Comments on: Hi-Lo Astro: Haute Scorpio – Low Scorpio http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/ Astrology and Horoscopes from Mystic Medusa Sat, 13 Mar 2010 18:28:41 -0700 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 By: Über Virgo http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37491 Über Virgo Sat, 31 Oct 2009 12:21:19 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37491 I've done the trembling. A few weeks after a family member's near death and things had settled a bit, I felt like crap one day, lay down on my bed and was overcome by the shakes. I didn't fight it because I knew it was the shock working its way out. Verbalizing and rationalizing go some way to releasing it, but I'm convinced it resolves itself more effectively through the physical. Thus the bodywork recommendation. Fingers crossed for both of us we get towed out to the sex-love Bombora for a good ride. In the meantime, the long haul love that comes from the ones who are always there is nothing to be sneezed at. I’ve done the trembling. A few weeks after a family member’s near death and things had settled a bit, I felt like crap one day, lay down on my bed and was overcome by the shakes. I didn’t fight it because I knew it was the shock working its way out. Verbalizing and rationalizing go some way to releasing it, but I’m convinced it resolves itself more effectively through the physical. Thus the bodywork recommendation.

Fingers crossed for both of us we get towed out to the sex-love Bombora for a good ride. In the meantime, the long haul love that comes from the ones who are always there is nothing to be sneezed at.

]]> By: fallen angel http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37438 fallen angel Sat, 31 Oct 2009 06:31:38 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37438 Truly? I hope to Hades so...and yes, you are right wise Uber. I was that chance, if it weren't so then I wouldn't have brought the stinging rays of truth come piercing through his dark world and been able to sustain as much as I did. Yesterday I had a deep tissue massage and a facial, just to be tended to and cared for was nice, as much as I am convinced and continue to be so that is THE path - I find myself sleepless and trembling in bed. There have been too many emotions to reconcile, as much as my mind can organize the sequence of true events...well, my heart is another thing entirely. Where I cannot shed the tears, I have the tremors in their stead. I'm afraid I'm looking like a funny little spastic as it is, trembling all alone in my perfumed bed and not quite feeling myself. The worse part is not to be held by someone else I trust, or could trust for the moment, friends and family are all so far. It would be reassuring to feel myself real again. There is much love around me, but that kind of love..I don't know, I hope so. The only way I've been able to do this is to go bottomline and make peace with the fact that I'd rather be alone forever than have to co-write his lies. Am not built that way. But one day perhaps, that coming wave will see me smile again. Truly? I hope to Hades so…and yes, you are right wise Uber. I was that chance, if it weren’t so then I wouldn’t have brought the stinging rays of truth come piercing through his dark world and been able to sustain as much as I did.

Yesterday I had a deep tissue massage and a facial, just to be tended to and cared for was nice, as much as I am convinced and continue to be so that is THE path – I find myself sleepless and trembling in bed. There have been too many emotions to reconcile, as much as my mind can organize the sequence of true events…well, my heart is another thing entirely. Where I cannot shed the tears, I have the tremors in their stead.

I’m afraid I’m looking like a funny little spastic as it is, trembling all alone in my perfumed bed and not quite feeling myself. The worse part is not to be held by someone else I trust, or could trust for the moment, friends and family are all so far. It would be reassuring to feel myself real again.

There is much love around me, but that kind of love..I don’t know, I hope so. The only way I’ve been able to do this is to go bottomline and make peace with the fact that I’d rather be alone forever than have to co-write his lies. Am not built that way.

But one day perhaps, that coming wave will see me smile again.

]]> By: Über Virgo http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37358 Über Virgo Fri, 30 Oct 2009 11:10:02 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37358 He's up for a heck of a Chiron return. I might have said it above, but he squandered his chance at redemption. If anyone could have brought him into the light, you could have and I admire the courage of your persistence and your immense capacity to love and forgive. Even that wasn't enough and no one on earth could have done more. WTF would it take? I too am awed by his destructiveness, cheapening intimacy the way he has. Maybe consider some physical cleansing ritual. Pegasus and Mystic know the goods. Salt baths, deep tissue massage, essential oils. You deserve so much better. And seriously, get ready to surf the big wave when the love comes back at you. He’s up for a heck of a Chiron return.

I might have said it above, but he squandered his chance at redemption. If anyone could have brought him into the light, you could have and I admire the courage of your persistence and your immense capacity to love and forgive. Even that wasn’t enough and no one on earth could have done more. WTF would it take? I too am awed by his destructiveness, cheapening intimacy the way he has.

Maybe consider some physical cleansing ritual. Pegasus and Mystic know the goods. Salt baths, deep tissue massage, essential oils. You deserve so much better. And seriously, get ready to surf the big wave when the love comes back at you.

]]> By: fallen angel http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37356 fallen angel Fri, 30 Oct 2009 10:35:24 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37356 You are SO right Uber, he turns 49 next week - here I was thinking being sent to the Midwest "grounded" him only to realize that his "difficult" client has become his co-conspirator in his addiction. My new nickname for him? The Toilet! Yes, that's right. I wrote it, you read it. It's funny but I do seriously feel like I've been intimate with a...urinal. Soz for the graphics. And interestingly enough it has become easier for me to write, the staring blankly has lessened already though I am half comatose at times. Sleepless as you can see. But I know this is the right path, and I know I can leave having offered and done all I could. I suppose its just surreal to look back and realize where the lines between reality and fiction truly lay. Even more so FEELING all the emotions I associated with good times, and watching it morph in pace with the reclamation of the truth as it comes in waves. It really is like being released from Baghrah. You are SO right Uber, he turns 49 next week – here I was thinking being sent to the Midwest “grounded” him only to realize that his “difficult” client has become his co-conspirator in his addiction. My new nickname for him? The Toilet!

Yes, that’s right. I wrote it, you read it. It’s funny but I do seriously feel like I’ve been intimate with a…urinal. Soz for the graphics.

And interestingly enough it has become easier for me to write, the staring blankly has lessened already though I am half comatose at times. Sleepless as you can see. But I know this is the right path, and I know I can leave having offered and done all I could.

I suppose its just surreal to look back and realize where the lines between reality and fiction truly lay. Even more so FEELING all the emotions I associated with good times, and watching it morph in pace with the reclamation of the truth as it comes in waves.

It really is like being released from Baghrah.

]]> By: Über Virgo http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37353 Über Virgo Fri, 30 Oct 2009 10:03:36 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37353 Oh angel...I guess the upside of this is that Pluto must be easing off your Sun soon. You are so much better off without that guy/abyss. Sad to say I doubt anything can redeem him now. Oh angel…I guess the upside of this is that Pluto must be easing off your Sun soon. You are so much better off without that guy/abyss. Sad to say I doubt anything can redeem him now.

]]> By: fallen angel http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37351 fallen angel Fri, 30 Oct 2009 09:10:50 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37351 Salacious, I SO agree. Did you know that Le Scorp was literally about 3-4 months away from possibly moving back to the City of Angels where I bask?? By all accounts, if he had for a moment stopped, realized he had a problem and asked me for help, I could still very well be involved with him. Yet like your Scorp, there is a very distinct pattern of self-sabotage, and as much as I feel violated and victimized by his actions, I cannot help but feel he stabbed and sullied himself first before he did others. He has abandoned his soul. And that is difficult to see. Scorpions are the sign of depth, it is unfortunate his is only an empty abyss. We'll be ok, you and I, won't we? I hope so. Hugs :) Salacious, I SO agree. Did you know that Le Scorp was literally about 3-4 months away from possibly moving back to the City of Angels where I bask?? By all accounts, if he had for a moment stopped, realized he had a problem and asked me for help, I could still very well be involved with him.

Yet like your Scorp, there is a very distinct pattern of self-sabotage, and as much as I feel violated and victimized by his actions, I cannot help but feel he stabbed and sullied himself first before he did others. He has abandoned his soul.

And that is difficult to see. Scorpions are the sign of depth, it is unfortunate his is only an empty abyss. We’ll be ok, you and I, won’t we?

I hope so. Hugs :)

]]> By: fallen angel http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37350 fallen angel Fri, 30 Oct 2009 09:05:53 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37350 Why thank you darkhorse! I am amidst full blast Aversion Therapy i.e. studying the reality behind all the lies he told in order to balance out my emotional affinities to memories I normally associate as "good" since at the time I did not know any better. I AM thankful he is out, but also very aware he isn't completely...the poison lingers on and I know it will take a while. In the meantime, without risking further contact, I posted this in one of his usual trolling-for-sex spots: http://chicago.craigslist.org/chc/rnr/1442541501.html Perhaps worth a laugh? Why thank you darkhorse! I am amidst full blast Aversion Therapy i.e. studying the reality behind all the lies he told in order to balance out my emotional affinities to memories I normally associate as “good” since at the time I did not know any better.

I AM thankful he is out, but also very aware he isn’t completely…the poison lingers on and I know it will take a while. In the meantime, without risking further contact, I posted this in one of his usual trolling-for-sex spots:
http://chicago.craigslist.org/chc/rnr/1442541501.html

Perhaps worth a laugh?

]]> By: Salacious Sagg http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37266 Salacious Sagg Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:12:33 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37266 LL you are spot on, surely that is another low scorp trait. My Scorp Tormentor sefinitely thinks he does not deserve love methinks, as he is so self destructive. Any thing good that enters his life, he then sets out to destroy, as if he does not deserve any joy. LL you are spot on, surely that is another low scorp trait. My Scorp Tormentor sefinitely thinks he does not deserve love methinks, as he is so self destructive. Any thing good that enters his life, he then sets out to destroy, as if he does not deserve any joy.

]]> By: shell http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37259 shell Fri, 30 Oct 2009 02:19:56 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37259 in some ways i think it is hard to tell - cause as adults our relationships have been limited by being in diff parts of the country, and rarely being all together at the same time. But, had some enlightening interactions with them both of late so based on that... ScorpBro1 (SB1L) has sun, merc, venus, jupiter and neptune in scorp and moon, mars, uranus in libra, saturn in taurus and pluto at end virgo. When I see him at home with kids juggling work, mortgage, family etc and am constantly telling him he's turned into our dad - grumpy stressed out old man routine - he's only 39. He loves his kids, gives them lots of time, but also whinges about it in a good naturedly way that is still whinging. But saw him recently on my turf (sans job, children etc) and he was much more playful (which is how i remember him as a kid), and yes all inquisitive about my sex life. ScropBro2 (SB2S) has sun, moon and merc in scorp, venus and neptune in sagg, pluto and uranus in libra, sat in cancer, mars in taurus, jupiter in aquarius - so slightly more dispersed... He had anger management issues as a kid/teen, would internalise and then lash out (and was middle child), but i think got better when he found sagg like things to channel energy into, be good at. I always thought of him as much harder to read/know than SB1L, but as an adult, and now that he is soulmated, he's opened up, chilled out a lot. Defn not having children and defn decided investing in himself is the way forward. I think he is now the more balanced of the two. Both have parent related grudges SB1L whinges, SB2S internalises, both have the 'principled' thing which even SB1L's libran stuff doesn't seem to help balance. Both are uptight and thus I get a lot of joy out of letting loose my gemini flittery silliness on. As it was just both their birthday's I sent text messages typing out the happy birthday song and then sang it to them when I called. SB1L, the more playful of the two called me a fruit bat and implied I was silly for my silliness, SB2S thanked me gratefully for the song and clearly appreciated the thought behind it. in some ways i think it is hard to tell – cause as adults our relationships have been limited by being in diff parts of the country, and rarely being all together at the same time. But, had some enlightening interactions with them both of late so based on that…
ScorpBro1 (SB1L) has sun, merc, venus, jupiter and neptune in scorp and moon, mars, uranus in libra, saturn in taurus and pluto at end virgo. When I see him at home with kids juggling work, mortgage, family etc and am constantly telling him he’s turned into our dad – grumpy stressed out old man routine – he’s only 39. He loves his kids, gives them lots of time, but also whinges about it in a good naturedly way that is still whinging. But saw him recently on my turf (sans job, children etc) and he was much more playful (which is how i remember him as a kid), and yes all inquisitive about my sex life.
ScropBro2 (SB2S) has sun, moon and merc in scorp, venus and neptune in sagg, pluto and uranus in libra, sat in cancer, mars in taurus, jupiter in aquarius – so slightly more dispersed… He had anger management issues as a kid/teen, would internalise and then lash out (and was middle child), but i think got better when he found sagg like things to channel energy into, be good at. I always thought of him as much harder to read/know than SB1L, but as an adult, and now that he is soulmated, he’s opened up, chilled out a lot. Defn not having children and defn decided investing in himself is the way forward. I think he is now the more balanced of the two.
Both have parent related grudges SB1L whinges, SB2S internalises, both have the ‘principled’ thing which even SB1L’s libran stuff doesn’t seem to help balance. Both are uptight and thus I get a lot of joy out of letting loose my gemini flittery silliness on. As it was just both their birthday’s I sent text messages typing out the happy birthday song and then sang it to them when I called. SB1L, the more playful of the two called me a fruit bat and implied I was silly for my silliness, SB2S thanked me gratefully for the song and clearly appreciated the thought behind it.

]]> By: darkhorse80 http://mysticmedusa.com/2009/10/27/hi-lo-astro-haute-scorpio-low-scorpio/comment-page-1/#comment-37250 darkhorse80 Fri, 30 Oct 2009 01:30:36 +0000 http://mysticmedusa.com/?p=6888#comment-37250 Yes, I think that is a common Scorp-type trait. Often Scorps have to go through a lot of drama and BS in their relationships before it finally sinks in that A) it's not worth it and B) they deserve better. I hope the Scorp you know is with someone who makes her happy now, Leonine Libran, and I also wish Fallen Angel all the best in her future relationships. Just be thankful the scumbag is out of your life now, FA. Yes, I think that is a common Scorp-type trait. Often Scorps have to go through a lot of drama and BS in their relationships before it finally sinks in that A) it’s not worth it and B) they deserve better.

I hope the Scorp you know is with someone who makes her happy now, Leonine Libran, and I also wish Fallen Angel all the best in her future relationships. Just be thankful the scumbag is out of your life now, FA.

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