Full Moon Hoodoo
With Apollo near Neptune, we should just do a roll call for Ghosts, Addictions, Epiphanies, Love Zombie residues, Divine Interventions & Astral Trips. But okay, this also kicks off the Flashpoint Full Moon – long story but count it as ON from now. It’s actually a good thing, the details mania and obsessive busy mind blast will keep us from going off-planet with Neptune.
Read Ten Flashpoint Full Moon Must-Knows on the Monthly Horoscopes page OR yes, you could consider a compulsive cleaning and organizational jag as a primitive way in which to ward off any hoodoo crazy shit from the forthcoming Full Moon in Virgo. Like a Cargo Cult mentality. For instance, I am considering a small shrine of matched socks.
So how are YOU doing with this here crazy astro? Note that it’s like the worst time in aeons to do Lower Neptune crap.
Image: Des Taylor
Going on a date with the Aqua today … and frackin Oracle is being obtuse. *grumble*
Otherwise things are alright, settling into new office, busy with work. Uni starting again next week. Just life doing what life does really … haven’t noticed that it’s any more crazy bats than usual. Mind you, the “unsorted” peeps are losing it at the moment.
Good luck prowln! Yeah! The Oracle does not like me either….maybe it is trying to beat some sense into me though!
I’m an Aquarious Dragon, born in february on the secon day of the second month in the year of double 7, which is ground hogs day and quite possibly the worst snow storm ever recorded in history…it’s just funny that my last name is Burr… ha ha…. but interesting is my eldest sisters birthday is valentines day 7+7= 14th…with my baby sisters birthday falling on the 19th of june …indeed very on with fathers day..
they are 6 and 7 years apart =13 …lucky for me ..I have lived at and lived beside places with the addressee 666 in them …as well as 13.
SO Mystic Medusa… What do you get out of a guy that is ruled by Uranus … co-ruled by Saturn,, a fixed air sign …water bearer,,,,with an Asiatic touch of Fire Dragon born in the year of wood?…all the pyschics I have gone to told me I have an old soul…I have the gift….one actually broke out in tears she had never met anyone like me before,,,and she felt almost sad for me…yet thrilled and hopefull I make it to the end of this journey I’m on right now. Please feel free to get in touch ..On the point though of the full Moon … water in the mind is a terrible thing to taste,,,,but even worse if you waste.!!
An Aqua dating someone who believes in population control of the human race? Wait till he finds out your not for brotherhood and equality for all cancero..
You should run a few planned parent hoods- there opening all over black neighborhoods. Its quite the eugenics program.
I found your roll call interesting as I feel settled but unsettled if it makes sense…So…Mystic I went back to this time and space on your fab Blog and it all resonates with me. I am sure it will many so am attaching it here:
http://mysticmedusa.com/2011/06/hark-something-primordial-is-hatching/
I don’t always post here as the others on this list are way more wiser and cooler methinks & I see no point in talking for the sake of talking! However, I thought I will answer the roll call!
I am Sagg Sun conjunct Mars 5degrees, Scorp Rising 22degrees, Moon in Gemini 21 degrees and as you mention Pluto my chart says Neptune Sextile Pluto 1degree and Mars square Pluto 2degrees, Venus Sextile Pluto 5degrees. I am afraid this does not make much sense to me but hopefully it will to all the luverly Astro perts here.
My thing is that I have a facinating guy-Gem Sun, Aries Rising pursuing me-but…he is 15 years younger! I have another guy 41 doing the same, have no idea of his astro deets-again this one is younger too as I am 51! I dont know whether I am being ridiculous to think it is even possible-or to just go for it and see how it unfolds. So many opportunities are popping out of the ether and I am loving the vibe but at the same time, for once I am not attached to any outcome. It is this morphing of my inner being to not caring what my “propah” parents think etc that is interesting me. At the same time I do not want to make an idiot of myself. I am one of these very giving free spirit type women-who was attached to the Druggie Scorp years back. Fallen and Davidl, Pegs and Leonine Libra might remember me. Finally I can divorce the Scorp who is back at Kings Cross shacking up with a lady of the night….. So that is well and truly done and dusted. He said he was only there for “Protection” and I believed him! How naive am I…Grrr….a gal pal had to hit me with a 4b2 to ding some sense into me there! Duh!
So…should I…got for the 35 yr old Gem or is it gross to the max? He says he does not care about age. Peeps say I look in my early 40′s…at the same time I do not want to be a cougar ……ugh! Horrid name for women…
If you’re both up for it, what’s the problem?
yeah, don’t see why you shouldn’t explore it like any other person of potential interest…Don’t put restrictions on yourself out of some sort of self-consciousness. Let them decide if your age is an issue – seems not!
I think we have to ignore the cougar word/concept – hasn’t it had it’s time already anyway? – or embrace/appropriate it. I vote ignore
good luck, have fun!
I don’t post very often for the same reason but I had to agree with everyone else. Age is just a number, if you are feeling it then just see where it goes. My motto this year is never regret anything that makes you smile (after a horrible year and not much smiling last year), just go with it, enjoy and smile.
Thanks RA,calypso scorp & libacqua; what you said was so true as it is so easy …”to put restrictions on oneself due to some sort of self consciousness.” I think as much as we hate admitting it our mothers have such an influence on us. Hence I for one get self conscious about what she and the women of her era would say as they watch us walk by! I am slowly but surely getting better at staying away/avoiding Qi Vampires or staring
libaqua-I hope 2013 is filled with smiles for you. Ha Ha ” not regretting anything that made you smile”-now that is a good thing to remember.
I think this year is a year of liberation-throwing off old paradigms and must do’s as dictated by the powers that be around us. lib aqua I hope you literally skip through this year : >
Thanks SS – so far so good – met a nice man New Years and we are keeping it light and fun and smiling ALOT at the moment. I feel like old relationship models won’t work for me this year (or maybe ever again). I hope you grasp those opportunities and have a great year!
Hey libaqua, catching up with posts late as usual! So glad to hear that you met a great guy on New Years and that you are keeping it light and fun….that is the trick methinks. Def old relationships models dont work but I find they rear their ugly heads from time to time and I have to bat them down! All the best gorgeous-fly-fly and smile. xx
Aaargh…my reply vanished! libaqua I was just saying how thrilled I am for you that you found a guy on New Years and that you are having fun & keeping it light and smiling lots. Truly bliss. Yes old relationship models are not working but they rear their heads at times and then I have to wack them down!! All the best gorgeous-fly…fly…xx
Grr!
Hi there fellow Sagg. Ex is staying where the available cash flow is, how glad you must be divorcing!
I always ask myself ‘what have i to lose’ when i question myself. You will often find there is nothing but false conditionings to toss away.
Sagg is forever young at heart. My current Adonis (a Sagg) is 15 years younger. Previously to him was Butch the martial farting sherriff (a Sagg) who makes me cringe mentioning him, as LZ described me in the relationship. Prior to him there was a 20 year gap with the medico, an Aqua, so
jump in with BOTH. regard it as sexual healing. You need it after Scorp’s emotional blackmail that you were hostage to.
Best of luck in love ‘n life x
Hi Pegs, So good to hear from you. Yes, you are spot on Druggie Scorp is actually sharing a flat with a lady of the night. I only hope he is not living off her
. Though a Sagg I still cannot help but be naive at times as I truly do want to think the best of people.
Oof! Your “false conditioning” struck a bolt at me with its truth! Man have we all been stewed well in that pot!! It sticks to us like poo under our shoe and we have to work hard at wiping it off!
I am tres, TRES proud of you that your loves are all younger-15 and then 20 previously! Wow! Truly inspirational. Thank you so much- for I was feeling a bit of a deviant!! So silly as men do it all the time! even with women half their age!
Butch the “martial farting sherriff”!!! I nearly fell off my chair laughing! Totally hilarious!
Oooh I do adore you girl. Hugs and best of luck in love and life to you too doll. xx
Go for it. I’m dating a guy who’s 26 and I’m 43. Age doesn’t phase us nor anyone else. And it works on so many levels x
Welcome fair sally sag. you sound like you will fit right in. Wish I had your probs at 51 ha. So much loving advice here. Jsut look back at my whine about Valentines days Blues and the loving comments which got me through the day and beyond .priceless
Hi SS. Thanks for sharing where you’re at, I have found this really interesting to read. I have a bit of a theory about the word ‘cougar’. Yes it’s horrible and demeaning to women BUT what it has done is provide a visibility through language for ‘older’ women who are calling the shots, sexually active and so on. Yes we always were, but now it is named in language and here we are: legitimised. The word will die a predictable death, not soon enough imo, but our visibility will remain, in the same way it has happened with other non-mainstream representations.
xx
What I’m saying is: go for it babe
that’s a good point you know chrysalis.
Thanks, Chrysalis, for putting that in a different perspective for me. At 49, I seem to attract guys in their mid-30s. Even my best gal pal these days is 30. So I get pinned with that word at times and it just drives me nuts. Just a quick note to Salacious S, if you do start looking into their charts more, you most certainly will find Capricorn working there, either as an important planet or two in the chart, or some aspect within close orb between a planet and Saturn. This is always showing up in my younger guys. It means that they truly are looking for and need an older and more mature mate. Plus, it’s a good sign that they’re in tune with their nature when they do seek you out. If an indication like that is missing, then it usually means the attraction is rather a fleeting one. Doesn’t mean you can’t still have fun in the meantime
That is a very interesting observation Anon, my live in partner of 3 years is 12 years younger (i am 48 this year) and his Leo saturn in the 10th, near mercury.
Often been involved with younger men, but more like 5 -8 yrs younger. My sister with a gorgeous fellow 14 years younger, who she knew while he was growing up and he was the one who pursued her after her marriage split up. It took her by surprise!
Ah, see, there you go, Veronica. Saturn near Mercury, plus with Saturn in the 10th house, it is a strong Saturn (because Saturn rules the 10th in traditional astrological terms . . ).
Go for it! Cougar is a word used by younger, insecure women, scared that fabulous older babes will “steal” their men. A cougar is a powerful, gorgeous creatue. Their fear is evident in the choice of terminology.
Meow! Go girl.
Thanks Hermeswitch,Leogroover and Chrysalis,
Yes, wonderful advice here as always. I always get such fresh insights here. Breathing space and such fab ideas.Chrysalis , I love your insights re the words”cougar”-”visibility through language for older women”-wow! Indeed we now have a “place” in society-it is accepted. In fact for once we women can have our concubines and harems that men have been enjoying for centuries!!
Thanks, thanks, and thanks. xxx
Early Virgo me has found…
The Sun entering Pisces has definitely triggered off and illuminated my lower Neptune transit of most of 2012. As soon as it arrived in there, the girl in question made herself present again and while I’m happy to be friendly and such, I have no desire to go out of my way to make time and gift energy to her, absolutely not. Higher Neptune only please, and the situation attached to that is almost certainly about to get it’s flashpoint on. Cool, okay..
Virgo Full Moon, I am all kinds of ready for you. Now hurry the fuck up ;D
Damn! Where to start??? In the last 24 hours, it’s yes to Epiphanies (depression diagnosis), yes to Addictions (alcohol & cigs), yes to Ghosts (of girlfriend past) – all from my Aqua/Leo lover.
There was a plan moving forward for us, until the Ghost of Girlfriend Past made contact with him, threw a hissy fit (but without making any changes that need to be made to even be considered an option) and threw his universe into disarray (which was already on tenous ground).
I’d spent the last week with him having the most fabulous time, while looking to the future together. Now I’m the Love Zombie, wallowing in the ‘what might have been’ (even though it’s not resolved). I need to return to a place where I’m positive and believe that he & I will make a go of this together. There are so many logical reasons why it can work.
Aqua/Leo travels for work and I’m now looking at 2 weeks of him interstate while he heals what he needs to heal – mind, heart & body, so that he can make logical life decisions on a whole range of issues.
And during those 2 weeks I have to pack my house up on my own & move (the last step in my looming divorce). So I’ve been de-cluttering, cleaning & splitting household items in two. And still don’t have a new abode – hoping that the universe will come through soon so that I have a roof over my head and my son’s.
Aqua/Leo has acknowledged both his & my emotions, and values that I am still there with unconditional support – regardless of the emotional outcome for us. But hell, today it hurts like nothing else. This is a man that came back into my life after 25 years – he was, and always will be my first true love. Even while we were apart for 5 months last year, nothing changed for me emotionally. There is so much “stuff” for him with his ex, property settlement, kids, work blah blah blah – but none of it matters to me – only that we are together.
All, and any advice most welcome – will cry another river while packing tonight, and off to see my amazing psychologist tomorrow. I’ve told Aqua/Leo that I will not make contact with him until the weekend (Aqua needs air after all), and see if he comes running first. Patience is not one of my strong suits, but I’ve had to learn that he doesn’t speed process in the way that I do.
My only advice is to breathe deeply, spend a few moments each morning doing that and end with being excited at the movement happening in your life.
I know you have Crab, but as a fellow Aries you have to admit change is better than stasis. Ride the wave. You are rolling to a better shore. Believe it.
As an Aries with a Cancer moon and Aqua rising…I concur with DP. And applaud you, K/A68, for giving Aqua space. Give yourself space, too, and pour energy into wherever it IS good, which might include channeling some of that Virgo Full Moon, Saturn retrograde, Uranus in Aries etc. energy to help you accomplish the move in ultra-clear, efficient, laying-a-foundation for bright new things that you don’t even know to dream of yet style. Aries loves new and Cancer loves a home, so maybe focus on making your new home brilliant and let everything else simmer on the back burner for a bit?
Times like this truly test your relationship-as DP says breathe and be excited at the ride, for you will come out the other side stronger and perhaps more resolute with what you truly want and don’t want.
Wow, that is very intense, best of luck steering your chariot to victory & a warm new abode, xx.
Sexy Art MM x
My dreams were filled with pre-2008 era, of people I no longer keep in touch or want to keep in touch.
I am not pushing away them, but my awareness floated up to the surface an interpretation: “that was then”.. I guess this is what Mystic means when she urges us to dump stale resentments. Now the plan is to be focused and do the work.
I can’t remember my dreams last night, but I woke up with the words “unicorns are so cool” in my head this morning. Somehow I think remembering that may be key to getting through this day without committing homicide. Unicorns are cool.
lol that’s excellent!
divine intervention saved me from a 50-car pileup due to a freak blizzard this afternoon. i thought the message this morning to not go to my class today was because it’s unnecessary and a distraction. turns out i wasn’t meant to be either smashed up, in a ditch, or stuck waiting for cleanup for four hours (yay mountain roads with no alternate routes!) with no cell and the kids stuck at school. instead we are cozy and safe. grateful and a bit shivery…
Wow, glad you’re okay!
A friend of mine that worked in London bought a ticket for a train home after work and then his coworker texted him to come back to the office, that they needed him for something. He was annoyed but walked back. Later he found out that text probably saved his life…weird how that stuff happens.
So glad you are safe and sound. Mountain roads sound so idyllic and beautiful! I forgot the treachery of blizzards amongst such beauty. Stay warm and snug as a bug hiddendragon queen! : >
Scary, glad you’re ok.
So good! You mentioned that you played Just Dance on Wii with your girls. Sounds like the perfect activity for a day like that. Glad you are safe. Just dance!
thanks y’all. driving the road this morning really brought it home- cars in ditches everywhere, tow trucks and weary looking highway patrolmen. only 3 inches of snow but it was so fast, the road is so treacherous, and we’re far below the normal snow line so neither the infrastructure nor the mindset is in place. so many messages incoming these days- a reminder to listen, and listen hard!
Glad you are ok too love,
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hi guys,
Can someone help me with an unrelated astro question?
I want to generate a chart for a particular date in 2011 – where is the best place to do that? I know I used the power of google to do this once before but now can’t relocate the site…
thanks in advance for any insights
Astro.com ????
lol, thanks Anon…I knew there was a glitch in my brain….anyway I found something interesting! This will probably come as no surprise to most of you but it’s like a revelatory bit of synchronicity for me.
So I was in this bad bad thing with a damaged guy…but awesome sex, you know, and other stuff keeping me hooked.
It ended dramatically (and that does not mean well). Although it was shit at the time, it turned out to be a very significant moment for me because it prompted me to put stuff together that has set me on a path of self awareness and growth.
So, I just checked the chart for the moment and der, Saturn was crossing my natal Venus at the time.
Sweet
So are you over this guy or is the roll call making you go down memory lane? Don’t be surprised if he suddenly calls you out of the blue. The druggy Scorp Ex sms’d asking if there was any chance of getting back together!! Que???? But……I had been thinking about him….so it was like ESP….
Sigh! Great sex is always fab but shitty relationships are too high a price to pay. I still think about the great sex from time to time!! Umm…..Mr Purple comes in handy then!! ; >
Hi SS, I wouldn’t be surprised at all if there was some contact this week coming. I am over it as in no LZ delusions remain. However, were he to hunky doorstop me (is that the term?), there’s a good chance I would be all over something else
Sometimes geographical distance is a good thing!
Try Astrodienst. Great website.
thanks Helen
Oh i think I’ve got it bad! It must be the explanation for the 24 hour a day obsession with having it off w Mr inappropriate, and convincing myself he’s not! if he turned up now I would still have to have a go despite my realisation above, I’m a goner, what I hate to think is that reality could boringly wake me up… But I’m convinced its time for something different, its time for me to get what I want! and let my desires unfold…. I’m not going to let them take a back seat in my life anymore!
Kind of feels like a building anxiety that will either be channeled into Awesome or delusion and destruction. Harnessing it to swap out furniture in my little room, throw shit out, and work a new business plan and website.
Like I mentioned in the last post — going to some NA meetings this week to show the universe I’m damn serious about being healthy and valuing real life over delusion. First one is tomorrow night, then meeting with a sober friend on Friday to get some advice on the process. I really think the concept of a sponsor is great, it keeps you honest and gives you a person who you can call when you don’t want to freak out friends or are too embarrassed.
From email today:
“Reality is crying in front of strangers under floruescent lights that make you twitchy and grey in church basements or YMCA basketball courts. Reality is calling some 43 year old ex-biker stranger with a bad perm to get son’d and loved simultaneously on a Monday afternoon when you are about to drive up to the city to buy pills because you stared at a computer screen for three hours and couldn’t do anything, and actually feeling that love when she postpones a meeting so you can meet her outside her office building and talk. You don’t buy the pills, you stop trying to get work done for now, and you make a plan for the next day. Reality is admitting that maybe you can’t get a job because you just really aren’t that skilled or special for the kinds you are applying for, yet, and taking whatever is available then using it as motivation. Reality is losing loves and friends and passions and being a little bit sadder every time you speak with your parents, but your relationship actually gets better because you are not viewing them as human slot machines where the insertion of words instead of coins results mostly in disappointment and tension but the lure of the Jackpot of Understanding keeps you coming back to play again and again with higher stakes logically following dwindling payouts.
Reality is the antithesis of drugs, of excuses, of both worthlessness and grandiosity. Reality is the opposite of escape, and of suicide. Reality is responsibility, but all non-fear-based responsibility springs from empathy, passion, and love. Reality is the only place where you can actually give or receive love.”
Rache, i find this enormously comforting today.
It’s not my greatest day.
I know i’ve had worse days and it will pass but it just costs a lot today. It’s only a feeling, i think; the actual events of the day are manageable when i’m doing my awesome.
Thank you for sharing it x
Hang in, Mille xx
Thank you! Something resounding here that I needed to hear, too. Very helpful.
Rache, thinking about you. It takes courage to be honest and say it like it is. The people who love you are, your cheering squad and even though we do not have faces to our names-we too are cheering you on….xx
Rache, I always find your posts fearless, honest and thoughtful. Such a smart woman. Strength and support to you xx
Thanks for this. Day 8 and a shut storm at work. I may cry under florescent lights today. Fuq it.
Thanks, y’all. I am honored as there is no better feeling for me than being understood whether it be through my own expression or seeing myself in the words of another. Selfish benevolence…
You are so fuqing smart, love your thoughts Rache. xx.
I don’t know why but i find your “small shrine of matched socks” comforting, too, Mystic, as it sounds so edge of hysteria.
It so great isn’t it?! I read that line 3x smiling.
So tangible.
swoon and dribble over matching socks
What the hell are matching socks…never heard of them!
That’s funny, I felt like doing lower Neptune this weekend… Are you sure it’s not a really good time to get up to no good?
Yeah really? Me too…I would so like to be up to no good!
Ha! Interesting….this past weekend I already completely re-organized and tidied my clothes wardrobe as well as did huge amounts of laundry, and properly folded my fitted sheets (which I usually just ball up, as they are really difficult to fold neatly). I haven’t sorted out this wardrobe to this detail probably since I moved into this room a couple years ago. It wasn’t that bad before, but now it’s hyper-organized!
I didn’t even realize this was a potential current full moon period activity.
Maybe I intuited it as I have a ton of planets in Pisces opposing Jupiter/Uranus/Pluto in Virgo. Lots of Pisces/Virgo opposition in my chart including a BIG ONE: Mars oppose Pluto ……RAWR!
I notice that recently I take out a lot of my aggression/frustration by cleaning my house and just cleaning and tidying in general. I feel like a damn 1950s housewife or something, except that I’ve never been married and don’t live with a partner, just random housemates.
I’m going to heed your 10-point full moon tips, ’cause other stuff, including important work stuff, could be blowing up soon……gonna stay real calm…..
Haven’t been doing anything else ‘bad’….no extreme drinking, only very slight LZ stuff, but none of it is sticking, so that’s good…. I think I just need to face that I’m quite boring right now and that my life is a bit limited due to finances. What I am doing, though, is focusing on music, practicing my guitar, doing positive, creative things..
voodoo alright. I seem to be entering the baby steps of a new relationship? but I have menofthepast everywhere right now, its like a cupboard of notquitelovers and intrigue, which is so neptune. I get this with strong neptune vibes I am sure because of my venus. Making a friends and no pile. All I can feel beyond the joy of a new lover is Saturn’s path and the necessity to create a future. Words like ‘structure’ and ‘schedule’ and ‘investment’ now have erotic undertones.
Is he the Cap? Structure, schedule…. just wondering!
Yes, the cap. Seems I’ve been doing so much Saturn I’m actually manifesting doing Saturn, lol.
Ugh I love those words, so hot. Exciting Ms, I hope he’s a good one!
Totally x
I noticed that everytime there is a planet in virgo transiting especially with mars and moon i become insomniac. Ugh! Now that saturn turned retrograde i felt releived, less paranoid and lighter feeling. Why is that? I have mars in scorpio in the 10th
My SaggEx (the only guy I ever really loved apart from my hub) with whom I built my full moon party hostel in Latin America had a vast fam. My fave of his cuz’s has come to Oz (Masters Scholarship @ a Uni here).
Mi primo!!
Primo is über Virgoan & we have had the most intense time catching up & driving all over beaches & mountains with my kids & a young Virgo friend of his.
He is the first dear friend to have come to visit me here. It has been so emo to realize how very much I love all those I left behind, even the ex. We danced & reminisced till I feel almost like… there is a state between healing & integration of your worlds & just plain awareness of the missing of all those strands. I am in love with new life but I feel so homesick for a way of life I built with own hands. Oil & water. I don’t want to go back, but I ache with the love I had for that family, those people & that country!
Primo! Before he left we went to market & he bought produce & he cooked us a feast of ceviche de camaron. It felt like home!
This Moon has brought me into non-stop communication & emailing too – apart from lots of short trips. I am multi tasking like mad, my 0 deg Mars in the 3rd is causing squabbles with my sisters, my prep this week has had me working late doing advertising, I had to let go of my web design chick (a Virgoan Capricorn) because she was unable to perform & then I hired someone infinitely better, but nothing done b4 the weekend I am working. It has been so emo & crazy This whole last week…& I am doing psychic work on a full moon in Virgo For the 1st time?! It will be interesting alright,
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Soz Androms here, have to log in every flipping time on the phone!
Homecooked ceviche would make the fiercest and most fulfilled of us homesick. ^__^
That’s cool you guys are still family despite the shifts in labels and countries!
You are a sweetie.
Dang! Did my whole cleaning and clearing jag/feng shui-ing of work house pre-Chinese New Year. Worked on bedroom of family home over the weekend. Now how do I stop myself from going crazy!?! I’m at work house now, but treadmill is at family home. Gosh darn! I suppose I’ll try and yoga my thoughts away.
Nothing here… A little sad, keeping to myself, enjoying lunch by the water and just moving a long. I need to step it up a little with work. I am bored.. honestly. I have so much to do but I can’t get anything done.. LOL!! My boss is pregnant so I will be filling in for her while she said she was going to be out for maybe 3 – 4 months.. yikes! But that is ok. I was the best candidate for this position.
I am don’t have any energy and I want to start running..LOL!! So.. looking at my post I see that teetering between 2 energies. Nothing and wanting.. ugh!
As I said in a previous post I will accept that I am a LZ. I accept it. I think he has been good for me and the changes I have made since he came into my life! He actually participated in my life change. It was meant to be. Whether he is still in my life like it was is yet to be known. If not, then the memory of him is absolutely beautiful.
xo!!
I think mystic mentioned in a previous post how sometimes LZ states can make us incredibly amazing – when else would you learn to sky dive, learn another language, lose 15 kg, etc etc if not to impress someone we were obsessed with / really really wanted their love n affection etc… you’ll be fine
Thanks Pi!
MM you had me at ‘matched socks’. I love trying to match socks and yes that will be my mission this FM. The trick is (and this is easy for boys) – buy the same socks every time. i could arrange my jewellery into neat hangers – there is a website for messy jewellery storers like me. The list is endless- lucky its going to rain for the next 5 months here so pleny of indoor time. Should be studying however i can’t let a good FM in Virgo go by.
My new position at work requires tons of fact checking and detail verification. It’s a little overwhelming at he moment but I kind of like this sort of stuff (Saturn in the fifth). I find it kind of fun.
I was supposed to go to a party this weekend for a frenemy but I think I rather stay in and go over so work stuff.
I love organization yet I have nothing on Virgo
Sorry for the typos!
Full moon will be exact opposition to my Pisces sun/Merc/Saturn in 7th, and the 26th is my birthday. I have done relationship clarity and insights up the wazoo. I would like an actual manifestation of an actual straight bloke. Thanks in advance, universe!
How am I doing? I am doing great. After spending most of the weekend literally in bed crying, I am doing a lot better. I have been getting up early and exercising before work. I realised that if I don’t do it as soon as I get out of bed it aint going to happen. Eating salads. Doing full time work and doing a good job. Plus today they offered to extend my contract for 2 years. It’s only part time and I have no idea if I can pay a mortgage on the money but I will figure it out. I love the people, they love me and I like the work. I am making a difference. I feel supported there. It will give me freedom to finish the fuqing PhD and pursue my other goals – AND give me a springboard to leave my marriage properly.
Tonight I am embracing budgeting, I am embracing conversations about superannuation and salary sacrifice and I am visualising for all I am worth, thankyou Neptune/Chiron/Sun and Saturn Pluto sextiling all my stuff. I had forgotten what it’s like to feel anything remotely positive.
Soz for long post, but I also wanted to share this link which instantly cured me of any LZ tendencies.
http://marthabeck.com/2013/02/heartbreak-academy/
All I know is I have challenges that I need to start embracing or they’ll take me down. More than in ages, I need to be resourceful, articulate and on the ball. Meanwhile my dreams are craaaazy! And I’ve developed an obsession for perfume- reading about it, buying it, smelling it on myself. It’s like there are two of me fighting for control of my body. One, hyper-efficient and driven, the other, drifting off into reveries in the garden. I like both of them, but I’m making a deal with myself that the dreamer has to wait till the weekend.
Hey I know this is unrelated to the full moon but just wanted to ask if anyone knows what area of the chart would indicate somone is likely to be a drug addict.
my sister has her sun/moon/venus/Jupiter in her 8th house. She has a very addictive personality and a psychic told her she was supposed to be a junkie in this life but changed her fate.
Well historically it’s usually the domain of the 12th house/Neptune/Pisces. Does she have any hard aspects from Neptune to inner planets or her ASC perhaps? I come from a family of addicts on both sides, various substances, varying degrees, doesn’t seem to be any obvious astro pattern, perhaps just genetics.
She only has Pluto in the 12.
But her moon,venus,mars in cancer squares her Saturn,Uranus,Neptune in Capricorn.
Yes it runs in my family as well as mental illness. I think there is a genetic predisposition. So I steer clear of drugs and watch myself carefully with alcohol. And really monitor any signs of metal illness. I have a tendancy to be a LZ but learnt early on from past experiences and watch myself closely. I think as long as you acknowledge and be careful you can remain ok. But you really have to keep on top of it.
But at the moment I am finding that even my most together friends are losing it big time. It is scary.
i know 4 ex-addicts, myself included. 3 have neptune in the 6th, 2 have it trining mars. the other is me and my mars is in the 12th so neptune ruled. the other has neptune in the 1st opposing mars. all 3 are crabby suns with mercury retrograde… yes i have a type. :/
Hurrah. I have an important job interview on 28 Feb, and the new moon in Feb. was right-smack-dab on my Midheaven, and the full moon is right-smack-dab on my Virgo Sun!! What may I expect with this interesting configuration of planets? Something too good to be true, or the most brilliant job of my career? I guess I’ll have to go there to find out.
However, lately I’ve been able to scrub the beau who I hadn’t been able to get out of my head by doing many lovingkindness meditations directed to him. So far, it seems to work. I seriously doubt the l-kindness thing will get him to love me (and that’s not the intention), but maybe feel good enough for him and for me to move on for good!
Full moon is happening in my intercepted 6th house, I’ve actually cried about my career situation (lack of, lack of commitment/motivation/direction/confidence) and my general flakiness in that regard. Lots of self guilting, why would anyone want someone so unsuccessful, I’m a failure blah, blah etc and so forth. Hadn’t linked it to moon pressure but it makes sense.
Feeing like I want to go all out and loose myself in a Neptunian blur but I have no vices or addictions left except the internet and buying too many books. Maybe love too. I am a Love Zombie of the highest order, albeit a practical, rationalising it into the ground kind of LZ. I think it was unfair of him to make contact, every time I almost get over him he re-appears and sticks his stupid Pisces planets in my 12th house and I loose it. SO annoying!!!
You’ve got something pretty special going on in your blog… I tune in to there periodically and the images there are always fascinating, and new (as in I haven’t seen them elsewhere, and I see a lot of stuff)
Oh thanks, that’s a big compliment, I love my blogs and I spend a lot of time on them. It’s always so nice when others appreciate them and to share.
Baby, in this rough world, some people just want to be with someone who is loving and kind and won’t be a disaster to their heart. “just” is an understatement. when everything is going on, people crave this or they have nothing. If you have a good heart it is worth more than you can imagine. I would not worry about what you perceive people want, btw being broke in London really makes you feel like shit because everything is about money, its all ranked by class and income. Take a step back and do something beautiful for your body today please xxxxxxx
Oh Ms, you’re so right, maybe I just don’t feel like that’s possible anymore, it’s a horrid feeling. I’m fairly sure this is the start of my Venus/Pluto transit, time to let things go, purge the deeply buried stuff etc. Thank you, you always have good words for me at the right time and I appreciate it. London is the absolute worst when poor, been there, at least where I am now almost everybody is in the same position, makes it a little easier!! xxx
It’s ok babe, I just spent all this time listening to people and all I hear is that good man/woman thing, it’s easy to get lost in our head with shit and invent what we think people want when really we just feel like shit, sort that out by all means but don’t you dare equate your worth to all that. It doesn’t mean anything about anyone else. Love up the blog and make it your baby, take your arse out for cheap thrills on your best budget and rock your own show. We are all fucked in this together and you mise as well look hot and be awesome on the way. Hugs xoxo
I am soooooo pissed at my colleagues right now. I am going through the emotional phase of ending an addiction – cried a lot yesterday and my eyes are puffy. I am trying to be haute through it all and not snap. I have a phone interview with another company this afternoon. But – even if I get a great job out of here – I have to hold people here to task for how they have treated me on this last project. Particularly my boss. So fucking mad as now he’s ignoring me, HR is ignoring me, his boss is ignoring me…these could all just be bad timing things. But, fucking 12th house Sun…I’m sick of being ignored…
I have one colleague who quit smoking. He’s totally supportive and talented and I feel like the Universe is – in spite of the stress I am under – really supporting my decision to quit. The support I’ve gotten on this blog has been so amazingly healing for me. Thanks for that.
This moon should be lighting up my everything…I don’t know if I will like what I see by Monday, but its on now and no one is going to leap to defend my space if I don’t do it.
fingers crossed with interview xx
Thanks! It went really well. My friend/colleague works there and she told them they are crazy if they don’t hire me at a senior level position. I would have a shorter commute and a higher salary. Got a few more interviews to go, but the first one went well!
Good luck hon, with the smoking too.
I just know that I don’t think about smoking when it’s not there now, but if there are people around me smoking? I am a smoker.
It never goes away. For me at least.
I feel looooads better without it though and I love just breathing.
I’m facing some big decisions too. Fancy it has to do with all that 11th house energy right now. As I was searching for a permanent position, I was rehired back at my old job. It and the whole department turns over like the months in a calendar year. Frequent. That’s one of the reasons I left plus they just pay shit for all the crap I do. Anyways, I really like the core group I work with, even our VP who asked me to come back, but trying to get my salary graded fairly is like pulling teeth. We have clout in the corporation but it seems we’ve lost the darling sparkle among certain whigs that can get things done. So, I’m facing a really big dilemna and I am exhausted from milling it over. Either stay here and try to get the comp/regraded salary or move on. I had an interview today that went well, pays great but guess what, not in the ideal location. And however much I stress location, my recruiter must hear differently since he pushes all the unexciting ones to me. Blah, I’m supposed to meet Friday to discuss if I stay on permanently or move on. I just don’t know what to do. Part of me is afraid to move, for the first time in my life, I just am tired of picking up and go. Just want to have a place with people I already know and some established comfort zones. Blaaahhh. Decisions. Okay off to work my butt off. Workout is good, getting fit…working on the rich part…emotional sector at 60% shields before the full moon I guess. Dating prospects I’ve just put that in the archive. haha.
On my desk is a print out of Michael Lutin’s daily fix for 2/19/13. Its loaded with good advice, so thanks for sharing that – its still working. I connected with it about the addiction issue at first, but its relevant for the job changes I’m facing too. Maybe you as well? “Trust your heart, soul, and creative instincts to be enriched spiritually and live with the consequences of seeking something higher and more meaningful.” I’m meeting with HR in about an hour which should set the tone for whether I am moving on or not.
i’m scheduled to go on a retreat from tonight until sunday. I have to say I am really really loving how perfectly accurately I seem to plan things astrologically without trying.
After reading your full moon advice, I also realised the perfect synchronicity with the previous dates. Its really incredible. But aries husband refuses to believe in horoscopes, even though I use them to guage how to deal with his moon cycles regularly.
I spent 6 years pretty much doing self development, and now am feeling like everything is running perfectly, like I have always been a child of this zap zone revolution and the years of struggle and strife and figuring it out are now rewarded.
Happy Full Moon everyone! meditate if its driving you crazy!
its gonna be right on my ascendant (the full moon thing), im feelin like something big is coming, also my dreams have been weird as hell, so thats a nice change of pace, also I feel like I have just been filtered and purged for something better, if that makes sense, we’ll see tho we’ll see, also it feels like there have been omens of what Im talking about, the little things
Reality is dawning for u and ur lil gemini moon self?
hows everyones masonic television going?
MTV Masonic Television thats right kiddies.
uhhh, I dont know what you meannn,…. but thanks? And no one watches tv any more, its all about the interwebs
also, no one even watches mtv any more, what you think this issss? the 80s? see, I probably didnt even get the decade right, the only potshot you can make for me being young, is the internet, I guess, and your using it too
just ignore David! I think we have a troll in our midst.
Don’t feed the trolls and hopefully they disappear
My thoughts exactly!
I dunno, im bored, and fancy myself a troll slayer(that didnt sound as cool as in my head), I havent exercised my wit in quite some time, although, this person doesnt seem even that good at criticizing me, so it probably wont even be fun, also, why the hell would I get picked out, do I give off “im the person to pick on” vibes or something, I swear, people always do this
I want to be smarter then someone, and be mean to them! its been so long, is what im saying
Yes become a one person perspective, douche… Plenty in the world still do.
Make sure you mow only your patch of “sentinet” grass
haha, im a douche for not watching mtv, whaaaaa, and why would you mow grass if it was sentinet, you sadistic bastard! Also, im having a hard time being witty when your making such weird criticisms, are you saying I should mow other peoples grass, spread the sadism, no, mow your own grass
and also, you need to be called out for assuming I watch mtv, thats such a lame dated assumption of young people, phh, im the one with a skewed person perspective, maybe if you stopped yelling at people to get off your lawn because its “sentient” youd know that
Jest away… Should i get you some toilet paper?
1so I could wipe the excrement oozing from your shit eating grin, no thanks
2 toilet paper? grass? still using douche as an insult in 2013? your not very good at this are you?
3whats with you and these random references to things, you sound like a crazy person….. or MAYBE you should stop smoking your “sentient” grass, BOOM,
ok Im done, seriously though, your being weird doesnt give me much material, go back to 4chan and learn how to be a proper asshole, then…maybe.. something something toilet paper
cheers, david, this gave me a smile at the nearly end of the week
i’m doing towers of nice white crisp boxes with coloured labels for spacious sorting jag
Still trying to climb out of stationed Saturn conjunct north node/Mercury and square natal uranus-chiron opposition. Saturn in the 6th, and my work life is totally weird and fuqed. Can’t even think about the full moon yet.
Full moon will beam out from between natal saturn and north node. Plus, transitting saturn opposite sun and chiron, squaring natal saturn and MC.
New job and a slightly austere ‘scape … washed hair scraped back severely … certainly strange times. Alone but strong. Mostly. Funny how concentrating on making the art invariably makes the necessary healthy boundaries needed for other things.
Another day cig free. Meeting with HR and my boss in the morning. I have a list of complaints in mind. All staff meeting today and beers with colleagues who I really like and admire. I hope I can make the situation work there because I love the eccentricities, but there are problems they have to address – like my salary – for me to stay. Interviewing already for back up. I don’t have anyone to talk it over with in my personal life.
I had a dream on one of the neptune dreaming days MM marks on the scheduler that told me about all the problems I am facing now. The dream didn’t say how it would end, only that I’d be confused and have to drift on the dark a bit. So much Pisces going on.
this drifting in the dark thing is very true. i’ve been thinking of it in terms of a snake- how their eyes completely glaze over right before they shed. and blind faith, running blind, darkest hour… all describing the same thing. illumination soon! just keep swimming… xoxox
hey my circe is 26 gem. only $19.95 and mama lupe vill cast vou very powerful spell. bring biiig career successes, guaranteed! voo vill be amazed.
Where do I send the funds?
XOXOXO
stay strong 12hv, and jupiters in the perfect place for this career stuff too probably(I think its in your 10th right?), and if you want to talk about the stuff you dont have anyone to talk about with, im sure everyone here would love to help
Thanks! My MH is 26 Gemini. Been waiting for Jupiter to hit it for ages. As for career, I don’t know which job is best. Only that I have to value myself. We’ll see. Faith is scary. That’s what my dreams warned me. You never quite know what’s going on. Seeing that is why I am alone. If I chatted it up, I wouldn’t be searching my own guts. Glad you exist as you are!
faith IS scary, good luck then 12hv, youve got the grit im sure of it
Thanks! Xo. I had a dream i can’t remember about a unicorn last night, so this makes me feel like good things are coming. Have you seen the show Portlandia? I feel like the chick from the sparkle pony episode. People said I was in a great mood today. People are never right when they tell you what you feel.
my dreams have been full on lately too, oh my god I love portlandia, and I know what you mean, I dont know how many times people have told me to cheer up when I was DAY DREAMING, and they dont even let it go, are you sure? yes, im pretty sure im not in a bad mood, anywho, you ever see the fred armisen skit about that show intervention, its pretty hilarious
I don’t think I’ve seen that one. I ran through all Portlandia episodes on Netflix.
I dont think its portlandia, I think its just a random skit he did, should be on youtube, fred armisen is a really funny guy, usually hes second fiddle on snl, but once I looked him up on youtube hes pretty good actually
This astroscape is NUTS. I totes felt the volatility of it all yesterday, and today it’s like Merc Rets is going banannas. Gah!
Thank Goddess for the Daily Mystic etc.
O hand the dreams have been ridiculously telling, both for me and friends.
I feel crazy, all right. My secret crush has most likely gotten engaged (wah, don’t ask), I’m petsitting this week and broke my friend’s cable Yet Again–I think it just breaks itself at this point, but since I’m not the account holder, I can’t fix it. So then I’m sitting there with no TV and no Internet (that won’t work either). At work, they are making me answer the phone all day every other day, which I hate like poison. My cousin had a baby today–looking at his chart gave me some wiggins.
And the big crazy….I’m going to have to drive to the nearest huge city by myself for the first time this weekend and I don’t want to. I know Now Is The Time and I have to suck it up and do it and drive farther away than 40 minutes from home alone, there’s no getting out of it. But adding to the fun, my mother wants to see me this weekend and “help” and she screams at me so much about driving that she brings back my old phobias. I don’t want her around at all because she makes me nuts, but she is coming and she wants to help and I can’t get her to go away on this one when she’s going to be in the area anyway. And another friend wants me to go visit her on top of that and…
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
I’m jealous. I miss getting in my car and driving long distances to explore a country town or another part of the universe. I’m hoping that with some time out and real rest i will recover good enough health to drive about like a real adventurer (Sag type).
But i wouldn’t last more than 15 mins in the car with mother. I’ve been known to pull over and simply get out and refuse to drive. That stops some of the ruckus.
Why don’t you tell you her you’d like to give it a red hot go by yourself, just to prove to yourself that you can? If it’s freaking, you can do half the drive, stop for a treat then finish the other half.
You might have to *gasp* read a book or some mags or go to a cinema. There are always options, Jennifer, and imagine how you’d feel if you had serious obstacles to a lifestyle.
Yes I agree, break the trip down into manageable bits. My anxiety stopped me driving long distances, too overwhelming, breaking it down was achieveable. You can do it!!!!!!!! Sending you light and love.
Wow. Looks like I am getting laid off for the full moon. Company came at me with a backlog of complaints about my client work that have never been presented to me before today. Totally out of context and if I said anything in my own defense I was told I was blaming the company and not taking responsibility for myself. WTF? I feel like my boss really played me on this one. Live and learn. I have other irons in the fire, but as a single Mom, its really scary. And, it hurts to be thrown under the bus like that after being with the company for years. One thing is for sure: I need a new job. I’m sure this is all meant to be. But it is certainly awkward and scary right now.
im so sorry 12hv, you definitely dont deserve any of this, maybe this is the uncertainty your dream was talking about, I really hope you get that other job and things turn out ok, you can make it through this
Thanks. Obviously, not the right place for my talents. Although, I did learn a lot from what they had to say about me. I hope I can get a job lined up soon. I don’t have much by way of savings. At the same time, I know that it will all be OK and that this is part of my new life unfolding. Jupiter is still in my 9th house, so I have the benefit of that 10th house transit coming up. Mercury is retro in my 6th house – daily habits – so its time to revise my day-to-day routine.
oh suck! I’m sorry! I’m sure you will find a better job.
Yes it is scary but it is an opportunity for you to call the job you deserve to you. My best wishes to you on this one, 12HV.
a little forgetful at mo
Thanks for the support, all.
I had colleagues from the past pop up in all sorts of odd ways fitting a Mercury retro. I half suspect my current job is playing a “Come to Jesus” prank on me. But, its certainly time to address what is happening in my 6th house relationships. Looks like I get to start my daily routine over from scratch. And I still haven’t smoked! Day 10
that’s so awesome 12HV! (about the smoking) what I like about this is that even while you feel like you are struggling in one area – you are winning at the quitting
*ra-ra*
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