, eg Sweetpea, Davidl’s family, and no one said anything except their right to call themselves anonymous if they want!! My Scorp moon feeling an underlying thread of pervasive nastiness and wondering what this blog is… Read more »

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 7:37 pm
Reply to  Veronica

Was wondering where you’d trailed off to.. sorry to hear that you are avoiding the forum due to feeling being emotionally unsafe. 🙁 I know what you mean, but the forum has 200 comments to a post often and there used to be just 30 at one point, so that is a lot more traffic. Perhaps I am a pessimist but I actually find it amazing there isn’t more vitriol here given that on all you have to do start controversy on the interwebz.. is have an opinion! Anyway, you are loved and valued, stand tall and true lovely bright… Read more »

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
January 6, 2015 7:40 pm
Reply to  Veronica

“My Scorp moon feeling an underlying thread of pervasive nastiness and wondering what this blog is morphing into. It totally destroys trust in a most insidious way.”

Totally Veronica! Except my Sagg moon/Leo merc wants to point at the white elephant in the room and talk about it.

😆

Sorry you feel this way and I know you’re not alone either … but like Sphinx said, I valued your comments in the past and hope to see you from time to time. 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 3:54 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

This’ll be the only comment I make on this matter but I’ve read a few and the way I see it is there’s each person’s individual perception and then there’s the truth. There are aspects that have merit as much as there are those that folk might consider do not. We’re back to individual perspectives.. not truth. In a detached matter of fact way I’ve seen evidence to support both sides. It all comes down to letting go of what you can’t control.. that being free will and the exercising of choices by others. It just doesn’t work when someone… Read more »

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
January 5, 2015 4:07 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Firstly you do identify yourself – you have your own way of doing it which is fine, but anyone reading you can identify that you are Centaurus via your pic and sign off. Secondly I’ve not seen you engage in any of the vindictive behaviour that characterises the anonyzombies I am referring to. Finally I disagree about there being no right way to engage. It ignores the basic reality of how human beings organise themselves in order to feel safe. However in saying that, there is plenty of scope for individuality and unique expression once trust has been established within… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 4:22 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

General comment to the thread and topic Prowlin.. and talking more about the broader context of anon not snipers and troll type activity. That is not ok whether the person IDs themselves or otherwise. Argumentative bait seeks a bite and it doesn’t mind where the bite comes from and if it gets plenty.. well we could argue whether it’s been an effective exercise or not from either side and it has run away a number of times in a non too constructive manner.. a place where detachment lapses and investment kicks in and those places aren’t conducive to haute solutions… Read more »

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
January 5, 2015 4:38 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Well we have had some people hijack other people’s names and claim to be them, which is just utter ridiculousness, so y’know…call yourself whatever you like, but that’s why I like the email/avatar thing–I figure if peeps don’t know y email, then they can’t masquerade as me and it’s all a bit more, um, stable.

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
January 5, 2015 4:39 pm

experiment

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
January 5, 2015 4:39 pm

See! I just tested it with another email, and it didn’t get my lil’ picture.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:32 pm

Email linked to wordpress works with image. Yes, another email address unless linked may not.

This is the real Centaurus 🙂

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
January 5, 2015 5:28 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I hear you in terms of general observations about the “anonymous experience” and totes agree re haute solutions Centaurus. This is why I have focused on letting the victim know I am there for them and think they are fabulous without engaging in the words of the actual anonyzombie. As you pointed out – getting into tit for tat arguments achieves nothing no matter how well thought out, well reasoned or rational they are. Trolls seek attention. Period. Withdraw attention and eventually they fuq off. But I do feel the person being harassed needs to feel the solidarity of the… Read more »

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
January 5, 2015 5:29 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

oops them*

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:35 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

Yep, I get it.. think we’re coming from the same space.. and if there’s to be any actual engagement that’s the way to do it 🙂

Centaurus

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 5:12 pm
Reply to  prowlncrab

“basic reality of how human beings organise themselves in order to feel safe. ” This is a really powerful point and one anonyzombies would be wise to ponder with gratitude as a bit of free therapy. I didn’t feel safe for most of my life and didn’t have a baseline. So, I get the pain and rejection angle. I really do. But that doesn’t mean we have to make space for pain and rejection as part of the community experience.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:42 pm

It’s not making space I’m suggesting, it’d disengaging. I’m talking about a dynamic. Separating individuals so it’s not personal to anyone. One does something, another responds and if this continues and gets fed in a wider sense it seems to me to move from the issue to a personal investment for each regardless of what’s being discussed. Whether that be being right, victim, taking a lead role, standing up for others, venting anger, being righteous or whatever these are the unproductive tones that interfere with nipping it in the bud quickly if you get what I’m saying.. heels dug in… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 5:14 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I agree you id yourself. I scanned the blog and was trying to follow the thread like Sphinx and I couldn’t track the anons, but I could track you by your image plus your sign off and your general cool tone/vibe.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:44 pm

I can’t track them either….

Cool tone Centaurus (lol) xo

Now that’s what I want to get out of my guitar!

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:56 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Lols.. and clearly it was NOT the only comment but hope to have stayed in the theme of it at least!

What it was.. well quite unintentionally , a tangible example re how we all work from the framework of our beliefs and perceptions even whilst we understand/don’t understand, see or not outside of our own.. of course I include myself!

I think they can be shifted.. and.. well, sometimes they can’t. Gotta love the paradox of life!

Centaurus

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 6:10 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I’ve been around here for years and years but don’t post often really just in fits and starts. I saw some of what you were talking about and felt I kind of got caught up in it unwilling/unwittingly It was very uncomfortable and it kind of soured what I’ve always found to be such a lovely experience (the MM site which I visit daily) It kind of puts me off joining in… But I have to agree that it’s very confusing having lots of anons and anonymous etc and seeing as we are all anonymous anyway I don’t understand why… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 6:25 pm
Reply to  Kataka in Fire

My reason is loosely around tech and is nothing deeper or more mysterious than that 🙂 Can’t speak for anyone else as any comment I made would be speculative and might even incite…

I agree with what you’re saying as well!

Centaurus

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 6:29 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Thank you 🙂
But yours is kind of different as you do “define” your profile so I wouldn’t be referring to that one anyway 🙂

Kataka on Fire
Kataka on Fire
January 5, 2015 6:30 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Ha ha that was me!

Be good when you can log in once!!

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 7:08 pm
Reply to  Kataka on Fire

Chuckles.. ah, the irony no?! 😉

I don’t need to log in.. which is easier but I do have to add my email for this to work as it does.

I didn’t take it personally .. not at all !

Centaurus 🙂

Kataka on Fire
Kataka on Fire
January 5, 2015 7:15 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Definition of irony!

I don’t need to login and I do need to add a non visible email but if I forget to type in name it says anonymous

I was referring to (I think) a feature Mystic is developing where you can just keep that profile open so to speak but I may be wrong…

Anyway hello “anonymous” !!

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 11:43 pm
Reply to  Kataka on Fire

Lols… yes I recall now and no.. irony is not wasted on me 😉

Centaurus

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 6:11 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I hear you, (ironically) Anonymous. Whether you compliment or point out the flaws in a statement (because I don’t abide deflectors one iota, I think it’s a gross and disgusting trait that has no place anywhere, including an Astrology page) do it under your chosen name. I’ve had a few folks come at me sideways as Anonymous but fugg ’em. I say my piece back and let it go. I don’t do back and forth when it comes to BS, I state my piece, release and move on. But yeah, trolling under false names is twisted.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 6:27 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

Hahaha.. well played!

But I use my pic and sign off my name and own what I say openly in that context.

That’s exactly what I mean. A fuse without a match can’t do much!

Centaurus 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 6, 2015 3:50 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I was going to go and comment on everything but to be frank I am tired of reading and seeing more drama. I wont feed it. I understand a lot of you have very strong opinions about the use of Anon, but I wont expend energy apologizing for some other Anon’s poorly expressed perspectives and thus for everybody’s bad experience with this identity because my name(or lack thereof) triggers you. And Yes, I do know what projection is. If you had a bad experience with A, but B comes along looking like a version of A so you dump all… Read more »

Ace from Planet Jendell
Ace from Planet Jendell
January 6, 2015 7:53 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Greetings! Please allow me to introduce myself. I’ve followed Mystic since her column in the Weekend Australian. I was living inner suburban in Sydney and loved the weekend ritual of coffee and this awesome lady’s take on astrology. I am Leo sun, Scorpio moon and Capricorn rising. I find those placements tough for some weird reason. Along with a beautiful blessed life there is always a back burning feeling of contradiction… ie showy sunny ta dah! Leo in your face to a Scorpio very deep inner life that at times stunts me big time to this crazy work ethic Capricorn… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 7, 2015 1:52 pm

I like your style, Ace! Planet Jendell sounds cool 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 6, 2015 9:52 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

And I get what you’re saying too 🙂

Centaurus

DP
DP
January 6, 2015 11:10 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

“Hurt people are the ones that hurt people.” Indeed.

I like your perspective, Anony.

And I agree about Sphinx- she’s a truly evolved creature and was very welcoming when I first got here, so she has my gratitude and respect.

cal
cal
January 6, 2015 11:35 pm
Reply to  DP

I think this discussion has gotten a bit warped. To me the problem is aggressive or abusive posting (or variation on such), not the handle people use. The intersection lies in people choosing to make these comments using the Anonymous handle – but that doesn’t tell you much. I think even regular commenters use it sometimes, probably for a variety of reasons and frankly, that’s their choice. Again to me, it’s only problematic when the comments are aggressive or abusive and we know that regular commenters sometimes partake in those dark arts. We are all human, and we are all… Read more »

Anon
Anon
January 7, 2015 2:24 pm
Reply to  cal

Well said cal.

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 7, 2015 1:53 pm
Reply to  DP

Thank you Centaurus, DP and Cal for your peacefully transmitted thoughts.

Taurus/Gemini Femme
Taurus/Gemini Femme
January 5, 2015 1:49 pm

What moon! Old family abuse/manipulation issues surfaced – but this time I got angry and refused to take it. The gent I’ve had feelings for (since April!) finally showed signs of interest and asked me out, but it’s Silver Linings Playbook complicated, so I made an excuse that I wasn’t available. We’ve had some rough times and I thought I was putting up a good boundary, but now I think I’ve made a mistake because I’m afraid of opening up (It’s been a while since I’ve dated.) Not sure what to do now – keep a boundary or go for… Read more »

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 3:15 am

Can you do both? Tap some of the mutable energy zinging about?

Best wishes x

Taurus/Gemini Femme
Taurus/Gemini Femme
January 6, 2015 5:10 am
Reply to  AnkhRising8.0

Thanks for the suggestion Ankh! I did text him to see if we could get coffee on Sat. I haven’t heard back, but I’m letting it go. If he responds, awesome. If not, then, that’s that. At least I learned what issues I need to work on in 2015 to move my life forward, so it’s not a total loss if he says no.

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 5:18 am

Right on 😉 Love it!

Here I Virgo Again
Here I Virgo Again
January 5, 2015 1:10 pm

Disentangling a job relationship of 9 years standing.

Dear Work,
We’ve had some amazing times, but its turned toxic. I have struggled and been a love-my-work zombie. I now see you’ve changed. It’s not me, its you! I could have loved you forever (I’m a virgo after all).. but it’s time for us to part.
HIVA

Flowerchild
Flowerchild
January 5, 2015 12:48 pm

I’m trying to really harness this energy and do feel like this is a ‘lift off’ point to a new era, too. I have 11 degrees Crab ascendant, so this moon very relevant to me, as well as Pluto in opposition to that, of course touring 7th house of relationships. I feel sort of ‘free and clear’ after my medical procedure, so that’s given me a new start too. I’ve moved forward somewhat checking out some new relationship and sex dynamics but can feel that I have some old energies lingering too that I need to clear. Some are very… Read more »

scorpio_risings
scorpio_risings
January 5, 2015 8:47 am

The wolf full moon brought transformative, great creative energy!!!
Releasing old negative bs in my life and dumping naysayers and toxic paradigms.

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 5:58 pm

Why did you call it a wolf full moon please? Gave me a shiver as that’s symbolic of something to me.

pi
pi
January 5, 2015 8:29 am

Can’t sleep. NEED SLEEP! I ran 8km this eve and should be slumped on my pillow snoring right now. energy up the wazoo except in the morning i bet, when I have to get up in, oh, 4 hours :/

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:32 am
Reply to  pi

Heh, 6th house Saturn much? 😉

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 12:21 pm
Reply to  hdq

The ZZ *and* the zzz’s seem to be passing me by. Seriously I have two outer planets transiting a chart axis and I can’t work out how to gain momentum from that ( other than realise I spent my most productive hours on this blog the past year 🙁 ). Saturn however always lands right on time..hmm /doh

pi
pi
January 6, 2015 2:38 am
Reply to  Anonymous

This is pi btw ^^

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:08 pm
Reply to  pi

8 km!! 😯 That’s so great.

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:19 am

Well that was cathartic. I spent yesterday lost in memories of the karmic crab (moon on his sun, not aspecting me at all). Reading through two years of messages, mutual hopes and dreams and so much love, was ultra poignant and clarifying. What have I been thinking- I’m just going to find that again? Ever?? Sigh. It is what it is. I ended the night with a releasing ritual, and this morning, I feel lighter. Such a long journey, this life/wellness thing. Love to you all xxxxxx

Gemyogi
Gemyogi
January 5, 2015 1:56 pm
Reply to  hdq

Xxx

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:07 pm
Reply to  Gemyogi

Ah those memories are like a place to go to, I went there yesterday, to the room of memories.. but yes, nothing like a releasing ritual to make you feel all electron sparkly and connected!

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:34 pm
Reply to  sphinx

No sparkles, just deep sadness. Oh well.

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 5:57 pm
Reply to  hdq

I had a virtual world lock out (thanks Apple) that is never recoverable a few years back and it did me the world of good, I’m a Cancerian sun Leo moon so I really hang on waaaaay too long.

I was horrified and bereft of course but it did the releasing for me.

Sphinx
Sphinx
January 5, 2015 6:53 am

My Saturn & Mercury were within a degree of this 14 deg moon – it landed exactly between them on cusp of my 2nd House. I happened to be at a friend’s house at the moment of the Moon’s fullest point. This Cancer Riser felt it important to explain to me that having two perfectly functioning bright kids is just as hard as having ASD kids. Apparently, I am just not doing it right! I guess her identity as a mother, her self image as a nurturer was in focus this moon. Her 18 month old talks more than my… Read more »

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:23 am
Reply to  Sphinx

The warrior path, we walk it alone. 🙁
Regardless, that was horribly insensitive of your friend, and I’m sorry that you feel so isolated and unsupported. Is there an ASD community that you could hook up with? (Tho you’ve probably been there done that 100000x) Sending love xxxxx

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 3:30 pm
Reply to  hdq

Thank you lovely, well I don’t have many contacts in the asd community at the moment it is true. But I just don’t have the time to seek that out! It’s hard to even get a moment to reply to the comments here or have an exchange. 😉 Also I am not sure I am a group person, I have such a Moon in Scorpio intensity I do full crowds as a once off thing, or intimate one on one with those who can handle my no doubt asd manner – but loose groups.. they are not my thing, I… Read more »

Veronica
Veronica
January 5, 2015 8:19 pm
Reply to  sphinx

I’m sorry to hear this Sphinxy, have had a sense that things have been up and down with you for a while…

(for 2 little good reasons) You haven’t had as much time or outlet for your sparkly creativity/ intuition/ highly magic self as a Lioness such as yourself should, is what I’m guessing. Tiger needs to keep moving somehow, and you can’t quite yet.

I don’t know how it will all knit together, but I am so sure it will xxx

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:32 pm
Reply to  Veronica

Sigh… Yes to all those issues, no easy solutions ever. Mad respect for your fierce mother goddess self. Xxxxx

Hi V!!! Good to see you, beautiful! 🙂

Veronica
Veronica
January 5, 2015 10:58 pm
Reply to  hdq

You too HDQ, have been enjoying some of your own fierce (and funny) work xxx

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 3:05 am
Reply to  Sphinx

Wow Sphinx: sounds like you kept your composure during that visit & kudos to you for that! I don’t think I would have been able to maintain such poise near so much cluelessness… and then I would be totally pissed at myself later for wasting my time with the company of unsupportive types when I could have been home taking a rejuvenating nap or something similarly enriching :/ Ugh. Wipe that visit off your shoes in the grass like so much dog doo in your cleats, beautiful! Much respect & strength for the labors of love you do every day… Read more »

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 6, 2015 4:14 am
Reply to  AnkhRising8.0

Your little Cappy chose You, you know 🙂 xx

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 6:10 am

I’ve got Saturn at 16 Cancer, 10th house. I just don’t want to have to change jobs again (pretty please, fate?).

Happy first Monday of the year, everyone! My goal for today is to make someone laugh and to compliment someone. BTW – you look amazing today!!

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:27 am

And you!! Looking faaaaaaaabulous today!!! xxxx

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 10:29 am
Reply to  hdq

xoxo

Sweetpea
Sweetpea
January 5, 2015 8:25 pm

12th, I saw your post this morning at 6:00 am when I had a box of color on my hair…Drinking a cup of coffee and using a letter opener for when the color made my head feel itchy….Couldn’t help but chuckle. Thanks for the laugh.

Then this came to mind…

Chrysalis
Chrysalis
January 5, 2015 5:26 am

That was a very difficult full moon for me. I spent most of the weekend in abject pain/longing/tears for the old lover, the dratted Cap/Gem rising married bloke. I wish I knew what to do when it comes back unbidden. It shits me that it can still hurt like that after so long. Intellectually it is very clear to me that he was never going to leave the wife, I was caught in the middle of some monumental power struggle between the two of them. I know he was a coward who hurt two women, yet emotionally I still feel… Read more »

akapluto
akapluto
January 5, 2015 8:05 am
Reply to  Chrysalis

Distraction is the best medicine but when that fails please give baggagereclaim.com a read. It has helped me to no end. It addresses EVERY issue, focusing mainly on unavailable men, badly behaved men and being the other woman. There is even an article on “Why her and not me?” and really breaks down these feelings and how to put the situation in healthy perspective. I struggle badly with LZ stuff and it’s made me realize where it comes from in the first place and how to take steps to avoid it and become a happier person. It’s really easy to… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 10:28 am
Reply to  akapluto

Part of the full moon for me was reconnecting with an old friend who kept telling me her story and even though I haven’t seen her in decades, the story got told pretty quickly but she kept on and on with the same story about a dude, of course. And I realized this is how I must sound to the Universe, how it is always on my mind that love I didn’t get from that one person, and how it blocks openings to keep talking talking talking about it, even if the talking is only in my own mind. I… Read more »

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 5:54 pm

A good therapist told me once that the stories don’t go away until you are TOTALLY bored by them! Made me laugh and yes consider it might be true!!

Chrysalis
Chrysalis
January 6, 2015 4:08 am

You’re right 12HV and thanks, because I needed to hear this xx

Chrysalis
Chrysalis
January 6, 2015 4:06 am
Reply to  akapluto

Thank you so much for this kind and helpful response, akaP. I will check out the website xx

Gemyogi
Gemyogi
January 5, 2015 1:52 pm
Reply to  Chrysalis

I’ve been there and what stands out to me is 1. Yes she’s ‘won’ – an unfaithful husband who’s cheated on her 2. What does she have that you don’t? Maybe she’s willing to tolerate bad behaviour that you wouldn’t! (Hence why they’re still married) and 3. You dodged a bullet. Of course it hurts but let go and be open to your future. (I know, easy for me to say). Hugs

Chrysalis
Chrysalis
January 6, 2015 4:10 am
Reply to  Gemyogi

I know, GY you are so right. When I am non-LZ I feel very glad I didn’t end up further tangled in that mess.
I was so needy when I met him, no wonder I fell so hard. It would be very different now. xx

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 4:02 am

Sirius has many of the oldest temples/pyramids/structures on the planet aligned to it. Currently at 14 deg Cancer. 😯

Sphinx
Sphinx
January 5, 2015 4:25 am
Reply to  Mystic

Do you have any thoughts as to what Sirius means for us today?

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 5:44 pm
Reply to  Sphinx

According to the Whores of Babylon who were the sacred harlots of Ishtar, Her ritual calendar demanded the sacrifice of the grain god at the reappearance of Sirius in mid July when the sun was in Cancer. Isis was also associated with Sirius, because of its latitude it’s cycle around the earth has been useful in corresponding almost exactly to the Julian year of 365.25 days, meaning that the star’s first helical rising (when it rose with our sun) was an accurate way for the Egyptians to measure their solar year & integrate it with the less exact lunar year.… Read more »

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:52 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

I wish Sirius was calculated as a normal part of a chart. I think it is very important.

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 9:57 pm
Reply to  sphinx

I think you can add it at the bottom of the “Extended Chart Selection” on astro.com. Or hit the checkbox that says “show some fixed stars”.

But I think it doesn’t show up in your “aspects” matrix- you’d have to do your own calculation.

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 10:08 pm
Reply to  DP

Thx DP! I do have it there already as I do a few others that the ancients considered important, such as Orion. But how to interpret them.. MM in that there above post state: “For our purposes, we need only know that Sirius is said to convey the characteristics of Mars AND Jupiter (war-like, rich, lucky, nice maybe)”.
I want to go deeper.. I hope MM does another post, I mean I don’t care for Gary, but Sirius..

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 10:29 pm
Reply to  sphinx

I know what you mean, Sphinx- I wish there was more info out there about the fixed stars.

I have Spica on my IC and it’s supposed to be a good influence, but no one will tell me exactly how. 🙂

cal
cal
January 5, 2015 11:37 pm
Reply to  DP

do you know any about Spica DP? or are you wondering more about what it means in that placement? It’s the harvest or bounty star, right? and generally thought to be beneficent, so I suppose having it on your IC might bring some luck or bounty in your home/family sphere? Do you have a lovely abode? Are you nourished by it? That sort of thing?

DP
DP
January 6, 2015 4:06 am
Reply to  cal

Wow, that’s actually really interesting- I do have the loveliest abode (which I’m about to vacate), and am very nourished by where I live, always. I had attributed that to a 4th house Moon.

And yes, I was wondering more about the placement. I have to thank you, cal- I am suddenly feeling a lot better about my apartment search. I do have very good luck with places to live. I just have to have faith in that lucky star! 😉

cal
cal
January 6, 2015 3:45 pm
Reply to  cal

yay! all the best with it, may Spica shine on your search 🙂

Venus Cazimi
Venus Cazimi
January 5, 2015 6:05 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

(continued) So when we speak of our ‘central spiritual sun’ it is to Sirius we refer. In New Age terms it vibrates to 1212, apparently this vibrational frequency is a gateway or portal to a galactic dimension & many souls are known to meditate to this frequency assisted by biurnal beats, which if you’ve ever experienced help to stimulate the pineal gland & may encourage spontaneous DMT release (fantastic experience, I’ve done it!) These help to broaden & stretch the consciousness & may lead to further realizations & the development of cosmic consciousness which is pretty exciting. These are usually… Read more »

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 7:11 pm
Reply to  Venus Cazimi

Thank you! I just realised I am supposed to meditate on this star!

Though I always thought the Galactic Centre was astronomically the central sun?

sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 9:41 pm
Reply to  sphinx

I will answer my own question here, apparently “the solar system does not orbit Alcyone but Sirius – which in turn revolves around Alcyone – and we all are rotating around the Galactic Centre”.

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:24 pm
Reply to  Venus Cazimi

So great! Thanks for all this juicy info.
Which frequency of binaurals is Sirius associated with?

Venus Cazimi
Venus Cazimi
January 5, 2015 11:08 pm
Reply to  hdq

The vibrational frequency for Sirius was 1212 when I was introduced to the concept, tho am thinking that may’ve coincided with the Mayan prophesy & calendar & globally organized meditations. But moving along, Cosmology is yet another dimension of astronomy & astrology practiced by the ancients. Sirius is believed to confer “brilliance” when we’ll placed in the birth chart. Sirius demands expression & a sense of ritual in daily life (given its occult importance) & indicates that an individual may gain far more than expected thru singular effort. It is a star of clear & honest intent & it’s energy… Read more »

Venus Cazimi
Venus Cazimi
January 6, 2015 3:36 am
Reply to  Venus Cazimi

Thanks for this you two, I’ve discovered that Sirius is actually conjunct my 5th hs cusp, & the star has an Aquarian/Uranian/11th hs function/flavor, I think I’m beginning to love myself again – that is no understatement, it’s been a long, hard journey xx

islandgirl
islandgirl
January 7, 2015 10:27 am
Reply to  Venus Cazimi

Thank you Anonymous, Sphinx & Venus C. and the one and only Mystic. I’ve just discovered my Sun is on Sirius and you have all inspired me so much to do further research. I just LOVE cosmology – so thank you all. xx

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 9, 2015 4:37 am
Reply to  islandgirl
Venus Cazimi
Venus Cazimi
January 9, 2015 6:16 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

^^^
Venus Cazimi

Birdstargirl
Birdstargirl
January 5, 2015 2:02 pm
Reply to  Mystic
sphinx
sphinx
January 5, 2015 5:34 pm
Reply to  Birdstargirl

Yes, I saw this, but it was first discovered in 1887, so I am not sure how coincidental it is that it is rediscovered unless a retrograde is involved?

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 3:55 am

Oh flippin’ yeah… oy!! For the last 5 years I have been facing my upbringing.. hence my insecurities, not feeling good about myself, guilty etc and not comfortable in relationships. Now I am dealing with being close to my family and watching my Mother, who never wanted to be close to me, slowly commit suicide through drinking. My Dad is in total denial. So, I am near by for a couple of months and obviously spending time with them. It is so painful for me to watch because since she is now losing her mental capabilities, not knowing where or… Read more »

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie
January 5, 2015 3:56 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Oops… That was moi!

Y.O.T.S
Y.O.T.S
January 5, 2015 4:07 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Oh that disintegration must be so sad to watch VE, accompanied by the rest of family’s denial. And that she is finally loving, but you can’t bear it.

After 25 yrs went to see my mother, who I thought abandoned us when we were young, but turned out to have had an increasingly severe mental illness that her mother refused to address. now she is a wreck, and her life has been a tragedy. But for the grace of god go I …

What is your moon actually? And what house is it in? What is yr mothers astro?

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 4:14 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Can you find it in your heart to forgive your mum? Maybe then you will be free.

Cardinal signs are Cancer, Libra, Cappy and Aries. So look for anything 14º or near enough in those signs

pi
pi
January 5, 2015 5:00 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Oh ellie, I am so sad to read this. It must be very difficult for you and your family. I feel for your mother and I wonder if you have got close to one aspect where you wonder if she too faces self/ worth issues. Ask yourself this. In two, five, ten years time, what would you like to look back on and remember, see or feel about this period in your life? how can you go about making this happen? If your mother is having a very hard time and your dad is not doing a helluva lot to… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis
January 5, 2015 5:44 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Hi Ellie, I know this road…I feel that pain of yours. I have an alcoholic mother and a father who has enabled her their whole marriage. The backstory is too long, tedious and painful to go into here but rest assured everyone in your family is feeling the pain and fear of this situation. All you can do, my dear, is take care of yourself. Can you get practical support for yourself? There are groups for people whose lives are affected by others’ drinking. Having impartial people to talk to who can help you untangle what is going on for… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 6:14 am
Reply to  Anonymous

First, I was like “Whoa – an anonymous actually sharing vulnerable/real information about their life?!? What a new world!” LOL. Nope. I don’t know what to say, other than I get the feeling of you being distant. I recently have reconnected with my Dad and I go through the motions of it but I can’t feel connected to him. I just feel bitter and tired of his entire existence. Not a good feeling, because I should or want to feel some other way about it. But honestly, perhaps our parents shit is just their shit and you live to see… Read more »

pi
pi
January 5, 2015 8:22 am

Yes, this I think is probably where I was trying to head rather than ‘fix all the things’. Our parents shit is indeed their shit, unfortunately. Your last sentence spot on. Same for many others in our lived bit especially our parents who sort of set the tone for significant relationships in our life until we see through it.

hdq
hdq
January 5, 2015 8:29 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Oh gosh Ellie, love and strength to you xxxxxxx

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 2:16 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Ah yep… know this kind of stuff VE ad it’s tricky terrain when it pushes a bunch of buttons you can’t ID easily. I think it’s important to remember you are not responsible for how this has played out at any stage and nor are you responsible for fixing it. If you don’t already, get a feel for where your boundaries are, what you’re ok to do, engage with, extend etc and honour those. If it pushes up stuff (and there ain’t no if) then remind yourself of the boundary and how it’s there to support you, and support yourself… Read more »

DP
DP
January 5, 2015 10:14 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Jesus, that is tough.

The only thing I have to add to all these helpful comments, is: this could be an opportunity to work on a lot of issues, which will be painful, but will help you along the road to the freedom that you seek. I think this new job and the move closer to your parents was not coincidental.

Best of luck to you, VE. One foot in front of the other.

cal
cal
January 5, 2015 11:50 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Hi Ellie, I logged in this morning and decided I needed a day away from the blog but I came back here tonight primarily to post you a message of support. I have been thinking of you today and so you have some of my love already. I just want to add, I think you’re on track with this. I think you can get better, whatever that means for you in this situation. I also agree with much of what the other gals have said already. You can’t save, you can only come to terms for yourself. You know this!… Read more »

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie
January 6, 2015 3:43 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Hello to you all! Thanks for commenting. I have found a good counselor who is unfortunately not where I am now. I am heading home in a couple of weeks and will be making an appointment with her and there after hoping to do Skype sessions because I need to throw this out to someone. I always know I can be open and honest here. Being a Virgo sun my patience is very short and need instant response because I will stew, torture myself with muggles of thoughts instilled in me. My younger brother and I have talked to my… Read more »

Year of the Pheonix
Year of the Pheonix
January 6, 2015 12:29 pm
Reply to  Virgo Ellie

Hey Ellie just want to say stay strong mate.

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie
January 9, 2015 4:07 am

Thank you!! xo!!

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 2:57 am

My 2/8 axis but I’m Pluto immune after such lengthy sun and now moon transits but this full moon had all the right signs of magic I anticipated. A double Saggi hook up in motion now activated. I think Saturn is going to reveal his stuff in this space for me… my 7th (Sun which is also part 6th, done/dusted and 8th). His 12th (current) and 1st as Sag Sun/Asc. We both rock Mercury in our Sage too.. like shut UP already lol. I’ve been working the moon tarot card energy so snap to seeing it in the daily scopes… Read more »

Year of the Horse
Year of the Horse
January 5, 2015 2:54 am

Mystic is playin the innings of the match. So many beautiful shots played along the ground. Her cover drives are reminescent of David Gower. Her on-drives are Chappellesque (Greg).
Her encouragement to work with what could be difficult placements (to me a major theme of hers) are what l strive towards. I think my Aqua Moon likes this Crab Moon; esp the longish void.

Dreamweaver is playn somewhere….

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 2:51 am

BTW the last 3 weeks my dreams have been two themes – dreaming about crushes or past lovers OR taking off to various destinations (India, Melbourne, San Francisco amongst some of them). Travel or lovers. Nothing sexual going on in the dreams, just seeing them. The LZ crush comes and comes and comes but I am committed to letting go to make room for REAL ish not hopes.

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 2:48 am

My pluto is currently transiting my 8th house. Whatever that means, who knows. All I know is that last year was like the Tower card in the Tarot – everything I held steady burned right to the ground and as I sit there weeping minions proverbially spit in my face. Twas intense to be alone and have to carry the others who suffered through the experiences to boot. In July I did a massive domestic purge, washed my house from wall to wall, ceiling to floor. Donated over 40 bags of clothes to the thrift store with the last batch… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 3:02 am
Reply to  The Venus Fly

I have Pluto transiting 8th and it’s themes are around occult, death, sex, finances eg taxes/shared. Aim for transformative not obsessive.

Centaurus

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 4:43 am
Reply to  Anonymous

Death of old fixations – check. Sex. Well, I collect erotic artbooks and sex manuals and have DEF OD’d on said purchases, lol. Desire has been a huge theme in my work. Occult – back in sync with the Tarot after a decade away. I was too young in my early 20’s, I didn’t need the cards. It has been good to reconnect. Just placed an order for an occult inspired printed dress this morning, actually ;P Finances – embarking now on a financial makeover. Transformation? Check, check, check and check. Old clothes, olf faux-friends, old attitudes, un-used stuff, old… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 1:54 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

I had to shelve my occult nature for a time too… I don’t think the lifestyle suited it. Also think learning even of that nature can occur in other places that seemingly appear non related anyways. Desire… yes that would be a word I would use in association with the 8th 🙂 It’s deep.. I’ve been at it for a while now… and if you’re also coming from a 7th house transit then yeah, it might have held some surprises (or not) around who was who in the zoo.. y’know when someone starts off as a regular monkey and then… Read more »

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 6:04 pm
Reply to  Anonymous

Capricorn rules my 8th house, too! Yes to everything you said 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous
January 5, 2015 6:29 pm
Reply to  The Venus Fly

🙂

Centaurus

Venus Cazimi
Venus Cazimi
January 5, 2015 2:44 am

Cancer full moon/Capricorn sun fell right on my 5th/11th hs cusps & TPluto is only a whisker away (wonders what the Dark Lord Hades has in store for my friendships/goals/dreams/aspirations, something regenerative, passionate & DEEP please! A hawt Scorpio sex maniac maybe but NOTHING RUTHLESS!) The summer has thus far been difficult for me with TSaturn square my NUranus, trying to keep everybody happy, renewing closeness with my adult children – it would seem becoming a grandmother requires that one fill some preconceived idea of what that role involves, it confuses me no end & has been the cause of… Read more »

Taurean Love Expert
Taurean Love Expert
January 5, 2015 2:34 am

I must be working my Cancer Rising right… started the day with yoga, ran errands, rang my mum (!), solved some problems on project that’s been prickly for months… Loving the Zap, loving this moon.

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0
January 5, 2015 2:26 am

This full moon is happening in my 5th house conjunct my natal Saturn (Pluto-Sun sitch is in my 11th), & I have been having the sexiest dreams these last couple of nights… Can I sleep through the next day or two? I wish!

cortazone
cortazone
January 5, 2015 1:37 am

wow. Just had a VERY RANDOM weekend. Someone I hadn’t seen for 2 yrs, just pops up. I used to really really like him. Tables have turned… now I am just grossed out by the whole thing. very liberating indeed. It’s almost like I’m wearing x-ray glasses and can just see through other people’s shit.

Libra9
Libra9
January 5, 2015 2:19 am
Reply to  cortazone

Brilliant. It’s so good when that happens.

vslr
vslr
January 5, 2015 2:21 am
Reply to  Libra9

Wow. Powerful stuff… and mercury hasn’t even retrograded yet!

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 5:47 pm
Reply to  cortazone

That’s happened to be before! It’s soooo (face slap) weird. Like what was I thinking? I always wonder HOW did it happen? Some funky Neptune transit or something..,

Libra9
Libra9
January 5, 2015 1:33 am

I feel empowered and free. I know what I want to achieve and I’m going to make it all happen. Mystic offers incredible advice and insight, and since I’ve been paying attention to it, I have shed old ways that I thought were hard-wired. Now I realise that we can change, adapt, evolve, revolutionise our lives. Happy Full Moon Mystic and Everyone.

The Venus Fly
The Venus Fly
January 5, 2015 2:52 am
Reply to  Libra9

Back at you, fellow Venusian!

pi
pi
January 5, 2015 4:40 am
Reply to  Libra9

Yes I agree. She makes it easier to envision a different future for ourselves. helps with carefully reading and rereading the various posts etc and absorbing the horoscopes.

akapluto
akapluto
January 5, 2015 7:54 am
Reply to  Libra9

Too true. This website has truly helped me.

Venusian Liaison
Venusian Liaison
January 5, 2015 10:04 am
Reply to  Libra9

Agreed! Mystic paints the future with beautiful possibilities.

TripleL
TripleL
January 5, 2015 11:35 am

So well stated, VL — agreed! xo

Venusian Liaison
Venusian Liaison
January 5, 2015 10:34 am
Reply to  Libra9

I keep having this repetitive dream that my mother has a baby (which is impossible, she’s 62 and had a full hysterectomy) and I love the child like it’s my own. I have no children and I’m not sure I want to.

My moon is at 15 deg Capricorn in the 4th, squaring Venus 17 & Mars 9 in Aries 7th house and my ascendant Libra. Plus my North node is Cancer/South node Cap. Am just denying what I really want? Family, domestic love….baby human?

Lady L
Lady L
January 5, 2015 4:32 pm

VL, pregnancy in dreams can also refer to creativity, i.e. bringing something to life. Look at relationship with your mother. Is she is a strong positive influence for you? Also: “If you mother is pregnant in a dream it represents your choices for the future or luck that is working towards something. A new experience, new idea, or a new way of living is about emerge in your life.” (Link = http://www.dreambible.com/search.php?q=Mother) Having kids is a considerable decision to make. Many people don’t think consciously about making or not making that decision. 7 billion people on the planet later, perhaps… Read more »

Venusian Liaison
Venusian Liaison
January 5, 2015 7:24 pm
Reply to  Lady L

Thank you Lady L!

Birthing creativity is such a nice perspective. I’m very close to my mother and she is very intense, triple Scorpio, Sun, Moon, Rising. She has always had an influence over me, to a fault at times. Only now in my 30’s has that dynamic started to shift.

I agree about taking the time to really decide whether you want children or not. I respect the decision so much that I’m hesitant. I’m okay with taking my time to figure it out though.

So much to ponder! Thank you again…xo

Charley
Charley
January 5, 2015 1:33 am

This moon is squaring my Venus, which is already being squared by Pluto, I feel ok though. Things have been pretty tough recently, Pluto square Venus transit is no joke when it comes to intense emo stuff. Bleurgh. Strangely this moon is making me feel like the darkest hour has passed and all kinds of closure and emotional shifts are on the way. Still have that Pluto/Venus happening for another year or so but I think without the Uranus/Venus opposition making everything so volatile it’ll be easier. I hope. A couple of days ago I found myself in a room… Read more »

akapluto
akapluto
January 5, 2015 7:53 am
Reply to  Charley

I don’t envy your position! But you will come out of it a master of your own heart, if ya play your cards right! xo

SagiTaurean
SagiTaurean
January 5, 2015 10:32 am
Reply to  Charley

I empathize- venus at 12 degrees aries. Uranus bang on, square pluto. Bahumbug…

Charley
Charley
January 6, 2015 2:21 am
Reply to  SagiTaurean

Thanks for the sympathy and empathy, it’s a bummer but what can you do? Gotta roll with it and try and make the best of it, I have to much Sag to be truly defeated!! <3

akapluto
akapluto
January 5, 2015 12:35 am

Guh…make it stop. I’m, like, angry at life. Full Moon squaring my now Pluto-molested Mars, at war with Uranus who is getting kooky in my fifth. There’s a lifelong battle between being candid and saying how I feel versus shutting up and closing off completely to avoid embarassment. My sad break off from legally bound Aries is getting me down again and because we have to see eachother time to time I so want to clear the air so it can maybe be less awkward. But what can be more awkward than spilling the beans to someone who might not… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 6:07 am
Reply to  akapluto

I spilled the bean to the Taurus around xmas time just because and have slowly-quickly gotten over it. Like, I was so attached but now I feel like WTF was I thinking? Why would I give a fuq about someone so unavailable and really incapable of intimacy at my level of intimacy? I don’t get it. Just sudden…done-ness don’t get it. And I have a date scheduled for tomorrow just because life goes on.

akapluto
akapluto
January 5, 2015 7:52 am

I want to be like you, 12HV…I don’t know if it’s my Plutonian thing or the zap zone or what but I’ve been having a ridiculously hard time letting go of people these past 3 years.

Mostly because I get involved with unavailable people and am just pissed because the situation never even gets off the ground…being Mars in Cap I want to see things through. I’m a stubborn goat!

There is a very good chance I may feel like “What the fuck was I thinking?” about this soon…I just wish I could buy that realization!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 5, 2015 10:32 am
Reply to  akapluto

Ha! I can’t let go of anyone easy. I wanted to buy my realization about the Taurus to have an out too and then was kind of sad to have it cleared because obsessing over unavailable dudes has become my hobby. Honest. Maybe do push-ups or something instead? That’s what I’m trying to do.

The thing is – there is no reason to regret a “lost” connection because if we are meant to be with someone, we are. If we aren’t, we aren’t. I know its not easy, but its true.

Kataka in Fire
Kataka in Fire
January 5, 2015 5:43 pm

It’s weird but my last three years has been the same, really for the first time not being able to let go of a close but emotionally unavailable person, (My Pluto conjunct his Venus for starters) AND whilst “waiting” attracting very unsuitable people to me, half my age, married, attached, gay(!) etc

This zap zone round I’d had enough and just asked point blank for what I needed, his response did the job for me and it kind of dissolved (truly) overnight!! I’ve been here before but this was for real, so I get what you’re saying!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo
January 6, 2015 4:55 am
Reply to  akapluto

I got a fortune cookie at lunch yesterday that said “Handsome is as handsome dose.” Now, on the one hand, its profound in a 12th house venus square Neptune 3rd kind of way. I’ve been dosed by handsome and quite like the drug. On the other hand, its clearly a mistake, full of typos, and nothing but nonsense. And so it is with relationships that never get off the ground. When you are willing to see the typo and not just bring the magical “what if” you’ll be over it. Good luck.

akapluto
akapluto
January 8, 2015 11:31 am

True…but I still wish there was a pill…

Virgoontheverge
Virgoontheverge
January 5, 2015 12:28 am

Wow Mystic your insight is spooky – I have my first session with a psychotherapist today after so much plutonic family crap hit the fan (the last eclipse was on my pluto in Scorpio in fourth) and this full moon is conjunct my natal moon in 12th. Ive been struggling for so long but I’m hopeful that now maybe I can get a shot at breaking free, reinventing myself and letting go.
Thanks so muchxx

pi
pi
January 5, 2015 4:33 am

Family stuff is definitely a big deal. Good on you for having a chat to a professional who can help you untangle some of those knots and hopefully this will bring a richer understanding of what is at play in your life re this. Let things take as long as they need to. I don’t think therapy has finish lines as such, more a case of milestones and landmarks as we gain more insight and clarity, compassion for self and others. 4th house reinventions are slow ish, but strong as we dig to the heart of the matter… Especially(!) With… Read more »

Virgoontheverge
Virgoontheverge
January 5, 2015 10:42 am
Reply to  pi

Thanks Pi 🙂 xx

gemini26
gemini26
January 5, 2015 12:13 am

I woke up this morning with severe abdominal pains – ended up having to call an ambulance – the whole thing was very surreal. Doctors still unsure of what caused it but it seems to be something to do with my reproductive system. Right now I’m resting at home. Can’t help but feel that it has something to do with today’s full moon. Almost EVERY time there is significant activity in my 12th house (Cancer) it leads to a hospital visit of some sort. My DOB is 31/05/1988 – birthplace Auckland, New Zealand at 11:15am. If anyone can give me… Read more »

PlutonicUranian
PlutonicUranian
January 6, 2015 1:40 am
Reply to  gemini26

Afford the whole smattery of tests if you need to clear your mind first. Recount your recent physical activity, sex life included. Perhaps Full moon in Crab lights up your psychic environment via the daily body (you are Leo Rising, thus the Sun rules your body). Crab is indirect. Pluto’s influence would push that indicator lower down the abdomen. I wonder if there are behaviors and/or people in your life that need some intimate review, if there are control issues at play over your very body.

PlutonicUranian