Psyched?

Filed in New Moons

Matthew Taylor Wilson Fox

Mars on Neptune, Venus vamping up Uranus, Jupiter & Uranus (yes) – things are changing but because this is the Dark Moon, it’s mostly internal – not yet ready to surface of show itself. But understand: this is profound astro-weirding. So how y’all doing with it?

 

Image: Matthew Taylor Wilson – Society 6

Access Horoscopes, Insta-Tarot, Oracle and More

All Access Membership – This is not a recurring payment – you are not locked in.

Email Mystic if you would like to trial for a few weeks first.

100
Leave a Reply

Please Login to comment
avatar
39 Comment threads
61 Thread replies
0 Followers
 
Most reacted comment
Hottest comment thread
27 Comment authors
Pegasuscalypso scorpkattysaggyPi Recent comment authors
newest oldest most voted
hiddendragonqueen
hiddendragonqueen

i knew it would hurt when venus got here, and it does.

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

I do feel like something has shifted and it does feel significant. I feel like a blank slate, I’m in a bit of a daze and not sure how I feel, who I am sort of a vibe. Like being on the cusp of a new phase but not having a clue what it looks like or where it’s heading. A bit disconcerting tbh. Freakily the Toro rising scope said this weekend was great “for getting the guts to kill off some crap coupling.” I did it Mars style, killed it dead. Guess this is my brave new world. I… Read more »

flowerchild
flowerchild

Yeah, it is weird, but it feels like myself, too. I have Moon, Mars (conjunct MC), and Chiron all in Pisces, and I have Sun and Merc in Aqua. I do feel like I’ve been in a haze, and my mental concentration hasn’t been too good lately. It was my birthday last week, and I kept it pretty mellow. I was very moderate with the alcohol. I’ve got a couple belated celebrations coming up this week, too, during which I will also be moderate with alcohol. I give myself a two drink limit these days, otherwise I feel sick and… Read more »

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Day before birthday. I always remember being pensive during my birthday when I was a kid and for some reason getting into trouble on it a lot. As an adult it’s usually been a similarly awkward day/time precipitating or causing major changes directed internally. Examples: having sex without consent by an abusive ex when I was 17 (later choosing to turn him in to the police for domestic violence), a 21st birthday party where I realized that all my friends at the party were just there to party and that I did not want this lifestyle and wanted real connections… Read more »

quintile
quintile

many many happy solar returns Rache – and yes, own your b-day and have an excellent time of it x x

sweetpea
sweetpea

Aww, Happy Birthday tomorrow…Reading some of your post, sounds like you certainly deserve one girl x

flowerchild
flowerchild

Ah! Happy birthday, re-birth day!

Baby sloths are so cute! If anything will soften the heart, they will!

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

I swear they help my insomnia like nothing else. Seriously! I dunno why but they make me feel relaxed. If I can’t sleep I pop half a melatonin, watch a baby sloth video and fantasize about the day I will finally hug a sloth. lol

flowerchild
flowerchild

Oooh! Good tip! Baby sloth vids for insomnia… I’m going to try it. I’ve been having insomnia recently, and I’ve not really had it before, so it’s been disturbing.

I take one St. John’s Wort capsule before bed, though, and that helps.

Aw, that’s so sweet to think of hugging a sloth! I bet you could arrange to do it if you wanted to!

Have a fabulous day!

WOOHOO
WOOHOO

I’ve been throwing out old underwear and bought a whole heap of new underwear. Nothing feels better than wearing new underwear. Haha. That’s about as intense as it’s getting for me.

Saw HEAPS of people from the past on the weekend. No change to my routine, but they were all everywhere. Even my first ever love. Ha! It feels good to feel nothing about people gone by.

Patricia
Patricia

not feeling good at all. crying a lot and hating life. got no clue why. saturn in scorpio 12th house and scorpio moon i guess. ugh.

quintile
quintile

bless you – can you contact a friend or do something really nice for yourself? I find rescue remedy every hour excellent when I’m melting down 🙂

Kakata/Aries68
Kakata/Aries68

All over the place!!! The weekend was spent with fabulous women with great positive energy, and then I let myself succumb to emotional abuse / button pushing from the soon to be ex. From there I spiralled into LZ madness – but resisted the temptation for phone / text contact. The revisited Aqua/Leo lover/friend (my first true love from 25 years ago) decided to pursue a “relationship” with another woman (rather than the affair he was having with me) a few months back, but we’ve remained in contact ever since – the chemistry between us is incredible, and it’s like… Read more »

quintile
quintile

wow – full slate alright 🙂 sounds like a wound opened up but you can rise above it, he has come back. good luck 🙂 PS very similar to my own weekend with Toro (Aqua rising!!).

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

How am I doing with this energy? Surprisingly well. I feel like a huge block has cleared. I feel so free. Making plans for the first time in a year. I have the chance of a couple of weeks of full time work in an area where my experience is patchy, which is fantastic as I can use it as a CV boost. Got fab cheapish rate from tradesman fixing water leaks in my prosperity sector lol. Plants I bought to boost prosperity sector were spontaneously discounted. I keep asking, no beseeching, the universe for guidance and you know what?… Read more »

quintile
quintile

great news you’ve moved on the feng suggestions – and fab fab fab about the work!! well done x x

Oran Mor
Oran Mor

Fairly awesome actually… All things considered I’m doing amazingly..

Working really hard at my creative/musical project and it’s producing phenomenal results.. Considering how often I’m in a ‘creative block’ kinda state this is a REALLY GOOD THING!!! 😀

Lots of internal thought shiz being worked out too, so thats awesome.

Pegasus
Pegasus

I am having relationship problems with my closest friends, questioning the friendships that are over 20 years duration. Angry, feeling the friendships are unbalanced in the giving & taking. Being critical of them because of feeling hurt and not saying so, which is harming me instead of speaking my truth and actually saying to them what distresses me.
Where would i look astrologically to help explain this?
‘My love is like a wounded deer seeking refuge in the forest’.

You asked.

RA
RA

11th house – friendship; 3rd house – communications; 7th house – relationships; 12th house if Mercury is there.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Venus in 12th-Mercury-Chiron-Jupe-Sun 11th.

I see, thanx.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Pegs, thats the shits but RA’s advice good stuff. Are you Anon, or is that someone else?

Anonymous
Anonymous

I went through very similar with Saturn in the 7th. It was awful at times but ultimately liberating. The worst was wanting so much to say something and have it all out but knowing it wouldn’t have helped. There were too many things left unsaid earlier it would’ve only looked petty. So I needed to learn about assertiveness and boundaries, thanks Saturn! Oh and therapy helped, I love therapy ; ) All the best Pegs, the pain around friendships is really hard. Hope it all works out fine though x

Pegasus
Pegasus

Sweetie & friend, thanks for your acknowledgement.
Checked transits & nodes searching for astro explanation & nothing jumps out but a friend, a Virgo,(my 1st boyfriend in fact) i called interstate last night to have a sook to, said go outside & look north and there was Jupiter so bright & sparkly gave me such a lift plus perspective, a bigger picture, that’s what Jupes does & did for me..
Guess i’m a bit of a push over with those i love-like, i jump when they say, always ready to help.
xx

quintile
quintile

all over the shop me! fab weekend in the country at a festival and totes Uranian as the AWOL Toro from 2011-2012 turned up and we had a lovely time – felt fab to finally really connect. Then I did moon/rising-in-pisces-tears in the morning and he did moon-in-virgo-I-am-here-to-work but we got over that. Funny thing is that I put him literally on ice last June to Nov, and it really must have worked because he told me he wanted to make contact at this time but couldn’t for fear I would be too common-sense about things (long story). Also when… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Oh wow q, love your work!! 🙂 deep breaths, no LZ for you – just lots of water and cranberry juice lol
Saturn through your 8th, yes? Maybe his return is a self-affirming sign at how well you’ve taken the Saturn lessons on board, set good boundaries etc. xx

quintile
quintile

thanks for the comments Chrys! sure enough the paper in the freezer does work. But my feng shui consult said my flat ‘is so challenging anything will help’ – bit off putting really. How was your house when you had it done? x x x

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Oh goodness – well at least that’s honest and anything you do feng-wise will improve things! 🙂 I reckon the simple act of paying attention, buying flowers and opening a window must infuse any space with better vibes, and the power of remedies and intent will augment that. My consult was fab, lots of good ideas that I’ll implement over the next couple of weeks. Nothing wrong with the house so much as the arrangement of rooms is not optimal. I can’t do much about that but will do what I can, and focus on my own thoughts/intent. Thanks for… Read more »

I AM
I AM

I too feel like something has shifted, but no weirdness or ‘crap’ so far…makes me kind of wary, maybe mine hasn’t come home to roost yet?! Feeling pretty good as of NOW.

P.S. can any knowledgeable soul inform me as to what my focus should be with my Pisces in Chiron in the 12th house? Thank you kindly.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

I am no expert but my tuppence worth: Pisces is the natural sign of the 12th house and Chiron is the healer – so perhaps some soul/interior life issues? Spirituality? Journalling? Meditation? Any of that resonate?

Gemini 1001
Gemini 1001

🙂 not sleeping, working like a maniac and falling in love…. very restorative 😉

x

david5379
david5379

something is happening, but I dont know what, I am changing somehow, and it feels maybe even partially against my will, it feels, it feels like something is in the works, its weird, for the first time I am finally at the bottom of what I have been trying to unravel my whole adolescent/young adult life, and right at this moment i am also totally alone, when I finally have the change within to best deal with people, I have run out of people to deal with at the same time, there was this cyclical thing with me, a new… Read more »

david5379
david5379

also, those were lame examples, I didnt know how else to put it

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I feel what you’re saying. Not sure I could prove that with words. But a lot of things that went wrong the last few weeks and the dream last night pushed me into a worst case scenario of sorts, over and over again. And, so what? You know? I’m OK. I don’t know what that means as far as what’s coming from that, but I do feel like something has changed that won’t change back.

david5379
david5379

ya exactly, over and over, almost like my, I dunno, the exact things I always was avoiding, and they just happened, but it was ok, and I didnt care, im moving on or something, its like all the metaphysical things I wanted but didnt think I could get, I got, and all the physical social things I never wanted to happen did, but I didnt care, it feels meaningful, I hope something biggers around the corner, but honestly, for the first time im ok if it doesnt

david5379
david5379

like, inside things I didnt even think could be solved, just kind of casually did, it felt like a generous reward for all the stuff i went through internally, like, it wasnt for naught

Anonymous
Anonymous

Is Saturn on your moon? This situation happened when saturn was on my moon. It was (eventually) a great thing as I reconnected with people who were my tribe. But it took a long time, a meltdown or two and intense loneliness. But I have not looked back. You’ll find your place, have faith. Also it is ok to be different. Embrace this as it will prove to be your biggest strength!

david5379
david5379

not really, inconjunct, its trining my sun and mars though, I had like 5 destructive intense realizations, then I felt destroyed and like my nervous system was fried or something, spent the whole day just laying in bed and listening to music, and had like two softer putting myself back together realizations, now, its not realizations, its more like, I dunno, like all the ingredients are starting to come together finally or something, and thanks, conceptually I knew that, but just recently I have started feeling it deep on the inside, like I was embarrassed of myself and distancing myself… Read more »

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

David, do you feel like you struggle with extreme perfectionism issues? What you’re describing with the sunglasses on/off/on/off/on sounds a lot like how I used to be and am if I don’t actively monitor myself. I would be late everywhere, on the floor crying over not being able to decide the most basic things in life and the people around me just could not understand. I’ve realized that it stems from very deep inside me, some place that is the oldest and most basic reality from which my self developed. I had OCD and was a skin picker from my… Read more »

david5379
david5379

thanks Rache, its never been so bad to keep me out of the house(there were times it got close with my hair tho, which is really difficult at times), but thats exactly what/ how it would bug me, I dont feel like that anymore luckily, I dunno, I was always trying to find the “right” thing, and felt like I could never find it, after a certain point I cant tell, but I was intensely sure it was one or the other of whatever it was and felt I needed to know, and if only I could find out, but… Read more »

perfectPisces
perfectPisces

true enough mm

huuuh
huuuh

I have mars/neptune natally… and no I am not taking this well. Noticing weird synchronicities. Very tormenting.

I had harmony in my head for the longest time and I feel like a mess, very suddenly beginning last Friday.

I feel very in a haze and have not touched any of the dream weed and only a swig of the blue devil now and then. How much longer do I have to look forward to this? Things were just going so well.

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

OMGosh.. my word exactly. Hang in there! I wish I knew how long too! xo!

jxsta
jxsta

truth be told, i’m feeling low and crappy!
For me “it’s mostly internal – not yet ready to surface of show itself.”… I can’t stop ‘internalising’ and it’s doing my head in. Waiting for the clear way forward.

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

You are not alone.. hang in there! xo!

leogroover
leogroover

head down into a new course as is the lusty leo too. So we are on the same page at last . No time for other people’s drama or intenalizing or nuffin

Lucy
Lucy

III’mm loving it !!

K-Gem
K-Gem

I noticed a major and positive energy shift on Monday – doing Saturn conjunct MC at the moment and that early Neptune and the other things in Pisces are about to trip off a series of conjuncts for me – Pisces is 1st/ 2nd house. Having planned out work year, I’m realising it’s a marathon, not a sprint and to build up routines to keep it all hanging together.

dia.astro
dia.astro

Had an INSANELY elaborate, vivid dream and when I woke it immeditely vanished, and I only remembered the most awful part. you know how dreams will release the images you are energetically scraping out of the back of your brain? ugh. awful. but, as always, I bow to the wisdom and mystery of Neptune.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

That’s how my dream felt. I guess you have to see the bad to let it go.

david5379
david5379

thats really really weird, I had a bad dream too, I never remember my dreams and I never get bad dreams but sure enough I had one, it was weird and emotional and intense, and the strangest thing was it was like an explicit playing out of how I used to think, and then I violently “defeated” it I guess, and at the end I was crying(in the dream) and it was this big thing and then it ended suddenly

Gemricorn
Gemricorn

yep… feeling pretty insane… when is the good time to let loose on these internal realisations? keeping it in is doing my head in!!

bastblessed
bastblessed

Craptastic! I forgot to add that my Midheaven is natally ruled by Pisces. lol

bastblessed
bastblessed

Is it bad I’m loving the weird? lol I’ve got a really strong Neptune (in the middle of a triple conjunction with the Sun and Moon, both of which are conjucnt 7 astroids) so it kinda feels like home. 🙂 I’ve suddenly got more energy and I’m super stoked about the future since the conjunction is on my Midheaven.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Me too. Felt myself slipping back last week, was not walking because I stayed up too late each nite, not eating properly and drinking wine again….

SO, yesterday I set up my writing space, went for a walk, meditated and read some old spiritual material I came across while going through some containers.

Feeling fab….back on track…

sweetpea
sweetpea

Oh, and trans Mars on MC opposite natal Pluto…yes, tons of energy and no conflicts of any kind (one way that energy could manifest), but I desperately need my back adjusted…tomorrow…7 hrs massage today. Learned how to back up my writing files to an external cd/dvd writer yesterday. Yes, Aries took the time to read the directions! lol I’d had the thing nearly three years now and had bought it for another reason. This way tho, I won’t have to re-write my book ever again…On chapter 4…Just copying from printed out pages that I have a little stand for as… Read more »

krissy
krissy

Since this Neptune/Chiron/Mars opposes my Sun and Mercury in Virgo, it’s been an interesting time. Also, my progressed moon is at 3 degrees Pisces. A bell is ringing, and it’s saying I’ve developed my instrumental/ masculine/ leadership abilities quite well, along with my mental acuity. Now, I have a feeling (!) and desire to pay more attention to my feminine side in regards to giving and receiving, and to listen to my heart. The reason I developed the brain stuff was because I always wore my heart on the sleeve and was always getting hurt. Well… maybe now I don’t… Read more »

electric eel libran
electric eel libran

feel ok. i try not to get too excited about “positive” transits because i get let down so easily.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Had bad dreams again last night. I realized, after a few hours of being awake, that I was interacting with my own opinions and judgements about people. My daughter is so wise. She told me this weekend:”Everyone in the world is crazy, you know that?” And I said yeah. And she said “You know why? Because crazy is an opinion. Everyone is smart and beautiful too because those are just opinions.” Trying to drop all opinions or at least make them good ones. Whatever you think of others, you think of yourself. That’s just how it works. And being critical… Read more »

dia.astro
dia.astro

your daughter’s quote is stunning!!!! beautiful!!!!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

She’s amazing. So lucky to have her in my life.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Love your daughter’s wisdom, 12HV – no wonder she sustains you xx

Pi
Pi

you are right 12v. Being critical is like road rage (imo), the only person who’s getting worked up/ wrinkles / grey hair / a sour face is the person critiquing / raging etc. it’s wise to choose peace! people are who they are and we can’t change them (without neglecting all the cool fun stuff we could otherwise be doing with our own lives).. Be a shining beacon of love and fun and leave the criticism to the art world 🙂 xxxx

Pi
Pi

aagh not implying that YOU have grey hair etc!! lol sorry 12v

mrsshynebox
mrsshynebox

makes sense to me…I’ve been forgetting small but important things, experiencing random minor set backs (car door wouldn’t close this morning!?), and the atmosphere is thick with an ominous feeling of change.
Anyone have tips on how a Libra/Cap Rising can cope?

aquaphobe
aquaphobe

I spent most of the weekend on my fat behind eating too much chocolate and watching bad tv. I needed to keep the hell away from people. Because the second I dared set foot into the world outside my door (this afternoon) the f bomb came flying out my mouth so vehemently and destructively that such a rampage was not seen since the carpet bombing of Dresden. I have no tolerance for rudeness, selfishness, scatty brained navel gazing aimless half wits or rude service staff. This aqua/Virgo/scorp combo is putting all her mad hellcat back in a dark bag and… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

And I should clarify that my frustration is in no way directed at anyone here. I come here for a reprieve from all that irks me.

anastasia
anastasia

it seems like a bunch of energy but I am up for it..I do think I shall keep my eyes and ears open today and work on some things to de- clutter myself at work..too much time spent nurturing. You cannot nurture everyone…
thank you My Mystic!!!

Charley
Charley

I’m having a bad health flare up bought on by having to take more antibiotics for my stupid skin and feeling hyper emotional about such intense contact with my Aries ex. I know it’ll pass so I’m just trying to be good and stay calm. The Pluto square to my Venus has just come into a 2 degree orb, I’m feeling it, guessing the ex contact has something to do with it. Our relationship is very Plutonic, perhaps this transit will either force me to let go of all hope once and for all or be brave enough to tell… Read more »

aquaphobe
aquaphobe

Oh hon, reading that I just want to sit you down, make you a cup of tea and tell you it’s going to be ok.

I don’t know your history with this guy but sounds full on.

Don’t lose yourself while making sense of it all.

Charley
Charley

Thank you, thank you. It’s a very long history, almost 18 years and I’m only 32 so, long time. I’ve absolutely lost myself in the past, done some pretty serious Love Zombie behaviour but I’ve learned many a lesson. I know it will pass again because it has to but while I wait I feel like I’ve been knocked into another dimension.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Do you think you could tell him that keeping in touch makes it hard for you to heal and move on, because you still care about him so much, etc.? This would let him know how you feel but that you can’t be available for him to stay in contact.

Maybe this would get the Aries to thinkin’?

Isisin12th
Isisin12th

All I’m seeing is prophetic dreams about my last day at work (does the fact that I’m a nanny working for the sweet children of a psychotic family count as a relationship that’s over, as mystic put it?). I gave my notice Saturday night. So how does the astro fit? I know Neptune governs dreams and Venus, love (all kinds? Or just romantic/erotic) and Jupiter, career but not 100% on how it all fits together…

Sunrise
Sunrise

Sucky weekend, but Monday things feel much better! Inspired, creative and having a fab makeover – neptune transiting first.

Also been finding all the things I have been looking for, for said makeover, cheaply and naturally, and I’ve been looking for years.

Careful what you wish for!

SalaciousSagg
SalaciousSagg

I am sort of limbo-wacko-ish. Listening to TripleJ full blast – trying to get those laughing Irish eyes outta mg skull! He’s such a typical Gem – does not answer sms’s for days . I think it’s good manners even though I get all cranky pants when people pester me with too many sms’s. So I feel tis fair to expect an answer ASAP to 1 SMS! Have you heard Pink’s latest album- some fab stuff to listen to & stop one being a dreaded LZ..Sia too is trea fab as is Lana Del Ray. No blue hoochie juice tho… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Me too – my postcard arrived today too! So thoughtful. Thankyou Mystic and mini-Mystic xx

aquaphobe
aquaphobe

Mine too. I hoarded it. Like golum with his ring.

Anonymous
Anonymous

intense!
realisations, taking action to bring about change, people are edgy and making things happening OR not getting with it

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

This w/e SUCKED!!! I was on the couch yesterday until around 3 pm then I got my arse up, took a shower and went out. I was in emotional pain. How am I doing with it. Just dealing with the emotional pain. Stepping away from needing approval from my family and saying f’uq you. That is where all the emotional crap is coming from. I am trying to figure out how to get out of that garbage state from childhood to change my relationships now. No LZ action.. that won’t happen with me. Yes, I think about him but that… Read more »

Porkchop
Porkchop

have you just had/are you about to have a jupiter return? (when transiting jupiter conjuncts natal jupiter) that is positive – it’s the start of a new 12 year cycle!

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Hi PC.. how do I know if Jupiter is a return? And when you say “conjunct” do you mean that since Jupiter natalling and the transitioning J are so close to each other? Sorry.. still trying to piece this together! Thank you!!

Virgo Elli
Virgo Elli

Ok.. sorry! I just check astro.com back to 2001 and yes it looks like Jupiter is returning. It’s funny at that time I was just recovering from almost losing my job, ending a relationship, getting my health back in order and starting a commitment with the martial arts that I was “married” to for over 10 years. Things started changing for me with work, relationships and health again in 2009. Work: I was a year away from losing my job Relationships: my heart was opened up again for the first time in 10 years Health: I hit rockbottome with health… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Good for you, Virgo Ellie! I think you should read more about Chiron in the 5th house. It may help you with your need to detach from your parents opinions and give you space to heal. So glad you are working on healing you now! I know it doesn’t feel good, but even if you feel low, you’re on the right track!

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Thanks 12th!! I am feeling a little bit better today. Boy this w/e was tuff! Rock bottom is what I call it. It can only get better. I might go to a Labyrinth tonight. Those spiritual walks are amazing!

quintile
quintile

bless you Ellie – also maybe see saturn through the houses? saturn in the 8th is a lot about ‘whose in and whose out’ x x x

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Thanks Quin! Still trying to connect with Saturn to see where he fits in.. not in the 8th house natally so I think he is stuck in my 2nd house as a transit for while. He is natally in my 5th house. Will pay attention though! Thank you! xo!

quintile
quintile

well 2nd house is family stuff too, or self worth at least! good luck dear with the self-devi 🙂

bastblessed
bastblessed

Virgo Ellie, I didn’t realize we were two peas in a pod at the mo–kinda going through the same thing. Finished cutting off the last of my toxic fam last Oct/Nov…and they’re still calling me. lol Brings up all the old crap everytime I see their caller ID. I’ll take a stab at your question–what does Mars in Neptune mean. Just remember, I’m no MM! Well,(Mars) taking action toward a dream (Neptune). Because it’s Neptune, that dream can be either perfection or an illusion, so be clear about what your goal is to avoid self-deception. Looking at what you have… Read more »

Virgo Ellie
Virgo Ellie

Hi Blastblessed.. Thank you! Your through comment to my post is so helpful to me AND so right on!! Yes, the family thing has been like a battered wife situation. I just feel beaten and forced to think negative of myself. I also feel that one of my brothers has been forced to think that way too. He doesn’t realize it yet. So he and I are battling each other. I have been staying away to him and everyone else. Except my older brother. Although not in constant contact we periodically touch base and I am happy with that. I… Read more »

bastblessed
bastblessed

Hi Virgo Ellie, I’m glad that it helped! I get a tad verbose…I blame my wordiness on my Sag, it’s a bit stong in me. lol My sitch was an emotionally abusive childhood. My mom is a boderline personality (think horrific childhood that no one in her immediate fam surived) and my dad is just narcisstic (think Sheldon from the Big Bang theory–without the funny bits). I finally decided enough was enough after years of trying to make everybody happy, because being me, I was the only one responsible for everyone in the fam’s personal happiness and my entire fam… Read more »

kattysaggy
kattysaggy

WOW! That’s amazing. I’m going to try and write my story like that one day. Thanks to you both

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

I had a hell of a weekend. I thought I was going mental, and I definitely have been ventilating some Venusian frustrations. then started to hate myself for being such a bitch – I do have the sting after all. So I re-read the daily mystic (i think it was) about low Neptune, haute Neptune and did the meditation thing. Then read through the missives and realised I wasn’t being that bad after all and there’s a lot of clarity and wisdom in what I had to say. So, I’ve come out of it feeling good, perhaps stronger and liking… Read more »

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

oh yeah, and the current vibe for leaving something behind? I think that love scenario is it.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Ahhh… Wonderful… Nothing.like softening dropping the self judgement and realising you were on.the right track…. Some bites arehard to chew, some stings stingtwice, or more… If integrity is true for the wellbeing of all.beings surely no harm should be done…

I was a bit off today, with my passive aggressive self, I know why I did it, and I press myself to learn to face the bully and be more assertive and not to fall into the trap of ill will…. Argggh its hard particularly w so much conflict.

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

“Some bites arehard to chew, some stings stingtwice, or more… If integrity is true for the wellbeing of all.beings surely no harm should be done…”

So true, Anon, and well said. It’s just tricky when you’re defending yourself in a situation that you don’t feel has integrity. I’m so open-minded, I don’t judge people even when they are exhibiting behaviour that others can’t handle. I just cannot take it when someone tries to dump their crap onto me to to make themselves feel better without looking honestly at their own stuff. It’s my bugbear.

Anonymous
Anonymous

but everyone does that….at some point in their lives.

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

sure – it’s just the thing that triggers me – otherwise I’m very tolerant, probably too much so.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Going to try the meditation/having a serious talk with myself thing. Thank you.

calypso scorp
calypso scorp

welcome 🙂

Libra9
Libra9

Weird. weirding, weirest. Very clear psychic insights that are full of weird.

aquaphobe
aquaphobe

This totally makes sense. In a weird way 😉

Mystic Medusa
MENU