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How EPIC is Venus in Aquarius sextile Uranus for objective insights around image – detaching, sloughing off sentimental attachment to outmoded limitations around how you ‘should’ look – and unconventional snazzy love-flirt-sex-lust action?

Of course, Mars is Retrograde so a lot of this feels like it is taking place in some parallel dimension whilst meanwhlle we battle to avoid Zap Zone burnout and frazzled nerves. Parallel dimensions and strange Time-Space continuum crushes never phase the Venus in Aquarius/Venus-Uranus vibe and it’s thankfully also more or less immune to infection by the Love Zombie virus.

Anyway, isn’t it true that if you catch it once naturally, you can’t get the Love Zombie bug again? Your super-ego-romantic immune system just shoots it down the second a thought that even RESEMBLES aย  Love Zombie style impulse enters your air space.

So who is enjoying the makeover of romantic policy, image, art aesthetics & sex potential via the Venus-Uranian voodoo strong at the mo?

Also, i am going to give a proper breakdown and explanation of this love-sexy schizz in the Daily Mystic email for Thursday but things sparking up this week or feeling extra fierce are further developed in mid-May and then September…

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Vertex
Vertex

Today I am suffering from Kissing Disease. But Wednesday was for lust action. Can I tell you the synastry? Have you experienced these?

Sun conj Pluto . . . (1st House)
Venus/Eros conj Jupiter/Uranus (IC)

Eros & Psyche in Aqua
Space between, but..

His Mars, Sun & Mercury in Libra in my 1st House

My Venus & Mars in his 7th.

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Well the worst for me was that, unlike some comments here, I can’t really blame the person for being a derbrain, because in fact they are awesome in many unusual ways. So the worst part was feeling very much “not good enough”. But then, here’s the true awesome, i was able to use my Piscean powers to dive and truly delve into aspects of his psyche. It’s amazing how many random incoming communiques came in when i stopped fussing. The fussing didn’t last very long (it just felt like it); the main part was the Aqua Venus 3rd and Sag… Read more »

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

That sucks that you were left feeling not good enough, I sincerely hope the uncovering of the secrets proved that feeling to be inappropriate to the circumstances, because from what I know of you here Mille, you’re fucking mega awesome yourself in many unusual ways. Also, the derbrain fish also had to have some form of awesome for any of us to be attracted to them in the first place (I mean this is the first time in over a decade I have even considered anything serious with someone, and its his awesome qualities that made me consider going there)… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Hey gorgeous, i forgot i posted all the way here and just looked. And shucks! Compliments from Capricorns always undo me ๐Ÿ™‚ Seriously, that has got to be the best! It was weird. He’s super successful and well connected, like from my side of the tracks and i’ve never been with people like that (i shun my background because they don’t get art). As soon as i’d got hold of the fact that i was feeling lesser, it easily became just a thing my mind was making up, not truth. But even better was that this totally together guy in… Read more »

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Lots of space is cool, silent treatment not cool – yes, this exactly.

Awkuarious
Awkuarious

It’s great. Let go of my online dating profiles, the bad Pisces of manipulation, and now my current long distance interest is not so frustrating when his Virgo-ness is making him completely consumed with his work. Emotional independence is almost attained! Sex is still wanted though }:/

Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)
Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)

Dude. Did every Pisces in the universe get broken up with or let go of (or the inverse) this week? Seriously, wtf is going on?!

12th house Virgo
12th house Virgo

Lol – I was thinking the same thing!!

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Rache, at one stage when you were posting about your Pisces antics, I seriously got paranoid for a moment that we were actually being played by the same guy until you mentioned his age – that in itself was weirdness, but this mass John Westing of Pisceans going on right now – yea seriously, wtf?!

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Oh boy!

Savannah
Savannah

Don’t chase, don’t get all emo, don’t get attached/give away ones heart till they’ve been through the Aqua lab. Easy.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Love it!

Vslr
Vslr

Agree!

But what is Aqua lab? Meaning test and observe the person in different situations. I don’t actually like that concept but I think i need to come up with something that still allows me to decide whether i can trusts someone or not…

catfish moon
catfish moon

My Aqua son is depressed now. He got tattletailed on at school. A friend offered him some alcohol and he drank some. Not okay. He wasn’t drunk, sick, it wasn’t noticable, he was ratted on by the high school bully. Now he has been kicked off the baseball team. His first time on the team. He didn’t make it the last 2 years. Bummer. Now he wants to go back on independent study. Pisces did great this week on independent study. We got along wonderfully and really bonded. That is why I did it. Then tonight he blew up at… Read more »

Golightly fishing
Golightly fishing

Appreciate the sharing above as usual as It helps me remember and realize that I can ease up on
Myself and can breathe into cringe-worthy realizations about recent love encounters. I have venus in aqua and I am still suffering the LZ sickness although I stared straight in the eye of said romantic objects and know that I was honest, graceful, responsible, fearless, and ….. grown-up, I guess, in discussion. In-between moments of stinging, I respect myself more even though I may have royally thwarted a great connection with a captivating man.

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Oh Venus in Aqua Pisces here, too. Was yours also relatively short time stinging, but felt rea-aaa-llly long? I had about three weeks of serious Zomb, then spent more time looking for answers to rest my mind, as the heart had settled.

davidl
davidl

I’ve got some interesting long term transits going on.
I think they fall into the category of ‘old person transits’
Which is quite disturbing in it’s own way but they sound good.
Neptune trine Neptune 5th and Uranus trine Uranus 2nd.
All the interps I’ve read are talking about reflection and refinement.
Enough reflection already. They go on for years.
Any one want to interp these transits for me ?

Veronica
Veronica

If you have Uranus in 2nd natally, am not surprised you do programming or something computerish for a living.

Since Uranus has entered my 7th I have become progressively more tech oriented, using iPad for drawing reference, listening to podcasts while I work, taking it around with me as portfolio, taking part in a blog community, sell items via web etc. live somewhat away from city centres, but connected via web.

Uranus training your natal… I could see more refinements in either how you provide your service, or something else more techy. Maybe a surprising new way of accessing different clients?

davidl
davidl

Hmmm, new ways for new clients. I like that.
I don’t do any marketing it’s all by referral and clients I sort of hand pick.
All my people are saying .. Start marketing ! New website ! New salespeople !
I know they are right but sadly I’m lacking ambition right now, I do love my comfort zone.
Maybe when Jupiter conjs natal Uranus in early Leo 2nd it will come. Thanks lovely x

Pi
Pi

neptune trine neptune, time to try some new drugs: blood pressure medication, analgesics for the footy injury when you were 19, etc.

LOL just kidding. ok also neptune trine, Maybe time to get into cognac, single malt and Cannabis Oil, I hear it’s all the rage

Uranus trine uranus: throw your TV out the window, listen to a lot of electronic music like this,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWBqv7Mtg1g

and/or: get yourself microchipped? ascend to the next dimension and allow your wisdom to be channeled by mystic and… bear grylls? and anyone called Gary?

Pi
Pi

sorry I am watching a fabulous 1980s NY dance thing film directed by sylvester stallone starring John Travolta looking babetastic. it’s permeating my mind right now ๐Ÿ™‚ I know you were one of the first to throw your cathode ray tv out the window back before even the rock stars were doing it. well, maybe at the same time.

davidl
davidl

I have been trying a few new drugs and enjoying them immensely.
Surprisingly electronica is my meditation music of choice. It settles me.
I think that the interps I read are based on these transits coming at the later stages of life.
So they go on about looking back blah blah… They need updating … People aren’t near death in their fuqing fifties sitting around breeding butterflies FFS.
I’m just starting out in lots of ways. It does though challenge me to prove my mind is as sharp as ever and I will ! Love you beautiful Pi x

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

I’m having that Uranus opp Uranus and approaching Nep square Nep. Plus having Saturn opp Saturn. And i’m not old so i stopped reading the cookbooks. I do notice old patterns, the really shadowy imprints, surfacing with clarity. These are not the obvious ones. I feel a choice to discard, change or even more empowering (for a Piscean, anyway) to own some of them. Once i own and acknowledge it seems suddenly as if it is more open to change, in a flowing way. Change comes easily in some aspects, with decisions, but not at first. At first it was… Read more »

davidl
davidl

Yes that phase for me, early 40’s was big. Much bigger and brutal than the same planets now. In a beautiful way you have answered my question. As soon as I look back at the opposition I understand the trine. Thank you. That point of not knowing if anyone really knows anything to be true or even valid and then including yourself in the same mob is stunning as in mullet style. That feeling of I am ‘different’ , that the rules of time don’t apply to me… we play with in our 30’s… shattered. It’s at this point in… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Wow. The mob – me. Uranus transiting conjunct my Merc in Aries 5th, transiting opposite my Uranus in Libra 11th. Choices that will stick! *gulp* I’m in the middle of a mob, my mob. I’ve always run. You’ll never guess where i’m moving to next (i can’t say unfortunately cos it’s dead funny)…it’s right in enemy territory. Face your fears?? I’ve got some really odd allies in the hood, don’t know how but they’ve kind of always been around, even if not always in that hood. I was kind of thinking aloud, because i’m not too great on advice, especially… Read more »

Amy M.
Amy M.

My love life has been the opposite. :/ Not sure what’s-a-goin-on.

Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)
Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)

I feel sort of detached, but in an unhealthy dissociative way. And then random pangs of extreme emotional pain will hit me. Even when we were not together and had not seen one another for over a year the Pisces and I spoke on the phone every day. It feels crazy to just suddenly not have that, permanently. I know it’s the right thing but it’s a mindfuck and I just feel so empty. It will pass. But slowly, Taurus style. I’ve been in this place before and it’s driven me to some very dark places. I have a plan… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

“It feels crazy to just suddenly not have that, permanently.”

Fair. So, why tell yourself its permanent? I am not saying work on reconciling with him. But when it is too painful to carry forever, don’t. Let it just be for today. I’m glad you have a plan in place to get through this. Very ZZ savvy of you!

Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)
Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)

Amen. “Just for today”, etc. The yoga helps so much with that. It’s been hard being so sick ever since it happened and unable to practice, just sitting around stewing and processing. But chats with my sister and friends have helped.

On the positive side, I never realized how much time all that communication was taking away from other things. It was usually about an hour a day. Crazy.

calypso
calypso

wow, enjoy your bonus time ๐Ÿ˜€

Amy M.
Amy M.

I’ve been feeling the same. What causes most of it is the current confusion regarding what exactly is happening with my current love-interest. It was developing strongly up until mercury went direct again and I’m not quite sure how to maneuver around this energy. Learning to become more detached, but it’s still such a strange struggle. Oh and I’ve been boxing.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Hang in there and be kind to yourself Rache, it’s so natural to want to numb out when you’re grieving loss of a connection with someone (even if it wasn’t a healthy one). I’m having my own version of Pisces induced Venus/Pluto grief and am feeling along the same lines. A plan is a fucking good idea (exercise is my lay off the substances therapy and so my plan is to join MMA and become a fucking machine). x

davidl
davidl

MMA ! Ok so what’s your name in the ring ?
A bi line ?

Saturminator
Saturminator

Just training for fun, ring name not required at this stage!

Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)
Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)

I’m still too sick for yoga but may be well enough tomorrow. So for now I’m numbing out by binge-watching Portlandia and synthetically inducing laughter and lightness. Even funnier since I’ve been immersed in Santa Cruz for the last month.

12th house Virgo
12th house Virgo

The Portlandia activity book was released today! It includes bird stencils and templates for recruiting band members and instructions on how to wear pants. I want it.

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

I need me that Portlandia book! i love Portlandia!

Veronica
Veronica

Yay Portlandia!

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

I sympathise Rache—was in a dark place in 2012 after the Cap left, but little by little is the way….you’ll get there! Stay strong! Trying new things helps…new places, faces, scents experiences.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

mmmm…scents….yes!

Sassy201213
Sassy201213

Rach your situation sounds Same as mine was/is/has been. What is it with Pisces male/taurus female? It’s like we need each other to survive but will kill each other instead. If that makes any sense at all? Definately done 3years of pain with one and on day 4 (feels like 4yrs) of not responding after being MSG’d and told how much he hates life and treated me disgustingly and is a boring depressed word I won’t use here! How I wanted to soothe away his troubles and say something to make him feel better but reading his own words of… Read more »

Pegasus
Pegasus

Yes Myst, immunity comes from the LZ infection as it is so embarrassing, never to go there again. Retrospective Cringe.
As Mother used to say: you can always stoop and pick up nothing.

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

YES YES YES YES YES!!!
Something HIT me yesterday and I am going to streak my hair pink and orange and do whatever the fuq I want. That explains it!!!

XXXXXXXXXXX

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

yes!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I was noting the exact hits of the Pluto-Uranus squares. I can see the transformation pattern now. It has nothing to do with romance. It has to do with living a life I want to live and being the one (the final ultimate one) to make that happen. No buffers. Nothing is sparking up this week or feeling extra fierce except, perhaps, some work assignments. I do have a new romantic policy: I am not looking for romance. I’m looking forward to having Jupiter in Leo and Saturn in Sag. Less water, more fire. Last time Saturn went through my… Read more »

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

shhhh … we don’t talk about April ๐Ÿ˜‰

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

Lol Prowlin!

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

The provacitour Pluto! I think it’ll be all about how you want to look at it. Hardcore & total clawing for Truth? Mmm yes ๐Ÿ˜‰

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I think Saturn in Scorpio is extra awesome with Pluto in Capricorn cause of the mutual reception thing, is all. But I am getting way ahead of the astro here…

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

When Saturn was in Libra (my 7th) & went over my natal Pluto-Moon a few times, it was excruciating. I lost so many people I loved. Looking at it a new way was survival. See: here I am ๐Ÿ™‚

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I lost a lot of people I loved when Saturn went over my moon in Leo. Certainly, not all Saturn transits have to be that hard.

DP
DP

Saturn gets close to my moon in April, retrogrades, then hits it for real in October.
Aaaaahhhhh… where is the proverbial hole for me to crawl into? I dread this transit.

Andromeda
Andromeda

Saturn is conj my Moon now.
It’s been a bit hurtful! Lonely.
But it’s also pushed me to be more independent. Eg, I was ‘chosen’ to be a teacher by my teacher. But I decided that I didn’t want to pay for training, partly as I find energy is unstable around money at certain levels with certain people.
This has encouraged me to work towards tailoring a method that is mine ground up, suited to my emotional/electromagnetic qualities.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Yes, independence. Good thing to have – like patience. No fun getting it, but glad I have it ๐Ÿ™‚

Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)
Rachรฉ(Aqua/Tauri)

“I can see the transformation pattern now. It has nothing to do with romance. It has to do with living a life I want to live and being the one (the final ultimate one) to make that happen. No buffers.”

Perfectly said.
Looking at the dates and tripping out a bit as well.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Yeah, I’m feeling this too.

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

I don’t buy the whole febrile disease model of love zombie.
i think it’s more endemic and everyone was born infected. But how is it that some people get full blown recurrent cases and other people never? Depends on other factors.

born a love zombie. the end.

altho im more into spreadsheets and making $ now. no people are interesting to me now.

12th house Virgo
12th house Virgo

Same here. Can an alcoholic be inoculated against alcoholism? Can a natal Venus-square-Neptune be inoculated against lz tendencies? I think not.

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

MTE! An alcoholic is always an alcoholic even when they are dry. Same for LZ. But thank goodness there really isn’t an added social stigma for being a love zombie as a woman. People just think ‘oh what a dumb broad’, because they already think that anyways.

Also all that romantic blah blah….love at first sight stuff in the Dailies….guffaw….like no….bah humburg. Must finish taxes and work on computer. Then off to cats and yoga!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Yeah, I don’t have to act like an LZ, but I can never ever forget that I am one least I dip a toe in those dangerous fantasy waters and drown. LZ for life.

Emg
Emg

Yes yes yes. I agree Some of us are just better with an other half with us. We connect, things work and it’s hell to let that go. We suffer and we grieve. Some of us are born totally single. As in we don’t need an other half or someone to make us tick. They don’t catch it. Case in point. Me and the main man. We have such a brilliant connection, when I am with him I feel more me. I know that is probably not PC on this site but for me it’s the truth. I know I… Read more »

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

People are complicated. And complicating. x

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

+1 to that!

Just as I doubt someone can be immune to LZdom, I doubt anyone is immune to the need for intimate connection to another human being.

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

+1 to this too. Humans are made to connect with one another. It doesn’t have to be romance but it’s got to be something strong. But let’s be honest, unless you adopt or find some baby on the side of the road, chances are you had to have some kind of romance of some kind before having a baby. So humans deprived of romantic love are often deprived of being able to create babies to have any other type of love. So can you imagine how if you had no real family or they all died, no romantic partner, and… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I imagine I’d have to make something up. Find new connections. Pets aren’t for everyone. Adopt old people, homeless people, inner city youths, get into a public hobby or sport or something. It wouldn’t be easy. It would be like a diet or new habit to make. But it would be an adventure. Relationships are as deep as you allow your perception to feel they are, right? My 12th house Sun – I like my privacy. But I isolate. Jupiter in my 6th. My pets help me enjoy my life.

calypso
calypso

I get this emg, and it’s way sad when you can’t be with the person that lights you up like that and I think it’s OK to say here. Some people ignite your synapses or whatever – they’re still your synapses and you still get to choose based on whether it’s a good thing in all the other ways. Everybody would want to feel like that right? want to be the best, most alive you you can be?

Andromeda
Andromeda

Love Zombie should be a verb.
I have Love Zombied, I will Love Zombie, She is Love Zombieing etc.

I have & I think the defining characteristic of this with NN in the 7th. Worse in Sagg, their are so charismatic to my Leo Sun, so painful to Aries Chiron.

Well my relationship transit (Saturn Return Plus) showed me I put my relationship above my connection to my Higher Self. However you view the Higher Self, nothing should be above it in terms of importance imo.

Scorpx4
Scorpx4

This must explain why the objects of my lust of late are Abraham Lincoln and Caesar …

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

you are hilarious!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Uranian Scorp made a shout out for a “good lady” on Facebook last night. lol. Men are getting nutty with Mars retro, yeah?

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

I’ve noticed it’s making a lot of them both impatient and clumsy. I’ve witnessed some grand stupidities lately.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

The servant-Virgo in me wants to issue gentle warnings to non-astro-savvy men about Mars retro in Libra et al, but I’m going more with the Lilith-Leo vibe – let the stupid show itself.

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

burnout and frazzled nerves – YES! Art aesthetics – Yes!! Does a TINY, little, crush on a fellow art student count as “unconventional snazzy love-flirt-sex-lust action” โ€ฆ considering heโ€™s YEARS younger? I’m a sucker for a pretty face and his is remarkable. I want to paint it and sculpt it. Canโ€™t stop staring at him!! *sigh* โ€ฆ Itโ€™s purely aesthetic appreciation, I swear! LOL. But this evening, something happened – a Love zombie spark perhaps ๐Ÿ˜ฏ I couldnโ€™t help but grin like a Chesire cat. Last week in sculpture class we created a tiny abstract piece from clay about 15… Read more »

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Awww that’s so cute! ๐Ÿ˜›

Veronica
Veronica

Well of course, paint or draw him, girl needs a muse!

It’s not really LZ if it is transformed into art, is it? ๐Ÿ™‚

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

Still LZ even if made into art. That’s where all the beautiful and tragic songs and movies come from. An artist who is a heoin addict is still a heroin addict even if they make the best art on the planet. It’s the positive part of LZ and what it can show us.

Veronica
Veronica

Well there are definitely a few artists who were heroin addicts, Brett Whitely and Howard Arkley to name just two…but not every heroin addict is an artist.

In my own experience one channels that longing for transcendence and heightened states into art, and art making. Happily spent many hours of my teens alone drawing, sometimes my unattainable crush of the moment, or a remote fashion ideal. Mars/Uranus/Pluto in 12th I guess.

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

” one channels that longing for transcendence and heightened states into art” Yes. I use to do that in the 80’s. I did two illustrations of guys I love zombied over. Suddenly occurred to me that they were both Caps!! Then there was a Gem i did a drawing of. He was my first official boyfriend but i was never in love with him, just got him to pose nude for me. Then nothing until 2000 when i really got into photography. Some magic happened in front of my lens. Especially with the Saggo work colleague – unattainable crush for… Read more »

calypso
calypso

zap! ๐Ÿ˜‰

Pi
Pi

*high fives scorpbot*

right there with you sister.

Pi
Pi

if it helps, have been making myself transmute random crush-ness into ‘appreciating’ – youth, ideas, general awesomeness. these people have no idea how divine they are. ahhhh life is awesome.

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

yes! so very true!! ๐Ÿ˜€

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Ooh. Also, I found some super-charged adrenal supplements and I’ve managed to halve my dose of thyroid medication. I’m still losing weight and I have no 3pm slump. Its a bloody miracle !

scorpio_rising
scorpio_rising

What supplements did you find? I have adrenal fatigue and it sucks!

Emg
Emg

On this topic I can concur that it sucks. So decided to take adrenal cortex. OMG!!! I felt like me twenty years ago. Could see straight and drove my car like I used to, it was wild. Got back in the gym and did three classes straight, then ran the dog up the hill and off before getting the best quality sleep I have had in years. Wooo hoooo. Then thought woah hang on, I might just burn out a la Limitless. So I pulled back a bit and started to take more vits and mins plus some herbals and… Read more »

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Its called “From Fatigued to Fantastic” from iHerb. Does what it says on the tin. VERY strong. I’d start with one and you MUST take it with a decent whack of food. Like EMG said – I felt like I did when I was 20, before all my autoimmune stuff flared up. I too have cut back on it – I was taking two and it was like speeding. Mind you, I’ve been so sub-par for so long I’d imagine even vaguely normal feels like “Speeding”. I have managed to get so much done that I can actually consciously pace… Read more »

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

Aqua’s my 12th, & have most all of Aries in my 1st: been having a time getting to sleep at night. I lay down and then my head is buzzing with so much energy, I dare not crawl into bed only vaguely tired. Had a good heart-to-heart with my supervisor last night re a compromising position our company has put me in. Put us in. Compromising our licenses. That’s very 8th house: “our” resources & investments. Rx Mars revisiting this month-old issue & the ZZ agitating for a resolution… I didn’t come out & say that I’m actively looking for… Read more »

Andromeda
Andromeda

Boom! Love your work Scorp Inc. you sound very grounded with those rockets ready to launch. xx.

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

Boom chikka boom boom *squawk* !

Good: I need to sound grounded for this meeting. Thanks for the lift, Andro ๐Ÿ˜‰ xx

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

And meeting’s over.

When someone makes shit up to appear just, that’s enough of an irritant. When that someone is an agent of the government– when these falsehoods are Systematic– then I fantasize about Earth free of this scourge. Ah, a girl can dream…

Venus: balance & harmony.

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

What? The moon’s in Scorpio, isn’t it? *sigh*

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

You’re like ZZ front lines! Fight the good fight x

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Making plates. Worked out where I went wrong last time.

Made my own glazes for the first time ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ Sooooo exciting.

I’m getting much better at just sitting with uncomfortable feelings, watching them ebb and flow. I feel a lot more positive as a result of not throwing my hands up and giving in to the drama.

willowwolf
willowwolf

Hmmmm – Just quit a project I’ve been. working on since October, the commitee were making it far to difficult to run to schedule – so thank you venus in. Aqua, I really needed to do that ๐Ÿ™‚ Don’t care that I won’t be paid.
Problem is retro saturn just back in my 12th and retro Mars on my sun – I just want to hibernate rather than deal with the fallout.
Guess I should go and meditate on my warrior energy ๐Ÿ™‚

willowwolf
willowwolf

UPDATE – have now been offered a really good deal:-)
But what I’m trying to work out is was I being pass-ag or was I exposing theirs ?

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Day off tomorrow to get my hair done. Haven’t gotten highlights in a long time but I am so in the mood to change it up a bit. Now that I am into acting / modeling.. I want a change.

In regard to romance, ok.. I can feel the changes within. Definitely not getting the LZ dimensions like time. I think it’s more a dimension of understanding me better.

xo!!

cosmic fleece
cosmic fleece

Awaiting arrival of new Piscean family member bub … Beautiful wise Sagg cousin in labour now – first time,contractions since last night, now down to 4 minutes apart, me thinks little one was hanging out for the Scorpie moon…Piscean Dad almost throttled today for filming contractions today ”For baby to see !!” So looking forward to meeting…And finding out rising …New Life … nothing like it.

cosmic fleece
cosmic fleece

Yay !! Little Miss Grand Water Trine, Piscean Stellium, Scorpie Moon and Rising… Psychic like Piscean Great Grandmother for sure ! Now Pisces oldest (88) and Youngest in family..Magic Magic Magic. Especially since Piscean father had convinced us all she was a boy !! The most pleasantist of surprises !!

Andromeda
Andromeda

Sooo exciting! Much luck, love & light to this special babe entering earth vibration! Water Trines Rock!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Congrats!

cosmic fleece
cosmic fleece

thank you lovelies xx

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Hey cute! Blessings xx

Ampersand
Ampersand

Aw thanks for replying! I’ve got some coconut oil I’ll give it a whirl. I’m in Wales – about the furthest away from you I could be I reckon (assuming you’re in Oz?). Do you have any idea of the ingredients at all? I’ve got a herbalist friend who says she’ll make me up something if I need it.

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Here I am again ๐Ÿ™‚ Calendula. Aloe vera is also quite good.

Pi
Pi

Def agree on LZ inoculation. I think it would take some kind of zomb superbug to fell me now.
As for identity , have found that transits to asc/1st and 5 th houses have been reshaping how I do my thing in the world, “root and branch” as they say..

Emg
Emg

I don’t do vaccines. Can this inoculation just make you too damn phobic so you just don’t get in the pool again??
I will put my hand up to LZ in the past and LZ during this last 10 months but I will also state that I consider it natural and healing in itself. Learned a huge amount about me and him and the dynamic. Yay for getting the bug and forming your own immune response.

Pi
Pi

you’re in luck emg, there’s no vaccine for this from what I can tell, unless you’re born a Taurus or maybe Aqua.. cap rising aquarian with saggi moon? maybe there IS a cohort of humans born without the LZ receptors

Pi
Pi

i think the immune response is unique to the individual as well ๐Ÿ™‚ no one size fits all solution

[how much further can we take this analogy lol]

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

I would substitute Cap for the Taurus in your list. Taureans are Venus ruled and therefore prone to LZ-ism because of their need for sex and affection. It’s like the 3 basics in life for them – sex, food & shelter.
Of course I’m stereotyping and judging purely from my experience with the Toro rising Katakan.
Maybe Aqua, Saggo moon, Cap rising? Funny, I have two of those signs. LOL, but Venus in Libra is the fly in the ointment. Damn!

Ampersand
Ampersand

Andro may I ask what is this magic balm you speak of? My eye plague keeps coming back worse. This is not good for the end of April monkey-love fest that Mystic predicts will happen. People keep backing off muttering things about contagious.

Andro
Andro

Hello Amp, I am afraid that it is not for sale in a shop but was offered freely by a kind person above. This is no love fest look, agreed.
In the meantime, I was told by my naturopath to apply only edible coconut oil as it contains antifungal properties.
If you can get your hands on cannabis oil I would recommend that but I do not know where you live or how easy it is to get your hands. Where do you live?

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

+1 for the coconut oil. Weleda also do a very hippy and lovely calendula…. Although I must day I got the most disgusting eczema – with – pustules – all over my face when I was pregnant with #3 and I tried every goddammed hippy remedy going, from the two above, to Manuka honey, to apple cider vinegar, to french clay… you name it, I slathered it on my face… After six weeks I reluctantly tried some cortisone .05% and it cleared up overnight ๐Ÿ˜€ Worked out after a re-occurrance that it was a combination of pool chlorine and my… Read more »

Andromeda
Andromeda

Thanks DT, that’s helpful to me too.
I have become pinterest-obsessed with the healing properties of cannabis oil lately.
Honestly, I am beginning to think that stuff is the Holy Grail of Healing.
I was in a chemist today and just was getting so frantic at the walls of crap drugs.

Btw, I am studying MMS or chlorine dioxide atm.
It may be the ultimate in terms of treating ASD for my poppet. We had some verrrry interesting results already.

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Yah – people swear by the Moo Goo MSM cream for exzema. Didn’t work for me, but there’s something in the whole MSM thing.

Do you use iHerb ? I can highly recommend it – costs $4 to ship to Australia and very cheap compared with here.

And you *can* get hemp seed oil here in Australia. I’ve seen it in the local Organic Food Shop. Tastes disgusting.

Andro
Andro

No, marijuana from an active female plant, not hemp seeds. Cannabis oil as in the medical grade oil. It’s known to kill cancer cells. Let alone my paltry dermatitis. It’s also a powerful anti-epileptic, which I have & I haven’t used it, but I want to.

MMS is a different topic.. *but must bed now *yawn*

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Er, no. Not in dear old Australia.

When I was younger there was something called Green Dragon, which is a tincture of flowering female heads….

But *gasp* use marijuana for genuine medical problems ? Not in this country. We’re too busy towing refugees back to sea and helping mining companies with their corporate welfare to do something kind and common sense….

Pi
Pi

ah, excellent!
perhaps the next-best option is to phones a friend of a friend of a friend (ahem by this i mean a dealer) for some decent bush buds and make home grown infusion in olive oil? surely can’t be too far off the other stuff ๐Ÿ™‚

Saturminator
Saturminator

You’d be better off to infuse the buds in vodka to make a medicinal tincture.

(Cannabis oil isn’t cannabis infused in oil, it’s the oily resin extracted from the flowers using alcohols such as isopropyl and you need a shitload of buds to make a decent quantity.)

Pi
Pi

aha. thank you SA ๐Ÿ™‚

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

LOL! I have to ditto the tastes disgusting. It smells like rotting fish. Someone suggested I should use it as part of the oil cleansing method on my face. I swear I smelled like dead fish for 3 damn days. >:( That was my retro venus fuck up story.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

The magic balm is made from cannabis root alkaloids. I don’t have any to spare at the moment though, soz!

Pi
Pi

ah so …
*daydreams of intervening in MJ supply chain for materials to generate lucrative income stream in alternative health remedies*

Saturminator
Saturminator

I have a kick-arse product and I reckon I could be doing exactly that if it weren’t so ummm, illegal…

Andro
Andro

2nd that notion..

Pi
Pi

I love the new name saturminator… it’s in your name…saturn…. you will find a way .. tell us when you do xx

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Just for the record, the ingredients in my balm aren’t illegal, but growing the plants to get the roots I need to make it is illegal and not worth cheech and changing out my back yard for, even if it were possible to do that without the neighbours noticing! So unless the law changes, or I can find a root donor who plants commercial quantities of organic weed by the moon, its not going to happen ๐Ÿ™ (Current root donor grows a few plants in a state where it is legal to do so and posts me the roots, but… Read more »

Andromeda
Andromeda

The more I learn, the more I get upset by this! It should be criminal to deny sick people the use of an easily growable plant.

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

LOL! Monkey love fest made chuckle!

Monkey love fest indeed! I don’t believe it. More like monkeys throwing poop rocks.

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

The Cap has called me everyday for the past 3 days – today 3 times. Twice to discuss a work related issue and another to apologise for potentially coming across as arrogant and like he knows everything in the first two conversations. *bemused*

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Did ya tell him to go re-integrate his fractured id elsewhere? ๐Ÿ˜›

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

LOL! No not at all … we had a good laugh actually. I love him and don’t really care anymore that he’s not perfect and that his id is fractured and his superego a bit munted. It’s all good. ๐Ÿ™‚

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

You “love” him. ๐Ÿ˜ฏ In the general sense or LZ? You gonna give him another chance?

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Dunno … what’s the difference between the two in your book? Am I gonna give him another chance? Well it’s wasn’t necessarily just “him” that messed it up the last time. Have owned my side and worked on my stuff. Maybe he needs to give me another chance? ๐Ÿ˜‰ But hey as Mystic has been saying … now’s not the time for making decisions like that. For me it looks like the time for healing, learning about myself and building trust. I’m just grateful to be able to enjoy the interaction without spazzing out about it … at least today.… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

LOL. ๐Ÿ™‚

The difference between the two loves –
1. A healthy mutual respect kind of love. The kind where you’ve been together a long time, know each warts and all and there’s room for growth – together… or maybe even part… hmm. II dunno my ideal changes all the time.

versus

2. Love Zombie – fantasy, unrequited, delusional etc etc

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

*apart !

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

and I just noticed I’ve typed two “II” ‘s

Do I need the reintegration you mentioned above? ๐Ÿ™‚

Nah, all good. Just so damn tired..

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Right definitely the former not the latter. I used to live in the fantasy delusion …. but it got smashed out of me and thank Cedric for that! I’ve found I don’t actually get any nourishment from fantasy delusion like I used to … actually you know what? It’s fuqing boring. :mrgreen:

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

I wouldn’t say boring, but definitely strange inhabiting that headspace after so much growth and /or a Saturn transit. I haven’t been a Love Zombie since 2008!! – beginning of Zap Zone.

Had a crush on the artist barista but he’s taken, so it seems silly and waste of time to go there.

My venus in Libra kinda misses that giddy feeling though. Art is filling the spot for now.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Giddy is fun and stupid and maybe worth it anyway! (4 planets in Libra here)

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

well that explains your Zombie-ism. ๐Ÿ˜€ Mineโ€™s just laying dormant, waiting for my next victim. LOL

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

I haven’t had time to keep up with posts around here for ages but he was in the dog box last I knew, so its good to hear the sitch has improved since then! ๐Ÿ™‚

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Yeah … I realised I was being a blaming, projecting twat. I do that. Often. Most annoying.

:mrgreen:

Emg
Emg

I have to put my hand up and say Guilty to blaming projecting twat. Over the past ten months I recognised a lot pertaining to this behavioural pattern in myself. OOpppps

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

We’re all blaming projecting twats at some time or another, that’s what relationships are all about ๐Ÿ˜€

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

That’s a FB status update I’d like to share…

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

You’re welcome to it…

Ella
Ella

“…if you catch it once naturally, you canโ€™t get the Love Zombie bug again”

That is hysterical! And completely true. I’m not going anywhere near it this time. Instead of crazy stalkery behaviour I’ve naturally just fallen of the radar with an ‘I can’t be bothered’ vibe. And I’ve got Scorpio planets everywhere in my chart. Yippee for immunity!

AquaKat
AquaKat

This is freakazoid for me. I dont fully undastand it all;by along shot. However lm getn strong eye-locks from a Taurus girl in social settings but never at work. My Aqua moon is bustn to talk to her about her wild flirts with me. My KatSun n Asc are holdn me back. I stopped telln me mates about her aft readn tdays email;Mars retro thingo. Anyway apart from sextile Suns. Her:me. Moon:Aries:Aqua. Merc:Gem:Leo. & really good Venus:Taurus:Virgo & Mars:Cancer:Virgo. All sextiles + her Venus Trines my Mars as she does my Venus. Plus she is hot. Someone hit me over… Read more »

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

I’m one of the sick ones too!

I’ve had some shit to deal w already about other people’s expectations, and judgements that come without being discussed w me…. I’m laying low, keeping my integrity, and od on Vit c, mag and zinc!

Twin-gemini
Twin-gemini

My body said (in a Little Britain’s voice) -“Naaaa” and got sick, so sick – I am glued to my bed since Sunday night and in love with my pillow and ‘organic-berry-tea’ at the moment. On the Zombi bug – I agree with you MM – when you know you have it, get over it and then get immune to it. I know – I did it. Can’t wait for the Astro New Year and a power of Ramzila!

Jaxcy
Jaxcy

Seriously, my head AND my heart is splitting due to a guy I met (yes during Venus Retro) whom seemed wonderful…however he has completely gone AWOL since Saturday…so I wonder the feelings that seem super intense now that will return in May and September will be the great place we were in OR this effing heartbreak I am feeling now? I would love opinions because mine is changing all the time!

prowlncrab
prowlncrab
catfish moon
catfish moon

So true. Love this.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Yes. Sage advice.

catfish moon
catfish moon

so sick. too sick to think. ugh.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I hope you feel better soon.

catfish moon
catfish moon

Thanks. not yet, but not dying.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

This morning I went completely John West on the fishman and deleted his message ignoring arse from my facebook. It took deleting him to actually get a response but alas it was too lame, & too late, so long fuqer…

I guess I’m in a bridge burning sorta mood today.

Andromeda
Andromeda

What’s going on in your 12th? You are really good at disappearing things!
Like, I know keep banging on about yr balm, but it’s so good, it’s now the only thing that has helped the dermatitis around my eye. Disappeared, just like that. ๐Ÿ™‚

Do you think the fish is just afraid of coming on too strong and eager?

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Ha, I thought you were about to compliment me on making the fishman vanish from my facebook! I don’t know what his game is actually, but my gut tells me its nothing so simple as him being scared of coming on too strong. (It was just a happy birthday message, he could have easily shot back a one word response like ‘cheers’ without looking desperate in any way shape or form…)

Anyhow, I’m glad to hear my magic balm is doing good deeds ๐Ÿ™‚

Empty 12th house here, conscientious witchery is pretty good at making shit disappear though…

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

So when you say fisherman is that alluding to the fact that he is a Pisces … or an actual fisherman?? Because if he is a Pisces then he may have just disappeared up his bum someplace and forgotten to check FB. They are known to be somewhat vague …

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

He’s a Pisces, and yes he disappeared up his bum ๐Ÿ˜› (he does that a lot – I think that’s probably where his fractured id hides) but if he can sign in every day for a week and post pics and memes and leave comments on his friends threads, then he can read my fuqing email while he’s at it as far as I’m concerned. (This is after two flirting dramas, so his behaviour doesn’t exactly scream “I’m into you”.) At any rate, what’s done is done. I explained why I was pissed off with him and he has seen… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Its funny how true astro stereotypes areโ€ฆPisces just swims away. I did think it would be nice to have a wrap-up, some sort of reasonable discussion about what went wrong and why. But with a Piscesโ€ฆ.I don’t know, maybe 10 years from now.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Yeah this exactly… I find it so frustrating not being able to get decent closure on situations and I had the opportunity to just let it go and leave him with the last lame word and no opportunity to reconcile, but no, my need for closure and probably some sort of LZ hope of reconciliation meant I had to go explain myself – waste of fucking keystrokes that was. Kicking myself for picking the scab…

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Saturnalien.. again, me too! I want closure. If anything to hear their side and see if I can pull anything away that might help me next time! I hear ya!!

xo!!

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

You’ll have to find a way to get your own closure and know that next time you’ll be better equipped to spot douchebag behaviour so you can opt to run for the hills before getting sexually and emotionally entangled with another emotionally immature specimen. x

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Or you can accept you had a tryst, an affair, a brief engagement and feel desired by that connection yet also beyond it. Not easy, but its a posture I’m working on.

calypso
calypso

I get this! sometimes better to leave well enough alone! often? is it related to control do you think? even of your own involvement?

Pi
Pi

as someone who’s at various times both wanted closure and cbf ‘giving’ it to someone else (haven’t we all lol.. ok also i am a pisces i guess) – in my experience the closure definitely relates solely to our own need and the other person is not obliged to do anything about it. I mean wouldn’t it be great if we could get together for coffee for a mutual exchange of who did what wrong and when but from what i’ve learned life just isn’t like that. I have just had to leave things be. I mean it would be… Read more »

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

I don’t know if its a control thing or not, to me it feels more like a Venusian need for an harmonious ending… like I’m bummed because it’s fuqed up a friendship as well as potential partnership, I would have liked to be able to save the friendship at least (we have peeps in common so it’s kind of hard to avoid each other) … I dunno, is that a control thing? maybe…

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

In my experience chasing a fish can be a fruitless endeavour. However baiting the surrounding water with loads of tempting and interesting treats tends to inspire the fish to come swimming around your way all of it’s own accord and in no time flat. ๐Ÿ˜€

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

I wasn’t chasing him, I was just wishing him a happy birthday! (Chasing isn’t my style, but we were making solid plans together, I was finding out information and re-arranging my life & house for him, having communication ignored under such circumstances is just fuqing rude in my world!)

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

I know … however Piscean and Capricornian interpretations of ermmm “not chasing” can be a little different.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Well if I’ve got to play games to interest someone, they’re not for me. (Haven’t had this problem with previous fish men though, just this one.) At any rate, if he was feeling ‘chased’, hopefully getting his arse dumped has cleared up that misconception. ๐Ÿ™‚

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

hahahaha yup

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

I like your thinking Saturnalien!
Sorry to hear it all went pear shaped. It was going so well. I was hoping for a happy ending.

I hope my future partner isn’t on Facebook – it’s nothing but trouble when it comes to “dating”.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Thanks Scorpy! My one chance with a Mars Cappy guy and I’ve blown it before I got to test drive it in the sack damn it! Oh wells…

And ditto on the facebook shizz, it’s nothing but trouble!

Pi
Pi

it does suck doesn’t it saturnfabulous… ๐Ÿ™ we just wanted to make a little connection with someone and they delete themselves from our life. I have to admit there is one of these in my orbit and i’ve been shitcanned, by all appearances. ah fuq him. last time we even spoke, I was a different person. ๐Ÿ˜‰ better things await, somewhere

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

I was the one that initiated the deleting in this case, so I have to own the suckage factor…

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

dear godfather! i had a piscean male encounter – or series of them – that went exactly the same.

why didn’t i know better?? who the hell plays so strong and deep then…pouf!…not even the faeries can say. i wonder if he thinks it’s endearing, or intriguing.

12th house Virgo
12th house Virgo

Happy birthday, mille!!

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Thank you, beautiful xxx I was spoilt ๐Ÿ™‚

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

omg, you too?! I hate that someone as awesome as you has been through this mindfucking palaver, but at the same time I’m seriously comforted that it’s not just ‘me’ who knows exactly what the fuq I’m talking about here! I cant work out if he thinks this is endearing or if he’s just fuqing a fuqing clueless buffoon, but what scares me is that this sort of tactic must actually work on some chicks, unless he gets off on fucking with heads then swimming back off up his arse to love zombie out with his own fractured id or… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

It’s seriously putting me off Pisces men. Weird but they rarely cross my path. Last time I slept with one was in the 80’s!
Anyway, I think the disappearing trick must work on a lot of women. That and / or they just don’t give a shit because plenty more will come along and throw themselves at fuqtard, so they make minimal effort but maximum ego boost.
Fuq off is my policy.

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

I’m a bit of a sucker for Pisces guys cos I’ve got fuqing Mars in fish, fortunately they don’t cross my path too often either.

Your theory on them not giving a shit because plenty more will come along/minimal effort/maximum ego boost – that’s the exact vibe I was starting to feel from the fishman. Fuq off is my policy too! ๐Ÿ˜€

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

LOL. That makes sense. Iโ€™m a sucker for Virgos – Mars in Virgo ๐Ÿ˜€

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

oh it’s true i’ve known a few yumalicious capricorn men…Mars in Capricorn. Hang on, known most or all of zodiac…Venus Aqua ๐Ÿ˜ฏ

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Oh yeh the very same “plenty more” vibe, especially with this one jetting off around the globe. At first i thought it was just being busy, serious work, and it was to some degree but not once you’re back on home soil with a birthday wish coming for you…ignored my txt. NOT ON. Don’t write off all Piscean men, young davidnumbers here is one, plus my fav dubstep youngblood Patrick Reza is too. But it’s Earth or Fire for me, matey!

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

This is too trippy, my fish was busy with work shit for 2 weeks before his birthday and I’d been leaving him to it because I appreciate busy, but then he’s apparently not busy again but too busy to say cheers for bday message, too weird…

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Interesting. I have Mars in Aqua and seriously zero interest in Aqua men whatsoever. It seems that I only “do” earth signs.

I’m sorry I was a bit glib in my response to you early saturnalienator darling … I can see now that you are upset and angry by fisherman’s behaviour and yes it does sound like an exasperating situation. *hug*

calypso
calypso

yes, I’m sorry too Satcat, different comment, same reason. I actually think you’re all really onto something with the fractured id. This happened to me but with an Aqua! The surprise there being you wouldn’t expect the heavy come on in the first place, I spose….but his emotions were defo not integrated.

A hug from here x

Saturnalienator
Saturnalienator

No need for apologies, but thanks for the hugs darklings! x

Ms.
Ms.

๐Ÿ™ that bad eh?

Only the best will survive us right now xx

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Yeah (with PMS on top), fuq him ๐Ÿ™

See you at the nunnery xx

leogroover
leogroover

and I quote from some MM sage
“Hello heartbreak hotel?
My usual room pls”

Saturnalien
Saturnalien

Ha! Well he didn’t quite have my heart yet, but it deffo could have headed that way. I’m more feeling personally disrespected than heart broken right now (which doesn’t mean I’m not crying, sad and anxious and shit, but not actually heart broken thank fuq…)

Andromeda
Andromeda

That’s a bummer Sat, I hope you feel better soon. ๐Ÿ™ Xx.

saturnalien
saturnalien

Thanks Andro! It would be easier if he wasn’t so in my face (he’s an offline friend of my good sis, so I still see him communicating with her on facebook) I’ll be ok! x

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

*another hug*

Saturnalienator
Saturnalienator

awww thanks! ๐Ÿ™‚

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

man, that sucks!! Being disrespected is pretty bad in my books. We’ve talked about self respect before. Sometimes I think (my Cap Asc anyway) would rather be respected than loved. Love is fickle and conditional but respectโ€ฆ well that endures, unless one royally stuffs up. I had to let the Crab go (AGAIN!) because he was disrespecting my time. Gave him plenty of chances to get his shit together. Of course heโ€™s making out like Iโ€™m the baddie for dumping him over something so trivial. My time is not trivial, especially now that I have so little of it to… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

*pay !! not pray!

Saturnalienator
Saturnalienator

Gah, that sucks, I totally get where you’re coming from, I get quietly psychotic when people disrespect my time. And it sucks when you’re basically giving someone a second chance and a fuqing ‘user manual’ with a bonus guide to common basic courtesies and they still fuqing don’t geddit!

I hope you feel better about the whole situation soon! happy vag fenging when you get around to it!

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Ummmmmmm … you know it could possibly be that recurring Love Zombie symptoms are to do with a damaged id, that has been split off and abandoned by the ego/super-ego structure and is fighting back for reintegration via persistant and delusional romantic attachment …. just sayin.

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

So what you really need is a Shamanic Soul Retrieval, rather than another Martini ?

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

errr … no just suggesting that perhaps more ego control is not the answer to persistant love zombieism and that I’m finding it all a bit of a harsh and judgemental attitude towards something that obviously plagues people a lot?.

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

even Aquarians! ๐Ÿ˜‰

R(Aqua/Tauri)
R(Aqua/Tauri)

confirmed. :p

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Hmmm have to agree that more ego control is not the answer. I was being semi serious about the Soul Retrieval though – you know that whole idea of looking for in others what you are missing in yourself…..

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Where does the shaman retrieve the soul from? …. and has the soul like … gone some place specific?? I’m clueless about these matters I tell ya! ๐Ÿ˜€

Pegasus
Pegasus

Mine’s gone to Bora Bora to swim with the turtles and drink Mai Tais at sunset.

david5379
david5379

I guess things are more clear, but I still don’t really know what is to come. I realized every single missed opportunity with a girl was actually a good thing, a really good thing, and I would have exacerbated a lot of issues if I ended up getting lucky and would have never grown to the extent that I have. Which makes me think maybe I shouldn’t rock the boat, maybe I have to grow even more and that’s okay. I am just scared that is a rationalization keeping me from making change, but who knows. I probably won’t change… Read more »

Nightrose
Nightrose

I hope the Tarot Oracle coming up will have love related spreads.

Baristagem
Baristagem

Uh-huh!!

I saw on astrodienst yesterday that I’ve also got Mars trine Venus going on too ๐Ÿ˜€

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

Mood boards not bad moods I say!

spent a few hours with sister last night having fun cutting up magazines and creating fabulous inspiration via art/colour/shape for our very zappy (clean / green / fun and fresh) homewares designs…..

so much more fun than the utter crud I deal with at work which is only proving my true grit and motivating me towards my future of my own creating…think I am getting this thing called square

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Oooh ! Do you need a ceramics designer ?!

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

Hiya Dom we are designing soft furnishings in hemp and bamboo – but who knows where it will lead…..so you design ceramics? Cool!