Beware Of The Love Zombies

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Wolf KissingVenus Void in Pisces brings up Love Zombie regrets, flashbacks and disbelieving freak-outs.  There is no real cure but a brisk shower with Bitch Essence (i meant to type birch just then, was thinking Weleda and aura cleansy but whatever, the typo stays) and making yourself sleep or write it all out. If anyone is dumb enough to read the rant, say it was all a dream. Nightmare even. OR just wait it out in a tetchy mood until Venus hits Aries on Thurs/Fri and the vibe shifts quite a lot.

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Gemini 1001
Gemini 1001

I turned into a Love Zombie when Mercury went retro – its getting better now but its an awfully powerful spell!! I’m getting a dragon!!

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

i’m so not a lz anymore, love altars and fist-born son bargains notwithstanding, but ha! it is around. yesterday, my libran friend called in such a state of lz agitation she couldn’t string a sentence together to save her life. i pulled some cards for her and told her all about the astro of the mo and smoothed her out. it was a shocking mirror experience though- i hope to high hades i was not like that but i fear i was completely! and then the crab called. we talked all night long. barely functioning this morning but in a… Read more »

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Ooohhh… a crab, huh? Sounds… cozy. Im living vicariously through you 😉

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

nononono, that is not healthy, hippera! it is THE crab, of the altar and whiplash emotions and all-consuming lz-dom of the the last year. the nessus-pluto- relationship. the one i dreamed of murdering. the toro moon and the virgo moon. the one that fulfills the soulmating book’s prophecy of my gem sun/cap eros- “you run into problems when you meet somebody exactly like you.” he is my twin. strung out on xanax and adderol and other pharmies. on the other side of the country. being hotly pursued by the girl who stole my first boyfriend. but none of these things… Read more »

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

but it’s also true- it’s cozy, and sweet, and gentle, and kind, and transcendent. paradoxical i know.

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Oh my Lord. I got shivers reading your description of your tale. I salute your bravery and courage :O Ive gone through some epic shit, but not to that level. Its always the paradox, isnt it? Theres always something to anchor you even if the rest is bat-shit crazy. We can never get what we want…. there is always 5 parts crazy to the 2 parts of absolutely incredible soulmating pieces or something 😛 Big Sigh. Hugs and healing blessings for you my friend. I will be thinking of you.

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

True love always seems to be a lesson of letting go, whether it happens for illegitimate and unfair reasons or not, sooner or later we must let go. its something Ive had difficulty with… I know with my last ex this has been a huge obstacle for me. I feel it is – or was – true love with him as well. I know if I saw him again, I would probably just give him a big hug and we would just start chatting again like nothing happened. Thats what makes it harder to let go… the deep bonding love… Read more »

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

I know that feeling…just being happy with what you got and still loving the person but accepting that it does not work in reality and may never.

It sucks, but once you hit that true acceptance spot you’re so much stronger for it.

AriesAqua
AriesAqua

I came face to face with my biggest LZ trigger. An ex boyfriend of mine with whom we broke up over a year ago, lots of things unsaid and lots of turmoil and the ending of one of the most beautiful relationships I had ever been in with the most out of this world love and chemistry. You know, when you leave a relationships completely inlove but HAD to because it was just to turbulent and damaging to i don’t know, EVERYTHING else in your life. Yeah.. Face to face after such a long time of nothing. He confronted me… Read more »

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

As per last bajillion love zombie days: he should be with me. That is all.

Or at least. I should be with someone fuqing awesome and soon, if “the Angels” or whatever are taking him on another path. I mean HELLO!! Where are my Angels!? What IS this path I’m on? It’s pretty freaking shady if you ask me… Not something a twenty something should be walking alone.

Bah!

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Haha, I hear you on this! Thought this myself so many friggin times, its unbelieveable.

Lozza
Lozza

Oh thank gawd, thought I was losing the plot. Grateful there’s an astrological explanation. Hanging out for Friday.

libaqua
libaqua

Well I could go all love zombie – my daliance with a Virgo seems to have burst its bubble. He turned up Friday late night at my house (prearranged as I have a 7yr old on my own and couldn’t get out), on something or other, possibly the scent of another woman (and not perfume, it was fleeting and I am not positive). I asked him straight up the next day and he empahatically denies anything (as you would), but I have my suspiicions and seriously whatevs. He is free to do whatever, we are not in a formal relationship,… Read more »

libaqua
libaqua

Oh Noooo, just read the scopes for tomorrow – Me Libra, Him Virgo – could get really ugly or really awesome. Well at least I won’t have to wait it out. 🙂

davidl
davidl

I’ve reached a state if total equanimity.
An equal dislike for all people.
I’m such a grouch right now.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Oh no! This is not a good state of equanimity or balance to gave achieved! Am thinking of the 2 of swords… May you be unbalanced shortly. 🙂

Androms
Androms

“Have” achieved, soz, ya me.

Pi
Pi

pffff.. people, fuq who needs ’em anyway 😀 xxoo

K
K

Hahaha, yes, same here.

Pi
Pi

sometimes I wish I could still be even just a little bit love zombie. but instead it’s like my attitude to love is a cake where someone used salt instead of sugar. :\

libaqua
libaqua

Great analogy – I can just see your face all screwed up as you spit the cake out.

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

I thought u were going to say you just prefer cake…

dia.astro
dia.astro

Yesterday: Re-Enter the Scorpio. flashed me his Calvins & rock hard body as he revealed that he is actually so much older than me that our Saturns are trine. Now that I know his birth year I know everything… Scorpio, Kataka Moon/Rising. His Mars, exact sextile my Venus, zero Pisces to Zero Taurus… I’m in trouble y’all.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Your first two sentences read like the opening of a novel that I cannot wait to read 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous

I agree. Please fill us in on how the story goes later, yes, dia.astro? 😉

dia.astro
dia.astro

I’m sure Mystic will again soon discuss a topic so on point that I will have to bring it up again, no doubt…

Pi
Pi

she has a way of doing that…

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Oh we’re all friends here, dia, I’m sure nobody would mind if you use just the flimsiest of pretexts to update us: “astro chart?? I have one of those! And so does the Saturn-trining Scorp, who this week….” etc
In fact I insist you do. I have no love action whatsoever, so I am living vicariously through others. Look
upon it as a humanitarian mission! x

Anonymous
Anonymous

Please elaborate dia!! 🙂
… a Scorp, Calvin Kleins, Venus/Mars sextile. Sounds intriguing!!

Ceres
Ceres

Love the dragon! I dreamt that a charismatic vampire was helping me choose perfume. He said he liked the way I smelt and I told him I normally wear Balenciaga but the shop didn’t stock it. He chose one called Fluer for me. I wanted to stay with the vampire but I woke up. Aspects of the dream are still following me through the day calling me back to Love Zombieland, I will resist… I will not be someone’s little flower.

dzdrfthjv
dzdrfthjv

OMg. i keep getting lost in fantasies… i have a little crush, tiny, and then in my head like BOOM. music! lights! half awake, ancient dna! soul memories of lust. neptunes trine my natal scorp venus, its just extra pumped, right now with transit venus and neptune going thru my first house too. i cant stop thinking bout fantastic ‘could bes’. definitely the single’s version of this love slave business. i don’t think i’d like reality its too annoying anyway HAHAH Arg.

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

Me too!!! I’m reading this whole post thinking imva tragic love zombie in fantasy land…. I spent hours while working today (i can multitask) in detail by detail fantasy of my desired seduction of object of fantasy, but I wake through the night in deep stages of fantasy dreaming about this person too! I laughed at myself today and thought “in effed in the head when it comes to this stuff”

Booteslacuna
Booteslacuna

Awwww,
My newly 7 Piscean daughter has tons of folders covering her desktop all titled with the different animal species she collects from google images. (it’s easy to guess her ascendant 🙂 )
Broke my heart the day she stopped typing ‘ WOOFS”… when she was searching for timberwolves.

Anyway; her nearly 5 little bro still occasionally steps in ‘Chooken poo’….
(trans for those not in Oz..chickens are more commonly called ‘chooks’ here ..)

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

Gorgeous… Love “chookens”

booteslacuna
booteslacuna

🙂
english IS meant to be one of the least logical of languages.
the little fellas got a toy pair of Mr Spock ears.

Ainslie
Ainslie

Perfect timing once again mystic. Haunted last night ” by the one”… Eight years ago now : ( I love being reminded that I’m a fucking idiot. Ahhhh

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

I feel ya on this… Please dont ever beat yourself up over it though. Emotions are a very complicated and fragile – not to mention – pretty much uncontrollable thing. It took me 7 years to get over someone from my past. He was my first real love, and I never got closure. The lesson for me was to just ride it out and feel everything that surfaced… no matter how uncomfortable it was, or how long it took. And in 2012, I was finally able to say good-bye without a twinge of regret. xx

Peta Stephensen
Peta Stephensen

Can anyone help me on whom I can contact to have a full birth chart made up?

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

You could email Mystic and see if she has any availability. Mystic is really great in getting you to see the opporutnity in whatever the energies may be.

If she’s not available, I had a chart done by Anne Ortelee. You can book online at astroanne.com. I asked for no predictions, but the things she told me about my past – the years and events – were spot on. Its strange to confront how much is written ahead of time. I’m sure people don’t get their chart done until the time is right.

Double Happiness
Double Happiness

You can get a great free interactive one on the astro page to astrodienst – just click on the link on the main page of this site and put your details in…. Really helps explain ALOT! You can use the natal chart to look at squares, trines, what houses mean, everything!

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

+ 1 for astrodienst. You definitely don’t have to pay for this :))

Also, Cafe Astrology has a great series of articles explaining what all the Houses, Planets and Aspects mean.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Agreed – if you don’t have money you can do a lot online. You have to educate yourself and learn as you go. If you can afford an astrologer, you will get info on your chart that you never would have realized on astro.com. No comparison, really.

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Plus of course the old DIY Astro category here 🙂

Peta Stephensen
Peta Stephensen

Well first and foremost I feel like a absolute beginner after reading all your writings..most of u write so well u should be writers..I envy your knowledge of how the planet’s align. But I’m not sure I have the energy to go down that huge path of learning..well not just yet..anyway I’m a Leo with big hair..and my life is somewhat in confusion..all is well, but just lately (last 2 days) been feeling a deep unexplained sadness and a feeling of doom..hate that word..I’ve had LZ attacks for nearly 2 yrs and have realized that I’ve just been playing the… Read more »

Gren
Gren

the cat in you wants you to rein your hoochie mama self and act with a little more restraint and discretion. her queenie self doesn’t want to submit to sub-par liasons that leaves her cold and wet. she needs the worship and the love if your animal spirit guides are a clue, that’s got to be what they are from how prominent they are your life. I think you want to run carefree, wild, and unbridled horse archetype. i read the cemetary is an omen, the priest warning you that if you stay on the path, you’re tiger will wither… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Wow. Powerful. I can’t interpret that one. I’ve had a few animal totem dreams – maybe a handful in my life. I google research all my dreams; and in the end go with my gut. I’d google horse and tiger, if you haven’t already. But….bottom line…you have to be the beast you are. Seriously. Think of the absurdity of trying to be one or the other – like a wolf dressed up like grandma, no one really believes the disguise. Its disorienting for you and them to mask your own good nature. Your nature’s as good as any; the trick… Read more »

RA
RA

You want to identify with the horse, but it’s out of control, it’s representing you – but the universe is telling you the tiger is where it’s at.

Funeral -> death -> change.

Shift your mindset to the tiger. The tiger is also wild, but is in control.

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Yah – the horse is a symbol of control. Check out the legend of Rhiannon.

What would the tiger do if you let her loose ? Check out the legend of Sekhemet.

Peta Stephensen
Peta Stephensen

The tiger scares the hell out of me..in my dreams it’s a maneater..it’s dangerous. I have my own horse, and now ive been having unfounded fear of them..but I will check out those legends u have suggested..I will let u know my thoughts xx

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

interesting you called it a maneater- perhaps there is some unconscious rage at feeling like you’re being used for sex constantly? maybe YOU’RE feeling eaten and want to throw it back at them. find the control and ride it!! xoxox

Peta Stephensen
Peta Stephensen

Hmm I’m hearing u..I’ve also been told that the dream represents that I won’t walk the path of the church..that’s why the priest couldn’t help..ok..I will think more on the tiger..it makes sense in wot u said…cheers x

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Watch the Life of Pi if you havent, then Google “life of pi ending explained” – it should leave you with a website called screenrant.com… Read all the different explanations… I think something might click for you…

Peta Stephensen
Peta Stephensen

Yes I watched life of pie and loved it.however I was sad that a friendship didn’t really happen between them 🙁 but I will check out wot u said..cheers xx

pi
pi

Lol. Venus Is also to do with art and creativity, yes? Is this Void what has suddenly fired me up about – and was about to make me launch into a fantastic rant re – virgos and their patronising, critical approach to, well, ME? Seriously, so I was going to say, fuq off with the know it all nitpicking. I refuse to engage with the non-me game of snotty one-upmanship. And when that criticism comes from that disgusting miasma of insecurity and ego, seriously, go away and Do Not Talk To Me. Love from pisces who is just learning and… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

I know I am probably over-reacting, and at the time I don’t feel there is a problem, then I mull over the conversation and my ignored gut reaction at the time and realise that I am actually really unhappy about it. This is one of the few people whose opinions I would like to value but when confronted with a wall of judgement, I just think ‘what’s the fuqing point of even asking what they think of my work when this is all I will get?’ Sigh. 🙁

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

I found it really helpful to follow up those gut reactions with an actual statement to the person ie: I am really unhappy about what you are saying. No heat, no emotion – just the old “I feel ……. when you……” so “I feel bad when you give me these critiques. They are unhelpful to me” Or just ignore the person. In my experience, the very most talented teachers NEVER feel the need to “critique” your work. They ALWAYS have something positive to say. This is because the best teachers understand that the carrot always works better than the stick.… Read more »

Ariesaqua
Ariesaqua

Awesome advice DT X

Pi
Pi

Thank you DT. I realised this shortly after I posted too, thank god – a rant on a blog is meaningless – I need to speak up with love and seek clarity. And I did, because this kind of reaction from me just doesn’t fit my relationship with this person. So, I take that rant back because we’re both a bit clearer on where we’re both coming from now. ah the beauty of honest communication..
xx

Ella Fitz
Ella Fitz

Venus in Aries is when exactly? Need exact times… arggh going love crazy!!

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

I have no LZ stuff going on, but I have realised the utter futility of making plans and trying to “make stuff happen”. I’ve realised that trying to make something of myself has just made me miserable all these years, because I am still not living that dream life; and in the meantime, I am not appreciating what I have here and now. I always said that when I grow up all I want to do is to sit on my bum and drink tea and read books. Now that I have the opportunity to actually DO this, instead I… Read more »

flowerchild
flowerchild

Ah! Your post is serendipity to me! First of all, I’m inspired by your realizations and you must feel SO GOOD to have come to that place. And………I LOVE Mooji! I watch videos of him on youtube all the time. He has helped me so much. Glad you have found him, too! I was in the flow there for a few weeks, letting go, letting god, but the last few days I snapped into some frustrated controlling freak-out state. So weird…. Anyway, I found what you’ve said here very healing and soothing so please know that as you’ve helped yourself… Read more »

Domestic Triffid
Domestic Triffid

Its like loosening the strings on a mental corset – just an “Aaaahhhhhhhhhhh”

Honestly, I put up the sunlounger in the garden and fell asleep in the shade of the lemon tree the other day. It was wonderful.

I’ve found I’m spending more time cooking and also talking to the children….

flowerchild
flowerchild

Sounds DIVINE, Domestic Triffid!

I need to take this stance, too, I think…..if I can… I’m against a wall, financially, home and work, and some of it is out of my hands. It doesn’t do any good to get in a snit or get super controlling about it. I need to relax!

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

I’ve been having similar insights myself. I was finally able to finish my script was the day that I realized that instead of just BEING and letting it happen I obsessed about doing it so much that I ran from it! A good quote:

“If I chase it, I separate into the chaser and the chased. If I am it, I am it and nothing else.”
— John Lilly

Ariesaqua
Ariesaqua

I LOve this

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

this is AWESOME.

The Leo Socialite
The Leo Socialite

I have made a discovery that may help others. I am taking tryptotryphan and L-Glutamate (?) powder as recommended by my natural medicine practitioner to help with carb cravings and they also seem to work with love zombie issues. This is amazing for me as i am fine until i meet a man i like and then i revert into a nutcase. BRING ME MY DRAGON

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Anti-love-zombie in supplement form? On it.

The Leo Socialite
The Leo Socialite

It is to do with serotonin

Quintile
Quintile

Tryptophan is the serotonin pre-curser. So yes, better serotonin levels will ‘buffer’ against low self esteem etc

Anonymous
Anonymous

Do you mean Tryptophan or Tryptotryphan(O. P.)? I thought Tryptophan was the stuff that makes you sleepy after eating turkey?

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Well, I won’t be doing any LZ crap. There is seriously nobody left to angst over! Not even vaguely. After months of seeing ‘cosmic signs’ of someone that came to zilch, after quite specific incidents that pointed me towards him yet they too came to zilch, I have shrugged my shoulders and become a disillusioned sceptic. Yes signs, feng, cards, planets, blah blah, whatever. I have reached the conclusion that all I have been doing for months is finding ways to feel like I have some control over my uncontrollable and quite scary circumstances, and cushion the blow of the… Read more »

mystified
mystified

this too shall pass my child…..lol…. we have a new pope don’t we….am substituting a new religion for LZ action….

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

my fantasy life is amazing. angst is gone. life goes on. it’s all good.

i want to set her dragon free. and have it be so grateful that it gives me a ride. 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous

If you set her dragon free it will eat all the village people. Don’t do it – dragons that don’t have an owner are a liability. 🙂

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

good to know! thanks. 🙂

flowerchild
flowerchild

I’ve been in a horrible mood since Saturday. Partly I know what it is, work and home in flux, but I was dealing with both of those well until Saturday, don’t know what happened………..I’m feeling rageful. Don’t know what to do to calm it, I’ve tried everything. I’m just sick of my life here. I feel like I’m not getting anywhere. Maybe I didn’t care during the retro and Pisces stellium, but all of a sudden I care in a BIG WAY!! Don’t know what action to take, either. Just have no idea what to do!! If I could get… Read more »

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Oh, so this explains it. Got an email from a guy I had an intense clandestine hotel drug romance while he was in town on business way back in late August. He had dropped off the face of the planet in October despite declaring his undying love for me and making plans to meet up again in Vegas for more debauchery. Apparently he had heart failure in early January — viral cardiomyopathy. He is 28. On a wait list for a transplant. He had to quit everything — stimulants, booze, pot, salt. He sent me an email apologizing for disappearing… Read more »

Electric Eel Libran
Electric Eel Libran

you realize he is about to have his ass kicked by Saturn for the next 4-5 years right? With a personal Saturn return AND Saturn transiting Scorp right now? Nonstop ass-kicking…. I don’t envy him. :p

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Jesus. I didn’t even think of that. I thought Saturn return…but somehow forgot about Saturn in Scorpio.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Ya, Scorps dealing with mortality issues right now. Reminds me too of the movie I watched recently, 21 Grams, delves into death and second chances.

Ms.
Ms.

I got my health arse KICKED after my saturn returns, certainly not heart failure but serious enough. He will have saturn in scorpio too no and pluto? saturn pluto conjunction anywhere there?

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Yep, Saturn and Pluto conjunct…in Scorpio.

dia.astro
dia.astro

OMG! I am also experiencing the re-emergence of a former Scorpio hotel lover lol… but from May 2006/January 2007.

Kim's
Kim's

Yes me Pisces have had horrible random flashbacks of regret for dumping the Leo after I spent 4 years trying to make him see the light and get clean he finally did and I have been feeling so abandoned ever since. That is until I saw him the other day high as a kite and had the AHA moment… Luckily for me my phone got disconnected so I had no chance of texting or calling and actually had time to think about it.. Blocked him from facey too.. Not long now until its all over just got to sit it… Read more »

Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

THAT would explain why I spent all of yesterday feeling like the guy out of Taxi Driver (God’s Lonely Man). Soooo emo, so over it. GAH.

fallen angel
fallen angel

Too late. I unceremoniously dumped the Cappo Comedy Writer with an edict that pretty much said I don’t want your emails so don’t send me anything, I won’t respond. If he wants me, seriously he’ll have to come and get me, and I ain’t holding my breath.

I feel a bit tender but noticed the rather immediate energy shift. It was time..so whilst I’m sad about it, I’m focusing on watching myself breathe a little more freely again. Knowing I also gave him and it enough time helps.

Next!

Ms.
Ms.

Oh FA you would always be welcome here. Grab a pillow and girl out, a quick ditch feels a bit rough but its better than meandering road of crap if you know where you are at. x

fallen angel
fallen angel

Thank you Ms. darling..I was all set to loll about watching the Biggest Loser (haha, look at me I shed an entire man) when he begged and begged to come speak to me. I said, frankly I’m surprised you’re stopping me from going. We-ell, he chuckled, I’m not THAT hopeless. God this man is infuriating. So it’s apologies, confessions of feelings and him asking if he can please think seriously about this as I wasn’t “in the plan” and he’d like to consider the implications of us being BF-GF. I didn’t know whether to laugh or puke, like are we… Read more »

Ms.
Ms.

Wow. Hmm. I love the way you write and allow people to be in the room with you FA. All just sounds awkward and not your speed at all. I so get cancerians, they are like neon to me but I think a lot of people miss the whole point of kataka powers of awesome and talk down to the emotion in terms of security when it’s like a literacy for you. You need someone totally different by the sounds of it. EQ personified xx

Pi
Pi

‘literacy’ such a good way to put it..esp in context of cancerians like FA here (and others) whose matter-of-fact awareness of emotional terrain is uncontested.

fallen angel
fallen angel

Auuh, thanks darlings.. but that’s exactly it. OF COURSE, us Empaths naturally attract those so out of touch with their own emotions, it was awkward. Mainly as he’s acting like a hysterical weirdo. The whole The Plan thing is just laughable. I was my mother’s 9th pregnancy, a menopause child who hung in there despite two prior miscarriages – I was never in The Plan to begin with. The Cancer Rising Leo I was involved with before had super high EQ, unfortunately this also gave him substance abuse issues. I suppose however minute, the Capp does get some credit for… Read more »

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Oh my lordy, thank God for the Arian energy coming in. Ive been going through an emotional redux of Piscean Moon ex that has wreaked more havoc with me emotionally in 6 months than another ex Ive had of 6 years… I am seriously so thankful for my Triple Arian friend – she has been worth her weight in gold lately. She has been keeping me busy and my mind focused on other more fun and self-dev type activities(weve signed up for 3 5k runs this year, all in different themes) without letting me put any energy into the LZ… Read more »

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

isn’t it amazing what a huge difference the altar placement makes?? mine was similar. well, ish… anyway, immediately after i moved back away from the crab, i found these old owl salt and pepper shakers. we had an owl thing- they are us to a t. they sat on my altar, facing each other, for months while i heartached and zombied and blah blah blah. then, two weeks ago, i snapped. thought, “this is not what i want!” so i redid the altar and put the owls next to each other on the windowsill, looking out at the trees and… Read more »

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

OMG!! So amazing you went through something so similar!! Thanks for sharing that, that put a huge smile on my face today 😀 I am moving forward with (hopefully) more awareness. Thanks and best of wishes to you too Hdq!!! xoxoxoxox

Andromeda
Andromeda

Love this story! I like how you have discerned your very own dictionary of symbols from this. I was told by a great psychic to create your symbol dictionary and it will be a great guide for you. (Like, she said that birds in the house mean a death in her family for her. But it could mean a genius idea for you or something). I have never done a romance altar, but I did do a vision board for a relationship, which seems to have worked, lol. Matching new candles seem a good idea from your story, I might… Read more »

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Aww thanks! I think thats the thing with symbology – its all so personal. I totally get how certain things just vibrate on a collective level, but most things have a unique flavor we add to the recipe. A certain candle to me, is not the same candle to you, or anyone else. Tastes and prefs differ – and the reasons for each are all vast and different. I simply took this logic and apply it to whatever other situation I find myself in. Thus we sculpt and shape our worlds, and inject our energy and flavor… and in doing… Read more »

freedom ala air
freedom ala air

Beautiful and profound, thanks for sharing….

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Aww thanks for the love! It was my pleasure sharing my little story xx

Steph
Steph

Are you kidding me? Venus is on my Ascendant-Mars right now. Maybe I should just hide until this weekend. …

Ms.
Ms.

just to keep things complicated my new cap is trying to untangle from a love zombie in FULL swing. I have the boring task as the girlfriend to have to deal with it. It\s really tragic and a waste of everyone’s time. I just look at the whole thing and think, please just fuck off I am too tired to deal with you I have actual shit to deal with right now or just grow up he doesn’t love you but it’s not about me so I am just ducking the baggage instead.

fallen angel
fallen angel

Yes, at some point it’s like, dude ok I’ve nothing original to tell you except the same thing I’ve always told you and asking me to review your issues a thousand times over will not result in a revision, soz.

Ms.
Ms.

It has him all weirded out and its starting to affect things, Man I hate it when straight girls play this card. Pretending to be innocent when you are a psycho bats zombie but certain acts of patheticness are meant to entice pity. I roll in such different girl circles.

fallen angel
fallen angel

Of course, it’s affecting things. And while you’re wise to let him deal with it mostly, it sometimes takes the keen eye of a woman to understand the machinations of another. Two words. Jodi Arias – shudder.

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

So, I guess what this means with LZ regrets is that something is gonna happen that will cause me to be a little bit upset with myself thinking the toro/gem wanted anything of substance with me. a.k.a… what a fool VE. Although I am still processing my LZ thoughts on this connection and I am losing interest and feel ok after his drama tactics recently I will get myself prepped for another slap in the face. I still wish him well. I am having a blast lately. Since he removed me as a friend I feel to free to expose… Read more »

Gren
Gren

sounds like the toro is processing incognito. he’s probably got the steel vest on, with one of your balloons tied to his head. watching tv on the couch, thinking you’ll come knocking first. he either can’t get you out of his head because he’s fixated, or you drive him bats, but still can’t get you out of his head because it’s a challenge. either way you’re in his head. virgo’s are like the dragons for taurus. crazy encapsulating fire!

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Yes, I can see him wearing the armor also! We are both steel toed stubborn. I will not chase him either!! I just can’t do it!

It’s funny Mystic’s info on Eros and Psyche was so in line with the two of us! We are together, we are not, we are together again and then we back out.. that is us! But I honestly think it is over this time!

libaqua
libaqua

Don’t “think” it is over Ellie, know it is over, make it over for you, you don’t need his permission and then you can move onwards and upwards xx

K
K

Taurus here , fell hard for a Virgo who’d pursued me first, both couldn’t stop thinking about each other even though he’s in a relationship, he finally cut it off recently (after 2 years). I’m ok with that but it still hurts.
Anyway, point being: it was all very intense!

Please pray
Please pray

Please pray for a teenage Kataka here in California who is in a coma of unkown origin. This is day 6.
Her name is Olivia.
We are praying she will wake up and will be able to keep her legs( blood clots).

All prayers and positive energy is welcome.

Older/Wiser Virgo
Older/Wiser Virgo

Pictured her in my minds eye, lying in hospital, hovering between worlds. She is beautiful. Offered up a prayer. Counted my own blessings.

hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

prayers for olivia, done and will continue to do. big, big hugs and love for all. xoxox

gbs
gbs

Sending loving energy to Olivia this evening. Hugs and comfort to her family and all who care about her.

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

Best wishes and prayers for health and happiness. Xx

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

prayers for Oliva and all who love her

Pi
Pi

I read this and my thoughts turned to Olivia, I was standing about to invoke love and prayers, and then I felt a need to be outside as I did this. So,stepped outside, late evening, listening to the cicadas, seagulls, distant traffic, feeling the breeze, looking at the beautiful plants in my back yard including the intense pink fuchsias, thinking of her and wherever she is right now. Blew her a kiss, wished her safe travels. Then I looked sideways and a giant possum was staring at me from his night time lookout on the roof. I think I caught… Read more »

Thank you
Thank you

Thank you! Brought tears to my eyes.

This dear sweet girl is in this state due to bad drugs. The drug MDMA, cut with other stuff, was the cause.

Please keep the positive energy coming. I picture her awake and dancing again.

Oran Mor
Oran Mor

Out of curiousity, has anyone had any thoughts on what the not-so-far-off conjunction of the Sun and Venus will bring energy wise? First meeting of the two since the Transit of Venus last year so I’m kinda expecting things to get interesting..

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

Well, the first time around brought me only heartache, I don’t have high hopes.

HipparaEcmerci
HipparaEcmerci

Oh gee…. I met my Pisces Moon ex on that Venus transit. I hope this is not Pisces Moon ex, Round 2 for me x_x

Prosepine
Prosepine

Yeah, me too…and still doing the shake off from that,

Prosepine
Prosepine

Just not the Pisces part!! THAT ex t=stayed disapeared thank the gods

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

LOVE the artwork you selected.

I know Venus has as much to do with money as it does sex, esp. with Saturn transiting my 2nd. I am expecting at least two job offers this week. Last night, I had a dream I was going over them. There were 9s, 12s, surprises, and then a wedding dress. Is it possible to LZ over an employer? LOL! Hoping to make a decision soon, but also trying to hold off until Wednesday. I don’t really know which one to choose yet, nor do I yet have any choices. How void is that?

DoubleMutable
DoubleMutable

Congrats, 12th house Virgo…I remember from a few posts back we were having like nearly the same work scenario. I have been waiting on an offer for 3 weeks now but fully expect to get it now that Mercury is direct. And just today, suddenly I have 3 new companies/recruiters beating down my door to schedule interviews with me. Feels pretty good after so much stress! Enjoy getting to pick and choose, and remember to negotiate well! I have never been too good at pushing the salary issue…

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

So funny we are in the same boat. I got two more calls today, but nothing in writing yet. We must be doing our astro well. Good luck and may the best opportunity win!

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

Good luck to both of you!!!

DoubleMutable
DoubleMutable

thank you! I’d hoped to get my offer yesterday….stil waiting. And alarmingly, I even called the hiring manager who has been very communicative with me throughout via email, telling me to “hang in there” and they have no other candidates, etc. He told me he was about to leave work and would “call me back” but never did. No email either. 🙂 I know they HAVE to hire someone, so I’m choosing to see this as a good sign. He doesn’t want to contact me til he has the offer ready or else more info from HR about when it… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Same here! Got two calls from two different recruiters saying they’d have me an offer soon, hopefully by the end of the day even. That was yesterday. UGH! I feel stuck because I don’t feel like interviewing more if I have an offer or offers coming, but nothing is done yet. Isn’t merc retro over? ick

Quadrupled
Quadrupled

If I have another relapse, I will throw up. This is how my body is reacting to vertigo inducing LZ thoughts.

KatakaonFire
KatakaonFire

You and me both, I will be projectile vomiting whilst my neck contorts into Exorcist style yoga

I will hurl, barf, heave, puke and retch, bow to the porcelain goddess,

I will Scromit.

Quadrupled
Quadrupled

That is a good scene to keep in mind 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous

“My dragons! WHERE are my dragons?”
Haha, that is just how I feel on a void moon in Pisces… 🙂
(No, it’s like I really want to know).

Ms.
Ms.

ha. x

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