I have fought valiantly these past years to overcome my personal demons (drinking too much, hating my exes guts, other stuff) act my age in relationships and set a good role model for my rapidly approaching adulthood daughters. Good news – i have been victorious. No dysfunction. Lots of, as it says in the scopes, “self-dev” and well, all i do is Saturn transits.
This after a long era of over-investing in flimsy relationships, crazy crushes, chasing men who were completely unavailable and okay, you name it, with Neptune in Aquarius. So i am CURED. I may have a more boring life sitting up in bed reading inspirational autobiographies with my herbal tinctures but there is ZERO insanity. Which is great. Boring but serene. I am saving a fortune in apology notes and gifts.
But i recently met someone who i LIKE, who i can see myself being with and damned if the Love Zombie virus did not re-activate. Behavior patterns i expunged years ago shot up again. YES e-stalking. YES relapse. YES obsessive fantasizing. YES over analysis like a teenager over miniscule dialogue.
Is it actually impossible to actually get rid of the Love Zombie thing?
Yours In A Funk,
The Leo Socialite.
Dear Leo Socialite,
Remember that the current Jupiter challenge to Uranus & Pluto is capable of over-blowing everything. It’s not just you and it’s not just this crush thing. Energy flows where the mind goes and this month it’s like a tsunami of energy.
Also, there is no AIR happening at the mo in the astro. Not until Venus hits Libra mid-month. So we all have to work extra hard at detachment. I think go all clinical on this.
See the Love Zombie option as one of MANY on a drop down menu in your brain. So of course you can do all that if you want. Or you can choose another option which is more suave and a better fit with the woman you’ve been busily evolving into. And she is most likely too cool, sane and preoccupied to lose her nut over a guy. But what does everyone else think? People?