Full Moon Crazy Bats Brilliance
Hi Full Moon Trippers – How hyper-kinetic & Uranian is this energy? Irreverent to the Max. If you can work through any skittish neurosis to get to the pure raw GENIUS of this Zap Zoned Feral Full Moon – DO.
AND I have taken down the Oracle Paywall until the Full Moon is exact – partly as an inducement to subscribe maybe and also because i am being nice – it has been a bitch of a week for a lot of people. The Oracle could be just the diversion you need for the dreg days of Saturn in Libra/Zap Zone/Full Moon etc etc.
Don’t forget also: Mars near the North Node in Scorpio is rad for long-term scheming, it’s stronger for some signs than others (see horoscopes re all that) and a tad psycho in tone – revenge-success plans et al. But hey, whatever motivates us, right? We can’t be Zen 24-7, we’re not fuqing super-human (yet) and the Scorping IS about to begin.
As the Scorpio Saint Augustine once prayed: “Oh Lord – grant me chastity and continence but not yet.”
I don’t think he meant ‘continence’ as in not pissing himself – there must be a deeper, more esoteric meaning to this.
I think back then continence just meant self control.
(Knowing virtue but not having made it habit it enough to control your passion).
Fortitude=haute scorpio?
it feels like so much has been revealed in terms of
crazy intuitions and such for past 3 years, realize I have
not been crazy at all but very tuned in actually… so that is a nice
peaceful feeling. However I am STILL AS FUQUED AS EVER! (nicholas cage impersonation- like it?)
This may not have been St. Augustine in thoughtful prayer as much as it was an exhortation from hissself rapt in ecstatic ejaculation. Too much? Okay, “ecstatic release,” then.
Hells yeah! i have revenge-success plans I am working on at the moment. Hooray!
Bring on the Scorping too!
It has been a bitch of a few months for me. Real hard core. But at the same time these beautiful tendrils of new growth have been pushing their way through like a gift. Strange days indeed…
Finally feeling the energy turn around a bit, up late getting things done so I can have some time in the dance studio tomorrow before hitting the books again and then going to do a full moon nighttime ritual of sorts. Mostly just hang out by the ocean and do some thinking, treat myself to some kind of healthy but fancy meal. (Mars + North Node in Aries in 12th) LOWKEY!
hmmm… I have some revenge thoughts going round n round in my head about work… but it is something I would not initiate. It’s just fun to think about. Success planning.. yes doing that to in hopes of getting the job that I want. Already looking for a new apartment, will start weeding out stuff to make the move reasonable. But I need money! ugh… looks like I will have to hit my savings that I will be paying taxes on. Oh well… I am lucky I have it! xo!
Weird… but I am feeling uncharacteristicly Zen this moon. Mind you, I went through all that exhausting scheming/revenge crap a few months back – not good for the complexion and so terribly ageing darlings…
So this Scorp is thinking perhaps this is my calm before the storm?
Me too, placid as you like. Aren’t you a Scorp/Aries like me? Just feeling super calm and neutral about everything AND I should have PMT what’s that all about? Normally I’m full scale banshee by now.
Yes, yes, yes!!! I’m not even craving/binging/guilting on my usual PMT crappy junk food. I can’t get enough blueberries, grapefruit and raw cabbage salad – What thaaa….?!
Today with the opening with the amazing sun uranus opposition, square pluto…moon going into aries (which will be opposite sun) and have neptune almost on my own neptune in exact aspect to my mars conjunct chiron in pisces…
At my favourite breafast cafe and wonderful spontaneous gift of conversation with complete stranger on infertility and the trauma of IVF. Heartbreaking insight of older remarkable women who is very capable director of design business, recently lost husband of 25+ years, no children…I know as I visited this road, but chose acupuncture…instead.
BUT such a hard working driven person with brilliant life force, espousing values of kindness, generosity of spirit, support for ALL women, wise, dynamic, no self pity and totally innovative individual up to the minute.
WOW was all I could think, what a woman…very alone, but like a soldier.
No more children for me, specialist to confirm this week. I am nearly 45, just so thankful by fate I have even the child I do, yet I totally agree with the pragmatism of moving forward…never get stuck on a broken dream, keep you creative visions going. Inevitably don’t we all have to sacrifice something words cannot alone explain?
In giving up what we do we give something greater for the good of all, and receive something also unquantifiable that makes us somehow stronger…Envy is pointless, redundant, karma is the unique logic of the universe.
So in my next incarnation I will be more creative with the artistic licence neptune hands me; this time visiting the house of service, then partnerships…my mother in law is about to have immediate and extensive surgery for uterine cancer, (Piscean plus) and will recooperate here for a while…everything is going – ovaries, uterus, muscle plus more…and tomorrow she will watch her own daughter announce her first pregnancy at a family gathering with her lifetime of close friends and peers too…
I already seem to spend all my time peacefully cooking…it is very calming and there is something very pleasant about being useful to people with genuine need. Now I know all those crazy years in restaurants have been good groundwork, life affirming.
Food /nourishment saved my daughter’s life (saturn in virgo 1st/ 2nd) after being born less than 2 kilos..my agenda to build her up to be very healthy and strong (leo ascendant & mars 12th, venus moon conjunct taurus 9th, aries sun 8th).
Since this moon now to come to my saturn in aries 7 degrees & in 7th…Plus a plethora of virgo 12th/ 1st I really appreciate strange beauty of efficiency but now instead of punishing work schedules I am living for healing myself & those I love with wholistic nutrition insights…
What did pluto just do with the recent mars venus square? Liberated me of narcisstic fashion industry associate I adored, that could not demonstrate any empathy for anyone else…after years together that person is erased. Odd and sudden (fall of the dice) with little input from me but I observed my acceptance of that departure…new chapter, new vision, new raison d’etre…
This coming saturn; almost conjunct my ceres 3rd, trine my cancer moon 10th, trine my pisces mercury 6th…
Lillith conjunct my aries north node 8th…opposite my south node, sextile midheaven gemini also currently conjunct to jupiter…
Good luck everyone with the amazing changes the moon foreshadows and highlights…
Meant to mention its mars on my neptune in scorpio…
*Love* this aquasunbird! Lots of wisdom in this. Thank you for sharing, xx.
2nd, it’s a certain joy to experience the life and wisdom of another celestially.
Thank you to you – its always great to hear what everyone is experiencing…
Thanks I am really grateful for what I do have now, some very inspiring women around me too
Your comment re: continence is tres hilarity MM. I sense you are spookily on the money about it all…I was fully zapped in a timely fashion…and now I do sense the opening of some energetic portals…I dont know where it’s going, but I senses it…
Last week with the exact square of the Zap Zone, I was much more Zen than I expected and felt great about life.
This week was a total 180, probably in part because this Full Moon is right on top of my natal Venus-Saturn opposition.
A lot of the old familiar insecurities of this opposition raised their ugly head this week, and I realized that I need to emotionally detach in a definitive way from my current job, and mourn once and for all what might have been and didn’t materialize, if I want to be really ready for all the transformation ahead.
Looking at my chart for the next few months, the November eclipse will exactly conjoin my Sun. A month later Pluto makes its last pass over my Progressed Sun. And a month after that, the North Node conjoins my Sun. Plus Saturn begins a long transit to my Moon.
Lots of karmic transformative energy on its way and I want to be ready to embrace it when it gets here. Need to exercise more.
I think the whole continence thing is about being able to hold onto your shit – philosophically speaking. I am trying to hold onto my shit but with aspects like this I might need a bigger nappy – or something like that. And I have a moon in Scorpio – so yes, I came, I saw, I did a little revenge – well I retaliated and even though I was trying to forgive and accept – honestly. Sometimes there is just too much shit in the world, and even the greatest of continence ain’t gonna stop that flow. At least I didn’t kill anyone – hell does hath no fury like a woman scorned. It’s a thing when you can’t do chastity. Fuq that shit
I saw a tarantula in my dream several days ago. had never noticed a tarantula before – spiders were spiders. Now a picture is nearby the screen.. thanks to Oracle which suggested I put a picture of my spirit animal where I can see it.
I need to take a break and unplug until this Full Moon is over – all sorts of life changes had cropped up, funerals, births, weddings in the last month.. Sit down, and write is my mantra.
Yep I’ve been scheming; whiteboard on the wall with all my audacious plans. Then the ‘exes’ start coming out the woodwork (again!) – so distracting and so over it! So tonight, I wrote letters to those vestiges of my past still lingering; read the letters aloud; burnt them; got out my sage stick; and poured a glass of Sauvignon Blanc. Now I can concentrate on my stuff again
Hyper-kinetic … good description MM
Thanks Mystic for your wonderful pep talks through tough times- it is so appreciated. I was the feral in the feral full moon until I had the opportunity via dancing my ass off to turn it on its head. Wow I went to the dark side! But I feel much better now and have made a number of resolutions including seeing a shrink to help me sort my head out. Overall I’ve found this to be a really crazy and yet humane moon. I love it!
Whatever st Augustine meant, I’m comfortable that a prayer regarding the ability to NOT piss yourself is as worthy as any a request. LOL Mystic!
maybe we should send this to fergie ?
LOL and ta Aqabomb. your comment has given me a much needed belly laugh.
I have some lovely aspects right now but today’s favorite is – Nemesis square Nemesis – brilliant, anything to keep them distracted away from my heiney!
Tripping last seven days or so. Major migraine ruined a daytrip for my husband and me and, I think it was severely compounded by a not before understood sensitivity to sunscreen. I was alternately writhing in pain and instant REM’ing in the passenger seat racing home. Next morning my dog chased a squirrel into my house and I had to chase him out. Later that day rescued a garter snake frome same dog. Two days ago pulled over to direct rush hour traffic away from – a tortoise crossing the road! Was either an escapee or a dumped pet – tortoises are not native to this area. Larger than a small loaf of bread – was as an incredible sight! Scooped him up, took him home, called various animal rescue facilities, posted him as “found please contact me … ASAP”. No one has claimed him to date – but I placed him with a good woman with lots of knowledge and passion for turtles and tortoises. She pointed to a few signs of neglect and a deformed shell. Before all this I’d asked for a sign and the tortoise gave me the green light for my project. Strange, wonderful, bumpy and affirming times.
lol love the constantine reference.!
I am finally able to lock myself in for a couple of days and scheme. Amongst the awful shit that has gone down this week with psychotic Aquaness, an amazing shift is beginning in my creativity. I am having a lot of insights at the moment and I finally feel a bit guided after a long slog. The message: go solo, be deeply authentic. I know you have been chanting this mystic but I have taken very strong psychic measures to ensure so and the manifestations of others have been very interesting. My job now is to creatively link my gaps. Not easy, but exciting/challenging/willbemywholesaturnplan. Dating= backburner/scaredtomeetanyoneasIamofficiallyamagnetforpeoplewithseriouscontrolissues. What is dead can be laid to rest and I wish to move on in peace. It took me some time to get my mind back into fight mode since medical lala land when I got here. I just had the same kick re dating. Last night I had a dream about a tattoo parlour with lilith. Could not be more apt and after a talk with my art director, something fantastic is emerging re concept for my design work. deeply grateful.
This is, without question, the singularly worst week of my life so far. Astrologically speaking let’s go with a 4th house Saturn transit now also directly opposite Chiron in my 10th and squaring my moon.
I thought I was out of the woods with family things and it turns out I am barely halfway there. It feels like a slow-motion car-crash… going for 4 days and counting. There is a new normal every 6 hours. The family and closest friends are in this together. All we can do is share strength and keep talking with each other. It doesn’t diminish the pain but it makes coping and accepting within reach, not unimaginable.
Some rabbit holes are long and dimly lit. It is so good that you have the strength of a circle of love and the wisdom to be grateful for it. Keep returning to and drawing from that. I wish you and yours safe landings and beautiful bright adventures ahead.
Sending good thoughts and prayers to you Pi
Oh hon I was thinking I hadn’t seen you around here for a few days, and wondering if all was ok. I’m so so sorry to hear of this. I’m glad you have people around you to draw strength from. Love and hope to you xxxxxxxxxxx
Sorry Pi, hope things improve soon,
. Take care doll.
Thanks.. Much appreciated. Xo
Just had a one sided convo
with a Gemini gent at the library…
Bats grey hair shooting out from the glasses on his head…And his polo shirt worn inside out…
He showed me a pix of him as a chef serving George Bush Sr at some dinner…
Rox, xo….
xo … oh dear, no eye contact ! next time if eye contact: ‘No Hablo Ingles’
Happy Aries Moon !
~A second helping of crazy George?~
Hey, said Peter Gabriel said “wear your inside out”..
Universe ain’t kiddin’…
sometimes crazies just laying down TMI.
good to hear from ya x
I prefer to read the signs…
my mother put me on match.com… humiliating and sad it was. she wrote as if she were me… horribly. made me realize how little she knows about me. mortifying fact #2… at least two ex’s stumbled across it and sent me a text saying i was the last person they thought they’d see on the site. so wrong. good intentions aside…. completely out of bounds. as in no boundaries. none. love my mother. love love love my mother, but this is wrong. yes? yes. returned home to find an old friend parked in my driveway, doing things she shouldn’t. two hours and a hippity-hoppity-skipping-jumping, one-sided rambling diatribe later she left. it took several glasses of wine (and then some) to get back to baseline, which wasn’t overly enjoyable to begin.
a dear friend’s husband hit on me this week. my hairdresser mangled a color job and tonight is my 25th class reunion.
apologies for the darkness. i’m at a loss and needed to vent. thank you for understanding.
omg. what!? that is nuts. She put you on a dating site? and then your ex’s found you on there, jesus. I’d put her on there offering free knicker flashes to all those that reply in the next hour. xx
*offers shoulder…both of them, and arms outstretched as well*
The DF-hubby situ is abominable but too common, mom had Alzy-lapse and deserves a strong finger wag, driveway friend maybe needs distance from you for a bit – to put it mildly. Here’s hoping the return of past energy (youthful hope/anxiety/wonderful naivete) proves unexpectedly uplifting.
wtf?! Feral Full Moon for you alright. Love to know your astro. I’d find it hard (impossible) to forgive for the dating website thing ffs. Boundaries fosho. Hope your week improves xx
That is wrong. So sorry to hear that. Mothers try too hard sometimes. What bad manners everyone is showing you! I hope your class reunion is/was a surprising turn around to the trend. Plus it’s just a matter of time before the pain fades and this becomes something you can laugh about. Probably can’t see that right now though, huh?
This has been one of the most trying weeks of my life. Panic attacks, Serenity Prayers, calls to crisis hotlines, self-help books, laying in bed and going “okay, God. You can just take me now.” What in the universe?
I need life rehab.
Oh, and to make it more fun: I’ve had a headache since Thursday when I woke up. Tried everything. Seeing a doctor on Monday for Prozac and a clinical crying sesh.
Take care Bright, hope things improve for you soon. Panic attacks are not good. Well done for doing what you need to do to take care of yourself xx
Poor darling! You’ve lost a lot of ground recently. It’s hardly surprising you’re reacting. Sounds like you’ve got a good arsenal of strategies there, though i know they don’t fix things overnight. So…at ground zero, who do you turn to to hold you safe in their arms and let you weep? It might be time to call on that person for a time. Safe journey, little one xx
I don’t really have someone. Uh, best friend dumped me, my mother is being emotionally distant and cold, single for three years, etc. But I met another good friend’s mother today and she gave me a Buddhist chant, said she would chant for me, and then friend’s kindergartener glomped on me and gave me the most amazing hug and kiss today. So I have that. And that means the world.
That’s lovely! Sometimes affection & love from the stranger is support, like a conduit from life to reassure you!
This full moon energy..everything square my mercury..is making me crazy restless! I want to dance, but not really drink.
And I think I’ve finally come to the realization, unequivocallly, that I am done, over, through with patriarchy..in my heart and my mind it serves me NO good purpose. Alas, my life is not just about me… *sighs
WOW, I have been hiding out in the serenity of home and feelgood tunes all week, then lastnight I decided to follow my desires and seduce someone who might have seemed off limits as a Neptunian LZ a few months ago but is now much evolved into an Uranian now person. Seduction was awesomely adult and honest and had a long night of the sexiest liberating sex I have had in eons. Liberating in the sense that I felt totally uninhibited and so seemed she. Raw and respectful..yes I have to be wordy about it , I have 4 planets in gemini. lol… Am sure the astro , including Lillith, helped put spontaneous and experimental lust into supernaturalle action.
Didn’t stayover, and there was no emo lesbo drama.
High fiving the feral moon and other sparks in the sky
Yay for Uranian Now Persons! x
Tried to sleep in this morning but a little creature was running around between the blankets and kept following me around the bed. Got up and discovered that it was a mouse that was very reluctant to get out of my warm bed so I left it there for a couple of hours.
Just realised I should have said a prayer for the mouse’s continence.
I have found this thread both inspiring and comforting (i.e.not alone in my confusion). My knowledge of astrology is only quite basic so I had my chart ready as usual when I read Mystic. Noticed that I have Saturn and Neptune barely 2 degrees apart in Libra (5th house) and opposing Venus (11th house ). Not quite sure what it means but I have suddenly realised that I don’t really know who I am.
I thought a mind map may help.
Found a crumpled sheet of butchers paper to use. I taped up the rips and ironed it. It was quit featured by then but I decided to embrace its imperfections. Thought I would start by examining what I believe, think, do and want. I am still at a bit of a loss as to strategies to get a better perspective of myself but I feel it would be key too attracting the people and situations that are right for me.
This seems to be all part of a serene questioning, sober and solitary time for me this full moon. ( I took MM’s advice and have limited my exposure to those who are not coping – meant staying out of the pub which was a good thing but I am expected to DJ there tonight.)
Love the mouse in the bed story! How cute!
I spent the evening with good friends, a kind of ‘family dinner’ which was so, so good for my heart. The moon was beautiful in the night sky.
The house feels completely different since I’ve been chucking stuff away with manic zeal. Cleaned all the windows yesterday and am on a laundry binge. Mars is bulldozing through my 4th and almost conj my Neptune.
Email from husband overseas mentioning he’s staying in a nameless hotel in some nameless village for the weekend. No contact details. Longwinded explanations as to why he can’t stay the weekend with the friends he’s been staying with. Scopes said ‘don’t be naive’ about incoming love info. I wish I wasn’t so suspicious. He would tell me I was reading it all wrong. Anyway, nothing I can do about it. I am all about me at the mo.
The full moon is conj my Vesta, and opposing my Gary
Holy mother of god. Kinaesthetic…Urania.
Thank you, Mystic. The key word to the giant lock on the giant door i’ve just found looming in my face.
DANCE. The answer is dance. The answer is body: bike, sex, stretch, leave the isometric form to work with the curvatures, rest, nourish, new short trips. Dance company…no words, when i find myself in tears watching it means there is a new language i can learn. Suddenly understood my Leo MC and my Aqua NN.
Needless to say, last night’s foray into the street crowds to get to the theatre was an incredible mind blower. So glad i knew to go by myself.
5th house= Pisces Sun then intercepted Pallas Merc + Chiron in Aries. Uranus transiting approaches Merc & Chiron and about to oppose natal Uranus in Libran 11th. Creative individuation and expression fuelled by a new hyperkinetic group.
6th House natal Saturn in Tau…waiting to get bingled or booyahed by Saturn and Mars in Scorpio (my 12th). I have had this urgent sense that the key to peace of mind is drawing together the threads of a new routine. It goes into the nitty gritty of time, food, rest, exercise, work efficiency, and is designed to make more room for creative enrgy and true soul expression with no shame, no expectations (that’s a big toughie while Pluto is going over natal Mars in Capricorn in 2nd). I can’t see it working, i can’t see being good enou7gh to make it work but i need to do it i’m literally burning and kicking if i don’t harness this energy to a new freedom this way.
aaaarrrrggghhh
aaaaahhhhh
Yes! Dancing is the answer!
Wow Mille. Just Wow!
*The key to peace of mind is drawing together the threads of a new routine*. Well said as always. Was thinking much the same on my run this morning. About what I used to yearn for when I was younger was some sense of ‘bigness’ in my life when now I get it’s actually the so-called small details that make joy. Fetch wood/carry water, all that.
Reading this I get the feeling you’ve just discovered something that was always there, and now you can’t not see it. You will do it – just start – my sense is you are already moving towards it xx
it sounds a little something like
http://soundcloud.com/pkeazy/silent-violence
That’s so cool
Last weekend, the guy I’ve been seeing injured himself pretty badly while away. I was the first person he called. I drove close to 400 miles – at the last minute – to go and get him and bring him home. All because he just …asked me to. I took care of him all week long. I waited on him hand and foot… and I was happy to do so.
This weekend, he asked me to reserve both Friday and Saturday nights for him to spend time with me. He also knew I would be all alone at my home on Saturday night, and that I get scared here when I’m alone. He also knows that I don’t have a car for the entire day and night. He knows this because I asked him to stay with me, which he said he would, so I let my roommate borrow my car.
He bailed on me on Friday. He didn’t communicate with me at all today…until 9:30 at night. At which point, it became abundantly clear that he was still over an hour and a half away from me. He proceeded to feign an intentention to come see me (via Text), but – as predicted – proceeded to bail on me …again.
After all this Saturn in Libra bullshit; after the constant disappointments and heartache… it really would’ve been nice to have someone want to be there for me, for a change.
When I “give” to someone, I never expect or anticipate getting something back. But, just for once, it would’ve been really nice to have someone give a little… instead of just take from me. It would’ve been nice to feel like I matter, too.
Guys are such fuqing arseholes.
I thought Saturn in Libra would bring some nice balance to relationships around the world. I definitely found a balance that I never had and learned to respect people’s trust and kindness. I too have had constant heartache.
I’ve decided to be mega excited for Saturn in Scorpio. I’m hoping those who didn’t learn their Saturn in Libra lesson are seriously burned while the rest of us rise from our ashes.
Things were hard last week, lots of surprising low level vibration around.
This weekend however was amazing!!
You know when you make a new friend and it is amazing? Intense 6 hour talk, didn’t even notice the food!
Totally clairvoyant conversation.
There are things about this world it is impossible to discuss with 99% of people. Such a joy to encounter spiritually, mentally and physically fully realized people!
Loving the world around me has never been easier.
Yes I think it was the moon conjunct uranus in aries…
Oh of course! Thanks ASB, that’s right on the $.
Thought I’d escape this weekend unscathed and got to Sunday and then got Mars scorped so intensely i shivered inside. Man I got it bad and it feels divine and scary .
the list is long of all the events which increase my ire..
I won’t even write about it.
I want this time to become something good for me. I saw all this crazy shit coming last year and the year before that. sometimes I feel like Charlton Heston is Soilent Green and Kafka too..just not as much..mostly Charlton!
They were both Libras:)