The Vegas Moon

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Hey this Scorpio New Moon Solar Eclipse conjunct Cat Goddess Bast during the Zap Zone is INTENSE yes?

I am calling it the Vegas Moon – as in what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas – what happens during this Eclipse (even if it is just in your beautiful brain already) STAYS in this Eclipse.

Or at least between us, here in this safe little corner nook of Vegas the internet where you can share your schizz inΒ  a supportive and non judgmental (sort of) environment. Kaftans, smudge sticks and YES I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE BATTLING LOVE ZOMBIE RELAPSES and inelegant Revenge Makeover fantasies.

Others are falling in love again, processing old psychic gunk at Warp Speed and FREAKING out at how scientists still can’t explain Dark Matter.

We know it’s there but we don’t know what it is is not quite good enough when you’ve got the world’s costliest ever Big Bang machine smashing particles up at several trillion dollars a day or whatever it is.

Love Zombie Issues, past-life flashbacks to your villa in Ancient Luxor,Β  Dark Matter, making ready for Mars in Libra FOR NINE MONTHS – this will be like catnip for Qi Vampires who confuse pass-agg with empowerment – AND still this Eclipse has the big Virgo vibe so the laundry is being done (even as you existentially flip out) and vitamins are being taken.

Good job astro homies – share here.

 

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emily the gemini artiste
emily the gemini artiste

ive been utterly psychotic the last 5 days, plus or minus. emo – coo-coo – volatile riffs between sadness/anxiety and elation.

it all came to a head when I drank more wine than necessary while out with friends on Saturday night and was a total bitch to my bf for no-good-reason, and im still doing the walk of shame mentally. need to reel it in!

innnnnnnnntense indeed. ugh.

LO
LO

Well, The eclipse was opposite my sun ( 11 Taurus) My big issue of the mo is my job- which I was hired on the last Nov eclipse (2012) Now, I am on my way to an Interview.Hopefully, a fresh start for me. Not over the moon about merc in retro, but hopefully, if a decision is in my favor it will be made after the 10th. These eclipses are hitting my 3rd-9th houses.

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

My zap zone learning curve is relationships – Aries/Uranus 6th House anyone? My Venus is in the 12th natally and have a stellium in Libra, Nep and the moon in Scorp 3rd. And yes have Saturn in Taurus cramping my 8th and squaring practically everything. I am nearly finished processing my defuct marriage and setting boundaries etc ready to begin again. Went on a internet date with a well travelled scorp. Hmmm I am learning….1.5 hours monologue including his thoughts on Muslims (taking over the world via big families) etc etc. I just wish em good luck after giving him… Read more »

S
S

I remember reading an article on ways to improve your chances of attracting love and romance. The only point I’ve remembered was to do your grocery shop on a Monday night. Because single blokes don’t do weekends and Monday is not a date night.

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

LOL πŸ˜€

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

Alan Jones *puke* Double Happiness, your date’s monologue would have been a deal breaker for me too.

Pi
Pi

ah yes the old self-sell monologue.. srsly zzzz i met a late 40s toro at a pub recently [random encounter], did that thing where he lays out all his.. what do Game types call it? showing your value or something. ‘yeah i sail 5 nights a week…work 26 hours… get paid $x000 to drop into a thing and talk.. ” look your lifestyle sounds great, is this the part where I am supposed to throw myself at you because you’re apparently wealthy and leisurely? he asked why i was single, i said it was because i couldn’t be bothered meeting… Read more »

Pi
Pi

this description makes me sound sour – it went a little more positively than my description but i mainly wanted to add to DH’s point that it’s all about the monologue for some.

S
S

Someone should sell tickets to these off Broadway productions of male bullshit trying to pull monologues aka Wankalogues.

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

Wankalogues! Hilarious!

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

Hey Pi you are spot on! That is seriously the same conversation hahaha blah blah I earn $$$ an hour, I only work a couple hrs a day, don’t need the money just do it to keep busy blah blah some relationships can turn into dictatorships fast

Rambull
Rambull

Omg! I read this post yesterday thinking that’s me, I think I’m falling at least in deep like.I haven’t had a relationship for over two years. Then I meet this neighbour, who was lovely, intelligent, helpful,caring funny…. Hot…. Then we had a false start, he pursued… blah blah…. Talked about relationships we’ve both experienced, bonded…. Had sex …. All that fun stuff…then I invited him to dinner.on another occasion. Just hoping to get to know him better. And his response was colder than anything I’ve experienced ever. At. First I felt humiliated… But then I thought, hang on! He pursued… Read more »

Bluesky
Bluesky

Wow! I missed the chart detail that Bast was involved with the eclipse. I spent the day at a tiger rescue reserve with my daughter. We had a blast (which is bast with an L, I see). Day chock full of very large cats of all varieties.

GeminEE
GeminEE

This is so weird but i painted my nails for the first time since 2-3 years ago and found out my fellow scorp rising also painted her nails for the first time in awhile. Are all scorp risings with painted nails now? Well power to us. It’s like war paint…on our fingers..

ScorpyLeoGem
ScorpyLeoGem

I am scorp rising and have just discovered a bright red that I’ve been using for the past 4 weeks – it is the only burst of color I can muster since Saturn invaded my 1st house– it brightens my day as ridic as that sounds πŸ™‚

Vskr
Vskr

Woow, just had conversation with my partner long distance and I think since we are both in crucial points in our life we were both looking for a supportive skype call but didn’t find it. But i love the way he handled his disappointment, proof that we have evolved and grown in the way we communicate with each other. But he’s agreed to what I had asked for earlier- space from communication until things become official the way our traditions ask for and hes agreed….sure ill miss our chats but what has to be done needs to be done. So… Read more »

Rambull
Rambull

Understood, I think sometimes when I feel that way, if I can spare that extra empathy for the other person, it can help me feel better about my own stuff. And sometimes also, once that person has vented, they may also make themselves more available, once they feel they have been heard? Sometimes it’s very hard though, right!?!

Rache(aqua/tauri)
Rache(aqua/tauri)

This eclipse (typo: EXclipse, yes that is how I must see it) has been so tough. Had a freak out this morning, doing my 5th step today, trying to keep hope but the last two weeks have been so dark. Feel like my self is gone.

Half my house relapsed this weekend all at once so looks like I’ll be getting new roommates. I have some time under my belt and am looking to move out by the end of the month…this place has been great for what it was but it’s time to build my own sanctuary.

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

Stay strong Rache!

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

What’s it with the eclipse and drug relapse? It’s weird!
Neighbors are going psych on drugs. I swear they are on crack or bath salts.

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

bath bombs are the new bath salts. Mmm. Aromatherapy.

calypso
calypso

mmmm, I’m going to have a bath now πŸ™‚

Bluesky
Bluesky

Stay hopeful, Rache. You can do it.

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

I think this Eclipse pushed some over the line.
Crazy psycho neighbor broke out her bay window, cops don’t arrest her she continues to rampage and freak out every night and it’s driving everyone crazy.
WTH?!

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Breakthough at painting group on Saturday. Painting out the soul. Realising that people do like me very much for my loud, passionate, enthusiastic self; and those that don’t should be let fall to the wayside…. I fear that this may mean a very close relationship, but I am determined not to let it go and am manifesting like a mad fuck “Please give me what I want, and make it easy and fun, and let everyone come with me”… Interesting times, but not easy. The last time I did this, it worked. This time ? Not so sure, but all… Read more »

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Oh and who genuinely has the power to block you ?

None of this “Do as thou wilt shall be the whole of the law” stuff. I live in the real world in an embedded web of relationships and need a way to make this work without rupturing those relationships. If I didn’t give a shit I’d pawn everything I could get my hands on and move to Italy !!

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

That’s funny you replied to no reply about that, Dom Triff. It’s true we can’t just blithely ignore those close to us, in complex relationship. Is it something that would respond to a (difficult at first, but) patient discussion? These relationships are genuine but our reasons for feeling we know what’s best for others are layered, and take some time to unwrap. You would have to both be really open to listening and being thoughtful in response. Maybe not even in the one conversation. I would find it hard not to be defensive, myself, so in advance i would work… Read more »

Vslr
Vslr

Just dropped sis off to the stationback to her university. She’d come to visit me at mines after practically begging her for years! Didn’tgot he eay I had hoped…she was tired, didn’t want to have fun,felt i was being a controlling andbossy older sister. So all weekend i’m left wondering what’s my share of the zap zone? As i am usually hit hard with it….particulary in my relationship area. She leaves by bringing up a conversation about parents not being too happy to see me wanting to move things forward with my ex. While its frustrating to have all this… Read more »

airhead
airhead

Feeling like I am bursting with love,,,,, finally admitted to myself that my fwb situation is more than that, He seems to have had the same revelation, We are like to annoying smiling morons.

leogroover
leogroover

Thats so lovel ah. I sent my man a warm and fuzzy and asked him too relax and feel it. He is moon in aqua and needs a bit of prompting.

J*
J*

Natal Scorpio Sun, Mercury, Jupiter, Venus all in opposition to Saturn.

My Sun’s 13 degrees, just where Saturn’s sitting now.

Feels very potent. Tearing down all kinds of walls and letting go off dead weight.

pegasus
pegasus

What an apt expression on that top pix woman’s face.

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

Why stop at dark matter? There are so many things that science has yet to explain! Science is fallible because it’s human, as humans are fallible. Same is true of religion. I didn’t mean to watch Life of Pi for the 2nd time last night: it just kind of happened. My son piped up at one point & shared with his 10 year old cousin that apes are cousins to humans as they have so much genetically in common with us; my nephew replied that that’s ridiculous because God created humans separately & specially. Then my nephew turned to me… Read more »

Andro
Andro

I love this so much I am content & don’t want it explained. Poetry.
Note to self – borrow life of Pi!

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

xx Andro

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

you know plenty of people believe in god AND evolution. It’s not either/or plus last I heard Catholic church weren’t young earth creationists. how odd!

Scorporation, Inc.
Scorporation, Inc.

Isn’t it? I’m hearing more & more of this rhetoric lately around these parts, & this is a heavily Roman Catholic area since the white people moved in & pushed the native people out. My nephews attend catechism classes in the evenings: this is what they’re being taught. From where I sit, looks like the Church is ratcheting up its crusade to keep our future gens in the dark, disempowered & subservient.

Morgan
Morgan

Just realised this eclipse is exact on the Mars in Taurus – Pluto in Scorp opposition that dominates my chart.

I literally woke up with all my muscles aching like I’d been in a fight, and have read Power Without Glory all day, trying to stay out of trouble. Post eclipse self is going to be one hell of a business, man.

Hathors Horns
Hathors Horns

This song is on repeat at the mo. It simply oozes Scorpio Vegas Voodoo. Love the ambience too and the lyrics are spot on. Long live Lisa Marie.

http://youtu.be/c7m_1rXOkxU

Mysticscorpiorisng
Mysticscorpiorisng

This eclipse is happening on my scorpio ascendant (13 degrees), Scorpio just entered my 1st house, and the Uranus-Pluto square is zuhzuhzapping my Venus in Libra (10 degrees) This Dark Moon is spiralling me into a shit deep well of murky water. And this always happens, it’s a viscious cycle and I’m disenchanted by my misled hopes again and again.. I turned 21 in September and obviously I have my whole life ahead of me but in this monotonous life (studying a Pharmacy degree I don’t believe in/hostile family relations/friends who don’t get me/never had a boyriend) it’s been feeling… Read more »

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Oh God !! I did four years of a law degree and never became a lawyer !! TRAVEL. TRAVEL WHILE YOU CAN !! Then come back and do something your gut absolutely aches for, even if its crazy; or you’ll end up at the age of 40 finally screwing up the courage to do something you truly love and regretting bitterly that you didn’t have the courage to do it at 20 and you’ve wasted 20 years of your lifedoing things that just aren’t YOU. After dreaming and planning and casting spells, actually DO SOMETHING to get the energy moving.… Read more »

pi
pi

yes. 21 is THE BEGINNING you have years for everything. if your degree is nearly finished then just finish it, if not even consider doing an exchange, then you can have mega fun in a different universe (ok, country) while studying. i’m with DT: TRAVEL!! now is the time. 20s is where you can do a million things and LIVE [so’s any other decade, but early 20s is youth and beauty and open horizons and like minded friends, no hangovers, golden lovers] in conclusion, if you don’t feel like your community circle gets you, try somewhere(s) that DO or might… Read more »

Mysticscorpiorising
Mysticscorpiorising

Thank you so much for your advice and insight, I appreciate it a lot. I have always wanted to travel! Never really seriously considered doing it soon though. It’s nice to know other people have been where I am. Light to you x

Mysticscorpiorising
Mysticscorpiorising

Thanks for your kind words. I think I already knew what I have to do Im just reluctant and perhaps too used to moping around. I definitely see travel on the near horizon… Light to you x

CCA
CCA

Zapping family of origin – I got that I can love be loved but reject being treated badly. So much stripped bare in last few years seems I needed to strip back approval stuff with a loving but naughty mother too.
Flying home liberated and curious – is anything sacred for a double cap in these times?
I am thinking if running my next ecourse on how to treat people well – I suspect it is becoming a dying art form
Thanks to all for the MM community – if you need a hug here is a virtual one πŸ™‚

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

Why oh why when I *knew* it was out-there-scorionic eclipse astro?? Sometimes I just can’t escape myself. Answered the buzz to ex Plutonic Libran yesterday morning, ended up having a great day together, went to the beach, hung out at mine watching DVDs and talking non-stop. He went home to get his meds while I cooked dinner. PL comes back with wine – first alarm bells, but what the hell, we were having a great time. Ended up in bed, amazing as always, but then instead of going to sleep, he keeps drinking, then progressed to nasty abuse. Made him… Read more »

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

πŸ™„ *scorpionic*

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

It’s like a reminder: Goodbye to All That. Never mind, ff. You’re moving πŸ™‚

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

I think you’re spot on Mille – didn’t tell him where I was moving to, so at some level I was staying cautious while simultaneously throwing caution to the wind for an admittedly mostly fun day. But yes timely reminder to let go.

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

Intense or what. I’m frozen, crying, cannot be normal efficient go girl self. Moving house Wed – yesterday nothing could stop me, got through so much – more than half. Today after 5 hours sleep, zombie, crying, hard to pack a box (have managed about 6). Spent hours putting stuff on ebay and Gumtree instead of plowing through the important stuff of packing. Thought of getting some paid expert help for crockery/kitchen – well no way – everyone is booked to the max (and it’s Melbourne Cup day tomoz – who stays in and packs then – ‘cept me of… Read more »

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

Hopefully the Saggo Moon tomoz (?) will give me some fire power (Sag MC).

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

Thank you Oracle! Pulled 10 of Pentacles re this situ – financial or practical help will arrive in time!! Love xx

calypso
calypso

great, I was just gunna say – mass fb friends callout?

take a breath, try to see the forest. You’ll be right xx

fluidfeline
fluidfeline

Hey Calypso, 2 friends came out of the woodwork last night – without me asking – something I’m loathe to do, ie asking for help. Today we got through the entire thing together. I’m exhausted but so so relieved. Woke up so much better with the Saggo Moon. Mystic’s Oracle and website is the most awesome thing. Thanks for the advice but do you know, I just don’t do fb – looked into it but saw a timesuck and I’m a private person without my own business and prefer contact with my “real” friends. Not that I judge others for… Read more »

ToroScorp Dreamatorium
ToroScorp Dreamatorium

~*first time commenter*~ Can I say that this is the only spot on the internet where reading the comments section actually makes me feel happy and invigorated?
I sat out on my stoop tonight and counted my blessings. It’s November 2nd and tonight all I need is a cardigan and scarf in NYC. Not even a hint of a breeze. The leaves are falling, but from where I sit, not a single one of them is budging tonight..this is “intense” in the best sense.

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

That’s so nice to say. There are incredibly wise and powerful people here, sharing their energy. I know I get so much insight here. Mystic’s space is a total trip!

pegasus
pegasus

My Sagg always tries to stay bright & breezy..noblesse oblige, as my mother instilled in me but jeez, much has been murky in my head for a while, there are changes happening to my usual thinking that are not impressing me, more of a devolution instead of an evolution. Have lost my sense of humour black or otherwise πŸ™‚
Reading above, Scorp x 4, You & Centaurus allows me to actually admit life’s a bit awry lately.

pegasus
pegasus

JUst checked the transits and no wonder i don’t feel humourful, Pluto is sitting right over my natal Venus, Saturn on top of my Chiron!

Centaurus
Centaurus

Naw.. bless xxx

Ain’t it just been the shizz! When I’m actually contemplating drastic moves with some sort of realness I know I’m in gallop or double-barrel kick ‘n destroy mode. I’m officially over it and the jovial smile might currently look a little scary. Horse teeth.. ahh I copped a few of them in my time and they hurt but the horse always looks like it’s smiling first bwahahaha!

S
S

I’ve never been to your neck of the woods. But in your words I felt the breeze dance about me and I wonder just how far it has travelled to greet me.

Rache(Aqua/Tauri)
Rache(Aqua/Tauri)

Yeah! Welcome!!!
Sometimes I feel bad for making this too much of a therapy sesh but it makes me feel better and I love hearing about the lives of the other commenters. Great community. Again, welcome! πŸ˜€

pi
pi

slept for 10 hours last night. had / remembered a dream for the first time in MONTHS AND MONTHS. involved pisces ex, and other things. maybe we were finally making our peace in that night time clifftop dreamscape. hope so. have managed to reconcile with the rest [at a distance] in waking life.

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

Getting some sleep, vacuuming and decluttering, vitamins, and cleaning up the attitude….basically learning not to obsess, self-guilt, tooth grind etc over qi vamps and irrelevant schizz and AM LOVING IT.

Have calculated the man hours spent obsessing, worrying, guilting etc, if reapplied to constructive, practical joyful creative stuff would pretty much result in an artistic career.

I may never wax my legs, stress over a “frenemy” or examine a pimple in the mirror again. What a waste of time! Hello Virgo.

The Leo Socialite
The Leo Socialite

Thank you for the monday horoscopes up so early – i needed that. They are my cosmic life coaching JUICE.

J’adore the top picture – this was my LIFE.

I was fighting off a love zombie attack but have given in. Spent weekend cleaning, going to yoga and self pleasuring.

#Obsessed

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Intense? Yeah … but in a good way!

Had *official housemate convo* with VH which hopefully has cleared the air and set us on a more positive footing. He at least made an effort to be friendly to Mr Cap last night.

Mr Cap is freakin awesome in so many ways I’ve lost count and he just keeps getting better.

Oh and I quit smoking!!!! Day 2 …. Cedric and Mr Cap have been incredibly supportive. πŸ˜€

The Leo Socialite
The Leo Socialite

Did you not seduce the Virgo Housemate yet? Did you try my suggestion of leaving your lingerie drying in the bathroom? An oldie but a goodie

prowlncrab
prowlncrab

Nahhh …. been totes over him for ages now!

Been going out with Mr Cap. πŸ˜€

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Carrying some dark moon heaviness right now. I went to a party last night and was expecting to have a fantastic time, but on the way I got hit by extreme waves of tiredness and despair. No real reason (unless you count the general divorce merde which mostly I’m handling ok). One of my oldest friends, gorgeous hulk of a man, hugged me and I almost burst into tears. So long since I have been simply held by a man. Almost three years since a man put his arms around me like that. Made me miss my lover. Old friends… Read more »

Centaurus
Centaurus

Try not to judge yourself right now, I’m sure you’re handling this way better than you feel you are. It’s ok to feel it, muck ‘n all but I hope it passes soon! It just occurred to me that now may be the perfect time to work your blog name lovely!

Saturn about to cross my Neptune too and at my DC n mu 6th. Meh.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Thanks lovely x
There’s a lot of intensity around at the mo, that’s for sure. Saturn is a wise teacher.

pi
pi

although i’m not a nice hulky bloke & old friend, here’s a big bear hug for you too Chrysalis OOOOO [lol that’s a capital O hug in case it wasn’t clear my sweet πŸ˜€ ] that ex of yours, sheesh. well this is about you so keep going, for your own sake. i’m sorry you didn’t enjoy yourself as you wanted to – the vibe is ultra-sensitive at the moment I think…? it is dark moon scorp after all.. saturn thru 4th is a great opportunity to really start on those foundations again – the only way is up. it’s… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

You’re such a sweetie, thanks Pi xx
Such wise words as always from you. In fact I was thinking a lot about what you said on another thread about the Cap moon and being let down and the resultant freedom of being 100 per cent responsible for one’s own self-care, which was your Saturn/4th house stuff. It really switched on a light bulb for me… have been pondering those words all weekend as I consider what Saturn in my 4th will mean.
Back at you with the OOOOOs my friend xx πŸ™‚

Pi
Pi

πŸ™‚ my theory with saturn anything is the lessons will find you anyway whatever you do, as long as we we consciously make the effort to ‘self-improve’ then we;’re doing ok xox

Pi
Pi

i mean not that self-improvement means we’re defective in the first place – i have a personal gripe with such language. self-understanding maybe. “know thyself”

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

aww that sucks. ive gone to parties and stuff only to leave in tears, even when nothing apparent has happened. It can be a lonelier feeling when we surround ourselves with people who don’t or can’t get us, even if it’s only temporary.
you will get through this!

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

xoxo

Rache(Aqua/Tauri)
Rache(Aqua/Tauri)

πŸ™ I hope you feel better today. I felt better once the eclipse actually hit… I am hoping that Venus retro & into glacial Capricorn helps with processing and discarding the old and brings in new, healthier things for you! Know exactly what you mean about the man-friend hug. At least you have supportive friends to help you through. Don’t feel bad for being a downer, you should be feeling those feelings now so you can let them go

Kakata/Aries68
Kakata/Aries68

I feel like I’ve been in another universe for the last few weeks. Here in body but operating like I’m a zombie. Yes Love Zombie too. Aqua/Leo who went back to the ex has penetrated every part of my life. I know he’ll be back – I’ve been setting down a plan for what would need to change – the pain is just too great to pick up where it was left. I’ve seen 2 psychics who have confirmed all that I believe to be true. Been doing some hard core head & heart stuff. And realised last night that… Read more »

Rache(aqua/tauri)
Rache(aqua/tauri)

πŸ™ thinking of you and hope you’re feeling a bit better today. Be strong…there’s am much more to life than romance. I am mostly telling this to myself. x__x
Eclipse in my 7th = major love zombie relapse.

FelineFoe
FelineFoe

I spent the evening in the throws of romance with hunky Clark Kent type, 8 years my junior. It’s an affair, but he doesn’t need to know I’m escaping a love zombie, does he? All his planets square mine: that includes Venus square Mars ladies. Hip hip boom!

Centaurus
Centaurus

Well, everyone’s a trickster in this house. I might preface by saying I live on my own. At some point last night I became aware that the clock on the oven was wrong. I was getting tired, walked past it and glanced… noted 11:30 and thought to myself, of course I’m tired. I paused with a moment of confusion.. checked my phone and it was 8:30 which still made sense on the tired thing as it’s been a day of it, actually a week of feeling tired. Huh, so I figured there must have been a power outage but cancelled… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Oh Uranus and Neptune in cahoots… (plus they hate Saturn) x

Centaurus
Centaurus

Ha, I am more of both of those planets than Saturn so I’d have to agree. Saturn on my sun on the horizon… gah. Not looking THAT far ahead in typical Centaur style x

Blue Moon
Blue Moon

Wow This picture is THE SHIZZLES πŸ™‚ As in like HELLYEAH Barcelona rocks Am in ancient house, alone in city centre. Like when I say ancient I mean. OLD ORIGINAL art and furnishings everywhere. Awesome afternoon and evening with Barcelona guy who actually is pretty delicious but we are both focused on keeping this vibe haute and totes creatively channeling our vibe into a creative money empire. I feel like TM has met Jimmy Choo. All I can say is he’s polite and respectful and while, yes there are yummy and intense vibes, his energy is all about go away… Read more »

Aquasunbird
Aquasunbird

Resist the desire to be irresistible!!!

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Heheh a lesson that takes a long time to burn away… a power one is scared to let go of, in case… there isn’t any other power as strong. But you know there is.

Blue Moon
Blue Moon

Hmmmmmmm
Even irresistible Goddesses can have boundaries.
Actually taking my power back feels really sexy without it needing to conform to anyone’s preconceived idea of what sexy or irresistible is.
Even my own.
I just LOVED every second of this eclipse and am feeling happier, more relaxed, powerful and authentic than I ever have in my life. My network chiro told me that if I block my pain out, I’m also blocking out the happier feelings and ya know?
Yeah
I’m getting it.
At last!
πŸ˜€

shinefromtheinside
shinefromtheinside

Many insights popping up. My Scorp man decided to take me on a romantic rowboat ride. My rowing skills are horrid, and after I insisted that I give it a go, I used up so much energy and hardly got got us any further down the river. Why did I need to make it a competition says the Aries sun? It wasn’t even intentional, I just couldn’t relax until I had a go at rowing and used my body too instead of just sitting there watching him do it all. Eventually I relaxed into the moment of it all and… Read more »

Scorpx4
Scorpx4

In advance, any kind words would be appreciated. Four planets – Sun, Merc, Neptune, Venus, in Scorpio. Bday is 11/5. Life feeling like it is falling apart. Lost another job opportunity – fourth one in four years – when I beat out all candidates except 1. At the finish line the other person got it. It’s cruel the first and second time, the fourth or fifth time just makes you wonder about a cruel and despotic universe. My relationship is for time time being over. Relationship where at the end I guess I just got too scared to be in… Read more »

Centaurus
Centaurus

Neptune and my DC but it’s a loaded little 6th for me at the moment and not digging the feeling at all. Still the Sage in me is ever spinning things around, looking from one angle to another to find the light side, the gold or the bit that was meant to be focussed on all along. Maybe you could consider whether that path is valid for you or not? Sometimes crap things happen to gently nudge us on our path, some no’s are blessings not rejections… well actually a hell of a lot of them are in my experience.… Read more »

Scorpx4
Scorpx4

Thank you Centaurus – your kind words are especially profound right now. I will take them to heart – blessings, Scorpx4.

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Little heart, this has been happening to me for 4 months. It just kills your esteem. I had to find a new way to do everything, ask people way less experienced in terms of time. I get through by just FEELING it, even though the Aqua i stay with slaps down all my expressions of emotion. Random people who work with me say beautiful positive stuff; people here do too; occasionally i speak on the phone to one of my mates from far away, or get a call out of the blue that shows support, practical or emotional. You thrive… Read more »

If
If

I so second your wise words, there, Millie. Am another who has been there… Crying (and drinking water!) is really important…. That point at which you start repressing the feelings in order to get by day-to-day is the point at which depression deepens and gets really dangerous. But Scorp4x, excruciating as it must be to have all those planets under the combined assault of Merc retro, Saturn, NN, dark moon prior to eclipse on it all, you WILL phoenix out of this. The “life falling apart before it/our inner foundations can be rebuilt for the better” thing is so very… Read more »

Scorpx4
Scorpx4

Thank you If – I don’t know what I would do without all the kinds worlds here. It helps. A lot. πŸ™‚

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Haha actually counted and it’s 7 months since i moved, and THREE, yes 3 months since my fruitless job search. For an Arien Mercury that feels like over twice as long! But then again, the crying, well you know full body soul coughing, that’s been going on for maybe 7 months. Ain’t no other way around it; got to get the whole lot out. On the plus side (no pun intended) i’ve put on weight since moving city instead of the nonstop inhaling of meals that don’t stay on my hollow cheeks. People have stopped commenting on my frame, which… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

And i agree with If. You WILL come out the other side newborn and alive. Because you’re a good Scorpio πŸ™‚ You’re already doing this properly.

I keep thinking of The Dark Lady for you, and tried Googling. There’s no pure commentary for her but there’s something in this sad piece about grief and her role:

If
If

Yes! I know so many people who are ruled by Gunk monsters (as you so appropriately call them, Millie). IE the shadow selves they don’t see, or refuse to see – because a conscious focus on looking upwards to light from the safety of some faux above-grounding on terra firma seems more socially appropriate, more “spiritual” and far less frightening and confronting than descending to their own Hades armed with a flashlight and compassion, feeling the rage or the fear, and shining that beacon on all the vulnerable, scary, scared, angry or “ugly” places down there. Roll on, eclipse. Like… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

I don’t want to seem or feel morally superior to anyone. I get why it seems right to keep it “light” or turn away from the dark. It’s just my astro isn’t constructed that way and it doesn’t work for me, the consequences are almost IMMEDIATE. the whole universe conspires to put me on my path! My Pluto is (typical Piscean haha) LATE Virgo so the Mars grind won’t hurt yet. I recall a previous one (last year? yr b4?) that just killed. How do you think squares and opposing differ? My take of the mo: squares are a grimace,… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

πŸ™‚ I knew who you were, of course! Theodora, hey? That’s an intriguing way of putting it. I didn’t realise you had t-squares, too. I have two and i guess that’s why i asked about the diff between squares and opps. Your self description is so Sag, If…i guess nothing can really outshine the Sun. But it’s interesting your response is about work, first of all. My sense of Pluto is about my self relationship, i think. Oh where is this reply going to end up? Sorry if it’s in an awkward spot. i was trying to avoid the narrow… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Oh wait! I got one idea! The Owlish Bookish Sagittarian…fired up by details manic Virgo…the academic, right?? OK but what else?

If
If

Owlish? I do peer over glasses these days, and yep, notice details and have taught undergraduates – but only in the last few years. Was a latecomer to academia and will never fit in. I actually have a very colourful job history….singer, dancer, charity-worker, political advisor….and more I won’t mention! Think Theodora! I have changed my posting name lately, so you probably remember me by a similar, but different posting name, letters reversed. I don’t think people who don’t process their gunk properly are immoral or inferior either. But I agree that for some of us, survival means processing a… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Reply somewhere above. Miscalculated reply spot!

Scorpx4
Scorpx4

Thank you Milleununotte – water yes. It always helps. πŸ™‚

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

sometimes when you don’t get the job, it’s a good thing. The universe is protecting you on some level. I was beat out of a job once, turns out I ran into the person who got it at whole foods and he told me it sucked. He had quit in 3 months. So yeah…keep looking!

bubblebliss
bubblebliss

Zap Zone to the MAX. Love Zombie has arisen! I just ~know~ that certain someone is obsessing over me too. Unconsummated love aches; and I’m the harlot of my hood wanting someone, despite my primary being ok with it. The object of my desire is too square to take a chance with me.
And of course is a Scorpio (those eyes that mouth). I always KNOW when we will meet, even tho we barely talk (I’m the witchy freak who pursued after following clues).
Help, head case hunny! Get out of my dreams and into my car!

david5379
david5379

last two days have been weird, nothing quite worked out right and everything is weird and just not meant to go according to plan, not even just with me, like, my roommates have said this on their own too, I had fun and partied though, also, I had some huge realizations, not really about me, more about how things work I guess, mostly good and pointing the way forward, on top of that I think my friends back home arent my friends any more, for the first time I am not sure I want to be theirs either

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Ouch. That’s a hard one. I dumped an entire set of people when I went away to Uni. Never looked back, to tell the truth. But I still have three or four good friends from those days… The good ‘uns stay with you and the dickheads fall by the wayside….. One old friend was surprised today to be reminded that we’d known each other since we were 18; both of us slathering sunscreen on our wriggling children at a 5 year old’s party, it was strange to be reminded of the days when he had hair to his waist and… Read more »

david5379
david5379

thanks, it has been a strange week, even for everyone I know

GeminEE`
GeminEE`

I went for an alcohol buffet yesterday. Met some awesome people and thought that, if this is my life for the rest of my life (meeting new people, talking, chilling, hanging out in places with good vibes, NOT the drinking), I’m blessed.

Good to know that I can get very drunk and still want to go home at 2am. I’m like cinderella, except the clock strikes at 2am and I disappear from the club scene to cab home.

virgo kathleen
virgo kathleen

to be honest lately my motivation has been out the window. I am feeling so resistant to doing anything. The longer my to-do list grows the more I want to waste time brooding and watching movies etc. I’m not where I want to be in my life. Just want problems to go away. Feeling cynical instead of empowered. I think this is more because of the weather than the astro. (Well, the astro is no doubt affecting me too). I hate winter – the cold, the gloom, the lack of sunshine. I keep fantasizing about moving somewhere far away and… Read more »

calypso
calypso

what kind of Neptune action do you have going on vk? you’re Virgo? so there’s maybe a Sun opposition?

earthy kathleen
earthy kathleen

Yeah, I think it’s opposite my mars conjunct sun. I also have natal neptune conjunct moon in cap and pluto has been on top of my moon. I think that makes me more prone to moodiness than the average virgo.

I just went and read mystic’s scopes and am feeling better. As she says “Get your Warrior on in all regards – if you catch yourself going into martyr mode, save the moment and reset to full competent Awesome.” Just what I needed to hear. xx

calypso
calypso

good to hear about the scopes πŸ™‚

wow, they’re interesting natal conjunctions! does one make your fierce and one make you dreamy??

i have Neptune training my sun atm, so I get the vague or untethered feeling….but there’s so much else join on for me that it can’t dominate.

are you feeling Pluto on your moon?

go the Mars vibe πŸ™‚

calypso
calypso

going on! stupid autocorrect!

Virgo Kathleen
Virgo Kathleen

Yes fierce and dreamy, exactly! I can be so emotional. My mars and moon are in a grand trine with Jupiter in Aries using some orbs so I am not your typical virgo.

I know, there is so much going on in the skies now. It is hard to tell if I am feeling Pluto because it has been on my moon or Neptune for so long now. My ascendent is cancer so it’s probably affecting my identity. I have been going through some big changes. It is intense.

Anna
Anna

Thanks Mystic, for my first proper smile all day. . .Whilst tucking my son Leo, sun Aries,into bed, as always I told him how I love him.His reply. .” I love you bigger than the universe, and that gets bigger every second !” Oh,joy to my heart,however, next (grumpy)night. . .”I love you like a cow’s arse.” Ahem,amen to that glowimg example of the zap zone in action.Tears of sorrow, tears of joy, it ‘aint easy being green,

ms.vervain
ms.vervain

I’ve been so thoroughly and deliciously Scorped the past few days, now I’m feeling ready to take this eclipse as a perfect time for a complete reset/restart. Love the Zap, love the current Scorp-rich astro. My Venus in Scorpio is feeling quite at home right now…….

Plutoboy
Plutoboy

Meeeeoooooooooow…………………………….;-)

gbs
gbs

Feeling the Dark Moon so intensely, even though I’ve got cleaning and laundry and grocery shopping to do. All I want to do is lie in bed. Questioning the big decisions I made earlier this year and if all this Saturn struggle and discipline has been worth it. I’m also feeling like I need to massively restructure the way I view myself: no one else is going to see me as autonomous and deserving of a place in the sun until I truly, truly grok that internally. It’s one of my absolutely biggest challenges in life. To believe that I… Read more »

calypso
calypso

wow, I so hear you gbs, and I think it must be such a common story hey? not to diminish your experience of course, nor my own. I think I feel a shift though, do you? x

gbs
gbs

Not sure if I feel a shift–but maybe the fact that all of this is coming up so strongly is the Universe’s way of telling me that it’s a good moment to work on these issues…So maybe it is a shift, after all.

Maybe the long Saturn slog through Scorpio and Pluto on my progressed sun isn’t about transforming the external pieces of my life. Perhaps it’s about learning to become my own parent to myself.

Thanks, calypso. Let us know how your shift is going.

calypso
calypso

sometimes I look around and see that we are all children.

i have drifted all my life. I feel now that I can make something here, with myself, with my life. it will take more work. I have done so much internal work, now I think it is my time to do the external and I am preparing to do it. yes, Saturn, maturity. I think we have some similar placements? Scorp Sun/Toro Moon & Rising here.

somewhere ahead there is light πŸ˜€

gbs
gbs

Yes, I’m Scorpio Sun with Toro Moon/Rising as well. And I seem to recall that you have Venus in Libra and Mars in Cap, too? Near astro twins! This last year since Saturn entered Scorp has been so intense, but good in many ways too. I don’t think I’ll be able to get a clear picture of the growth until Saturn moves into Sagg and Pluto moves off my progressed sun. But underneath all my doubts there’s a deep Plutonian life force that I can tap into and I’m grateful for that. Funny how this dark moon coincides with the… Read more »

calypso
calypso

so true about Day of the Dead.

yes, you’re right! Libra Venus 5th, Cap Mars 8th….I checked and my prog Sun is Sagg….ooh how i love a bit of Sagginess! I have no fire in my natal chart except Chiron – do you?

and I have quite enjoyed Saturn too πŸ˜€ yes, is it because Scorps dig transformation?

gbs
gbs

Yes! Venus in Libra in the 5th and Mars in Cap in the 8th. We are, in fact, astro twins!

Saturn in Aries is my only fire planet, so I can get very internal very easily. But Venus in Libra as our chart ruler probably helps us be more social and extrovert when we need to be. I love my Venus in Libra! How have you experienced it?

calypso
calypso

I totally get what you’re saying about the seclusion/sociality matrix. The Scorp/Toro likes time alone and privacy, the LV loves people!!! I feel my Libran Venus very strongly. Aesthetics & art are serious considerations πŸ™‚ It’s conjunct Uranus too! So my values are a bit unconventional I guess. Do you have any contacts to your Cap Mars? I’m wondering if the lack of fire makes me struggle with drive sometimes.

gbs
gbs

My Cap Mars is actually pretty integrated into my chart: it’s sextile my Sun and trine my Pluto. The Mars-Pluto trine is great for setting sights on a long-term goal and moving heaven and earth to achieve it. I would really embrace your Mars in Cap in the 8th to develop that drive you think you lack. Actually, with that placement you have the drive, it’s just becoming aware of it and incorporating it into your view of yourself. Mystic always talks about the great benefits of Mars in Cap. Add to that the 8th house placement–there’s a lot of… Read more »

calypso
calypso

I know – and mine is strong in a sense as well, part of a Grant Earth Trien with Moon/Assc & Pluto, however, it squares a Merc/Jupe conjunction in Air, so it’s like I have the big ideas, and that’s enough for me, lol, don’t; need to follow through….

calypso
calypso

anyway thanks gbs, I think this realisation is key to the shift & autonomy xx

Andromeda
Andromeda

Nice gbs & cal, thanks for explicating the Toro/Scorp thing for me, I have Sun in the 2nd & Scorp Luna, often have difficulty with the interior commitments I make at the expense of my external world.
Love yr comment Cal re Scorps enjoying Saturn due to love of transformation. My Scorp Moon loves shedding her skin even while it hurts and makes her cry. xx.

calypso
calypso

brave of you to say as Saturn moves towards it Andy! but I feel the same. Saturn mowed back and forth over that Libra Venus for 3 years of fuqing hell and it was the best thing that ever happened to me, lol xx

ramm-madam dingdong
ramm-madam dingdong

Same, same
xx

Kat
Kat

Ooohhhhh my Scorp ASC nep/jup loving this luscious Scorp vibe!!! My eldest teen curled up next to me- like he was four again. Talked of brain structure- he’s in AP psych. Lovvvve this!! Middle teen and crew did haunted house- Saturn transit on his Venus!! Found out he and Leonard Cohen share their bday! Earlier -teens watched some video on channelling by robotic voiced dude with animation. When I heard “animals are of lower vibration “I objected to speciesism- recommended “Earthlings. ” They are obsessed with the pineal gland. I recommended Seth and Jane Roberts books. Other thoughts? If they… Read more »

calypso
calypso

you’re gorgeous Kat πŸ™‚

Plutoboy
Plutoboy

I love the bit about qui vamp healers and friends who want to fix everyone. Tons to look at there, very relative to what I’ve been looking at lately.

Kat
Kat

Caveat- I am deeply grateful to friends who mothered, fed, and cared for me and my human kits in times of sorrow and grief. But one or two grooved on being foul weather friends- on top when you are down. They love being the competent one when you flounder. Neptune/Moon paradigm?That rescuer/rescued thang.

ms.vervain
ms.vervain

Wow, timely reminder on that one. Beautifully expressed, thank you. I find it a tricky to strike a balance, set good boundaries – how to receive help during a time of need while still maintaining dignity and autonomy…… all to easy for the situation to slide into a setup for unhealthy power trips/victim garbage.

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

i dig your name. i love vervain…vervain scented soap, etc….

ms.vervain
ms.vervain

Thank you, EE Libran! It’s after the Bach flower, but I too love the other forms of vervain πŸ™‚

Andro
Andro

How lovely to have such heart centered kids. Great affirmations. Though must admit to being someone who wants change for myself & others, it makes me cry to see people struggle when changes needed seem so apparent. Never could have done cognitive therapny as a job, lol. I’d be all “look tell that dead eyed qi vamp of a drongo to get some boundaries…”. Leo Sun Neptune in Saggi.
Interested to know where yr concept of domestic abuse & men/women comes from, I have a scenario in mind that fits this description too.
Happy transitioning to you too.
Xx. πŸ™‚

gbs
gbs

Thanks, Kat! Here’s to the end of Mother May I (and boss and sister and friends and boyfriends may I). This is what I’m going to set my intention for with the eclipse tomorrow morning.

Kat
Kat

Thank you, gbs!Setting intentions too!Gaining an hour of sleep here- woo hoo!!Cats are thrilled we are up!

Happy dreams!!

Xx Kat

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

2 things to keep in mind with friends who want to “fix everyone”:

–do they obtain consent before “fixing”? Real healers/helpers always obtain consent, unless you are like in a coma or something.

–do they allow themselves to be “fixed” too? Don’t go to someone who is always fixing someone else but never working on themselves. don’t be friends with someone who doesn’t let you return the favor.

Kat
Kat

Dear EEL,

I agree! My fav healer peeps are those who have tread some of the same path- not step by step but enough to get it. And they ask permission before barging in. S

Some friends often don’t ask permission cuz they are sooo glad you have a problem for once. Or they want that sense of -at least I don’t have THAT issue. True friends give and take-,there is a flow of back and forth. Happy Eclipsing!

:)Kat

pi
pi

I guess we didn’t know what to do with penicillin or Teflon when we discovered / made these things too… a lot of science is about stumbling across stuff or trying to prove that something exists that was only known in theoretical realms until someone snagged enough funding to get things going. .. [yes i get that a LHC and international research efforts are a bit different but i suppose I am arguing for the principle, plus science rsch is a bit more complicated generally, these days πŸ™‚ ] I guess the past day or two are showing me (again)… Read more »

pi
pi

it’ll happen when it happens and not before,
say the only neurons in my brain worth listening to right now.

anon flux
anon flux

i totally get where you’re at pi. and you’re right, this is a really hard time of year to make those connections. For what it’s worth, so many times I’ve felt tempted to ask you if you want to have a coffee but the merging of online with everyday does my head in. We clearly have things in common but it still feels weird to me.

pi
pi

it’s the 21st century, anything can happen πŸ™‚

aon flux
aon flux

I think I get what you mean but I’ve never felt hindered or helped by the temporal labels pi. I’ve always thought if people were meant to be physically together it would just happen and before we had a wired world it always did for me. In many ways I find now the physical meetings are hindered by the 21st century technology. People think they’re freer but observing the effect on synchronicity in the physical worlds it appears so many are locked into their ‘grids’. I prefer being out in the world communing hence a sporadic presence here.

pi
pi

i’m cool with both, then again there are several people here who simply wouldn’t exist to me if i didn’t spend time on this blog. so, added social dimensions for me. when i haven’t had the headspace for dealing with actual people (other than close friends) but needed to converse somehow, online’s worked for me. I guess I meant that it’s not so wierd, to know people online and then sort of mash that up with the real life thing. not as though i make a habit of it tho πŸ™‚ i don’t know. I kind of like bridging the… Read more »

anon flux
anon flux

oh yeah not a diss of this space – just that it doesn’t work for me as an ongoing thing. need variety and to be in and of the world outside talking to misfits and strangers πŸ™‚

david5379
david5379

I know what you mean, making new friends is kinda weird and mysterious

Pi
Pi

sometimes is’s super easy and bam, new friend/s. other times – yes mysterious πŸ™‚

david5379
david5379

thats exactly it

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Beginner’s mind also. Going back to work type i left 7 years ago. Thinks: i totally got this. Universe Says: Whoah! Hold those Horsies! You know Nothing. Friends and lovers: once had constant flow, now such hard work for…little response. But my sense is everyone is just as busy as i am, trying to work this new stuff out, where the outer stone slid a few degrees against the inner stone circle, and it’s all Mind the Gap. I feel a Piscean sense of a new When. I have Merc in Aries opp Uranus Square Mars impatience like a bitch.… Read more »

anon flux
anon flux

Not so much in terms of intergalactic shifts (i figure if I’m doing it here it will happen elsewhere, all I need to do is be ‘in’ the moment/vehicle I’m in at whatever time things present themselves) but similarly, i definitely have a sense of knowing this place is not in my forever therefore there’s an obstacle to becoming enmeshed. I am aware there’s a flip side though – if it’s not forever what do you have to lose? So much of how I’m framing things right now is about how easy will it be to extricate within the near… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Well it may not be forever but you still have to live in it right now. So what you have to lose or gain is whatever you can live without right now for a better cause. Is that what you’re talking? I feel a bit earthed to be sure i’ve caught the Flux of your aeon! (Mars in Cap, Saturn In Tau, Pluto in Virgo – if we’re talking money and career) If you mean friendships and such i have a whole different 3rd 11th house axis to get me there (Venus Aqua 3rd – Uranus Libra 11th) so yes… Read more »

anon flux
anon flux

aries rules my 11th and uranus may be tweaking it πŸ™‚

pi
pi

Mille, stopped reading your comment at “light years” to reply instantly – YES!! pretty sure we’ve both (or others) mentioned this before – gone too far out to turn back, might as well keep going even though it still *seems* a distance too. also i’ve been reading (aka skimming on google books sneak peeks, ahem) a book called ‘spatial dimensions of social thought’ – anyway bit of a random aside but it brings a few authors together to discuss how and maybe why we often convert abstract concepts about power, possibility etc to a physical equivalent i.e we find something… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Sculpture?

Pi
Pi

πŸ™‚
i was going to try and avoid all physical parallels. In case translating this into something that current life changes are not (situational into physical) – is actually obscuring or clouding another way I can I see or deal with things… if that makes sense!

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Yes i think so. In fact, totally. This is how i can get on with it in daily living. The metaphors are the only way i can usu discuss it. Food for conversational thought, Pi…hmmm

pi
pi

yeah i live in metaphor-land… it’s going to be a challenge!

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

Just curious Pi… you’ve never really mentioned if you’re ENJOYING this new vocation/study thing you’re currently doing. Is it an option to quit and do something else? Why continue if it’s like a game of snakes and ladders or it’s making you so miserable.

Life’s too short to continue without something if there’s no reward in the end.

pi
pi

hey scorpbot, I am enjoying the thing itself, but i’m also having (cringe) status-issues – can’t believe i’ve just said that but it might be true for once. I just don’t know how far “ahead” i’ll be once i get out. that part’s up to me I guess. I keep trying to calm down the cap moon by reminding it to enjoy the ride and of all the options I can and will take up to meet the need for success / achievement. It’s just at “this age” I feel like I haven’t got any time to waste. *under pressure…doo… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

“status-issues” πŸ˜† well my Cap Asc knows all about THAT!!! πŸ˜€

Bloody Cap moon!! You’re still pretty young… you have plenty of TIME! don’t worry about it. πŸ™‚

pi
pi

aaghghh i just want to burn all the calendars everywhere. πŸ˜€ x

S
S

Pi let’s do this bonfire. I’ll bring a box of redheads and we’ll watch time burn into the sand. We could use a few copies of The Secret and Twilight to get things started. In true Cap Moon style we can sweep up the ashes from the bones of time and purify what remains by returning it back to the sea.

Andromeda
Andromeda

πŸ™‚

Pi
Pi

we’ll need kindle-ing πŸ˜‰

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Beginners mind is one thing, but I have found the injunction to Stay On The Fucking Bus quite useful…. Its the Helsinki Bus Station Theory ;

http://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2013/feb/23/change-life-helsinki-bus-station-theory

…very useful when deciding whether to drop everything and start again, or whether to push on and through the stage you’re at now…..

gbs
gbs

I so needed to read this, based on where I am in my career right now. Thanks, DT.

Centaurus
Centaurus

This is about as perfect a reminder as I could get with regard to changing everything up lately… all in right time. πŸ™‚

Pi
Pi

haha. that’s great, DT. what is it with those wonderful arctic circle (ish) countries? Yes I am definitely not deluded enough to think that I might crack the big-time in the next 6 months and I definitely have no illusions that I’m a beautiful and unique snowflake if only someone would realise this and throw money and a beachside house/studio at me. So take that, Neptune. Former career-ism and innate obstinacy (tenacity?) means I’m not going to just quit and drift around like a plastic bag in the ocean πŸ™‚ I think it’s about working harder to get where I… Read more »

Mitra
Mitra

I love it. Especially the swearing on the new moon bit.

Wish someone had told me this years ago.

Andromeda
Andromeda

So I touched on this earlier as I am wondering about manifesting & though I am meant to be seeing a friend sing tomorrow, I am just too distracted by this honking great Scorpio solar new moon eclipse. Plus last time there was a lunar eclipse and I went out, it was like a REAL Halloween, instead of crazily dressed people, the world was full of weird spritely energies leaping about. That was a lunar eclipse though, it just seemed like the face of the planet was so intensely dark. So now I am leery of manifesting about an eclipse,… Read more »

anon flux
anon flux

yes! but some of them just slip by without a whisper. lunar is exits solar is incoming It’s never what you expect it to be but they can be pivotal and amazingly positive. I realised a few days ago an eclipse in 2009 (the day of which I chose to start a dramatic life changing thing on) has come to fruition and now that it has, the entire institution/system to do with it has dissolved. It was the perfect time to make the seemingly senseless sudden change. If I’d waited until a more ‘sensible’ time the thing I was embarking… Read more »

Andromeda
Andromeda

Hey thanks! It’s true I can work stuff out for myself, ride my pineal train to Luxor, but it’s comforting to learn from others.
Interesting about that cycle ending, will you be intending anything new for this eclipse? πŸ™‚

anon flux
anon flux

yes, I am πŸ™‚

enjoy your day – is the eclipse in your 5th? Sounds perfect for a musical thing.

Andro
Andro

Oo-er! Aren’t you good, been contemplating the healing power of sound & considering the purchase of a crystal bowl also for programming & manifesting through sound. Sound + light = healing & the idea that our DNA is melodic is entrancing me at the moment… What house is being transited for you?

anon flux
anon flux

wow that could bring some amazing outcomes if you charge it up during this particular eclipse. I figure if your intent is pure then the product of your work will be a response in kind. I always think being scared of what might happen is akin to not trusting your own resources and helpers. But you gotta do what you feel comfortable with. It’s in the 5th. But I’m focusing on the elementals not the houses. this guy has some interesting things to say re the musical aspect in the 7th para http://solarisastrology.blogspot.com.au/2013/10/solar-eclipse-3rd-nov-2013-eclipse-of.html

Andromeda
Andromeda

Thank you for the insights. I do believe my intent is pure, but it doesn’t take much when you solidify thought to go in the wrong direction fast. It takes massive self-discipline so I have avoided manifesting rituals on the off-chance I do it wrong out of simple lack of time, tiredness or a squiffy moment. Natal Mars in Virgo at 0 deg! Drawing up a manifestation board for a home right now. I have a lot of homework before this eclipse! Am thinking I need to start manifesting, I have done loads of purifying in the last years and… Read more »

calypso
calypso

“I have done loads of purifying in the last years and it’s time for active participation in the realising of projects”

Andy, i think this is a different take on what I’ve been saying above to S and gbs. Time to next level stuff πŸ™‚

andromeda
andromeda

Ha, yes I saw that Cal, too blimmin’ true. When I do something visiony questy it’s just all open, nothing left to really ‘fix’. Perceptive of others in a new way, more able to see my abilities & theirs, whereas before I had somewhat an inferiority complex, now I know my worth.
Feeling California, looking Minnesota, s’all backwards but that’s growing up. πŸ™‚

calypso
calypso

ah, loving the synchronicities. here’s to our brave new world πŸ™‚

anon flux
anon flux

woof woof x

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

hehe .. in animated anti-hero clothing..

Andromeda
Andromeda

πŸ™‚

anon flux
anon flux

πŸ˜€ my superpower is eye of the beholder

Andromeda
Andromeda

πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ You have been on my mind lately, dunno why. Happy Birthday btw! Missed your thoughts here & there, glad you’re dropping in, xx.

anon flux
anon flux

thanks love x

S
S

Hi Andromeda. You touched on some very interesting points. I am hoping to receive some information this week about studying Art Therapy. Sometimes the only way “in” is through a creative channel. The healing is in the doing. Your passion for solution based support measures for ASD kids is truely inspiring. Bless your beautiful soul Andy.

Andromeda
Andromeda

S, that’s incredibly kind to say. The healing is in the doing, yet too long have I sat & dreamed unaware that my dreaming was doing also. Now my doing is dreaming, which makes doing so much more fun, less emphatic more magical. IYKWIM?

Have always wanted to study art therapy formally, love it when MM does those ‘what is this picture representing for you’ posts. Best of luck with yr studies, am sure they will lead to glorious and unexpected adventures.

anon flux
anon flux

this astro feels very future proofy – a weird thing has happened and I realised that two things I’ve been doing actually cross paths and that I can combine them to create a bigger better thing. holy crap. it’s revelatory. Thanks to uranus for backing it up over that oh-so important place in my chart. I don’t know why I never thought of it before. A few days ago I had a crystal clear moment of suddenly thinking ‘I know why I’m here doing this right now’ like I was totally in the moment of an anchor point or at… Read more »

pi
pi

that’s awesome.
I love the cut-through of these moments.

anon flux
anon flux

weird thing was it was at work! Am working in such a weird place. It’s almost as if it has nothing to do with work. So much else is linked to it. Do you ever have those times when you know something isn’t about what you thought it was about? Almost as if parts of it are mechanical and ‘going through the motions’ in order to be in that exact place at that exact time? That is what is happening. It’s totally bizarre. Am taking it on a day by day basis because I think it’s uranus powered and there’s… Read more »

pi
pi

so this is good right? it means you maybe are now on the alert for unusual opportunities or ‘moments’ and less tied into workaday routine [other than what you need to do..]

anon flux
anon flux

TOTALLY!

xxx

Centaurus
Centaurus

Yes, I do get them. I think they’re aware moments of little pieces of the whole… be it picture, moment or outcome.

I think they have to present like that to snap me into an awareness that there’s more to this and to stay in the flow, and Uranus is excellent at making it weird, interesting or amusing and thus maintaining my attention.

anon flux
anon flux

YES! that’s exactly what happened – suddenly I realised this situation I’m in is greater than the sum of its parts and I just have to be in it and allow for whatever comes to come. Like when the pressure drops just before it rains and there’s that moment of silence that allows you to choose whether to get wet or go inside.

SO LIBERATING TO JUST LET GO OF EXPECTATIONS

Centaurus
Centaurus

Perfect description!! πŸ™‚

TheWaterFairy
TheWaterFairy

Wow amazing. I am getting this type of thing too.

Andromeda
Andromeda

Love these moments, reality cracking the mirror of collective self-reflection. Something’s afoot!
Wheels of fate grinding as they pivot on the gravel road of reality. Good luck!

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

Yes. This is the most intense I have felt – I could explode. I have been physically inactive all week in a slump trying to justify my moping about as “resting under a dark moon”. I just did a work out. It abolished my bad mood immediately. I was Zombi-ing it up like it was Halloween or something. Gosh darn I have been wanting my ex back as though he was my source of life. Trying to coerce that dark matter into creating the circumstances for him to be back in my life. Pleading with the Universe and God/desses to… Read more »

pi
pi

cn you find a way to see these feelings that currently ‘overwhelm’ you as instead ‘occupying’ you? so, easier to see as temporary? so this way there’s a little – but present – divide between You, and your strong feelings of loss and wanting-back. So it’s a little easier to observe and… handle. cope with. and in the same way, they have less ownership of your headspace and you can let the [blissful] absence of such feelings also then move thru you too, but also not be “you” . does that make any sense? xx it’s sort of how i… Read more »

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

Yes, I suppose that is what I did at the start. To the effect of having no feelings. I have not cried over it until this week. Three and a half weeks of absolutely no emotion. I was sad the day we broke up and then from the very next day and three or so weeks on I was entirely removed. The words were there, “why did we break up when I love him” but the accompanying emotions were not. No longing. Not even anger. Only confusion. Entirely cerebral. I suppose it’s unnatural. This was the week it has exploded… Read more »

pi
pi

ah yes the ole pluto-neptune dream-smasher. xx
you’ll hate me for saying this, but.. give it time.. it’s a shitty pain that breakup thing πŸ™ x

pi
pi

also yes exercise like a mofo, it will even your headspace out. can’t think of the ex when you can only think of getting your next lungful of air mid-interval-sprint πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

sorry..it’s totally different to be a little over weight but at least try to stay healthy and exercise vs, some person who has let themselves go and has a regular lifestyle of couch potatoeing and junk food. If you’ve been trying it’s doubtful you are being hypocritical. You’ve just had an unbalanced focus from doing too much for others instead of focussing on yourself. I’ve done that plenty of times. πŸ™‚

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

I feel CALM and content. It’s a nice break from my usual intensity.

Mars in Virgo, so of course the laundry gets done

Vitamins are a waste of money

Had a dream last night that I opened the door to my apartment – not the one I currently live in now – but 10 times the size. An absolutely stunning and lush open space. I adore those house / interior dreams πŸ™‚

pi
pi

πŸ™‚

Andromeda
Andromeda

Feeling vitamined out at the moment too.
But I AM loving this new super hydrating stuff I add to water called Crystal Energy. It mimics the structure of glacier water which is closer to human biological fluids, so when you add it to your water, it really tastes.. wetter.

Love the dream. Like there is even more to you than you imagined. πŸ˜‰

scorpbot
scorpbot

“tastes.. wetter” πŸ˜†

calypso
calypso

yes, I liked that too πŸ˜€

xx
xx

Intensity. The f bomb is flying out of my mouth like bullets from a tommy gun
Zombie : a little. But in a post traumatic run in avoidance sort of way
Feeling: my blood pressure is through the roof.
Hoping it knocks me unconscious so I don’t vent my rage.
It very hard staying patient with people who clearly belong in a special facility. When did personal responsibility and initiative become extinct?
Actually, all in all, not that bad.
If I channel the argh I may yet Phoenix like famke Jansen in x men

S
S

I don’t know what happened to me today but I drew a portrait of man. The strangest thing is I heard my inner voice say “what are you drawing that for, you really should be drawing that guy.” I don’t do portraits and especially drawings about someone I care for. My recent emotional wipeout came from trying not to think about this person. When you try to function by suppressing your emotional side it reacts and forces you to engage in that place.

Pi
Pi

yep. Hey again S. nice to see u πŸ™‚ ze feelinks need attending to, like a garden, for us watery types. Think of it as water quality – pollution control. Regular testing, analysis, make sure our inner pools, ponds, rivers, creeks, oceans are functioning as those water bodies need to. Sounds like that portrait had to happen.. that’s OK πŸ™‚ I have found that creative visualisations involving water have been quite profound / revealing / soothing for me. e.g. allowing myself to encounter water and observing everything i want to about it, then – in my mind’s eye – doing… Read more »

Pi
Pi

hang on. creative visualisations? i guess i meant a kind of guided meditation, or just some kind of visualisation where we take ourselves on a walk in our minds’ eye.

S
S

Hello lovely Pi.
It’s just so out of character for me to feel this way. A drawing, that’s really shocking for me to get my head around. Never done this before. I guess I just needed to bring him closer to me. It was an enjoyable process, even the cat loved chewing and tapping her paw on the pencils.

Pi
Pi

well it’s nice that your kitty could join in the fun πŸ™‚
I write poems when I need to express something – it’s not even conscious, its more like compulsive poetry, the words appear in my head and then bam, there they are on paper. there was an idea (/feeling / sensation / communique) that needed to come out. maybe so too your drawing..?

mitra
mitra

I can imagine you writing poems, pi πŸ™‚

calypso
calypso

very interesting experience S. I hope I am right in reading into it that it could at some level bring some peace?

love the kitty cat details. I’m cat sitting atm, a lovely big boy, i think he’s a Taurus, lol. In the daytime he sleeps under my bed, nighttime on top of it πŸ™‚

scorpbot
scorpbot

cats are so awesome!! I love how they sleep under cars during the day πŸ˜€

calypso
calypso

they really are – I love this boy. Bast is in the eclipse mix! good time to revere the cat πŸ˜€

S
S

Hello CS. Just had a dream about keys. Leslie Chow (from The Hangover movies) gave me his bathroom keys. He explained which one to use and checked them first and made sure it was the right set of keys. On the outside it looked like a shipping container but inside was this super luxury fully decorated regal gold everywhere bathroom. He had to go just before I did, I said “that’s ok”. I did see a lot of keys but was told which were right and how to use them. The keys I was given had a little chinese red… Read more »

Gemyogi
Gemyogi

What a cool dream S. I love Chow! And dragons (year of the dragon & dragon tattoo). Remember the post about keys back a week or so ‘you hold the keys’?

calypso
calypso

I love it too, same reasons (without being a dragon). what do you think it means S? I had a significant dream this morning that marked the end of an eclipse cycle (or 2) of abuse for me.

S
S

I felt privileged to have these keys, they would work. I am a year of the snake person, don’t know about the dragon. I love a good facility but this was like nothing I’ve ever seen. Out of this dry almost desert like environment, was me and Leslie Chow. Who knew a shipping container could hold such opulence. There was a lush green garden with vines twisting up high and all the mod cons of a luxurious bathroom. A top notch facility. I have a thing for bathrooms, I may not remember your name but I’ll never forget your bathroom.… Read more »

calypso
calypso

it’s been a long time coming, so in one way i’m relieved and calm and just can’t believe I was in it so long (being reasonably smart and feisty, you know). On the other hand I feel a bit like a novice. Do I know how to play it different? Of course I do, I’ve been practising that, that’s how i got here, but what comes next? Love, I hope, in any form, and maybe achievement, appreciation, and some other things I didn’t believe I deserved. Prosperity in different forms I guess πŸ™‚

S
S

I sincerely understand that journey. I’ve done all the hard emo processing of bad relationships and parental anguish. I won’t be dragged to those places in the pursuit of relationship success. Perhaps be an apprentice in love is the best place to start. Because you want to be there and in time prosperity with blossom along the way. I am with you in that journey.

Serenity
Serenity

That is so true! Processing is part of healing in whatever manner. It gets easier but very hard.

TheWaterFairy
TheWaterFairy

Calypso and S what you are saying so resonates with me at the moment. After processing my stuff I’ve decided to have a love relationship with my self for sometime.

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

Oh no no one has shared yet…. I …. Touch wood am not feeling the intensity…. But did for the last month well 2 months, now I’m transforming, moving at the speed of light… (metaphorically) and having a lot of happy hormones or vibes pulsing through me…. Maybe I’ve just integrated the love zombie and turned it on myself, and the intensity is just the amped up joy! I’m so used to intense being painful…. Would it be rude to say I feel incredibly juicy with this intensity… I do have Scorpio ascendant… Any other scorps out there loving themselves… Read more »

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

YES!! feel in the love πŸ™‚

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

*feeling !!!

Scorpbot
Scorpbot

Got a picture in my mind’s eye of you as a big fat juicy grape like the blueberry girl in Willy Wonka but a happy version πŸ˜€

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

Yes totes the exploding w joy blueberry at Willy wonkas… Though I feel much more Scorpio sexy seductress lady of the night

scorpbot
scorpbot

yes, yes, of course πŸ™‚