How are you? Are you surviving the zappage? Is the kitteh safe? etc…I have to write [I generally avoid doing this as I know you get a squillion emails every hour] I am having a Pisces crisis…and I know you may be one person who understands!
This is naturally occurring because I am comparing myself to other peeps, naturally of other sun signs, and I find myself wanting. (Rule no 1, don’t compare yourself to other people?!) I don’t know how this started. Well yes I do, it’s because of a recent Toro-moment that has got me a little shaken and stirred.
I am having trouble seeing how Pisceans [other than you *obviously* ] stand out in any special way.
I feel that I am not magnetic, impenetrable and sexily threatening like a Scorpio.
I am not charismatic and stable and caring like a Cancer. I am not a photographer/boat-builder/woman-about-town like a Saggitarian.
I am not tactile, simple and stoic like a Taurus [sigh].
Nor do I have the unshakeable convictions of an Aqua, or the teflon-like emotional invulnerability of a Gemini.
Not as seemingly together and socially adept as a Virgo. Shite at relating, unlike lovely Librans. Clearly no self confidence, opposite to Leo. etc etc. You see? crisis. It’s totally fuqing with me…where is Pisces in all of this? Are we all in martini bars and trawling jewellery stores for creative inspiration? Sitting up in bed with our laptops reading about something obscure, looking for the next art exhibition?
In more lucid moments I tell myself to sort my shit out and stop feeling so pathetically sorry for myself. But in the face of city living [after a long hiatus] amongst photographers, therapists, beautiful people, fulfilled creatives [ah the dream] and efficient, happy professional types, whatever, well it all comes crashing down. I just feel so… of little consequence. What sets us apart?
Maybe I really am nothing more than an advanced dishcloth. lol. This may be one more for the therapis couch than my lovely astrologer but hey, it’s worth a shot.
love you mystic baby,
The Freaked Out Piscean xxxx”
Dear Freaked Out Piscean,
I think this is just a hangover from Saturn in Virgo for so long. Pisceans are fab, rad people; multi-faceted, sexy and unique. Read the Pluto in Capricorn self-help book, go fix the Feng and re-read Hi-Lo Pisces.
Jupiter & Uranus are conjoining in Pisces on Sept 18/19: sudden serendipity for Piscean peeps for sure…And then there a few more such lucky conjunctions between now and next March. Cherchez Le Grip!
Oh and maybe it is a Chiron-in-Pisces crisis so you go through a stage of feeling crappy and then voila: the vision of greatness actioned by you with intense chutzpah and authenticity etc?
And maybe find some Pisceans you admire to model off?