Being an avid reader of Mystic (yes, I’ve exhausted the Oracle during my love zombie days until it ©øLOL©ös©÷ Me … ) . I have launched a voyage this year to totally revamp myself – ‘out with ye old and in with the fantastic new’.
But i have hit a boulder recently….
So I’ve been de-cluttering , feng shui’ng, musing on inspirational reads and icons, adopted crystals, bought a Himalayan salt lamp, meditation, positive affirmations, reactivated obsolete gym membership, gratitude journals, taking better care of my health via spirulina, acai, macca powder, LSA, chia seeds etccc… * Snore * hahaha ……..and whilst I write you – i sip on my noni , chlorophyll + ribenna concoction J …..( Albeit, seeming like a fully fledged hippie I still marvel at Vogue and enjoy my YSL pumps! )
Whilst trying to further amp up my awesome- I’ve been forging to sleep at 10.30-11;30 pm instead of my usual 1pm, so that I get 7-8 hours of blissful snooze time.
But “ever since” my new sleep routine has taken place…. my dreams have been inundated with dreams of: 2 of my past relationships- every single night for past week and a half. (In a nutshell: these are 2 relationships which I have been most devoted, & been cut the deepest) Weird thing is since both ex’s are now married, the dreams are usually of; me somehow re-united / getting back together with them, via an extra marital affair with them, etc. “hmmm….”
This is the first time I have written in, and I do not mean to impose on MM like a narcissistic brat asking for her dreams to be interpreted…. But, why I would like to seek guidance from MM and MM subscribers, as I do feel it’s wrecking havoc with my health, as I wake up feeling groggy ,emo, and sad, and sometimes I cry so hard in my dream – that I cry myself back into awakened consciousness, and it’s hard to shake off that negative, bitterness,,,, which sometimes I carry with me during the day.
Since the frequency of these dreams are so OTT and potent – I was trying to self diagnose myself;
· is this the universe trying to tell me something ?
· or I am just going crazy.
· Neptune in Pisces symptoms ?
· Is this Saturn – giving me one last lesson, since it’s about to finally ……….”leave me alone” in October (*phew* thank goodness )
· Bad karma L
The Dreaming Pisces Fish.
Dear Dreaming Pisces Fish,
I get it, i really do – all of it. And obviously, I am thrilled at your grasp of The Law Of Awesome. This Lucid-Dreaming-of-The Ex (or two, in your case) often comes when you’re trying to Phoenix your way into a new life and out of a rut. It’s like their ghosts – some strange remnant of them – lives on in your psyche. It’s not them as such, it is like an echo of them and the unresolved issues or unsaid words linger on in your subliminal realms.
So you’re trying to get more sleep/better quality sleep (genius idea btw) and thus more REM sleep and voila – your subconscious mind goes for it, hitting you with hardcore psych stuff. It doesn’t mean you’re psychically linked to an Ex or should relapse into a Love Zombie lifestyle over anyone.
It’s not helpful to try to fuq around diagnosing karma i.m.o. Neptune in Pisces is totes enhancing the dream and spiritual life of Pisceans, Saturn would prob prefer you to completely cleanse even psychic residue from defunct relationships, you don’t sound crazy and well, don’t spiral back down into Love Zombie Hell because you think this is an astral sign!
Solutions: You can hire a therapist and scream/whinge/emote to whichever Ex via Gestalt, drink some powerful herbal mint tea/Blue Devil Hoochie Juice before bed and then aim to ask the characters in the dream what they want, do some rad bodywork, write it all out in a diary or just relax and let the dreams run their course. What I Was Told: All the characters in the dream ARE YOU. Annoying but there are some possibilities there, yes?
What does everyone else think?
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