Down Neptune Avenue
Neptune is many things – as multi-faceted as they come: glamor, addictions, ghosts, cinema, lucid dreams, absinthe, Love Zombies, cosmetics, sexual fantasies, aquamarine, redemption…Neptune is the gutter and the penthouse.
And of course, Neptune in Pisces (the sign it rules) till 2027 amplifies everything Neptunian. Including YOUR natal Neptune. It’s only just getting going – Neptune is still at Zero Pisces. So we are just in the prequel stage.
So far it seems to be polarizing the Neptune-sensitive people: i know a whole lot of them who are suddenly shunning any form of anaesthetic, Blue Devil Hoochie Juice or denial even. Straight edge, clean substances (spirulina instead of pinot grigio) and hardcore proper sleep practice is their new form of decadence.
Others are going the other way, refining their recreational substances & becoming official sybarites, enthusiastically taking up vices last seen years ago. Sexually, it’s similar – chaste unless something brazenly amazing comes along or diving into the world of polyamory or – as one Leo put it – flying 1000 kms for a fuq.
So which Neptune in Pisces polarity are you gravitating toward?
Image: Natalia Vodianova (Pisces!) Mert & Marcus W Magazine December 2012
Dreaming up an ultimate sexual experience for THE ex…….. Neptune has totally sideswiped me.
Any suggestions to add to my plans……
P.S. I’m drinking Cosmos for lunch.
(In my defence I’m on holiday and am totally removed from the “real world”)
In that case I suggest having two.
Are you a black hole ??? I can see the attraction of all the glittery stuff, but ….wow
Well I do have Neptune conjunct my ascendant….. If anyone is going to be a black hole…………..
You must be so dreamy in person!
Hahaha. It is a Capricorn first house… So I’m not too at risk of losing myself in dreams.
People do often get a little intimidated that I’m not actually listening to them.
Why not dream up the ultimate sexual experience for yourself? Would that really be with a man you call your ex?
It is in my sixth house. I am trying not to get swept up in the undertow. Definitely feeling less puritanical but at the same time making sure to get enough sleep.
Any tips for Neptune in the sixth here?
its my natal, I find it needs massive amounts of dreamscape re work and routines. Yoga, yoga and yoga.
Thanks! What do mean by dreamscape?
Ah I get it. Will pay attention to my dreams… Strangely been having some livid, but oddly mundane ones lately.
more space, to dream and weave magic, its the opposite to robot. I don’t know what you do but it usually requires something creative for the day grind. otherwise amp the yoga for the 6th. these are just suggestions but you get the idea. you are the best judge of how it is going to manifest x
It’s my natal also, at 2 Scorpio conjunct the Sun. I second the yoga, yoga, yoga. I have to channel everything through the physical body or I just go down the rabbit hole. And these days, I can’t even have a glass of wine without getting totally loopy and a headache the next day, so it’s clean living all the way. And art! And yoga, did I mention that?
Yes art is a way to prevent drowning. And make sure you are happy with your life.
yes i totally agree with this… I have pisces 5th house but also sixth for the late degrees and that is where my moon sits… so i have to “move” my emotions with my body… and neptune going direct well it just means Im going to amp up the detox, though i say this with half a glass of red and a homemade pizza in the oven… I dont know…. Im actually confused… i have saturn on my ascendant and jupiter on my sun at the mo of course im confused!!!!
I have Neptune natally in the Sixth too. Work has to have a service component, be serving a higher good, whatever form that might take.
I also tend to find omens, messages, etc. in the most mundane, daily things. Always looking for the bigger picture behind/within the small stuff.
And no room for error with junk going into my body: I feel it immediately. Stick to the straight and narrow on diet and exercise and lots of imaginary demons will dissipate.
yup..after the aries stop calling me for a month he calls me today -but i ran back to my ex boyfriend which is an aries too, for hot steamy sex- i ignored his call and texted him. still waiting for a response. yes i am waiting to be found by someone that wants marriage.
pisces here. got out of the blue i miss you text from MIA Aries in my life today, too. went back n forth with him for a bit, then suddenly wished for the last 15 mins of my life back and let the line go dead. pisces sun 7th, 12th house moon and leo rising so i guess I’m way beyond waiting around for any frightened puppies to grow up during this neptune age.
omg i have leo in rising. and i love to meet other pisces girl and aries men that are interested in each other. i have my leo in rising as well
and pisces in 8th..aries men are prone to always call back their exes, i’m not surprise. not waiting hell no. We should definitely be moving on.
wow! don’t know any other pisces peeps with leo rising in my world. have a ton of aries peeps in my life (i have venus aries in 9th) ADORE the friends but the lovers, not so much.
chaste with substances, crazy in love
exactly what I was gonna say. this is me too.
Ditto.
Got neptune all over atm and its going to keep that way opposing all my virgoness transiting my 8th into 9th. Natal 6th exact conjunct venus
neat straight clean cut (internally) all the way, though this transition has been happening for a while. I did indulge in some vegan organic red this eve (2 glasses) and that is about all I have drunk all month. Living on organic hemp and maca with cocoa raw goodness. Even my cakes are superfood friendly, dessert is considered the same as day foods.
sex practices I am getting much more serious focused on soul mating even in my lascivious practices
day world real life is of no actual interest to me unless it captures my imagination, hence I feel like a robot on the day mission unless engaged
Meh this just sounds like saturn doesn’t it though? lol
Well, I blame Neptune for washing a whole lot of flood water through my study yesterday (massive storms up here all weekend.) Neptune is in my 6th. Maybe I’m supposed to make it a water feature to better my creative output?
The wildest I’m getting with substances is having chocolate liquers. Yep. Not really losing much grip of reality at the mo. Probably I’m staying quite grounded as I’m prepping for the upcoming Mars on top of Pluto which will happen to be right on top of my 8 deg Cap sun. If Neptune is bringing me storms and workplace water, I fear what kind of fire and brimstone Mars and Pluto might bring (end of my 3rd house.)
Hey, been transforming all year. Why not keep it coming? Ugh. Interesting times…
Hmmm, perhaps with any luck, if its your 3rd House, Mars & Pluto will visit the neighbours instead of you…
You know?!… Like those stories where they say “OMG, I’m not sure how, but mine was the only house left standing in the street!”.
(Apologies to any of E.G’s neighbours who may be reading this and freaking out)
Ha ha! Yeah, I better not tell ‘em. I’ll just casually inquire if they’re insurance is up to date…
not really polarizing but refining, yes
It’s on my ascendant.
I’ve gone from “get drunk, pash the nearest thing in pants, regret, repeat”
to neo-chaste glamour puss who won’t you her number because she no longer has a mobile.
The hoochie consumption is down to one glass of red, damiana tea, and hydration to the max.
Been fixating on outfits and cosmetics to an unnatural degree…
Mee too on that last bit. I spent about six hours looking at nail varnish “swatches” online: WTF I don’t even wear it. Just Neptune going all goo goo OOh pretty Colourrrs, OOh.
Haha
Yeh me too!
I’m obsessed with make-up and fashion blogs at the moment. Don’t even like fashion… I just love looking at dreamy photos of gorgeous models, pretty fabrics & colors… inspiring locations…
Neptune transiting 2nd house. Better be careful I don’t turn into a shopaholic
Dreams: psycho bats sad/disturbing/stirring inner core stuff
Walking on the verge of tears but they elude me for now.
When they come I expect biblical proportion flood
And the old vice sugar is overfilling my fridge but my body doesn’t find comfort in it no matter how much my habitual brain insists.
Neptune is natally in my 1st house Scorpio.. transiting my 5th house Pisces… what is considered light romances for the 5 th house?
What’s so crazy about this post, is that Neptune Avenue is a major street in Coney Island- location of my JHS, actually- and in combination with the pic… all underwater… well, it’s just interesting.
I think circuses and fun parks are totes neptune.
Wot you doing mooching round them neptunian shadows sista? You too beautiful for that
Five positions in Pisces, Aries Sun and this:
Neptune in the Eighth House 8th hs
Neptune in the Ninth House 9th hs
Neptune in Scorpio
Saturn Square Neptune
Mercury Trine Neptune
Mars Trine Neptune
Moon Sextile Neptune
Neptune Sextile Pluto
I’m probably going to have to be put in an institution before this transit is over.
As someone with Nept. on the M in virgo I suggest you STOP ad-libbing comments like that.
Hey, Momzilla! Welcome to the Institution. Come on in – the water’s fine.
BOTH. my cooking and green smoothies have never been healthier but I am also smoking again after years of not!
my neptune is in sag trine my natal venus-sun-mars conjunction in aries. also nep sextile pluto and square jupiter.
Neptune’s in my 2nd house in Sagittarius. I have no idea what that means. Someone enlighten me? I have both neptune and uranus in there. I’m scared.
I have Neptune and Sag in my second house as well. Second house is work and finanaces and I think Sag is about learning / education. So these things combined might mean that if Neptune is amplifying this that you could be in a super focused period, or squandering everything. Study and work are really crazy for me at the moment, and i think hard work is about to pay off,(potentially two job offers in a week and an exam) but I would really love to be doing the opposite.. Time for that in a couple of months. That is my take on it anyway !
10th house is work/career/public image etc.
2nd house is values, self worth, resources and income earned through your own efforts as opposed to income/finances through inheritance or other people’s money of the opposite 8th house.
You’re right about the squandering though. Gotta be careful of delusion where Neptune is concerned.
Second house is personal values. Saggitarius is the higher mind. I guess it means your personal values are somehow representational of collective aspirations. Does that make sense? Not sure how to phrase it. Low Neptune would mean you don’t even know what you value because it’s all projection.
I have this placement, too, and one thing I’ve learned is to always bring someone with you when making an important purchase. I know that sounds petty but I swear with this placement I start believing anything someone says when they want to sell me something. Every time I’ve bought something alone I come to three days later and am like, “How the hell did I talk myself into this?!”. Just a tip
Pisces AC Libra Sun Sag Moon lady with Neptune in 9th is heavily in fantasy mode comtemplating polyarmory with Pisces twins all while eating clean and getting my swami yoga fitness regime on.
A total turn around for me in every way o_0
Flip-flopping between hedonism and asceticism, but neither with too much flair or vehemence at the moment.
I have Pisces moon at 7 degrees so Neptune is not exactly conjunct but soon will be near by….
I really don’t want to go down the hoochie juice road, because it doesn’t serve me in the slightest, but when I do drink, which isn’t that frequent, I do tend to go a bit overboard. Nothing bad has happened yet, but I am mindful because I don’t want anything bad to happen…..
I’ve been really stressed and depressed lately due to being constantly attacked and accused of things by my housemate. She attacked me again today and it has ruined my whole day. Generally I try not to speak to her at all, but she accosted me in the kitchen…this is a very small apartment….
I’m having to evict her because she wouldn’t move out when I gave her notice to leave….I can’t take any more of this…..I am having a hard time dealing with this situation and I can never relax because this is happening inside my home.
Anyway………..I need to be strong and be sharp right now to handle this situation and I don’t know of a way Neptune could help me, I’m afraid having this influence right now might harm me instead……I don’t know what to do…… I am worn out by it all and feel both sad and angry……perhaps Neptune could help me with my intuition right now, but I have to be really grounded and centered to hear my intuition and that’s a challenge right now…….. I’ve been trying to meditate, do EFT, and energy clearing exercises and rituals…….if anyone can think of anything else I should do, let me know…….thanks a million!
I’ve been dealing with Qi Vamp crap since the Solar Eclipse. Sorry to hear your housemate has gone..we’ll call it Saturn in Scorpio Bats. My suggestion is be strong, make a plan, make lists, set deadlines, for example “Evict her once Mercury goes direct”.
Writing down your dreams is one way of connecting with neptune, but I think following your bliss and your instincts is the way to go. For example, you know the flatmate is being a pain—get rid of her. It will be tough, but it will be worth it.
Personally I think Mars and Saturn are your friends right now–Saturn loves a plan, right?
I think Neptune makes me more sensitive to others’ energies, so trying to get some space between you and aggro girl could be the go.
“stressed” “depressed” “accused” “attacked” “ruined” “accosted” “harm”
Get out – like now!
I can’t astro-divine, but I have flown too close to the flame of a pathological liar/thief/shit-stirrer I naively characterized as ‘flawed’ who turned out to be a textbook sociopath. Look at the words you used, you sound like the victim of a crime. Don’t take any chances with your own emotional and physical well-being, this person refuses to vacate YOUR HOME and instigates confrontation. But good on you, you served them with a notice, now if you have a place to stay while you kick their ass to the curb, please find it!
Peace and blessings and please, please cut all communication with this person and continue to exercise your legal options to remove them from your life.
Thanks to you both for the advice and support. Much appreciated!
I do feel like the victim of a crime and I do think she is a sociopath. She tries to turn everything around on me and tries to make me think I’m the one who has done something wrong. She does things, though, that I can’t quite ‘get her’ for, though. She wants me to react so that she has something she can use against me, as she’s very litigious and has filed a bunch of bogus claims against me at the Rent Board.
The situation reminds me of that movie ‘Pacific Heights’, if you’ve ever seen it. It’s not quite that bad yet, but my situation is going in that direction, for sure…….ironically, I also live in San Francisco, where that movie takes place.
anyway…I stay away from her and don’t talk to her as much as is possible. She confronts me sometimes, though. Mostly I don’t respond, though. I can tell she is trying to get a reaction from me.
She does a lot of crazy-making behavior, some really childish and passive-aggressive stuff, it’s really creepy, because she’s in her 40′s.
I do agree that the Neptune can make one sensitive to others’ energies, and I’m already like that with the Pisces Moon and Mars and Crab rising, so now having transiting Neptune on the Moon will increase the sensitivity, i’m sure, and I need to definitely steer clear of qi vamps and harmful people with bad energy, in general. That’s also why, as you all suggested, to stay away from her and not interact at all.
I don’t have anywhere else to go, so I just have to stay here in my apartment while this is all going on. I’m able to lock the door to my bedroom, so that’s good, and I can call the police if anything really bad happens.
I will be able to file the eviction lawsuit on December 1st, which is after the Mercury retro ends, so that’s good, too. I do have a lawyer for all of this, even though it is going to be difficult to afford. I couldn’t navigate the legal procedures on my own.
I just don’t understand why people do these sorts of things……again, I guess it’s just sociopathy and I shouldn’t try to spend too much time trying to figure her out because she really is just nuts..
Gosh, so sorry you’re having to deal with all of that.
If its YOUR apartment, then it really doesn’t matter how cagey she is or whether you can pin anything on her…
If you’re uncomfortable in your own home & you want her out, then that should be enough.
What is it with these Crazy-Bats-Socio-Psycho-Qi Vamp-Freaks??!!!…
I would feel mortified if I wasn’t welcome somewhere & would be out in a flash!
Oh & for goodness sake, call on the Universe for “Divine intervention into this situation, to bring about an immediate resolution, that allows you to have your ‘home/safe & sacred space’ back quickly, peacefully & easily”
It sounds like a miracle would be far more practical & efficient in this situation than any of the alternatives.
I’ll send out the request from here for you too, if that helps.
God Speed!
; )
Oh no, what a nightmare, I’ve been in similar situations and no matter what you do to get out of it you’ll feel a lot better the second you’re out of it. Fron what you say it sounds like you’re an empath type, prone to absorbing. While some people could shrug their shoulders through this, you probably feel ripples throughout your psyche for days at a time, no? Make your little room an absolute sanctuary until time comes to fling hell-roomie out! Best wishes
I’d have her removed by the police. Stay your ground. If you leave the house she could steal and damage your property. Or bring in a neutral party to be there while she packs up.
Attacked you? You could call the police make a report and have her roomed immediately via restraining order.
Do you need another housemate? Could you find another way to bring in that money w/o a roomie?
Sounds extremely draining. Good luck with evicting her.
I would never return to have a romie ever again. I way too private person to deal with that kind of stress.
Omg, the first thing I thought when I read your post is never meet her in the kitchen. It’s where the sharp things are. I’m getting the heebeejeebee vibes all the way from here just from the tone…
If she attacks you get the police in. It’s not a time to be polite . And document everything. Each incident.
I wouldn’t be surprised if she’s in need of medication and you’ve unwittingly taken her in when she’s not ” herself”
I couldn’t share with a housemate again. Had my own negative experience a few years back. Had to wait it out for months due to circumstance so I know how trapped u must feel. The freedom and relief once it was over was bliss.
Thanks, everyone, for your prayers and advice and support.
I am staying my ground in the house because I don’t have anywhere else I could stay, and also because like scorpiorising said, I’m afraid she will damage the house or my belongings.
I have spoken to police about her behavior, which has been verbal abuse with physical intimidation, like getting right in my face, but she hasn’t hit me. The police haven’t been able to remove her because there hasn’t been enough cause. Unfortunately her yelling at me isn’t enough to remove her, although the police said they are willing to come talk to her about it if she starts yelling at me again.
The legal eviction proceeding will start on Dec. 1st, and I have a lawyer handling it, so hopefully she will be out before long. I’m stressed about how much money this is going to cost me, and I really can’t afford a lawyer, but this has to be done, and done right. The situation is absolutely untenable.
It is like domestic violence, as someone else suggested. I actually have PTSD from having been in an abusive relationship when I was younger and my PTSD has been horribly triggered lately by all this. When my housemate yells at me I start shaking uncontrollably. It’s really scary…. I’m doing EFT to calm the symptoms, and I’m handling it on my own as much as I can. I don’t have a therapist or anyone who can help me with that right now, but it adds to the nightmarish-ness of it all.
You all have helped me so much with this, your understanding and validation, and you all have made me feel less alone, so that has been a godsend……THANK YOU!!!!
Oddly, it may be a great thing to have her trigger you past trauma to show you now you are more in control of your life. Its such the way of the Universe to get you to keep revisiting nightmares until the weaken away. Stay strong and good luck with the law.
I do believe this is true, 12 house virgo, that issues circle around and resurface to be healed on a deeper level each time they come and it does show one’s progress.
I thought I was ‘done’ with this issue, I guess. I thought my boundaries were like steel and that I would never have another abusive person in my life. I guess it comes in different forms, though…..I don’t have abusive boyfriends anymore, but now I have an abusive housemate and before that, last year i had an abusive co-worker.
I guess the healing stage this time is that I’m not fully buying into my housemate’s bullsh*t, not taking what she says to heart. Some part of me is more objective about it all, and I’m not doubting myself like I did when I was emotionally and verbally abused in the past. ….and I’m taking the action needed to get her out.
It freaks me out that I am still vulnerable to these types of people, though, on some level, and seem to continue to attract them, almost unconsciously. I wonder if I will clear this pattern in my lifetime?
Thing is – just because you learn how to deal with assholes doesn’t mean assholes disappear from the Universe. Coping skills are what matters.
True!
Well, my coping skills have improved from what they were, say, 10 years ago when I was with the abusive boyfriend, but I’m still not as strong as I’d like to be.
Perhaps walking through this current situation will help me to the next level of strength.
I want to get to the point where I can see these people a mile away and prevent them getting into my life enough to do harm.
Like that ‘Autobiography in Six Chapters’ where at the end you walk down another street instead of walking down the same street and continuing to fall into the hole.
Thanks so much for your insights! Cheers!
any form of abuse is scary to victims of PTSD and others.
I think it’s a sign that you know this is not acceptable behavior and stand your ground.
If she gets in your face and makes a threat that’s enough to get a restraining order.
I agree. If it’s to the point where my PTSD is triggered, something is wrong here, for sure, with her behavior.
I will let you all know how the eviction goes and when she moves out, ’cause she will have to move out, it’s just a matter of when…let’s pray sooner than later…thanks again..
Ha! I’m taking vitamins and drinking green smoothies! I went to bed at 8.30 last night. If you knew me you’d laugh your head off at that.
Also, announced to husband that I’m a ‘one glass of wine on a Friday night’ girl now. He fainted.
And…limiting the coffee to one in the morning, instead of as many industrial strength cups as I can ingest per day…
Somethings afoot.
That’s crazy-talk. But good for you- sounds liked a great adventure!
Neptune in Capricorn in the 8th (sextile Pluto, conjunct Venus–bonus!)
Jupiter and Mercury in Pisces
Overall I am liking the energy because I am getting unstuck and more bold, but as a tradeoff my life is not very stable. As I mentioned in a previous post I am wildly inspired as of the last two months and extremely productive, but it’s in a very Neptune way — allnighters, “I’ll do yoga laaaaater”s, forgetting to eat and popping Vyvanse to keep going. I wanna get grounded and structured but be able to retain some of this energy!
I quit drinking, have not been going out, turned down space dust multiple times. But I still am enjoying pharmaceutical stims in small to moderate doses to keep writing and working and I started smoking again for the first time in three years. Smoking and writing, unfortunately, are a winning combination.
So yeah, liking it, but I’m kind of a mad scientist hermit and riding the half raw vegan x juices x fish + half black coffee + cigarettes paradox. My next goal is to get back into exercising more consistently and meditate in the morning to amp my creativity without all the frenetic energy.
Whoa. I have Neptune sextile my AS, Mercury, Mars, & Venus, square Uranus. Neptune in the 11th house. Along with many personal planets in the 7th house and in scorpio.
I have episodes of insomnia/hypersomnia. Get this I’ve been so timid heading out of the house. I’ve been surviving on copious amounts of espresso, cigarettes, wine with equal counterbalances of physical exercise and what I can mostly describe as the bear diet (fruit veggies nuts).
I feel like a psychic radar picking up everything and anything melancholia. Anyone seen that movie directed by the swede? Most days have been laying down with a blank stare and in disrepair.
On the bright side, I am feeling more “authentic”. Bonded with my mom. Re-bonded with some exes. Deep dreams have been such a sanctuary though. And I want to be a monk. Que the quack doc.
Neptune is about to cross my Pisces ascendant.
My dream life is a booze fuelled Fellini film festival. My daily life feels flooded with symbols and apparitions. I find that I must rely on “second sight” as logic and facts now escape me.
As a Piscean the feeling of being “flooded” is familiar, however the big problem is that I am 11 years sober.
My sobriety feels very tenuous.
Meanwhile Chiron is smack on my Mercury/ Chiron conjunction (1st house).
So not only do I feel that “I know nothing”, I can barely hold a conversation.
Thank God for sex.
Anyone else out there a Piscean having a Chiron return?
Love to hear how you are?
Hi there, I am early Piscean with Chiron return 2.5years away. Neptune and Chiron zapping my Pisces stellium right now – 7th house sun/Merc/Saturn. So feeling the Chiron vibe. It seems to be manifesting in non stop psych insights re relationships and absolutely bonkers intuition / synchronicity insights. I am channelling something just not sure what. Been doing meditation, vegetarianism, tarot and blue devil in equal measure.
Neptune is still conj (4degrees) my Venus on cusp of my 7th so it’s VERY odd. Dreams off the scale.
Chiron return not yet….but soon. I’ll get back to you on details.
My Neptune is headed for a transit over my Pisces Moon in my 4th House. I hope for the best.
ok, I got a few years. Chiron moves much slower than I thought.
Neptune will cross my ASC soon, Chiron already has, plus natally,Neptune, Moon, MC all conjunct in Sag. Now Jupiter hanging out on the IC and Chiron is dangling like an exposed nerve ending in my first house but, it’s not all that bad! I am sharpening up some killer clairaudient skills that I’ve tuned into, made peace with weed, learning the difference between interconnectedness and all-is-one-ness, and honing some Jedi discipline for choosing dissolution instead of delusion. Neptune gets a bad wrap for all of it’s fuzz–but maybe that’s a reflection of our inability to’ draw up alongside the mystery’ and really perceive the miraculous subtleties of the truths of life.
But yeah, YAY for sex!
Mystic! How did you know??
I blew work off, and just flew back 1000km, $400 later, just for a fuq.
Wasn’t worth it but was fun.
Feel very polarized internally…so pertinent (ha, using pertinent sounds so offical/intelligent when such a mess on the inside)..
Looked at the clock on the car this evening when driving and told my inner teachers “I can’t go on this way”:…Was thinking I’d run a chart but first just needed some food in my stomach in order to cope…
Yes, 8 pm Cali time and I need to crash..
The upside is that what inspires me, as usual, is music/my spirituality/writing…the antidote to the polarzation is about doing creativity/haute Neptune and not the lower..
The lower is so seductive tho…drinking, gambling…but so draining…Being brutally honest…it’s going to kill me…I’m fine for the most part and done good, and then I go on a complete bender…I could barely find my car in the parking lot tonight and didn’t know which level my car was on..I’m not even really interested in sex but wondered what if I went w/some guy and just did it in the car…yipes..Honest to god it was like being possesed by who knows what when that thought popped in my mind…
Your post timely as usual as always Mystic after my little talk with myself just a bit ago this evening..
Think it no mistake that one slot machine I was playing tonight was called “Atlas”
And then came across this video by mistake…Atlas Genius…~through the glass~ “Trojans in my Head” after talking about Achilles the other day here….26 Cap exact Moon…
My life works in this crazy synchro way…and Achilles was of course, a hero of the Trojan War and mythologically, the embodiment of “the grief of the people”..
Told my daughter that I told my teachers “how am I ever going to become enlightened if I’m drunk?”
Again, just being brutally honest…it is a battle
If anything is in my head, at least it’s a Trojan which means I have a bit of a grip..
Peeps here so kind, please no alarm, tomorrow I’ll be fine
Well, that was me and hadn’t decided really if I was going to post it, but the thingy clicked…
Huge epiphany tonight….
We need to really give thanks to Mystic for allowing us to process here. Talk about someone doing Their World Service..
From the bottom of my heart Mystic, I love you.
Before bed tonight, Led’s Kashmir dedicated to You…x
“ooooh, baby, I been flyin’”
(it just felt like shit meanwhile…lol x)
hugs sweet pea – I agree, to be honest, it IS a battle.
You know what I love about life?
It’s like Zep sings…
The Song Remains the Same…
Dance the “hoochie koo”..
Surely you gotta have some Gem in there to do that..
Teacher said that after it all (the drama) you just laugh..
YES, I had my cry AND I AM BACK…(and somewhat sober…what does that mean?
)
Hey, gonna rock on…you commin’?
good – you home safe and sound?
Haha, that was a bit in jest as 1:30 am and need to go to bed…
BUT…is there a designated driver from the computer to the bed…
I’m kidding but you sound lilke fun luv.. and thank you..x
Really Quin, thank you…Very sweet of you…reread what I said and thought I sounded flip..x
not at all SweetPea
x
“Jesus Christ, where does a girl get a drink around here?”
It’s a joke people!
“Peeple don’t you listen now…sing along”…
“California Sunlight, sweet Calcutta Rain”….
I can only do “heavy” so long and then, well, go insane…
Thank you for not banning me from the blog Myst….lol
Hope you’re feeling better, or are you losing it? You’re so funny, Sweetpea.
Well, I did lose it a long time ago..
that’s the prob…
You look for it the rest of your life..
Or for an eternity..
That can be quite time cosuming…
Okay all smart ass aside…I need to go to bed..just having fun after the rain, you know? Hours earlier it was quite profound
love ya mill and alls…
Also, now that I understand about Achillles, my Moon and grief, do need my sleep..
Days to come might be cloudy weather but least I now know what I’m doing…
Really, just didn’t know and so gratefull to process that thru here at Myst’s
Can guarantee that Achilles on Moon/Psyche/Lie in 8th…we’re talking about a wound in the Soul that had been based on lies and that is never going to be funny..
I knew of the pain down in there, that’s why I drank, it was just so deep and still is…
It’s not about me or a love affair per say, but about having fought for something to save something and taking responsibilty for that pain…
Achilles had a vulneralbe spot,,,the part that did not get dipped in the immortal river and so, that part needs to be healed, for me and others…
I laugh and all, but down in there…the pain is very, very deep and holds the key to my final transformation, so to speak..
Good night darlling…I’m way beyond bedtime…x
sweet and strong dream Pea!
ps,
Spirit is saying…
okay, you’ve stumbled around with the pain for awhile…(a drunken emo stuper no less)
Now be the hero!
I like that…I just needed to know my purpose in that regard…I know my overall purpose but Spirit has a tendency to leave out the details until futher notice…
lolx
Spirit comes from the latin word
‘spire’ to breathe.
In-spire.
expire.
So Pegs, you tellin’ me I cna be or can inspire and then I fuqin’ croak?
lol
Hey, saw your post about Iran and the Shaw regime…Yes, at least women could wear mini skirts and go to a disco be for the Rock and Rolla..
And your comment to the one poster about the stars…Yes, they are conscious, intelligent beings….That shine,…Just like you Pegs…x.
hi. i’m new on here. this site is amazing!
i’ve neptune in sixth sagittarius(and neptune sextile midheaven, in opposition to my ascendant, conjunct w/mercury and square saturn. oh my.).
this post gave me shivers. this past little bit i’ve gone from a drunken man-eating drama junkie with an actual junk-loving junkie for a husband (we’ve been officially split for 6 months) to a peace-seeking girl who can’t keep 2 shots of whiskey down. i have no desire to sleep with anyone! and i spend my weekends doing hard core emo therapy and renovating my condo instead of going crazy.
my ex, who has neptune all over the place, has gotten even more off the deep end with all manner of substances in past little bit.
yowza
congrats
Yeah run away! I just got away from junky neptune man last year. The waters much nicer over here!
today: greens, yin yoga and acupuncture. ha.
on weekday sel-imposed internet ban (well busting momentarily!!) – will read comments above tonight
Neptune is the gutter and the penthouse = yer cracking me up MM!!
How true!!
YAY to be vibing the astro!!
super-duper health focus already implemented (if one doesn’t count bestie’s bday yesterday (hic!)
Outside a ‘VERY special occasion’ exception rule – Operation Abstinence (form anything mind numbing) – numbing ppl / experience inclusive – is already in action!!
Pity the Aussie Radio DJ who caused “mutiny” on Rihanna’s jet full of journo’s didn’t get MM’s Neptune in Pisces memo!1
Oh to be a fly on the wall to that debacle!!
***resists urge to head to Twitter / observes ‘waits until daily duties completed’ self-impoesd dictum ***
http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/celebrity/mutiny-aboard-rihannas-777-jet-20121119-29lcn.html
Whenever i see the word “penthouse” my mind flashes up an image of the first Penthouse magazine cover (and interior raunchier version of) i ever saw.
The gutter AND the penthouse…phwoar…that’s Pisces huh? Mmm. Wonder what’s going on at Mystic’s place.
Millie that’s funny – I thought of the top apartment lol
but then again if you say Sports Illustrated d- I think of Steve McQueen racing his Husky dirt bike on the cover & not emaciated models
xox
^^^^^ c’est moi ^^^^^
The second lot and enjoying it. Neps is out of the 7th and swanning around the 8th house for me.
Natal Neptune-Saggo-3rd opp. Gem-Moon-9th
Trine Mercury, sextile Venus-Mars-Pluto
“glamor, addictions, ghosts, cinema, lucid dreams, absinthe, Love Zombies, cosmetics, sexual fantasies, aquamarine, redemption”
That’s about it in a nutshell. Drink-dream-romance-lavish-obsess-create-adore I consider myself ultra Neptune-sensitive and live in euphoria, not reality. I like to think of us as friendly tsunamis. Lately though I’ve felt the complete opposite! Green smoothies as opposed to potato chips, bacon and jam (that’s one meal), steely exactitude as opposed to an infinite, Russian doll of possibilities, alcohol and smoke and lust apathy and most of all getting actual work done, meeting A deadline. I can’t believe this is how productive and in-control other people are about restaurant choices and Qi vamps and work!
However I’m a bit nervous now as Neptune is currently opp. my Sun-Saturn in Virgo and Mercury in Leo. Is all my self-congratulatory satisfaction at reaching through to the other side just a convincing delusion? If I get my new business model up and running this week, I’ll know I’m not living Leo in Inception and am stunningly living Neptune in a way I never imagined possible.
Neptune visions …
I went for a little walk in the woods, actually, the marshes, and something got activated. Seemed to have called in a whole lot of stuff. Today, strange unexpected approaches made toward me. Low key stuff.
But, thinking back on conversation about Libran Moon peeps with Aries Venus and Mars … something clicked and I saw it so clearly:
Ever so understanding LibraLunar, forever poised and paused, allowing, enduring all sorts of situations, can just see her moony eyed one time too many, and around the corner, in chariot or other hotted up vehicle, Aries Venus and Mars combo, screech in, wrench her into the car and foot to floor, outta there. Enough is enough. O the talking down they give her. Every time. I know it well.
love it, Ceramici
Hm.. Astrodientist lists my first house as in both Aquarius and Pisces (lists Aq as rising sign … a little confused). Natal Neptune is in Sag (along with Uranus and Chiron) … Pisces is a given 2nd house (where my mars is), so I’m a little confused.
Personally, having lots of dreams of snakes (!!!), very psychic moments, and lots of synchronistic messages.
Sorry – not Chiron .. Uranus and Saturn are in Sagg with Neptune (Neptune hugging between Cap and Sagg, 11th and 12th house respectively)
LJ I too have always had snake drams in different forms. I just found a website dedicated to this topic http://www.snakedreams.org true!
Neptune? I haven’t the foggiest. Will try juicing to reach the higher vibrations.
BTW, the Oracle is unbelievably spot on!
“will try juicing..”
Bdhj is giving me heart palpitations ATM, sticking with dark choc and strong sencha to ride it out. Welkom home Neptune, may you find your sweet spot.
highly sensitive piscean. spent enough time in the gutter over the decades, am all about the clean living now. even decided to take up running believe it or not – doing the couch to 5k thing. Oh and started wearing makeup again after a VERY long time. Superfood smoothies, cabbage juice, and super high fibre… Getting closer to a raw paleo diet and found some awesome crossfit workout videos to do at home.
Neptune in my 5th natally. Never been one for turps, gambling or drugs but i get lost in my art.
best drug ever
Neptune in Pisces has been great for me, even though you say its the prelude, prequal, ive noticed that ive gone from the writing desk, to in front of camera and have been invited to get behind it for a new project next year. Guess my 5th house is being activated by neptune. And this morning i woke from a powerful dream of holding in my arms a new born baby. Did i mention 5 th house?? Neptune doesnt aspect anything in my chart, thanks for that. And its transiting mt 8th house so the transforming of my 5th i guess is my pisces theme.
I dont believe in the stars, have said this before
Stars are in the heavens whether you believe or not
just look up on a clear night and those diamond-sparkly
lights are what you don’t believe in.
both? I pick both
[enter rod sterling]: you are now entering another dimension, whose very space erodes and subverts the proximity to heaven and hell, the penthouse, or the gutter. Whos blanketing of warped reality, reverberating and pulsating like a cosmic resonance, massaging and loosening right down to the atoms of matter and reality themselves, as if to say, perhaps the impossible is not so solidly impossible, nor perhaps the real so important. Suddenly perhaps, in these strange times, dreams can come true. But when that disolvement is finally about to be achieved, take caution. examine what it is being truly wished for, because in these strange times you just might get it, here, in, the twilight zone…… BUH BUH BUHHHH
ha hahahaha haa
it feels like it’s ok to be a little bit more Piscean in public at the mo.
who is your grav??? love the arrow
Rod Serling, the host of the twilight zone
and your right, I feel more wiling to be visibly piscean lately too
Neptune bang on ascendant right now.
Very sensitive to alcohol lately, especially this last weekend when there were solar flares. But I have found that the quality of the wine makes ALL the difference but I definitely can’t knock back a double whisky at the moment like I used to.
Juicing everyday, lots of raw cocoa too.
Dream life is OFF THE WALL, especially last night, where I had a vivid dream that I married one ex, and spoke at the funeral of another ex, who is very much alive.
Then a bell rang in my head with a strange harmony, which often happens to wake me up. ‘They’ are like, wakey wakey time now.
Not to mention strange invisible light balls flying out of cupboards and wooshing past my head.
So annoying about the alcohol, being a Pisces rising, I lurv me some hooch. Just have to be very careful of the quality and quantity en ce moment.
Lately, whenever I ignored my intuition, I regretted the consequences. My Gem Sun/Mercury is beginning to think there is something real in surreal worlds after all. ~Pisces rising
Something snapped today – I was so angry, but so angry with myself, in between the breaks during usual 45 min pilates training, my anger indulged itself with bare hand boxing. h.t.f.? I have yet to pinpoint the source of self-irritation and self-guilting.
It happens to me a lot that I get angry about something but I judge myself as somehow “not right” for being angry about it and bury it and then I crash or something until I process it. Anger is really hard to process. You can’t think it away. You can’t reason it away. You can hide it (and it will come out and shock you) or you can growl or exercise or get it out physically. Those are the two choices (denial/repression of it not being a choice since the anger stays with you). Anyway, like you said – trust your intuition and just…fine…you had to get it out. It may be a few days until you realize what you were angry about. Its something that’s over anyway. You just had to process it.
PS- you HAVE pin-pointed the SELF as the source of irritation. I suspect someone pissed you off and you don’t feel that you should be pissed off about it, being a savvy being and all that. I do the same to myself all the time. Trust your anger. Its there for a reason. Not saying act on it, but know it. And don’t hide or blame yourself. Anger is scary and strong, but its just another feeling – although one that takes exercise to release.
if you come back to this thread, where do you have your Mars? Mine is in Aqua, 12th house – usually my anger is implosive. You are right, the culprit who misled me was not around, and was angry with myself for falling into his trap.
once in a while and just take off with a vision. Even if you have lost everything, you still have your dreams……….
i have lost everything to neptune, i met him in a form of a man when i was just 21. Him is pisces with mars in pisces, we were together a long time, my saturn conjunct his sun
I read in a vedic book that people born on certain dates had to be avoided as they represent shadowy karma. He is in that time frame and it turned into a nightmare, like seriously, if i had hold of that book before i met him i swear to god i would have avoided him like the plague.
i exercise everyday, eat organic, alternative life style but have issues with Mr Green.
In vedic i have what is called a weak mars, cause in west its leo but in vedic its in cancer, in its fall and in the past i was very unstable.
u get certain jewels made up to combats weakness in the chart thank god. i am planning to invest in some jewels.
I also have a weak moon in vedic so need some pearls and i must swim in a lake on the day of the dark moon. So there are emedies out there and i am heading towards wholeness but i carry neptune in the 8th house conjunct south node………what to do?
Do you remember the title of the Vedic book? I am intrigued by the shadowy karmic people you mentioned.
me too!
Everythin you’ve written here is very Neptune conjunct SN in the 8th. Drop the poetry of pain and North. What do YOU value? That individuation is your destiny – not a bunch of fated painful relationships.
Meant to say go North. My SN is in my 9th Gemini. It’s natural for me to question my philosophies and the philosophies of people around me. But my NN is in Sag 3rd house – I should skip some of the comfort food of pontification and speak my truth plainly. I see that same kind of pull for you to move out of the 8th and into the 2nd. Then again, Neptune is near my NN so perhaps it’s just pulling that way. In any case, good luck on your journey. You were made whole and will remain as such for all time.
Well, reading these posts, you’re all off the wall
Hope you’re enjoying Neptunia. I know i do xxx
All I know cried buckets yest afternoon listening to wrapped in my memory by shawn smith WTF
Better now crying is good to release toxins and no not PMS
Another young girl disappeared then found early Sunday morning here she was 22:( strange vibe around aspendale since Saturday, near bay?
Ok, well i”m pisces rising with neptune nataly on the MC in Sag AND Neptune is about (obviously) to transit my ASC. Super creative ie working my Ass off into the night living on yoga and coffee and sheer will power knowing I will be able to sleep all day on beetroot and buckwheat in 3 weeks time when I’m on hols…… Not really sure what Nep on the MC looks like? Any ideas? BUT my normally lascivious constitution has been replaced with some kindof Librarian practicality that says it would currently be a waste of my potency and to just keep my head down and channelling awesome……Tell me this doesn’t last for ages!!! ?
And I too am super grateful for the process space here…. x
God. I have nearly given up wine and have gone onto high doses of spirulina. I am also heading to bed early and am chaste beyond belief. And as a fellow Leo, the only fuq worth having lives in Germany and yes I could quite happily get on a plane.
Pisces Rising, Neptune in Sagg in 9th house (Sag Sun) :- Of late I am trying to really really hard to crack the nut as to why t.f. my dreams have never become solid things to hang my hat on …. might be getting there and I think it’s called discipline and tryinng things out but not sure…..
Hey Mystic, when you make warnings like that in the daily horoscopes, I get worried!…. serious… surely when the sun goes into Sagittarius on Thursday some of this intensity will lessen… take a bit of wind out of Scorpios sails!
I feel like Im just not going to do anything until next year… Im just going to go into zen discipline…. be mindful of everyword before I say it, start fuqin running!… (thats a joke) something like it though, learn the poker face smile, I have to learn this asap, while at the same time resonating good vibes only!!!!!
Sounds a bit sociopathic though, I will probably be screAMING under water or in my pillow, having a tantrum in the toilets!!! This is the most intense astro to be a bit emo with!
But I read something today, did you post it? about how this big energy shift happening on 21/12/12 is what we are all preparing for energetically and some sensitive people are going through hyperemotion… well that would be me!
and yes, since I got assaulted 6 months ago at a party have kerbed the epicurean beer drinking
My dreams are still terribly Virgoan. Putting order into my chaotic life.
Bliss.
In one I made a little sanctuary in the garden that was clutter free, organised, plain but elegant decor with a bed and a computer, where I studied astrology & the like
Guess that sums it up tho’ I’ve got Neptune rising sextile my virgo stellium with my moon on the outer reaches of that.
Out of Order Chaos……………………..Zen
This Pisces is having an absolutely bats time. Neptune has retro-ed back onto my Venus and is now heading back towards my sun stellium. Natal Neptune in 4th and am doing all kinds of housewitch to bring about some desired change. Mostly it is manifesting as absolutely beyond bizarre coincidence/synchronicity/intuition/psychic flashes.
Just got home from drunken dinner with Cap male friend of 15 years (yes another Cap). Had the FWB convo – I suggested he could see it as more like a humanitarian mission than a sly shag – he reluctantly declined… arrrgh…. but we had the best and most honest conversation of our entire friendship. Rock solid now with him, and strangely released from years of wondering.
It has to be said I’ve been drinking for my country the last couple of weeks. I really need to lay off the blue devil. At the mo it feels like some kind of artistic expression/truth seeking but in reality, it’s just a middle aged woman getting pissed too frequently. Back to smoothies tomorrow
Well, I am definitely not on a health and sobriety bender. Things that happened this summer, these past few weeks, have made it really clear to me that I HAVE to trust my gut whether I like what its saying or not. There is no help in being me, you know? For anyone on earth – its all the same – you have to trust yourself. Feng Shui, metaphysician, friends, astrology – if I want to know what’s going on in my world I can just check in with myself and know. Externally, I have to be clear about my own desires if I am going to get any help in realizing them. The days of investing in situations that don’t support my dreams? Waiting for others to change and see the light? Done.
Also, if we want to talk Neptune, had a total psychic throw down with Uranian Scrop this weekend. Weird, but the new normal in a way. As much as I wanted to demand we have the conversation in real life, I know why that’s not happening. I always knew. Its nice to be able to accept a connection and not let it turn me away from my own life. I’m done throwing myself at closed doors. And if he and I are ever going to team up on anything, it isn’t going to happen by me lowering my borders. You can’t change the game if you let someone else decide the rules. The Sag heart-breaker, soul-detonator taught me that.
´done throwing myself at closed doors´- love it.
Yes, that one’s a beaut. My big sis, uber-emo Kataka, is in desperate need of that right now.
PS – Love the picture. Pretty much how I feel at home these days.
Neptune for me is in Scorpio. Is the Hoochie juice going to be calling for me???
Me too! Have found it’s spirit in one form or another.
These days I chose the Haute Zen kind
I am loving the Neptunian energy. I’m surely in the first camp. Think 6am meditation, morning exercise, Ashtanga yoga, magical green smoothie health potions, lucid dreaming, nature, and fostering my creativity with heaps of free writing and dancing. Everything is inspiring me lately. Longing for old lovers is a part of it too..not love zombie more of a blissful nostalgia..Neptune is transiting my 7th house.
Also, the picture is perfectly suited to this blog post.
& i have successfully averted an ex, a dreamy piscean who lived in his own fantasy world, overstepped all my boundaries, & took advantage of me wherever possible. He gave me a random call (hello merc rx) after breaking up with him in January lol..he seemed so keen to meet up but I just had to stop it right then and there. I will not let him get his foot in the door and try to play his old games again. I am very careful with the energy I allow into my life, because it is always a choice, a deliberate one.
Enjoying the Neptunia energy.
Neptune (natal) in Scorpio/1st House. Neptune is drifting over my Piscean 4th House right now, heading towards my Pisces Moon.
Haven’t drank since Neptune shifted, haven’t had a craving either to imbibe.
Been painting and immersing myself in art in my home studio.
Going through Neptunian color phases silvers, blues.
Not 100% hardcore abstaining from booze, drugs but not diving off the deep end either.
Had a few feverish dreams induced by cold medication though.
Similar situation. But may natal Neptun is ON the Asc and since he transit through my 4th I have already changed 2 flats ( unwillingly).
Are you happy with your new digs? I am painting my art/music studio, have no plans to move atm.
Curious what else this transit will bring.
Neptune transiting my 4th, as well, wondering if that’s why I keep feeling inexplicably unhappy with everywhere I live. Do you think painting at home is some sort of cures to the divine discontent?
I have no idea but it calms me. It’s my Zen.
I’m totaly unhappy with my new apartment. No, not unhappy but unsatisfied. And with the fact that I must live with father of my child. Who left us when neptun came on my IC.
Natal Neptune conjunct moon in 5th, Pisces is my 9th …
Total deep end this weekend substance-wise and troublesome ex-love/longterm crush got together with me (his Neptune also conjunct my moon) for multi-hour acting practice chez moi that ended up for multi-hours in bed … after telling me for two years he’s not attracted any more while simultaneously pestering me to get rid of new boyfriend and hang with him instead … then denied it really happened as he was off his head with new course of SSRI’s and still went for the space dust, the hoochie juice, etc.
Low Neptune much?
Ew
Longing for escape from the multitudes of perception and feelings of others. Needing quiet and a break from routine. Settling for blue devil hoochie juice and mediocre cookery. We’re all sick, too, which forms its own kind of escape from routine and occasional quiet.
12th House Neptune in Scorp natally, conj. my ascendant.
I have a Pisces moon, like so many commenting here, I’m not grappling with substances, or love zombie hell, but there are some possible delusions, but just what I’d call the normal stuff, sort of amplified! Like Wtf is going on? Is this for real? Am I really meant to be here? Is this person really being an intense bitch for my growth or are they just a birch? Am I really unhappy or am I just in a bad thought habit or passing mood? After a while a lot of existential questions start to feel very Neptune, and when they are infiltrating the floorboards of self then I know I’m dancing w the underwater god! I just know that the only way outof Neptune is through, there are no shortcuts, and self doubt needs to be channeled into a loving discipline, for me. Yoga yoga yoga, walking swimming etc etc… Though everyew moment requires a new energy and I feel the multiverse is asking something a bit more of me here, I think it is to soften, well that’s what I feel today, surrender, let go, sleep, no hard thoughts, bless xx
TO SWEETPEA.
Sweetie as a bodyworker one gets full of OPS (Other Peeps Stuff or Shit), in fact we all do if we are around others but particularly in the healing arena.
Working out what belongs to us and what does not is important to our mental health and wellbeing. Working through your 50′s (for me 50′s AND 60′s), physical work is amazing and quite taxing. I can’t get by w/o hormone supps and space dust. My woman friends drink quite heavily and it is hurting their looks badly. Space Dust just makes me look well kinda spaced with a benign half smile on.
You have a pool close by. Do Neptune underwater, allow it to do it’s healing magic so all will be ‘water off a duck’s back’.
Call the Toro ask for the owed’ massage and allow your sexuality some freedom. You won’t lose your dignity. Do it on a Toro Moon and tell him it is the Massage Moon! Play strip poker if gambling has appeal.
A Pool, Palm Spring’s warm evenings, a man that wants to massage you
and has his own ‘relaxants’. *sigh*.
Current Neptunia obsession: Aquamarine blue mixed with cobalt = Yves Klein Blue
My image won’t show up.
I love that a person made his own color. Saw an exhibit local a year or so ago. Very strange as my friend and I both felt the venue was being haunted. Perhaps he travels with his blue.
Even better!
I have Neptune in my 1st house along with my Moon, Saturn, Venus, and Uranus… not sure what to make of that or what to expect??
As far as any polarities go I’ve been straightedge for the past couple months (the longest I’ve gone without anything in a decade, lord!), vegan with the exception of free-range organic eggs, daily spirulina + aloe + probiotics + superfoods, purging the house, and going super intense on personal projects and studies. Completely dropped the social drinking, social smoking, “I’ll have what s/he’s having,” dropping out of art school (twice) and floating about from scene to scene and job to job. My girlfriends and I now have motivational working coffee shop dates rather than shopping or drinking, and I swear I had a green juice at a restaurant the other night rather than wine.
It feels nice and I love the progress, but I am having wild cravings for like, five chocolate croissants and a bloody mary. My 25th birthday is this Friday and I have planned nothing. What would be an auspicious way to celebrate?
Does that mean you have a stellium in your first house? (four or more planets in the same sign / house?)
I suppose so! Exploring astrology beyond my sun sign is new to me. What is the significance of a stellium?
^Numoon, that anonymous comment was from me, by the way.
I am learning myself, found this blog on stelliums: http://skywriter.wordpress.com/2011/05/14/readers-ask-question-and-answer-session-on-stelliums-by-house/
I’ve also had some great success reading omens in birds and graffiti.
Always been very woo-woo that way.
I’ve been having the strangest creative longing the past week or so, and it doesn’t seem to be abating so I have a feeling it’s going to become a project. I think I want to make a quilt. A patchwork representation of my life to date, highlights, lowlights, follies and fuq-ups, to take with me into my new life.
A quilt! I don’t sew, I don’t know how to make a quilt, I’m not sure I’ve even seen one. I’m a post-punk, ffs. All I know is it has to be fabric, and I’m going to hunt down fabrics to represent key parts of my life. Sheesh, Neptune has a lot to answer for.
Well THAT’S weird. I just asked Oracle ‘what animal/totem do I need to meditate on’ and it said: “the butterfly. When are you going to come out of your chrysalis already?”
OK back to work now
that’s what I want to know too! xox
it’s pi.
The bad one.
Is confusion one of the polarities? I definitely have not gone druggy drunky, actually not liking those things as much lately, even slightly repulsed by alcohol lately. I drink sometimes, though. Neptune is transiting my 4th…i’m confused about where to live, as i mentioned before…i just want to go back to new orleans (a neptune city) and live amongst my artist and musician friends (more neptune). But confused that my sweetheart doesn’t want to leave nyc (neptune is squaring my venus!). I had a haunting dream that i suppose related to all this, i was in a great carnival in the street, lots of people in amazing costumes (very new orleans), they were dancing and swaying, one girl had a head peice made of ribbons of blue fabric wrapped around and arpund, people were unravelling it as she twirled, and they were all dancing, too. Some unseen person was kissing my neck and I said to stop because I did not know them, but I was kind of laughing because it felt good, too. I keep having flashbacks of it two days later now. It really was a “come and join the ball ” theme. I have 2nd house neptune sextile my 12th house sun exact, the moon square neptune, neptune sextile MC, and lots of 12th house. Hoo boy!
Off booze and working a crap-laden day job; on plenty of sleep and poorly-paid freelancing.
Now, just initiating a new food regime and gearing up to return to some form of regular dance practice.
Go me!
Yes, you go, you!
Kinda craze…Ffinally ran the chart from yesterday evening when I was in the car and having the inner convo…
Trans Achilles was/is conjunct natal Pluto/Virgo/IC
Opposite trans. Pisces Chiron/Neptune and MC-Sun/Mn midpoint…
Thats a mouth full but put simply, alot going on on THAT healing front and the ZZ on Merc/Sun and stuff trying to push it forward, up and outwards.
Fun meanwhile too as great new insights on the triple horns Toro (Sun/Asc/Merc) and Aries Veenie/Sagg Mars…
Lets just say, know I’ve played my cards right and starting tomorrow a new tweaking of the bod and ~Project Get Gorge~ Ha, need to do it for myself first of course and lose those extra pounds…If I DO have an eventual nekkid close up, good gawd, I must be ready.. :lol
Oh yeah, there’s still plenty of ammo in that one…x
LOVE when the Levy Breaks by Zep and listening to it right now…so hot…
“Cryin’ won’t help ya, prayin’ won’t do ya no good”..
No, the Toro does not stand a chance….lol….
Oh hey Ms, wanted to say that loved when you said “throws horns”… lol
It took my Aries horns a sec to visualize that but then got it…hilar…
I had a dream last night that someone killed my cat to bring me down but it was the wrong cat. WTF
lol. ok so that’s odd, but my response (after feeling sad for cat) would be “guess again, asshole!”
@pi
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can’t really do MAS (mind-altering substances), v often at all…sure, sometimes… generally i really really like to have a clear mind and thinking. i float out past the waves a LOT as it is so I guess i feel even more adrift if i ingest something random (and usually toxic). never really got a kick out of drugs, maybe weed i guess. the rest meh. feel very fuzzy after drinking alcohol these days so going extra easy on that. caffeine too.. probably a response to cutting down, so tolerance is lower (plus that robusta cheapo coffee lol)
anyway. I always struggled to define neptune in 6th sadge but i think Ms has done a good job up there. need to drift a lot. need outdoors. too much regimentation / discipline and I rebel…not enough and I dissolve. yoga SO balancing but i never go.