Down Neptune Avenue

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Neptune is many things – as multi-faceted as they come: glamor, addictions, ghosts, cinema, lucid dreams, absinthe, Love Zombies, cosmetics, sexual fantasies, aquamarine, redemption…Neptune is the gutter and the penthouse.

And of course, Neptune in Pisces (the sign it rules) till 2027 amplifies everything Neptunian.  Including YOUR natal Neptune. It’s only just getting going – Neptune is still at Zero Pisces.  So we are just in the prequel stage.

So far it seems to be polarizing the Neptune-sensitive people: i know a whole lot of them who are suddenly shunning any form of anaesthetic, Blue Devil Hoochie Juice or denial even. Straight edge, clean substances (spirulina instead of pinot grigio) and hardcore proper sleep practice is their new form of decadence.

Others are going the other way, refining their recreational substances & becoming official sybarites, enthusiastically taking up vices last seen years ago. Sexually, it’s similar – chaste unless something brazenly amazing comes along or diving into the world of polyamory or – as one Leo put it – flying 1000 kms for a fuq.

So which Neptune in Pisces polarity are you gravitating toward?

 

Image: Natalia Vodianova (Pisces!) Mert & Marcus W Magazine December 2012

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pi
pi

can’t really do MAS (mind-altering substances), v often at all…sure, sometimes… generally i really really like to have a clear mind and thinking. i float out past the waves a LOT as it is so I guess i feel even more adrift if i ingest something random (and usually toxic). never really got a kick out of drugs, maybe weed i guess. the rest meh. feel very fuzzy after drinking alcohol these days so going extra easy on that. caffeine too.. probably a response to cutting down, so tolerance is lower (plus that robusta cheapo coffee lol) anyway. I always… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I had a dream last night that someone killed my cat to bring me down but it was the wrong cat. WTF

pi
pi

lol. ok so that’s odd, but my response (after feeling sad for cat) would be “guess again, asshole!”

Anonymous
Anonymous

@pi
you are fixed sign?

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Well, I am definitely not on a health and sobriety bender. Things that happened this summer, these past few weeks, have made it really clear to me that I HAVE to trust my gut whether I like what its saying or not. There is no help in being me, you know? For anyone on earth – its all the same – you have to trust yourself. Feng Shui, metaphysician, friends, astrology – if I want to know what’s going on in my world I can just check in with myself and know. Externally, I have to be clear about my… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Also, if we want to talk Neptune, had a total psychic throw down with Uranian Scrop this weekend. Weird, but the new normal in a way. As much as I wanted to demand we have the conversation in real life, I know why that’s not happening. I always knew. Its nice to be able to accept a connection and not let it turn me away from my own life. I’m done throwing myself at closed doors. And if he and I are ever going to team up on anything, it isn’t going to happen by me lowering my borders. You… Read more »

virgotigress
virgotigress

´done throwing myself at closed doors´- love it.

Astraea
Astraea

Yes, that one’s a beaut. My big sis, uber-emo Kataka, is in desperate need of that right now.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

PS – Love the picture. Pretty much how I feel at home these days.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Kinda craze…Ffinally ran the chart from yesterday evening when I was in the car and having the inner convo… Trans Achilles was/is conjunct natal Pluto/Virgo/IC Opposite trans. Pisces Chiron/Neptune and MC-Sun/Mn midpoint… Thats a mouth full but put simply, alot going on on THAT healing front and the ZZ on Merc/Sun and stuff trying to push it forward, up and outwards. Fun meanwhile too as great new insights on the triple horns Toro (Sun/Asc/Merc) and Aries Veenie/Sagg Mars… Lets just say, know I’ve played my cards right and starting tomorrow a new tweaking of the bod and ~Project Get Gorge~… Read more »

sweetpea
sweetpea

Oh hey Ms, wanted to say that loved when you said “throws horns”… lol

It took my Aries horns a sec to visualize that but then got it…hilar…

Ms. Leo Noir A
Ms. Leo Noir A

Off booze and working a crap-laden day job; on plenty of sleep and poorly-paid freelancing.

Now, just initiating a new food regime and gearing up to return to some form of regular dance practice.

Go me! 😀

sweetpea
sweetpea

Yes, you go, you!

Ms. Leo Noir A
Ms. Leo Noir A

😀

Bossfine
Bossfine

Is confusion one of the polarities? I definitely have not gone druggy drunky, actually not liking those things as much lately, even slightly repulsed by alcohol lately. I drink sometimes, though. Neptune is transiting my 4th…i’m confused about where to live, as i mentioned before…i just want to go back to new orleans (a neptune city) and live amongst my artist and musician friends (more neptune). But confused that my sweetheart doesn’t want to leave nyc (neptune is squaring my venus!). I had a haunting dream that i suppose related to all this, i was in a great carnival in… Read more »

Girl
Girl

The bad one.

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

I’ve been having the strangest creative longing the past week or so, and it doesn’t seem to be abating so I have a feeling it’s going to become a project. I think I want to make a quilt. A patchwork representation of my life to date, highlights, lowlights, follies and fuq-ups, to take with me into my new life. A quilt! I don’t sew, I don’t know how to make a quilt, I’m not sure I’ve even seen one. I’m a post-punk, ffs. All I know is it has to be fabric, and I’m going to hunt down fabrics to… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Well THAT’S weird. I just asked Oracle ‘what animal/totem do I need to meditate on’ and it said: “the butterfly. When are you going to come out of your chrysalis already?”

OK back to work now 🙂

Anonymous
Anonymous

that’s what I want to know too! xox

pi
pi

it’s pi.

Anony_Aus/Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Anony_Aus/Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

I’ve also had some great success reading omens in birds and graffiti.
Always been very woo-woo that way.

Kiriko
Kiriko

I have Neptune in my 1st house along with my Moon, Saturn, Venus, and Uranus… not sure what to make of that or what to expect?? As far as any polarities go I’ve been straightedge for the past couple months (the longest I’ve gone without anything in a decade, lord!), vegan with the exception of free-range organic eggs, daily spirulina + aloe + probiotics + superfoods, purging the house, and going super intense on personal projects and studies. Completely dropped the social drinking, social smoking, “I’ll have what s/he’s having,” dropping out of art school (twice) and floating about from… Read more »

numoon
numoon

Does that mean you have a stellium in your first house? (four or more planets in the same sign / house?)

Anonymous
Anonymous

I suppose so! Exploring astrology beyond my sun sign is new to me. What is the significance of a stellium?

Kiriko
Kiriko

^Numoon, that anonymous comment was from me, by the way.

numoon
numoon
ArtNotDead
ArtNotDead

Current Neptunia obsession: Aquamarine blue mixed with cobalt = Yves Klein Blue

ArtNotDead
ArtNotDead

My image won’t show up. 🙁

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

I love that a person made his own color. Saw an exhibit local a year or so ago. Very strange as my friend and I both felt the venue was being haunted. Perhaps he travels with his blue.

ArtNotDead
ArtNotDead

Even better!

Pegasus
Pegasus

TO SWEETPEA. Sweetie as a bodyworker one gets full of OPS (Other Peeps Stuff or Shit), in fact we all do if we are around others but particularly in the healing arena. Working out what belongs to us and what does not is important to our mental health and wellbeing. Working through your 50’s (for me 50’s AND 60’s), physical work is amazing and quite taxing. I can’t get by w/o hormone supps and space dust. My woman friends drink quite heavily and it is hurting their looks badly. Space Dust just makes me look well kinda spaced with a… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

I have a Pisces moon, like so many commenting here, I’m not grappling with substances, or love zombie hell, but there are some possible delusions, but just what I’d call the normal stuff, sort of amplified! Like Wtf is going on? Is this for real? Am I really meant to be here? Is this person really being an intense bitch for my growth or are they just a birch? Am I really unhappy or am I just in a bad thought habit or passing mood? After a while a lot of existential questions start to feel very Neptune, and when… Read more »

redqueen
redqueen

Longing for escape from the multitudes of perception and feelings of others. Needing quiet and a break from routine. Settling for blue devil hoochie juice and mediocre cookery. We’re all sick, too, which forms its own kind of escape from routine and occasional quiet.

12th House Neptune in Scorp natally, conj. my ascendant.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Natal Neptune conjunct moon in 5th, Pisces is my 9th … Total deep end this weekend substance-wise and troublesome ex-love/longterm crush got together with me (his Neptune also conjunct my moon) for multi-hour acting practice chez moi that ended up for multi-hours in bed … after telling me for two years he’s not attracted any more while simultaneously pestering me to get rid of new boyfriend and hang with him instead … then denied it really happened as he was off his head with new course of SSRI’s and still went for the space dust, the hoochie juice, etc. Low… Read more »

Bossfine
Bossfine

Ew

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

Enjoying the Neptunia energy.
Neptune (natal) in Scorpio/1st House. Neptune is drifting over my Piscean 4th House right now, heading towards my Pisces Moon.
Haven’t drank since Neptune shifted, haven’t had a craving either to imbibe.
Been painting and immersing myself in art in my home studio.
Going through Neptunian color phases silvers, blues.
Not 100% hardcore abstaining from booze, drugs but not diving off the deep end either.
Had a few feverish dreams induced by cold medication though.

Fury LittleCross
Fury LittleCross

Similar situation. But may natal Neptun is ON the Asc and since he transit through my 4th I have already changed 2 flats ( unwillingly).

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

Are you happy with your new digs? I am painting my art/music studio, have no plans to move atm.
Curious what else this transit will bring.

BossFine
BossFine

Neptune transiting my 4th, as well, wondering if that’s why I keep feeling inexplicably unhappy with everywhere I live. Do you think painting at home is some sort of cures to the divine discontent?

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

I have no idea but it calms me. It’s my Zen.

Fury LittleCross
Fury LittleCross

I’m totaly unhappy with my new apartment. No, not unhappy but unsatisfied. And with the fact that I must live with father of my child. Who left us when neptun came on my IC.

Aura Jade
Aura Jade

I am loving the Neptunian energy. I’m surely in the first camp. Think 6am meditation, morning exercise, Ashtanga yoga, magical green smoothie health potions, lucid dreaming, nature, and fostering my creativity with heaps of free writing and dancing. Everything is inspiring me lately. Longing for old lovers is a part of it too..not love zombie more of a blissful nostalgia..Neptune is transiting my 7th house.

Aura Jade
Aura Jade

Also, the picture is perfectly suited to this blog post. & i have successfully averted an ex, a dreamy piscean who lived in his own fantasy world, overstepped all my boundaries, & took advantage of me wherever possible. He gave me a random call (hello merc rx) after breaking up with him in January lol..he seemed so keen to meet up but I just had to stop it right then and there. I will not let him get his foot in the door and try to play his old games again. I am very careful with the energy I allow… Read more »

Suz
Suz

Neptune for me is in Scorpio. Is the Hoochie juice going to be calling for me???

willowwolf
willowwolf

Me too! Have found it’s spirit in one form or another.
These days I chose the Haute Zen kind 😉

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

This Pisces is having an absolutely bats time. Neptune has retro-ed back onto my Venus and is now heading back towards my sun stellium. Natal Neptune in 4th and am doing all kinds of housewitch to bring about some desired change. Mostly it is manifesting as absolutely beyond bizarre coincidence/synchronicity/intuition/psychic flashes. Just got home from drunken dinner with Cap male friend of 15 years (yes another Cap). Had the FWB convo – I suggested he could see it as more like a humanitarian mission than a sly shag – he reluctantly declined… arrrgh…. but we had the best and most… Read more »

willowwolf
willowwolf

My dreams are still terribly Virgoan. Putting order into my chaotic life.
In one I made a little sanctuary in the garden that was clutter free, organised, plain but elegant decor with a bed and a computer, where I studied astrology & the like 🙂 Bliss.
Guess that sums it up tho’ I’ve got Neptune rising sextile my virgo stellium with my moon on the outer reaches of that.
Out of Order Chaos……………………..Zen

saggoscorpgirl
saggoscorpgirl

and yes, since I got assaulted 6 months ago at a party have kerbed the epicurean beer drinking

freedom a la air
freedom a la air

Hey Mystic, when you make warnings like that in the daily horoscopes, I get worried!…. serious… surely when the sun goes into Sagittarius on Thursday some of this intensity will lessen… take a bit of wind out of Scorpios sails! I feel like Im just not going to do anything until next year… Im just going to go into zen discipline…. be mindful of everyword before I say it, start fuqin running!… (thats a joke) something like it though, learn the poker face smile, I have to learn this asap, while at the same time resonating good vibes only!!!!! Sounds… Read more »

saggoscorpgirl
saggoscorpgirl

Pisces Rising, Neptune in Sagg in 9th house (Sag Sun) :- Of late I am trying to really really hard to crack the nut as to why t.f. my dreams have never become solid things to hang my hat on …. might be getting there and I think it’s called discipline and tryinng things out but not sure…..

Hermeswitch
Hermeswitch

God. I have nearly given up wine and have gone onto high doses of spirulina. I am also heading to bed early and am chaste beyond belief. And as a fellow Leo, the only fuq worth having lives in Germany and yes I could quite happily get on a plane.

Fire Fish
Fire Fish

Ok, well i”m pisces rising with neptune nataly on the MC in Sag AND Neptune is about (obviously) to transit my ASC. Super creative ie working my Ass off into the night living on yoga and coffee and sheer will power knowing I will be able to sleep all day on beetroot and buckwheat in 3 weeks time when I’m on hols…… Not really sure what Nep on the MC looks like? Any ideas? BUT my normally lascivious constitution has been replaced with some kindof Librarian practicality that says it would currently be a waste of my potency and to… Read more »

Nonametoomuchair
Nonametoomuchair

All I know cried buckets yest afternoon listening to wrapped in my memory by shawn smith WTF
Better now crying is good to release toxins and no not PMS
Another young girl disappeared then found early Sunday morning here she was 22:( strange vibe around aspendale since Saturday, near bay?

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Well, reading these posts, you’re all off the wall 😀

Hope you’re enjoying Neptunia. I know i do xxx

Anonymous
Anonymous

once in a while and just take off with a vision. Even if you have lost everything, you still have your dreams………. i have lost everything to neptune, i met him in a form of a man when i was just 21. Him is pisces with mars in pisces, we were together a long time, my saturn conjunct his sun I read in a vedic book that people born on certain dates had to be avoided as they represent shadowy karma. He is in that time frame and it turned into a nightmare, like seriously, if i had hold of… Read more »

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

Do you remember the title of the Vedic book? I am intrigued by the shadowy karmic people you mentioned.

lisa
lisa

me too!

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Everythin you’ve written here is very Neptune conjunct SN in the 8th. Drop the poetry of pain and North. What do YOU value? That individuation is your destiny – not a bunch of fated painful relationships.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Meant to say go North. My SN is in my 9th Gemini. It’s natural for me to question my philosophies and the philosophies of people around me. But my NN is in Sag 3rd house – I should skip some of the comfort food of pontification and speak my truth plainly. I see that same kind of pull for you to move out of the 8th and into the 2nd. Then again, Neptune is near my NN so perhaps it’s just pulling that way. In any case, good luck on your journey. You were made whole and will remain as… Read more »

Quadrupled
Quadrupled

Lately, whenever I ignored my intuition, I regretted the consequences. My Gem Sun/Mercury is beginning to think there is something real in surreal worlds after all. ~Pisces rising

Quadrupled
Quadrupled

Something snapped today – I was so angry, but so angry with myself, in between the breaks during usual 45 min pilates training, my anger indulged itself with bare hand boxing. h.t.f.? I have yet to pinpoint the source of self-irritation and self-guilting.

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

It happens to me a lot that I get angry about something but I judge myself as somehow “not right” for being angry about it and bury it and then I crash or something until I process it. Anger is really hard to process. You can’t think it away. You can’t reason it away. You can hide it (and it will come out and shock you) or you can growl or exercise or get it out physically. Those are the two choices (denial/repression of it not being a choice since the anger stays with you). Anyway, like you said –… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

PS- you HAVE pin-pointed the SELF as the source of irritation. I suspect someone pissed you off and you don’t feel that you should be pissed off about it, being a savvy being and all that. I do the same to myself all the time. Trust your anger. Its there for a reason. Not saying act on it, but know it. And don’t hide or blame yourself. Anger is scary and strong, but its just another feeling – although one that takes exercise to release.

Quadrupled
Quadrupled

if you come back to this thread, where do you have your Mars? Mine is in Aqua, 12th house – usually my anger is implosive. You are right, the culprit who misled me was not around, and was angry with myself for falling into his trap.

Sunrise
Sunrise

Neptune bang on ascendant right now. Very sensitive to alcohol lately, especially this last weekend when there were solar flares. But I have found that the quality of the wine makes ALL the difference but I definitely can’t knock back a double whisky at the moment like I used to. Juicing everyday, lots of raw cocoa too. Dream life is OFF THE WALL, especially last night, where I had a vivid dream that I married one ex, and spoke at the funeral of another ex, who is very much alive. Then a bell rang in my head with a strange… Read more »

david5379
david5379

both? I pick both

david5379
david5379

[enter rod sterling]: you are now entering another dimension, whose very space erodes and subverts the proximity to heaven and hell, the penthouse, or the gutter. Whos blanketing of warped reality, reverberating and pulsating like a cosmic resonance, massaging and loosening right down to the atoms of matter and reality themselves, as if to say, perhaps the impossible is not so solidly impossible, nor perhaps the real so important. Suddenly perhaps, in these strange times, dreams can come true. But when that disolvement is finally about to be achieved, take caution. examine what it is being truly wished for, because… Read more »

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

ha hahahaha haa 😆

it feels like it’s ok to be a little bit more Piscean in public at the mo.

who is your grav??? love the arrow

david5379
david5379

Rod Serling, the host of the twilight zone

david5379
david5379

and your right, I feel more wiling to be visibly piscean lately too

Atlas
Atlas

I dont believe in the stars, have said this before

Pegasus
Pegasus

Stars are in the heavens whether you believe or not
just look up on a clear night and those diamond-sparkly
lights are what you don’t believe in.

Atlas
Atlas

Neptune in Pisces has been great for me, even though you say its the prelude, prequal, ive noticed that ive gone from the writing desk, to in front of camera and have been invited to get behind it for a new project next year. Guess my 5th house is being activated by neptune. And this morning i woke from a powerful dream of holding in my arms a new born baby. Did i mention 5 th house?? Neptune doesnt aspect anything in my chart, thanks for that. And its transiting mt 8th house so the transforming of my 5th i… Read more »

Atlas
Atlas

Neptune in my 5th natally. Never been one for turps, gambling or drugs but i get lost in my art.

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

best drug ever

indigofish
indigofish

highly sensitive piscean. spent enough time in the gutter over the decades, am all about the clean living now. even decided to take up running believe it or not – doing the couch to 5k thing. Oh and started wearing makeup again after a VERY long time. Superfood smoothies, cabbage juice, and super high fibre… Getting closer to a raw paleo diet and found some awesome crossfit workout videos to do at home.

numoon
numoon

Bdhj is giving me heart palpitations ATM, sticking with dark choc and strong sencha to ride it out. Welkom home Neptune, may you find your sweet spot.

juno
juno

Neptune? I haven’t the foggiest. Will try juicing to reach the higher vibrations.

juno
juno

BTW, the Oracle is unbelievably spot on!

sweetpea
sweetpea

“will try juicing..” 🙂

lady j
lady j

Hm.. Astrodientist lists my first house as in both Aquarius and Pisces (lists Aq as rising sign … a little confused). Natal Neptune is in Sag (along with Uranus and Chiron) … Pisces is a given 2nd house (where my mars is), so I’m a little confused.

Personally, having lots of dreams of snakes (!!!), very psychic moments, and lots of synchronistic messages.

lady j
lady j

Sorry – not Chiron .. Uranus and Saturn are in Sagg with Neptune (Neptune hugging between Cap and Sagg, 11th and 12th house respectively)

leogroover
leogroover

LJ I too have always had snake drams in different forms. I just found a website dedicated to this topic http://www.snakedreams.org true!

ceramici
ceramici

Neptune visions … I went for a little walk in the woods, actually, the marshes, and something got activated. Seemed to have called in a whole lot of stuff. Today, strange unexpected approaches made toward me. Low key stuff. But, thinking back on conversation about Libran Moon peeps with Aries Venus and Mars … something clicked and I saw it so clearly: Ever so understanding LibraLunar, forever poised and paused, allowing, enduring all sorts of situations, can just see her moony eyed one time too many, and around the corner, in chariot or other hotted up vehicle, Aries Venus and… Read more »

virgotigress
virgotigress

love it, Ceramici

Astraea
Astraea

Natal Neptune-Saggo-3rd opp. Gem-Moon-9th Trine Mercury, sextile Venus-Mars-Pluto “glamor, addictions, ghosts, cinema, lucid dreams, absinthe, Love Zombies, cosmetics, sexual fantasies, aquamarine, redemption” That’s about it in a nutshell. Drink-dream-romance-lavish-obsess-create-adore I consider myself ultra Neptune-sensitive and live in euphoria, not reality. I like to think of us as friendly tsunamis. Lately though I’ve felt the complete opposite! Green smoothies as opposed to potato chips, bacon and jam (that’s one meal), steely exactitude as opposed to an infinite, Russian doll of possibilities, alcohol and smoke and lust apathy and most of all getting actual work done, meeting A deadline. I can’t believe… Read more »

Savannah
Savannah

The second lot and enjoying it. Neps is out of the 7th and swanning around the 8th house for me.

xox rockstar libran publicist xox
xox rockstar libran publicist xox

on weekday sel-imposed internet ban (well busting momentarily!!) – will read comments above tonight

Neptune is the gutter and the penthouse = yer cracking me up MM!!
How true!!

YAY to be vibing the astro!!
super-duper health focus already implemented (if one doesn’t count bestie’s bday yesterday (hic!) 🙂

Outside a ‘VERY special occasion’ exception rule – Operation Abstinence (form anything mind numbing) – numbing ppl / experience inclusive – is already in action!!

xox rockstar libran publicist xox
xox rockstar libran publicist xox

Pity the Aussie Radio DJ who caused “mutiny” on Rihanna’s jet full of journo’s didn’t get MM’s Neptune in Pisces memo!1

Oh to be a fly on the wall to that debacle!!

***resists urge to head to Twitter / observes ‘waits until daily duties completed’ self-impoesd dictum ***

http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/celebrity/mutiny-aboard-rihannas-777-jet-20121119-29lcn.html

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Whenever i see the word “penthouse” my mind flashes up an image of the first Penthouse magazine cover (and interior raunchier version of) i ever saw.

The gutter AND the penthouse…phwoar…that’s Pisces huh? Mmm. Wonder what’s going on at Mystic’s place.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Millie that’s funny – I thought of the top apartment lol

but then again if you say Sports Illustrated d- I think of Steve McQueen racing his Husky dirt bike on the cover & not emaciated models 🙂

xox

xox RLP xox
xox RLP xox

^^^^^ c’est moi ^^^^^

lisa!
lisa!

hi. i’m new on here. this site is amazing! i’ve neptune in sixth sagittarius(and neptune sextile midheaven, in opposition to my ascendant, conjunct w/mercury and square saturn. oh my.). this post gave me shivers. this past little bit i’ve gone from a drunken man-eating drama junkie with an actual junk-loving junkie for a husband (we’ve been officially split for 6 months) to a peace-seeking girl who can’t keep 2 shots of whiskey down. i have no desire to sleep with anyone! and i spend my weekends doing hard core emo therapy and renovating my condo instead of going crazy. my… Read more »

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

congrats

Anonymous
Anonymous

Yeah run away! I just got away from junky neptune man last year. The waters much nicer over here!

lisa!
lisa!

today: greens, yin yoga and acupuncture. ha.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Feel very polarized internally…so pertinent (ha, using pertinent sounds so offical/intelligent when such a mess on the inside).. Looked at the clock on the car this evening when driving and told my inner teachers “I can’t go on this way”:…Was thinking I’d run a chart but first just needed some food in my stomach in order to cope… Yes, 8 pm Cali time and I need to crash.. The upside is that what inspires me, as usual, is music/my spirituality/writing…the antidote to the polarzation is about doing creativity/haute Neptune and not the lower.. The lower is so seductive tho…drinking, gambling…but… Read more »

sweetpea
sweetpea

Well, that was me and hadn’t decided really if I was going to post it, but the thingy clicked…

sweertpea
sweertpea

Huge epiphany tonight….

We need to really give thanks to Mystic for allowing us to process here. Talk about someone doing Their World Service..

From the bottom of my heart Mystic, I love you.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Before bed tonight, Led’s Kashmir dedicated to You…x

“ooooh, baby, I been flyin'”

(it just felt like shit meanwhile…lol x)

quintile
quintile

hugs sweet pea – I agree, to be honest, it IS a battle.

sweetpea
sweetpea

You know what I love about life?

It’s like Zep sings…

The Song Remains the Same…

Dance the “hoochie koo”.. 😆

Surely you gotta have some Gem in there to do that..

Teacher said that after it all (the drama) you just laugh..

YES, I had my cry AND I AM BACK…(and somewhat sober…what does that mean? 😆 )

Hey, gonna rock on…you commin’?

quintile
quintile

good – you home safe and sound?

sweetpea
sweetpea

Haha, that was a bit in jest as 1:30 am and need to go to bed…

BUT…is there a designated driver from the computer to the bed…

I’m kidding but you sound lilke fun luv.. and thank you..x

sweetpea
sweetpea

Really Quin, thank you…Very sweet of you…reread what I said and thought I sounded flip..x

quintile
quintile

not at all SweetPea 🙂

sweetpea
sweetpea

x

sweetpea
sweetpea

“Jesus Christ, where does a girl get a drink around here?”

😆

It’s a joke people!

“Peeple don’t you listen now…sing along”…

“California Sunlight, sweet Calcutta Rain”….

I can only do “heavy” so long and then, well, go insane…

Thank you for not banning me from the blog Myst….lol

milleunanotte
milleunanotte

Hope you’re feeling better, or are you losing it? You’re so funny, Sweetpea.

sweetpea
sweetpea

Well, I did lose it a long time ago.. that’s the prob… You look for it the rest of your life.. Or for an eternity.. That can be quite time cosuming… Okay all smart ass aside…I need to go to bed..just having fun after the rain, you know? Hours earlier it was quite profound love ya mill and alls… Also, now that I understand about Achillles, my Moon and grief, do need my sleep.. Days to come might be cloudy weather but least I now know what I’m doing… Really, just didn’t know and so gratefull to process that thru… Read more »

quintile
quintile

sweet and strong dream Pea!

sweetpea
sweetpea

ps,

Spirit is saying…

okay, you’ve stumbled around with the pain for awhile…(a drunken emo stuper no less)

Now be the hero!

I like that…I just needed to know my purpose in that regard…I know my overall purpose but Spirit has a tendency to leave out the details until futher notice…

lolx

Pegasus
Pegasus

Spirit comes from the latin word
‘spire’ to breathe.
In-spire.
expire.

sweetpea
sweetpea

So Pegs, you tellin’ me I cna be or can inspire and then I fuqin’ croak?

lol

Hey, saw your post about Iran and the Shaw regime…Yes, at least women could wear mini skirts and go to a disco be for the Rock and Rolla..
And your comment to the one poster about the stars…Yes, they are conscious, intelligent beings….That shine,…Just like you Pegs…x.

Marica
Marica

Mystic! How did you know??
I blew work off, and just flew back 1000km, $400 later, just for a fuq.
Wasn’t worth it but was fun.

current
current

Neptune is about to cross my Pisces ascendant. My dream life is a booze fuelled Fellini film festival. My daily life feels flooded with symbols and apparitions. I find that I must rely on “second sight” as logic and facts now escape me. As a Piscean the feeling of being “flooded” is familiar, however the big problem is that I am 11 years sober. My sobriety feels very tenuous. Meanwhile Chiron is smack on my Mercury/ Chiron conjunction (1st house). So not only do I feel that “I know nothing”, I can barely hold a conversation. Thank God for sex.… Read more »

Chrysalis
Chrysalis

Hi there, I am early Piscean with Chiron return 2.5years away. Neptune and Chiron zapping my Pisces stellium right now – 7th house sun/Merc/Saturn. So feeling the Chiron vibe. It seems to be manifesting in non stop psych insights re relationships and absolutely bonkers intuition / synchronicity insights. I am channelling something just not sure what. Been doing meditation, vegetarianism, tarot and blue devil in equal measure.
Neptune is still conj (4degrees) my Venus on cusp of my 7th so it’s VERY odd. Dreams off the scale.

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

Chiron return not yet….but soon. I’ll get back to you on details.
My Neptune is headed for a transit over my Pisces Moon in my 4th House. I hope for the best.

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

ok, I got a few years. Chiron moves much slower than I thought.

Mers
Mers

Neptune will cross my ASC soon, Chiron already has, plus natally,Neptune, Moon, MC all conjunct in Sag. Now Jupiter hanging out on the IC and Chiron is dangling like an exposed nerve ending in my first house but, it’s not all that bad! I am sharpening up some killer clairaudient skills that I’ve tuned into, made peace with weed, learning the difference between interconnectedness and all-is-one-ness, and honing some Jedi discipline for choosing dissolution instead of delusion. Neptune gets a bad wrap for all of it’s fuzz–but maybe that’s a reflection of our inability to’ draw up alongside the mystery’… Read more »

Gren
Gren

Whoa. I have Neptune sextile my AS, Mercury, Mars, & Venus, square Uranus. Neptune in the 11th house. Along with many personal planets in the 7th house and in scorpio. I have episodes of insomnia/hypersomnia. Get this I’ve been so timid heading out of the house. I’ve been surviving on copious amounts of espresso, cigarettes, wine with equal counterbalances of physical exercise and what I can mostly describe as the bear diet (fruit veggies nuts). I feel like a psychic radar picking up everything and anything melancholia. Anyone seen that movie directed by the swede? Most days have been laying… Read more »

Raché (Aqua/Tauri)
Raché (Aqua/Tauri)

Neptune in Capricorn in the 8th (sextile Pluto, conjunct Venus–bonus!) Jupiter and Mercury in Pisces Overall I am liking the energy because I am getting unstuck and more bold, but as a tradeoff my life is not very stable. As I mentioned in a previous post I am wildly inspired as of the last two months and extremely productive, but it’s in a very Neptune way — allnighters, “I’ll do yoga laaaaater”s, forgetting to eat and popping Vyvanse to keep going. I wanna get grounded and structured but be able to retain some of this energy! I quit drinking, have… Read more »

Caitlin
Caitlin

Ha! I’m taking vitamins and drinking green smoothies! I went to bed at 8.30 last night. If you knew me you’d laugh your head off at that.

Also, announced to husband that I’m a ‘one glass of wine on a Friday night’ girl now. He fainted.

And…limiting the coffee to one in the morning, instead of as many industrial strength cups as I can ingest per day…

Somethings afoot.

Diane
Diane

That’s crazy-talk. But good for you- sounds liked a great adventure!

Anonymous
Anonymous

Flip-flopping between hedonism and asceticism, but neither with too much flair or vehemence at the moment. I have Pisces moon at 7 degrees so Neptune is not exactly conjunct but soon will be near by…. I really don’t want to go down the hoochie juice road, because it doesn’t serve me in the slightest, but when I do drink, which isn’t that frequent, I do tend to go a bit overboard. Nothing bad has happened yet, but I am mindful because I don’t want anything bad to happen….. I’ve been really stressed and depressed lately due to being constantly attacked… Read more »

Anony_Aus/Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot
Anony_Aus/Lux Interior is My Co-Pilot

I’ve been dealing with Qi Vamp crap since the Solar Eclipse. Sorry to hear your housemate has gone..we’ll call it Saturn in Scorpio Bats. My suggestion is be strong, make a plan, make lists, set deadlines, for example “Evict her once Mercury goes direct”. Writing down your dreams is one way of connecting with neptune, but I think following your bliss and your instincts is the way to go. For example, you know the flatmate is being a pain—get rid of her. It will be tough, but it will be worth it. Personally I think Mars and Saturn are your… Read more »

Astraea
Astraea

“stressed” “depressed” “accused” “attacked” “ruined” “accosted” “harm” Get out – like now! I can’t astro-divine, but I have flown too close to the flame of a pathological liar/thief/shit-stirrer I naively characterized as ‘flawed’ who turned out to be a textbook sociopath. Look at the words you used, you sound like the victim of a crime. Don’t take any chances with your own emotional and physical well-being, this person refuses to vacate YOUR HOME and instigates confrontation. But good on you, you served them with a notice, now if you have a place to stay while you kick their ass to… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

Thanks to you both for the advice and support. Much appreciated! I do feel like the victim of a crime and I do think she is a sociopath. She tries to turn everything around on me and tries to make me think I’m the one who has done something wrong. She does things, though, that I can’t quite ‘get her’ for, though. She wants me to react so that she has something she can use against me, as she’s very litigious and has filed a bunch of bogus claims against me at the Rent Board. The situation reminds me of… Read more »

StarInspired
StarInspired

Gosh, so sorry you’re having to deal with all of that. If its YOUR apartment, then it really doesn’t matter how cagey she is or whether you can pin anything on her… If you’re uncomfortable in your own home & you want her out, then that should be enough. What is it with these Crazy-Bats-Socio-Psycho-Qi Vamp-Freaks??!!!… I would feel mortified if I wasn’t welcome somewhere & would be out in a flash! Oh & for goodness sake, call on the Universe for “Divine intervention into this situation, to bring about an immediate resolution, that allows you to have your ‘home/safe… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

Oh no, what a nightmare, I’ve been in similar situations and no matter what you do to get out of it you’ll feel a lot better the second you’re out of it. Fron what you say it sounds like you’re an empath type, prone to absorbing. While some people could shrug their shoulders through this, you probably feel ripples throughout your psyche for days at a time, no? Make your little room an absolute sanctuary until time comes to fling hell-roomie out! Best wishes

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

I’d have her removed by the police. Stay your ground. If you leave the house she could steal and damage your property. Or bring in a neutral party to be there while she packs up.

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

Attacked you? You could call the police make a report and have her roomed immediately via restraining order.
Do you need another housemate? Could you find another way to bring in that money w/o a roomie?
Sounds extremely draining. Good luck with evicting her.
I would never return to have a romie ever again. I way too private person to deal with that kind of stress.

aquaphobe
aquaphobe

Omg, the first thing I thought when I read your post is never meet her in the kitchen. It’s where the sharp things are. I’m getting the heebeejeebee vibes all the way from here just from the tone… If she attacks you get the police in. It’s not a time to be polite . And document everything. Each incident. I wouldn’t be surprised if she’s in need of medication and you’ve unwittingly taken her in when she’s not ” herself” I couldn’t share with a housemate again. Had my own negative experience a few years back. Had to wait it… Read more »

Anonymous
Anonymous

Thanks, everyone, for your prayers and advice and support. 🙂 I am staying my ground in the house because I don’t have anywhere else I could stay, and also because like scorpiorising said, I’m afraid she will damage the house or my belongings. I have spoken to police about her behavior, which has been verbal abuse with physical intimidation, like getting right in my face, but she hasn’t hit me. The police haven’t been able to remove her because there hasn’t been enough cause. Unfortunately her yelling at me isn’t enough to remove her, although the police said they are… Read more »

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Oddly, it may be a great thing to have her trigger you past trauma to show you now you are more in control of your life. Its such the way of the Universe to get you to keep revisiting nightmares until the weaken away. Stay strong and good luck with the law.

Anonymous
Anonymous

I do believe this is true, 12 house virgo, that issues circle around and resurface to be healed on a deeper level each time they come and it does show one’s progress. I thought I was ‘done’ with this issue, I guess. I thought my boundaries were like steel and that I would never have another abusive person in my life. I guess it comes in different forms, though…..I don’t have abusive boyfriends anymore, but now I have an abusive housemate and before that, last year i had an abusive co-worker. I guess the healing stage this time is that… Read more »

scorpiorising
scorpiorising

any form of abuse is scary to victims of PTSD and others.
I think it’s a sign that you know this is not acceptable behavior and stand your ground.
If she gets in your face and makes a threat that’s enough to get a restraining order.

Anonymous
Anonymous

I agree. If it’s to the point where my PTSD is triggered, something is wrong here, for sure, with her behavior.

I will let you all know how the eviction goes and when she moves out, ’cause she will have to move out, it’s just a matter of when…let’s pray sooner than later…thanks again..

12th house virgo
12th house virgo

Thing is – just because you learn how to deal with assholes doesn’t mean assholes disappear from the Universe. Coping skills are what matters.

Anonymous
Anonymous

True! Well, my coping skills have improved from what they were, say, 10 years ago when I was with the abusive boyfriend, but I’m still not as strong as I’d like to be. Perhaps walking through this current situation will help me to the next level of strength. I want to get to the point where I can see these people a mile away and prevent them getting into my life enough to do harm. Like that ‘Autobiography in Six Chapters’ where at the end you walk down another street instead of walking down the same street and continuing to… Read more »

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