Signature Zap

Filed in ASTROLOGY

Saturn

URANUS SQUARE PLUTO (the 6th exact hit of the Zap Zone) @12 ARIES/CAPRICORN
L.A. – Sunday 21.14
NEW YORK – Monday 00.14
LONDON – Monday 05.14
DUBAI – Monday 09.14
HONG KONG – Monday 13.14
SYDNEY – Monday 16.14

The dates of the other six are all here in Your Own Personal Zap Map. You can also search the site for Zap Zone to see untold posts OR check out the Zap Zone Finale Cheat Sheet.

SO this Zap Zone intensification of an already AMPED Uranus-Pluto square is hectic but loaded with insights and breakthrough.  Especially as Saturn is right at the end of Scorpio, a potent force in itself.  If you think about it, MOST of the Zap Zone to date has been with Saturn in Scorpio so it’s around about now (or in the next 72 hours) that any realizations brewing since 2012 will be full force front of mind.

Obviously it’s also the classic breaking-down-of-stagnant-conditions/psychic parasite cleanse/testing of relationships and attachments astrology. And the perfect prep for next March, which is the final blast of the Zap Zone, complete with an Eclipse and the same Grand Cardinal Cross we loved (?) so much in April.

So anyway, how you doing?  This vibe right now is signature Zap Zone.  I think that some of us may also be surprised by how much Saturn in Sagittarius (from Xmas Eve) could be super-candor right after the long brewing of Saturn in Scorpio.  Also…it’s like an arrow being drawn right back, to be let rip with Saturn into Saggo/ Uranus Direct in less than ten days.

Thoughts?

 

Image: Soviet Propaganda Posters

 

Access Horoscopes, Insta-Tarot, Oracle & more

Join the thousands of happy Mega Mystic members, who are enjoying Mystic’s unique, modern and empowering take on the ancient art of horoscopes & all things Astrology. With an all-access membership

129
Leave a Reply

avatar
33 Comment threads
96 Thread replies
0 Followers
 
Most reacted comment
Hottest comment thread
36 Comment authors
LexieLLotusFlowerPimoved onR(Aqua/Tauri) Recent comment authors
newest oldest most voted
R(Aqua/Tauri)
R(Aqua/Tauri)

Natal NN at 12 Aries. Flew in for a final interview at a startup today that went very well. But the lesson doesn’t feel like the fact that I might score this job…it feels like the fact that I am finally truly not attached to any outcome of any situation. Legitimately the experience of putting in the work and feeling so competent at this interview beat anything that may come of it and I have no doubt that it will pay off in the future. Also I got some intel today on someone I was friends with for awhile who… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

Rather relieved that my Virgo / Cap Moon (poss Aqua Asc) guest is gone. Charming, sedate and helpful as he was. My Gem / Cancer Moon / Aqua Asc husband and he were a bit at odds, just never gelled. It was interesting to see how two people with suns square and moons in opposition behave. They externally are quite similar, both quiet, can spark up, but very chilled, but.. one more earthy, one more abstract. Their internal motivations are as different as their external similarities? It was exhausting being the one in between all the silent jealousy & yearning,… Read more »

cal
cal

I am just exhausted with the energy churn. Yes, I had a Zap event not directly but peripherally….someone else not coping, trying to drag me in. Also, I had a Qi Vamp insight re: my sister. She vamped me hard cos she wasn’t coping and instead of dealing, she acted out with me. I feel subconsciously she wanted me to take the hit for her because I’m the older sis. I had to decline but it was draining nonetheless. I have put it on my list of things to address within myself soon. I can;t focus on my work –… Read more »

The Baroness
The Baroness

Anyone else experience a social flare today? I did. An hour before the Zap Zone. This young adult ‘kid’ was rude to me. So, I stood my ground. His girlfriend’s mother, didn’t feel the need to check this boy for being rude, but justified his behavior. Than the woman attempted to insult my character, where I live, she even went up to my child, crouched down and asked ‘Aren’t you embarrassed by your mother?’ He confidently, and assertively, stated ‘No!’. I felt the urge to stand my ground. I thought to myself, am I creating drama? But you know what… Read more »

skarab
skarab

Sorry to hear about your ordeal and having to put up with such rude behaviour. Seems you have come out stronger and have learnt to stand firmly in your truth (a truth that you laboured for and not some fake convenient truth) – always the best base to stand and build from. These are rad times, no time to hide behind veneers and maintain the peace at all costs – usually at your own expense. It’s time to cut through the crap and walk the walk, like you say. And those social flares! – apt term. I’ve been experiencing “social… Read more »

The Baroness
The Baroness

So many Australians harbor such a pack mentality to boot. They will be rude to you, attempt to shame you, even try to pull in people off the street who are more than happy to join them in being rude. Such a deeply imbedded ‘bully’ culture. It always affected me emotionally. Now I stand tall and give them all the proverbial finger. Key word – proverbial. I don’t want to be like these people at ALL.

Sphinx
Sphinx

How hurtful to involve your beautiful boy in that, what a sad experience for you. I hope he shrugs it off like his capable mama!

Z
Z

Where I live is not Australia but the bully mentality is very similar. Even in the media people are bullies and you feel insulted from all the general insensitivity. Especially around older generations. They are just snarky and mean.

Pegasus
Pegasus

Very rarely venture outside my suburb (inner city) where a village atmosphere is, and if i do go further it’s in my car as protection. My problem used to be, if coming across rude peoples was to tell them how rude & ill-mannered they were risking life & limb with my big mouth as retaliation, so no going out in public for me. This rudeness from mainstream has been percolating for the last 3 years have noticed hence my isolation from it. They are stressed financially, emotionally & physically. This is probably why the huge amount of fitness clubs to… Read more »

Hdq
Hdq

my personal ZZ, which, starting with the end of my 13-yr marriage, middling with LZ Pluto relationship ending in death (literal, then brain (his)), and ending on me doing this dating thing (5th house Libra Pluto-NN) for the first time in my life. So. Spent the weekend with new super karmic (they ALL are, I’m now used to it, I guess? They never are-all I KNOW you, I’m all yaaaawn yep) Cappy. 48 hours of intense mutual psychoanalysis, and what I learned is that I am a vampire (yes), a bodhisattva (only if there are like 500,000 of us on… Read more »

pi
pi

That’s pretty amazing hdq.

I have to ask, dear Dragon queen, maybe I missed the news..did we lose the lovely but suddenly stricken crabman after that momentous period this year? If so I am very very sorry.. xx

Is your Capricorn friend a priest or some kind of spiritual mentor figure irl? I am curious. But you don’t need to go into more detail if that’s uncool.

hdq
hdq

So sweet of you to ask, pi 🙂

No, the crab is physically alive. His brain is just gone, and, barring one of those miracle stories, he’ll never be able to live independently. I should have let him die. One of the insights of the weekend.
And yes, the cappy is a spiritual care provider for hospice and pediatric patients. A Buddhist chaplain, more or less.

Time Out of Mind
Time Out of Mind

How did his brain….go?

Anonymous
Anonymous

The short and ugly truth: he drank a vial of horse tranquilizer and was anoxic for 35 minutes. Over 15 is not supposed to be survivable. Then a 13 day coma in palliative care. A year of rehab and he can now eat and talk (sorta), but has no memories or the ability to form new ones. Also zero will to live or take pleasure in anything. Anger tho. Kataka sun and rising, Aries mars, cap NN. ZZ casualty. 🙁

Time Out of Mind
Time Out of Mind

All those cardinals. Flabbergasting. That musta been a hard road.

(l got Kat/Asc, Aries SN CapSat- its been difficult since 2008). What about the astro of the 3 dead from Lindt?

Anonymous
Anonymous

Yes, you guys have been doing it rough. I suppose it’s separated the men from the boys, kat-wise. 🙁

Can you factor personal astro into being a victim of violence? Suppose it might be interesting; also seems a bit heartless to analyze their astro 🙁

Anonymous
Anonymous

I think I read that they were 35 and 29? Pluto sq and sat return? Could be wrong 🙁

Time Out of Mind
Time Out of Mind

Soz, my detached Aqua Moon stepping in. Otherwise l’d be in sad mood over the waste of life. Those loved ones NOT coming home

Anonymous
Anonymous

I hear that the Lindt cafe manager started working there back in Oct 2012. That was the beginning of the ZZ

Time Out of Mind
Time Out of Mind

I read somewhere that 75% of the Titanic victims were born 13-17° of the 4 Cardinals. 3/4s of the victims in only 16° of the 360°. I think my recollection of the numbers is correct

Anonymous
Anonymous

Yeah there was a post about it here before your time. Think it was my first comment ever, the Aries-Libra axis. I wanna say it was my degree,22, but could be wrong.

Sphinx
Sphinx

So sorry HDQ, 🙁 what a thing. It’s been good to see you back about here, to know that you are strong and living well today.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Thanks sphinxy. Couldn’t have made it through without you guys xxxxxx

pi
pi

Fuqinghell, hdq. That’s massive. I’m sorry to hear that.

Time Out of Mind
Time Out of Mind

It occurrdd to me having KatSun /Asc with SN in Kat would be a bit of a bummer as you could so easily default to LowKat real easy. Self pity being a key thing to watchout for. Soz that it was such schiessenfest to get thru. I gotta watch my Aries SN- Fight!did anyone say fight! (to paraphrase J Cleese after being turned into newt by the witch (his real life Aqua wife) said, “l got better!”.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Gem daughter sent a pix of Baby Aries sitting on Santa’s lap

She pointed out that she did not even cry.

Told her that Cap Moon knows how to power schmooze x

And no, I haven’t even gone back to read any posts…Quite frankly peeps,,,I can only take so much of being beat up

Thank you Mystic…You were not included in the non enlightened reading bunch,,x

(-!-)v
(-!-)v

Very hectic business in Sydney. I just had my work vehicle ‘commandeered’ by four police officers. They’d just been refused a lift by a taxi! Gotta love our taxi drivers 🙂

Veronica
Veronica

!!!!

pi
pi

Omg!

MutableMabel
MutableMabel

I’d been seeing someone for the past two months or so and a few days ago it all went to hell in a handbasket, and very quickly. When he stalled all of my efforts to talk through it, I walked. I know I did the best thing I could have done. It stings a little but otherwise I’m basically drunk on self-respect and being able to take autonomous action even in a partnership situation (Libra stellium has made this a loooong life lesson). I’m gearing up for a silent meditation retreat that I know is going to push me to… Read more »

pi
pi

I hope the retreat is amazing for you Mabel and that you crack new psych horizons!xx

Vslr
Vslr

Nothing happened. Just teeny internal shift maybe. Feeling tired though. Had applied to a think tank for a job that I really really wanted and turns out that co-intern also applied for it without telling me (i don’t mind but we’re friends no?) she got the interview and i didn’t. They said they wanted language skills and i have them and she doesn’t so something feels weird. Been moping around waiting for the invite to interview but none came. Trying to convince myself its all for the best but the rejection still stings. Lool.m

siamesedream
siamesedream

Jesus, Syd CBD in lockdown, hostage situation. That’s a zap zone eruption if ever there was one. What’s with the poor chocolate shop for location choice?! Hoping this resolves peacefully

Anonymous
Anonymous

apparently it’s a botched job according to a terrorist expert.
A plan would have involved a building that represents authority. The guy could have been on his way to such a place but got busted my police and panicked.

(-!-)v
(-!-)v

Very consciously chosen location, perhaps. It’s across the road from a TV studio.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Wow… zappity zap zap. What a weekend. Zap is direct-hitting my moon-Lilith conj in Cap 5th. Missed out on a major professional award which sent me into a massive psycho meltdown that I didn’t even realise was bubbling. Took out all my anger on the Weatherbeaten Virgo (yes he’s still around ) who called me on it and pointed out my anger was all about my ex husband’s lack of support for my professional ambitions. Cue more psycho meltdown about everything – the transition to my ‘new life’, grief, loss, anger, the ex, etc etc. Got back in touch with… Read more »

Prince Stolas
Prince Stolas

Yes, lack of support from a partner IS a big deal. Never again will i go through that. I consider it a deal breaker now! A man who thinks my job is “crazy” or “not real” and is not backing it up will not be considered anymore. I in fact desire power couplings when i never used to be interested in such a thing.

pi
pi

Wow chrysalis whatta 48 hours. Glad the wbv took it in his stride (it sounds like) Also down with Stolas opinion of those types who demean our ambitions or other goals: kick ’em to the kerb! That relationship needs some termite treatment. I skipped a semester of study a few years ago to “spend more time with” the neptunian toro. That was a 6 month sacrifice that was a complete waste of time. We existed on different planets, as far as goals and ambitipns went. (He told me one or twice that he wanted to own a brothel. He had… Read more »

pi
pi

Realising my “lack of support” for then b/f’s lofty ambitions more stemmed fr the fact that he just wanted a houseful of women he could shag whenever he wanted. God he was a slime

cal
cal

oh dear. ZZ today and Sydney is shut down due to siege in Martin Place. peace and love to the people involved

If
If

Indeed. I had an interview in the CBD scheduled for today, but the recruitment agent who lined up the interview rang to say, don’t go, I’ll reschedule it for you. She and her colleagues work quite near Martln Place and are presently not allowed to leave their building.
Have been into the coffee shop where hostages are being held many times. Do so hope all of them (10 staff + customers) caught up in it come out of this ok.

Veronica
Veronica

Just caught this on news at post office, feeling vaguely suspicious that this national high alert situation demanded the postponement of some controversial budget announcement that J.Hocks was about to make. Re :Arabic flag hanging out the window of cafe. Muggles in the post office all saying ‘just ship ’em all out.’

Our illustrious PM probably taking full advantage of the opportunity to radiate heroic benignity in an attempt to bolster up landsliding public opinion.

Which doesn’t help the poor folk caught up inside 🙁
Zaaap *crescendo of thunder *black smoke

cal
cal

all that too *sigh*

Sphinx
Sphinx

Yes, I noted that the US are very happy to be on high alert (so they can go invade another middle eastern oil rich/poppy rich country for another WMD goose chase or some such?). Meanwhile I just dropped off a Latin friend at the airport who has been delayed every flight in the last year because of his looks, even threatened in the Thai airport. They smugly asserted that they were just acting as dictated by the Aust. authorities. He didn’t have time to shave this morning and is on his way to Sydney.. :-/ . You don’t have to… Read more »

Pegasus
Pegasus

And as the Muslims here said:
this is what we got away from-this is why we left!
After 911 sitting in car at lights watching women in headscarves looking a bit wary, thought perhaps ALL women could don headscarves in sympathy.

sphinx
sphinx

That’s a nice idea Pegs!

Porkchop
Porkchop

I wonder if this exact hit is why I arrived back at work after a long weekend and want to tell most (not all) people here to go f*ck themselves. Tired of so many being dependent on me – they need to lift their game so they can figure sh*t out for themselves! Time to push back.

Uranus in my 11th sq Pluto in the 8th. Not making any strong aspects to anything in my natal chart.

Lux Interior is my Co_Pilot
Lux Interior is my Co_Pilot

Wow, hasn’t the ZZ come along fast?

eeep eeep eeeeepp////

socialgraffiti
socialgraffiti

It’s been a long Saturn transit… over my Chiron, Sun, & Merc, and square my 8th house stellium. Now over my Pluto. But it’s been a productive one, as most Saturn transits are. Reworked my diet, my wardrobe, my friends- got rid of the Qi vampires. Got some therapy for some long-held issues that I’ve seriously been needing. I’m looking forward to Saturn moving into Sag. It’s a shame because people my age seem to have it so easy, so carefree. They don’t get what I’m stressing about. Ugh, I’m pretty sure this repulsive guy (rude, loud, no class, not… Read more »

Pegasus
Pegasus

Really looking forward to Saturn in Sagg, hopefully all that is hidden will be revealed.

pi
pi

The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth!

Hopefully Saturn’s “efficiency” tendencies doesn’t mean economies with the truth, or ditching other truths for “one and only” beliefs/truths .. hello, belief-system reckonings.

Pegasus
Pegasus

Yes Pi Saturn’s the Great Teacher. What we (I) don’t want is anyone’s personal truth knocking me on the head as more interested in Universal ones i.e.: what’s true for everybody.
And yes, it is just’ belief systems’ which is a bit of an oxymoron to me.
Hope Saturn’s journey doesn’t piss on FUN though 🙂

If
If

Yes, indeed, pi. It will be interesting given the Saturn in Sagg square to Neptune in Pisces early in the transit and then to Chiron- Neptune in Pisces so much about boundaries/fantasies/illusions dissolving; Chiron in Pisces so much about the raw wounds that are exposed by this. Saturn in Sagg, the sign of the seeker/scholar – serious searching for some kind of structure or belief system or optimism to hold on to as a salve to the Neptunianian dissolution/wound? Serious re-examination of belief systems or willingness to stand up publicly (Saturn) and speak out (Sagg) re the need for tolerance/understanding… Read more »

Pi
Pi

wow, If, that is a really cool way to break it down. you’re right i bet, a bit of everything…

Z
Z

My current love interest lost his beloved grandmother last Sunday and I want to be able to give my condolences. I sent him word through a mutual friend. I have been having tension headaches that go away when I am distracted doing something different. Working on crafting my sister’s Christmas gift and trying to declutter my apartment. I feel more willing to let go of old things, especially if it’s things that remind me of people I have to put behind me. I need to make space for my new bike and sewing machine. I get so nervous because I… Read more »

Z
Z

The same day he appeared on national TV! I’m sure he’s going through such a tough moment, the doll 🙁 He really loved his grandma.

leogroover
leogroover

Thank the universe for Sagg. its helped me stay strong and on course for my epic trip with he SO. But time for rad candour with the mechanic who has had my van for 6 weeks!!!!!! now its the last week before they all shut down for Xmas and Im going to demand it back today so i can go elsewhere.
Action time is now!
Also been on a mission to lay low and save dollars for the trip. On track there too. Made lists and lists and lists which are working well too.

scorpio_rising
scorpio_rising

Things have been strange, way too many friends freaking out over nothing. Self created bs dramas.
It’s draining me.
Having to deal with several friend’s love zombie-ing over unavailable men, no matter what advice I give they do not heed me.
I think it’s time I unload some toxic shit, declutter and get some distance from others for a while.
I just pulled The High Priestess in my 11th House in a tarot reading.
“Do not settle with low-end friends and Qi vamping leisure/social activity.”

Anonymous
Anonymous

Wowee! Weeell you asked! I’ve hinted at stuff here in various posts being new and not wanting to bang on, but clearly I am not alone in this.. so here goes.. (thanks in advance xo) I want to work the Astro out on this for the exercise but that’s for another time! I am Libra mars & sun, Aquarius moon, scorp Venus with about 3 other planets hanging out in scorp (8th house i think) And fairly new to the charts I have lived where I am for the past 13 years and only now am actually looking at leaving,… Read more »

akapluto
akapluto

The Zap Zone hasn’t been too bad to me…another break up with an unavailable dumb ass. I have now spun this into a total renovation of my romantic life. Revolution now!

Uranus transiting the 5th…

Charley
Charley

Another direct hit of Pluto and Uranus on my Venus, square and opposition respectively. SO OVER IT NOW thanks. I get it, got it, good and the hard way, now I’d like it to be done because exhausted and sad.

pi
pi

🙁 hugs charley

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Direct hit of Pluto square and Uranus opposite my Mercury. So over it too. Almost over it, anyway.

Redlipstick Virgo
Redlipstick Virgo

Weirdly got woken up from noise in a dream of a gas burner on my stove lighting with a resolute pouff! It felt really powerful like a symbol of just bursting into life – action or success? Does anyone know symbolism – I thought as was my stove it was a message of abundance or go ahead. Did not feel like an explosion but was loud enough I woke up! It was definitely one of those message dreams that I am supposed to pay attention to… Ideas anyone?

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Ace of Wands. Potential ignited, all action. Jupiter in Leo (gas & fire?) Uranus direct in Aries? Mars in Aqua? Fired up. Ready set Go! 🙂

Veronica
Veronica

Yep, and fengshui-wise, housewitchery suggests cleaning the stove for money mojo. The heart/engine centre of the home in Chinese tradition.

Pegasus
Pegasus

Really? Coincidently bought Mr Muscle oven cleaner a couple of days ago, shall be diligent whilst cleaning it whilst manta-ing 🙂
Thanx Ronnie.

Methinky
Methinky

We are getting our new oven installed tomorrow AND the plumber is coming to fix a burst pipe in our yard as well…. hurray for fengshui fixits!!!

Fired up and ready all right!

(So sick of not having a working oven)

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Saturn thru Scorpio/my 8th house has been Efficiency+. I eagerly await his timely juju over my NN-Neptune & MC in Sagg…

I feel fortunate to have had Saturn thru Scorpio in conjunction with the Zap Zone. How efficient is that?! Way more bang for my buck, so much more deep & abiding than either celestial event by itself. Greater than the sum of its parts.

gbs
gbs

That’s a great way to look at it. I’ve been working Saturn so hard that the Zap Zone has seemed like background. But looking back to 2012 to the present, I can see how it’s accelerated so many things that otherwise might have taken longer to evolve.

One thing’s for sure: This energy is not for slacking. You have to have your ducks in a row and be across your life on multiple levels or you’ll feel the zap.

AnkhRising8.0
AnkhRising8.0

Ooh yes. And patience, & faith in the process. I think it was The Baroness the other day who said something about, “Hey I haven’t been slacking: I’ve been downloading useful shiz,” and that really called to my mind the idea of nixing negative self-talk & having faith in this process. Because I have had countless occasions of physically forced “slacking” over these last two years, but even when I couldn’t move about I used my time well. It all adds up, all of it counts toward our evolution 😉

cal
cal

sometimes the most productive thing is to stop!

Fauness
Fauness

I feel more uranian than I ever have before. My natal uranus is on my ascendant in scorpio, so I guess it has been my big secret. Transiting uranus is opposite my natal pluto… is this normal or am I getting double zapped? Oh I also have had uranus sitting right on my south node for a while now. Not entirely sure what that does, shock my past existences into the now and then out again? Unfortunately, and against all sound advice, my neptune has been going lower. It’s natally conjunct my moon. It’s a struggle. Sometimes I think I… Read more »

shmo
shmo

lol i have a bit of a habit of staying up late to avoid the dreams too. BUT as my tcm doctor said – bed BEFORE 11 to stay healthy……urghhh so hard

pi
pi

That does sound pretty double zappy. Somewhere here i read Uranus sth node is opportunity to sudden-release from deep past, change-shift old habits ways of being. Neptune moon natally, wow. Could you find a way to develop this in a more structured way that will help you to handle dreaming, etc? Eg courses or a workshop, a spiritually wise mentor, and so on. I don’t have neptunian dreams but I have my own version of /understand the up-late-to-avoid something. In my case I think I finally worked out that I was (am) anaesthetising myself with fatigue. Are your dreams disturbing?… Read more »

Fauness
Fauness

My dreams are not particularly disturbing, but they can be sometimes. I have weird dreams and can also connect to people in them, which can actually be nice sometimes. I never thought of getting help with them, but my husband always bugs me to go to sleep earlier and send me links to articles about how awful sleep deprivation is if that counts. I think it’s just my form of self-sabotage and numbing myself, as I am uber sensitive. Moon & Neptune are in 1 degree in Sag 2H. I think I need a Neptune self-help group, haha. Thx Pi.… Read more »

Fauness
Fauness

Oh, I also took up painting which helps with my subconscious but not with going to bed.

pi
pi

What a totally nice thing to say fauness xx Ok so you are about to have Saturn transit over your moon/Neptune duo. This could feel like hard freaking work, unless… maybe it could be amazing if you sign up for it willingly, or at least be ready to be whacked by a few big waves? Snorkel and fins at the ready.. it’s calmer down below .. I remember my moon Neptune transit, I swear I was living in a parallel dimension. Weird. But a bit lonely (I was 20 and a bit lost) I hope you and morpheus find some… Read more »

Fauness
Fauness

Yes, Saturn is headed towards my moon. I’ve been meaning to change some of my habits, so maybe it’s time. I had a cool dream about scarab beetles last night, which is a cool omen.

Thanks xx!

Pi
Pi

good luck 🙂

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I had a dream that I had my own personal elevator last night. Sounds like a good omen. And everyone is like “cool” to what I say and its seems like I have everything together and I guess I do but I’m not feeling it inside. I feel anxious and angry about the partnerships I don’t have. I have changed jobs 3 times since 2012 and wish Uranus in the 7th would bring me a partner and some sex with all that change. But, I really need to let go of my fight with [enter your word of choice here… Read more »

pi
pi

Hi there 12 v, this struck a chord with me: ” I realized any romantic idea really throws me off my spiritual discipline of independence, acceptance, and grace” Like you catch yourself slippy sliding down too-familiar fantasy pathways and/or leaving aside certain agreements you have made with yourself, about what feels strong and sound for you&your heart? If it’s that sort of thing, or even if not, yes I think I know that place too. The fact at the moment is that you’re recognising it. The yummy (sun sign unknown) art guy I met totally pinged all my love-tastic buttons,… Read more »

pi
pi

At the same time (further thoughts): I mean, you have Venus in Virgo? Like, it is inherent in this placement to want to improve, amend, make more xlnt, the object of your affections. Virgo System-Vision (TM) sees the bugs and the rattles and goes a bit mental when she can’t grab the spanner and just fix it? Maybe.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Yeah, part of it *is* my love language. I’d really like to have someone to love and dote on like that. And I do – a kid and 4 pets. But I carry that romantic lack into every day and it sucks. I need to gtf over it, and don’t know how.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

You know what it is? Its the story that gives me pain, not the reality. And the story could be about how I am failing to get my dog to crap regularly or something, but I don’t obsess over that. I obsess over romantic connections. Venus in 12th Virgo square Neptune in Sag, and opposite Jupiter in Pisces, which are all being transited by Neptune chiron. Like, no matter how good it is its not it

vslr
vslr

Dear 12th HV, What you’ve written meant a lot to me. im not always good at articulating how i’m feeling or what is going on with me. I obsess over romantic connections. Totally me too. we share similiar astro and same things are transiting my natal chart too. Lately, ive been feeling like i met the leo dude in my past life or i keep getting this strong sense that i’ve met him/heard of him before. It’s hard to explain but since the zz been amping up it is intensifying which isn’t helping with the obsessiveness. I really hope saturn… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Yeah, I am disappointed with the Toro situation and I’m sure his maturity has something to do with it, but the problem for me is my own long-term pattern of finding dudes I have this amazing energy connection with and having the relationship part of that connection ignored or rejected. That’s my fight with God right now, so to speak. Everything is good in my life, but I am holding that conflict, like “Why, God, do you keep putting these fixer uppers in my path?” I mean, the Toro looked at me last time I saw him and said he… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Its like, holding on to the story of what the Taurus said or did now is holding onto the conflict. He’s said he doesn’t want anything serious and is disrespectful to my time. Done, right? FFS. Churn, churn, churn. I’m sick of putting myself through the washing machine.

pi
pi

Ouch 🙁 Not a ramble imo, is v clear. Neptune Chiron is like walking into a darkened room and being given a Chinese burn every 2 minutes by persons unknown. You have no idea what is going on all you know is that it sux and you want it to stop. Sorry weird analogy but hey. Yes of course you develop the connection with these people, and it stays… I get that.. I wish I Cld share insight about the patterns. Maybe we are all fixer-uppers in our own ways, and those ways change in that persons own time, and… Read more »

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Yes it is true we are all fixer uppers, but there is a diff between a house that needs some new paint and a house that looks condemned. I keep getting the ones that should be condemned and it is perfectly ok they go to that demolition pit in the sky. Who cares if it’s historic. Dynamite it.

akapluto
akapluto

OMG you need to start reading baggagereclaim.co.uk !!!! Urgentismo! I’ve been on a similar track…rejection…no commitment, fixer uppers, etc. This blog REALLY sorted me out. Yes to getting rid of the rejection story, but most of all about taking control of your situations and making it all about you from the get go. I liken these false starts (and yes, some of them were such beautiful, deep connections) to a car that I really like. Yeah, so the car is fucking awesome and then you find out that it can only drive a 100 miles and then it’s going to… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Thanks! Baggagereclaim is awesome!
I know its my attitude. Me-first is really new for me. I keep trying to make it about someone else.

MutableMabel
MutableMabel

I spent some heavy time with baggagereclaim.com around this time last year and found it really helpful. I can relate to all you are saying about a difficult-to-shake mindset of lack, and trying to change that story, and trying to keep yourself in focus. I don’t have any answers but one of the things that helped me was talking about it and realizing it wasn’t this doomed, chronic, uniquely awful situation. I think everyone feels like this to some extent when they’re looking for their person and it’s taking awhile. It sucks but you’re not alone and you’re doing yourself… Read more »

pi
pi

Aha. It is indeedmost definitely about you. Not in a “do my bidding” way. But a “is this personat a place within themselves where they are likely to be able to meet my needs in a relationship in a way that I might also do my best to meet theirs” assuming fairness and reasonableness. If the facts and evidence do not stack up early, a compassionate abandonment may be your best option

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

I am one of those people who feels that everytime you have to hold yourself back with…don’t LZ on this one…don’t LZ on this one…it just kills your ability to love in general. Eventually done enough times will make you a jaded person who doesn’t believe in love because you are always holding yourself back.
But yeah i feel you because i’m in the LZ club, life long member.

pi
pi

Yes. There is a difference between exercising some restraint early in a situation where there is a mutual attraction, to allow the other person room to be/move/see (likewise they you), and hankering after a figment that is never going to happen.

Prince stolas
Prince stolas

Very true. But how often do you find out that a poss love prospect is a dud by like 2nd or 3rd or 4th date before you’ve had sex? Very often these duds don’t reveal themselves u til you are way invested. But yeah if only people showed their hand early a lot could be salvaged. The one who cares the least has the most control over the relationship.

Moved on
Moved on

So, I see and read all this stuff on the zap zone squares, and my chart has a heap of squares and I wonder if this means I am destined to be an agent for change? I seem to have been a lightening rod often – sometimes even unintentionally though often I force change if I find the status quo rediculous. Um, high count for Plutonian too. Anyone else?

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I think everyone is an agent for change. Even if you were identified as such, it wouldn’t put you more in control of the situation. Like, sometimes I find myself saying things and I know its going to have consequences I don’t want personally, but I also feel compelled to speak clearly and after its like “man, Universe used me.” So be it. And maybe that’s all just ego-talk anyway. Only thing you can know is that you are you and must be the most authentic you possible. There’s no score outside yourself on that.

MutableMabel
MutableMabel

Testify!

moved on
moved on

The universe used me – perfect description! I’ve been told a couple of times now where organisations that have raised my ire and therefore my need to move the deck chairs later talk about systems pre me and post me. However, sometimes this urge to ‘set the bastards straight and on the path to honesty’ has cost me dearly in my 40’s. Sometimes a suggestion has galloped off in a direction I had not anticipated and I’m dragged, along for a ride I didn’t expect!

Ayin
Ayin

My first return of Saturn is also this xmas evening. My body has gone crazy at this point, I barely sleep and when I do it’s at very irregular times (if I sleep at all). My return will last up untill 20 dec 2017 so it bodes an interesting 3 years to come. I was turning super darkside following my mars-scorpio instincts up untill May this year when I started excersizing a couple of times a week to get my body shaped up a bit more. I also explored the world of psychology and the occult the last 2 years… Read more »

Veronica
Veronica

Well the big Uranian influence is that you (one) can’t know every possible outcome!

Just trust yourself to be able to meet most contingencies 🙂
It certainly helps if your body is fit.
At beginning of zap era, I went through a year where I was barely sleeping, traces of dreams etc. in retrospect I think my body was recharging, and re configuring.

Ayin
Ayin

I will definately keep my body healthy! I guess that’s it then, Uranus I didn’t thought of it i’m quite new haha.
I skipped a night sleep so I would sleep well this night and it worked, it’s monday morning over here and i’m ready for this day 🙂 thank you Zap Zone ^_^.
Thanx for your reply!

Laura
Laura

I’m handing in notice at my job tomorrow. Paradigm shift!

Leanne
Leanne

My last day at my job is Wednesday, time for the Awesome!

Good luck 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous

🙂 !!

PlutonicUranian
PlutonicUranian

Glorious!

Shmo
Shmo

Is this good astro for ex’s getting in touch? 2 ex’s, sendin nothing but emojis…. Whaaaaat am I meant to do with that? am I meant to find it cute?

Fauness
Fauness

I’ve had weird contact from an ex too, so maybe it is.

The Baroness
The Baroness

Late 2012 was when I began my new path. All was going so well. Than in November 2013 something major happened and affected EVERYTHING. Than this past April and September I made major decisions and the last 2 months I have been aligning everything so I can commit 1000 percent more to my path. I am hoping all the chaos of the last 12 months are a thing of the past. Every Tarot reading says so but damn, it’s hard to let go of subconscious ish when externals have hammered those anxieties into you. I am also more than ready… Read more »

MutableMabel
MutableMabel

Yes you are, and so are we all! Love the attitude.

LexieL
LexieL

Wow! Mystic you have so perfectly summed up my situation with this last bit…’some of us may also be surprised by how much Saturn in Sagittarius (from Xmas Eve) could be super-candor right after the long brewing of Saturn in Scorpio. Also…it’s like an arrow being drawn right back, to be let rip with Saturn into Saggo/ Uranus Direct in less than ten days.’ I’ve been waiting more than a year to find a way to tell someone how I feel about him, and I suspect he’s also waiting for the ‘opportune moment’. It’s an insanely complicated situation. He’s Aquarius;… Read more »

LexieL
LexieL

Oh and I should have mentioned that Pluto has been sitting right on his Venus (at 12 Cap) for ages now, so the ZZ must be affecting him big time!

The Baroness
The Baroness

Interesting that your crush is an Aquarius with Venus in Capricorn. My former crush had the same planets. Lawd, I hope it wasn’t the same person – LMAO!!! ;P <3

The Baroness
The Baroness

I had a crush on my Aquarian for nearly 14 months. A tonne of unsaid strong vibes between he and I, too. If it’s NOT the same human, in sync much? ;P <3

Anonymous
Anonymous

I’ve had Pluto on my Venus and DC for awhile, I too sense someone has had long-held secret feelings for me in a complicated situation, and that something will give soon – At least all my horoscopes say so.

I feel like I am like your Aqua guy in the moment. If I may ask, why haven’t you said anything earlier?

If our situations are anything alike on an emotional/mental level – he’s known about it and has waited a long time for this moment. Good luck with everything.

LexieL
LexieL

Thanks for the good luck wishes Anonymous, I can use all of that that I can get in this situation. As to why I haven’t said anything… fear I guess, on so many levels. I feel so connected to this guy, we are great friends, but there is a huge age difference (I’m way older) and I’ve got all the attendant ‘how could he possibly find me attractive?,’ ‘you are totally delusional’ self talk going on. My gut/heart tell me one thing, my head another, and other ongoing situations in my life mean I’m not ‘free’ to be with him,… Read more »

LotusFlower
LotusFlower

I’m hearing you LexieL! And I think we’ve talked about this before. You shared the Saturn opposition in synastry article didn’t you? I found my print-out of it the other week and was reading it, so good. I’m in such a similar situation, same reasons, same self-talk! I really am hearing you and sympathising! How I have grown in patience and strength through it this year though. Mars forever in Libra was frustrating but exactly the schooling I needed. I found July-September hard but the eclipses began shifting stuff internally for me and things have been beginning almost imperceptibly to… Read more »

LexieL
LexieL

Hi LotusFlower, soooo good to know I’m not alone! 🙂 I don’t recall talking about this before but anything’s possible given my current state of mind! Yes, Mars through Libra, what an epic thing that was, and I too have had to employ more patience that ever before. I am not, by nature, particularly patient, but it seems to me the slowly slowly approach is the only one this time. Highly unusual for me! I don’t know about things shifting with the eclipses. hard to say, I’ve felt stuck in a rut for months now, but, as you say lately…… Read more »

LotusFlower
LotusFlower

Was it you who posted the Saturn opp Saturn article last summer?? It must have been – otherwise there’s a third person out here in the same sitch! So glad things are moving for you too. Are you getting past the ‘not attractive’ thoughts? Think Vivienne Westwood, Tilda Swinton, Sam Taylor-Wood – all powerful creative women with much younger men. Older women are ATTRACTIVE to open-minded younger men. In some situations, I just don’t think it even matters. Or even it’s BETTER if the woman is older? For me a major part of this blitz of the ZZ has been… Read more »

LexieL
LexieL

I am almost certain that I didn’t post anything about Saturn oppositions in synastry. I’m very curious to know about it though. So LotusFlower, you reckon there’s another of us out there in Mystic Land with this little (not so little really) conundrum? Very interesting. I hope she pops up 🙂 Thanks so much for your inspirational feedback on older women/younger men. I was aware of Tilda (love, love, looooove that woman) and of Sam Taylor-Wood. Interestingly, I had forgotten all about her, so I Googled the name and I now recall that her story actually inspired me to think… Read more »

Pin It on Pinterest