I’ve just been hit by a nasty, soap opera-y break-up. On holiday in restored 17th century mill in the middle of a very beautiful nowhere in the middle of France with Libran-friend-of-14-years-turned-boyfriend-about-9-months ago. Things had been tricky for a couple of months. I thought work to blame. We’d barely seen each other for 6 weeks. I’d thought that getting away would allow us to discuss, reset, find equilibrium. Libran arranged the break. All of it. The very romantic setting, the car, the lot.
We get there. Libran – who is a bad drunk; alcoholic who has recently fallen off wagon, badly – gets drunk. It’s ugly. Next day, Libran is contrite. Says we need to talk. (And, yes, we do.) Libran tells me he’s had a series of one-night stands over the past while. With random men. I am a woman. He’s confused. He wants me to be magnanimous because it is very difficult and confusing time for him. I should bear in mind he has anxiety issues. I should bear in mind it is hard for him. He doesn’t know whether he is bisexual or gay. It is difficult for him. That I can be difficult (and, very true, I can.) He glosses over lying, infidelity, the breach of trust. The men? I don’t care about that. I care about being lied to, about my trust being broken. I left. I’m still a bit in bits.
Today, I checked the oracle. It told me the below. Thank you. It helps.
YES A LOT BUT GENUINE PERCEPTIONS OF THE TRUE YOU HAVE BEEN CLOUDED BY ALL THE CRAP THIS PERSON HAS SPUN ABOUT YOU TO SALVE HIS STUPID EGO.
Virgo To The Max
Dear Virgo To The Max,
Wow. Some romantic holiday. God. I guess at least it is all now out-in-the-open. You know, Mars has been in Libra for the extent of your “about nine months ago” and this guy seems to be displaying every single Low Libra trick in the book. WHY he bothered to go to all this trouble and then undermine the whole holiday would seem to have more to do with severe addiction/denial than anything astrological BUT i find it interesting that nine months ago was the start of the Saturn cycle now ending + the whole Mars deal. And voila, a lot of stuff is out the open.
I am SO happy the Oracle was helpful and yes, it can be hideously apt. I did not know that answer was even in there. Hmmm. That’s the problem when you work with Quantum Matter lol. So let’s take the New Moon in Leo on Jupiter this weekend as a fresh beginning. Clearly this person is not worthy of you. He needs to get clear re his sexuality, not blame YOU for his substance issues (seriously w.t.f?) and seek proper help for them before he tries to go gallivanting about seeking romance with good friends (14 years friendship also makes this a Saturn thing) in exotic locales. Reset with the New Moon – it is super auspicious – be in Queen mode & when you are in the mood to run some super-Virgo analytics on this, assess the lesson learned. Because it’s been Saturn in a Mars-friendly sign going back and forth over the same degrees of the Zodiac for the last nine months WHILST Mars was out of whack – plenty of lessons, fate and realignments of the psyche.
What does everyone else think?
Image: Tarzan of the Apes – 1918